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<head>1900  
<lb>SISTER CARRIE  
<lb>by Theodore Dreiser  
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<div2 type="chapter" n="1">   
<head>Chapter I.  
<lb>THE MAGNET ATTRACTING: A WAIF AMID FORCES  
</head>  
<p> When Caroline Meeber boarded the afternoon train for Chicago, her  
total outfit consisted of a small trunk, a cheap imitation  
alligator-skin satchel, a small lunch in a paper box, and a yellow  
leather snap purse, containing her ticket, a scrap of paper with her  
sister's address in Van Buren Street, and four dollars in money. It  
was in August, 1889. She was eighteen years of age, bright, timid, and  
full of the illusions of ignorance and youth. Whatever touch of regret  
at parting characterised her thoughts, it was certainly not for  
advantages now being given up. A gush of tears at her mother's  
farewell kiss, a touch in her throat when the cars clacked by the  
flour mill where her father worked by the day, a pathetic sigh as  
the familiar green environs of the village passed in review, and the  
threads which bound her so lightly to girlhood and home were  
irretrievably broken.  
</p><p>To be sure there was always the next station, where one might  
descend and return. There was the great city, bound more closely by  
these very trains which came up daily. Columbia City was not so very  
far away, even once she was in Chicago. What, pray, is a few hours--  
a few hundred miles? She looked at the little slip bearing her  
sister's address and wondered. She gazed at the green landscape, now  
passing in swift review, until her swifter thoughts replaced its  
impression with vague conjectures of what Chicago might be.  
</p><p>When a girl leaves her home at eighteen, she does one of two things.  
Either she falls into saving hands and becomes better, or she  
rapidly assumes the cosmopolitan standard of virtue and becomes worse.  
Of an intermediate balance, under the circumstances, there is no  
possibility. The city has its cunning wiles, no less than the  
infinitely smaller and more human tempter. There are large forces  
which allure with all the soulfulness of expression possible in the  
most cultured human. The gleam of a thousand lights is often as  
effective as the persuasive light in a wooing and fascinating eye.  
Half the undoing of the unsophisticated and natural mind is  
accomplished by forces wholly superhuman. A blare of sound, a roar  
of life, a vast array of human hives, appeal to the astonished  
senses in equivocal terms. Without a counsellor at hand to whisper  
cautious interpretations, what falsehoods may not these things breathe  
into the unguarded ear! Unrecognised for what they are, their  
beauty, like music, too often relaxes, then weakens, then perverts the  
simpler human perceptions.  
</p><p>Caroline, or Sister Carrie, as she had been half affectionately  
termed by the family, was possessed of a mind rudimentary in its power  
of observation and analysis. Self-interest with her was high, but  
not strong. It was, nevertheless, her guiding characteristic. Warm  
with the fancies of youth, pretty with the insipid prettiness of the  
formative period, possessed of a figure promising eventual shapeliness  
and an eye alight with certain native intelligence, she was a fair  
example of the middle American class-- two generations removed from the  
emigrant. Books were beyond her interest-- knowledge a sealed book.  
In the intuitive graces she was still crude. She could scarcely toss  
her head gracefully. Her hands were almost ineffectual. The feet,  
though small, were set flatly. And yet she was interested in her  
charms, quick to understand the keener pleasures of life, ambitious to  
gain in material things. A half-equipped little knight she was,  
venturing to reconnoitre the mysterious city and dreaming wild  
dreams of some vague, far-off supremacy, which should make it prey and  
subject-- the proper penitent, grovelling at a woman's slipper.  
</p><p>"That," said a voice in her ear, "is one of the prettiest little  
resorts in Wisconsin."  
</p><p>"Is it?" she answered nervously.  
</p><p>The train was just pulling out of Waukesha. For some time she had  
been conscious of a man behind. She felt him observing her mass of  
hair. He had been fidgetting, and with natural intuition she felt a  
certain interest growing in that quarter. Her maidenly reserve, and  
a certain sense of what was conventional under the circumstances,  
called her to forestall and deny this familiarity, but the daring  
and magnetism of the individual, born of past experiences and  
triumphs, prevailed. She answered.  
</p><p>He leaned forward to put his elbows upon the back of her seat and  
proceeded to make himself volubly agreeable.  
</p><p>"Yes, that is a great resort for Chicago people. The hotels are  
swell. You are not familiar with this part of the country, are you?"  
</p><p>"Oh, yes, I am," answered Carrie. "That is, I live at Columbia City.  
I have never been through here, though."  
</p><p>"And so this is your first visit to Chicago," he observed.  
</p><p>All the time she was conscious of certain features out of the side  
of her eye. Flush, colourful cheeks, a light moustache, a grey  
fedora hat. She now turned and looked upon him in full, the  
instincts of self-protection and coquetry mingling confusedly in her  
brain.  
</p><p>"I didn't say that," she said.  
</p><p>"Oh," he answered, in a very pleasing way and with an assumed air of  
mistake, "I thought you did."  
</p><p>Here was a type of the travelling canvasser for a manufacturing  
house-- a class which at that time was first being dubbed by the  
slang of the day "drummers." He came within the meaning of a still  
newer term, which had sprung into general use among Americans in 1880,  
and which concisely expressed the thought of one whose dress or  
manners are calculated to elicit the admiration of susceptible young  
women-- a "masher." His suit was of a striped and crossed pattern of  
brown wool, new at that time, but since become familiar as a  
business suit. The low crotch of the vest revealed a stiff shirt bosom  
of white and pink stripes. From his coat sleeves protruded a pair of  
linen cuffs of the same pattern, fastened with large, gold plate  
buttons, set with the common yellow agates known as "cat's-eyes."  
His fingers bore several rings-- one, the ever-enduring heavy seal-- and  
from his vest dangled a neat gold watch chain, from which was  
suspended the secret insignia of the Order of Elks. The whole suit was  
rather tight-fitting, and was finished off with heavy-soled tan shoes,  
highly polished, and the grey fedora hat. He was, for the order of  
intellect represented, attractive, and whatever he had to recommend  
him, you may be sure was not lost upon Carrie, in this, her first  
glance.  
</p><p>Lest this order of individual should permanently pass, let me put  
down some of the most striking characteristics of his most  
successful manner and method. Good clothes, of course, were the  
first essential, the things without which he was nothing. A strong  
physical nature, actuated by a keen desire for the feminine, was the  
next. A mind free of any consideration of the problems or forces of  
the world and actuated not by greed, but an insatiable love of  
variable pleasure. His method was always simple. Its principal element  
was daring, backed, of course, by an intense desire and admiration for  
the sex. Let him meet with a young woman once and he would approach  
her with an air of kindly familiarity, not unmixed with pleading,  
which would result in most cases in a tolerant acceptance. If she  
showed any tendency to coquetry he would be apt to straighten her tie,  
or if she "took up" with him at all, to call her by her first name. If  
he visited a department store it was to lounge familiarly over the  
counter and ask some leading questions. In more exclusive circles,  
on the train or in waiting stations, he went slower. If some seemingly  
vulnerable object appeared he was all attention-- to pass the  
compliments of the day, to lead the way to the parlor car, carrying  
her grip, or, failing that, to take a seat next her with the hope of  
being able to court her to her destination. Pillows, books, a  
foot-stool, the shade lowered; all these figured in the things which  
he could do. If, when she reached her destination, he did not alight  
and attend her baggage for her, it was because, in his own estimation,  
he had signally failed.  
</p><p>A woman should some day write the complete philosophy of clothes. No  
matter how young, it is one of the things she wholly comprehends.  
There is an indescribably faint line in the matter of man's apparel  
which somehow divides for her those who are worth glancing at and  
those who are not. Once an individual has passed this faint line on  
the way downward he will get no glance from her. There is another line  
at which the dress of a man will cause her to study her own. This line  
the individual at her elbow now marked for Carrie. She became  
conscious of an inequality. Her own plain blue dress, with its black  
cotton tape trimmings, now seemed to her shabby. She felt the worn  
state of her shoes.  
</p><p>"Let's see," he went on, "I know quite a number of people in your  
town. Morgenroth the clothier and Gibson the dry goods man."  
</p><p>"Oh, do you?" she interrupted, aroused by memories of longings their  
show windows had cost her.  
</p><p>At last he had a clew to her interest, and followed it deftly. In  
a few minutes he had come about into her seat. He talked of sales of  
clothing, his travels, Chicago, and the amusements of that city.  
</p><p>"If you are going there, you will enjoy it immensely. Have you  
relatives?"  
</p><p>"I am going to visit my sister," she explained.  
</p><p>"You want to see Lincoln Park," he said, "and Michigan Boulevard.  
They are putting up great buildings there. It's a second New York--  
great. So much to see-- theatres, crowds, fine houses-- oh, you'll  
like that."  
</p><p>There was a little ache in her fancy of all he described. Her  
insignificance in the presence of so much magnificence faintly  
affected her. She realised that hers was not to be a round of  
pleasure, and yet there was something promising in all the material  
prospect he set forth. There was something satisfactory in the  
attention of this individual with his good clothes. She could not help  
smiling as he told her of some popular actress of whom she reminded  
him. She was not silly, and yet attention of this sort had its weight.  
</p><p>"You will be in Chicago some little time, won't you?" he observed at  
one turn of the now easy conversation.  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Carrie vaguely-- a flash vision of the  
possibility of her not securing employment rising in her mind.  
</p><p>"Several weeks, anyhow," he said, looking steadily into her eyes.  
</p><p>There was much more passing now than the mere words indicated. He  
recognised the indescribable thing that made up for fascination and  
beauty in her. She realised that she was of interest to him from the  
one standpoint which a woman both delights in and fears. Her manner  
was simple, though for the very reason that she had not yet learned  
the many little affectations with which women conceal their true  
feelings. Some things she did appeared bold. A clever companion-- had  
she ever had one-- would have warned her never to look a man in the  
eyes so steadily.  
</p><p>"Why do you ask?" she said.  
</p><p>"Well, I'm going to be there several weeks. I'm going to study stock  
at our place and get new samples. I might show you 'round."  
</p><p>"I don't know whether you can or not. I mean I don't know whether  
I can. I shall be living with my sister, and--"  
</p><p>"Well, if she minds, we'll fix that." He took out his pencil and a  
little pocket note-book as if it were all settled. "What is your  
address there?"  
</p><p>She fumbled her purse which contained the address slip.  
</p><p>He reached down in his hip pocket and took out a fat purse. It was  
filled with slips of paper, some mileage books, a roll of  
greenbacks. It impressed her deeply. Such a purse had never been  
carried by any one attentive to her. Indeed, an experienced traveller,  
a brisk man of the world, had never come within such close range  
before. The purse, the shiny tan shoes, the smart new suit, and the  
air with which he did things, built up for her a dim world of fortune,  
of which he was the centre. It disposed her pleasantly toward all he  
might do.  
</p><p>He took out a neat business card, on which was engraved Bartlett,  
Caryoe & Company, and down in the lefthand corner, Chas. H. Drouet.  
</p><p>"That's me," he said, putting the card in her hand and touching  
his name. "It's pronounced Drew-eh. Our family was French, on my  
father's side."  
</p><p>She looked at it while he put up his purse. Then he got out a letter  
from a bunch in his coat pocket. "This is the house I travel for,"  
he went on, pointing to a picture on it, "corner of State and Lake."  
There was pride in his voice. He felt that it was something to be  
connected with such a place, and he made her feel that way.  
</p><p>"What is your address?" he began again, fixing his pencil to write.  
</p><p>"Carrie Meeber," she said slowly. "Three hundred and fifty-four West  
Van Buren Street, care S. C. Hanson."  
</p><p>He wrote it carefully down and got out the purse again. "You'll be  
at home if I come around Monday night?" he said.  
</p><p>"I think so," she answered.  
</p><p>How true it is that words are but the vague shadows of the volumes  
we mean. Little audible links, they are, chaining together great  
inaudible feelings and purposes. Here were these two, bandying  
little phrases, drawing purses, looking at cards, and both unconscious  
of how inarticulate all their real feelings were. Neither was wise  
enough to be sure of the working of the mind of the other. He could  
not tell how his luring succeeded. She could not realise that she  
was drifting, until he secured her address. Now she felt that she  
had yielded something-- he, that he had gained a victory. Already  
they felt that they were somehow associated. Already he took control  
in directing the conversation. His words were easy. Her manner was  
relaxed.  
</p><p>They were nearing Chicago. Signs were everywhere numerous. Trains  
flashed by them. Across wide stretches of flat, open prairie they  
could see lines of telegraph poles stalking across the fields toward  
the great city. Far away were indications of suburban towns, some  
big smoke-stacks towering high in the air.  
</p><p>Frequently there were two-story frame houses standing out in the  
open fields, without fence or trees, lone outposts of the  
approaching army of homes.  
</p><p>To the child, the genius with imagination, or the wholly  
untravelled, the approach to a great city for the first time is a  
wonderful thing. Particularly if it be evening-- that mystic period  
between the glare and gloom of the world when life is changing from  
one sphere or condition to another. Ah, the promise of the night. What  
does it not hold for the weary! What old illusion of hope is not  
here forever repeated! Says the soul of the toiler to itself, "I shall  
soon be free. I shall be in the ways and the hosts of the merry. The  
streets, the lamps, the lighted chamber set for dining, are for me.  
The theatre, the halls, the parties, the ways of rest and the paths of  
song-- these are mine in the night." Though all humanity be still  
enclosed in the shops, the thrill runs abroad. It is in the air. The  
dullest feel something which they may not always express or  
describe. It is the lifting of the burden of toil.  
</p><p>Sister Carrie gazed out of the window. Her companion, affected by  
her wonder, so contagious are all things, felt anew some interest in  
the city and pointed out its marvels.  
</p><p>"This is Northwest Chicago," said Drouet. "This is the Chicago  
River," and he pointed to a little muddy creek, crowded with the  
huge masted wanderers from far-off waters nosing the black-posted  
banks. With a puff, a clang, and a clatter of rails it was gone.  
"Chicago is getting to be a great town," he went on. "It's a wonder.  
You'll find lots to see here."  
</p><p>She did not hear this very well. Her heart was troubled by a kind of  
terror. The fact that she was alone, away from home, rushing into a  
great sea of life and endeavour, began to tell. She could not help but  
feel a little choked for breath-- a little sick as her heart beat so  
fast. She half closed her eyes and tried to think it was nothing, that  
Columbia City was only a little way off.  
</p><p>"Chicago! Chicago!" called the brakeman, slamming open the door.  
They were rushing into a more crowded yard, alive with the clatter and  
clang of life. She began to gather up her poor little grip and  
closed her hand firmly upon her purse. Drouet arose, kicked his legs  
to straighten his trousers, and seized his clean yellow grip.  
</p><p>"I suppose your people will be here to meet you?" he said. "Let me  
carry your grip."  
</p><p>"Oh, no," she said. "I'd rather you wouldn't. I'd rather you  
wouldn't be with me when I meet my sister."  
</p><p>"All right," he said in all kindness. "I'll be near, though, in case  
she isn't here, and take you out there safely."  
</p><p>"You're so kind," said Carrie, feeling the goodness of such  
attention in her strange situation.  
</p><p>"Chicago!" called the brakeman, drawing the word out long. They were  
under a great shadowy train shed, where the lamps were already  
beginning to shine out, with passenger cars all about and the train  
moving at a snail's pace. The people in the car were all up and  
crowding about the door.  
</p><p>"Well, here we are," said Drouet, leading the way to the door.  
"Good-bye, till I see you Monday."  
</p><p>"Good-bye," she answered, taking his proffered hand.  
</p><p>"Remember, I'll be looking till you find your sister."  
</p><p>She smiled into his eyes.  
</p><p>They filed out, and he affected to take no notice of her. A  
lean-faced, rather commonplace woman recognised Carrie on the platform  
and hurried forward.  
</p><p>"Why, Sister Carrie!" she began, and there was a perfunctory embrace  
of welcome.  
</p><p>Carrie realised the change of affectional atmosphere at once. Amid  
all the maze, uproar, and novelty she felt cold reality taking her  
by the hand. No world of light and merriment. No round of amusement.  
Her sister carried with her most of the grimness of shift and toil.  
</p><p>"Why, how are all the folks at home?" she began; "how is father, and  
mother?"  
</p><p>Carrie answered, but was looking away. Down the aisle, toward the  
gate leading into the waiting-room and the street, stood Drouet. He  
was looking back. When he saw that she saw him and was safe with her  
sister he turned to go, sending back the shadow of a smile. Only  
Carrie saw it. She felt something lost to her when he moved away. When  
he disappeared she felt his absence thoroughly. With her sister she  
was much alone, a lone figure in a tossing, thoughtless sea.  
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<head>Chapter II  
<lb>WHAT POVERTY THREATENED: OF GRANITE AND BRASS  
</head>  
<p>Minnie's flat, as the one-floor resident apartments were then  
being called, was in a part of West Van Buren Street inhabited by  
families of labourers and clerks, men who had come, and were still  
coming, with the rush of population pouring in at the rate of 50,000 a  
year. It was on the third floor, the front windows looking down into  
the street, where, at night, the lights of grocery stores were shining  
and children were playing. To Carrie, the sound of the little bells  
upon the horse-cars, as they tinkled in and out of hearing, was as  
pleasing as it was novel. She gazed into the lighted street when  
Minnie brought her into the front room, and wondered at the sounds,  
the movement, the murmur of the vast city which stretched for miles  
and miles in every direction.  
</p><p>Mrs. Hanson, after the first greetings were over, gave Carrie the  
baby and proceeded to get supper. Her husband asked a few questions  
and sat down to read the evening paper. He was a silent man,  
American born, of a Swede father, and now employed as a cleaner of  
refrigerator cars at the stock-yards. To him the presence or absence  
of his wife's sister was a matter of indifference. Her personal  
appearance did not affect him one way or the other. His one  
observation to the point was concerning the chances of work in  
Chicago.  
</p><p>"It's a big place," he said. "You can get in somewhere in a few  
days. Everybody does."  
</p><p>It had been tacitly understood beforehand that she was to get work  
and pay her board. He was of a clean, saving disposition, and had  
already paid a number of monthly instalments on two lots far out on  
the West Side. His ambition was some day to build a house on them.  
</p><p>In the interval which marked the preparation of the meal Carrie  
found time to study the flat. She had some slight gift of  
observation and that sense, so rich in every woman-- intuition.  
</p><p>She felt the drag of a lean and narrow life. The walls of the  
rooms were discordantly papered. The floors were covered with  
matting and the hall laid with a thin rag carpet. One could see that  
the furniture was of that poor, hurriedly patched together quality  
sold by the instalment houses.  
</p><p>She sat with Minnie, in the kitchen, holding the baby until it began  
to cry. Then she walked and sang to it, until Hanson, disturbed in his  
reading, came and took it. A pleasant side to his nature came out  
here. He was patient. One could see that he was very much wrapped up  
in his offspring.  
</p><p>"Now, now," he said, walking. "There, there," and there was a  
certain Swedish accent noticeable in his voice.  
</p><p>"You'll want to see the city first, won't you?" said Minnie, when  
they were eating. "Well, we'll go out Sunday and see Lincoln Park."  
</p><p>Carrie noticed that Hanson had said nothing to this. He seemed to be  
thinking of something else.  
</p><p>"Well," she said, "I think I'll look around to-morrow. I've got  
Friday and Saturday, and it won't be any trouble. Which way is the  
business part?"  
</p><p>Minnie began to explain, but her husband took this part of the  
conversation to himself.  
</p><p>"It's that way," he said, pointing east. "That's east." Then he went  
off into the longest speech he had yet indulged in, concerning the lay  
of Chicago. "You'd better look in those big manufacturing houses along  
Franklin Street and just the other side of the river," he concluded.  
"Lots of girls work there. You could get home easy, too. It isn't very  
far."  
</p><p>Carrie nodded and asked her sister about the neighbourhood. The  
latter talked in a subdued tone, telling the little she knew about it,  
while Hanson concerned himself with the baby. Finally he jumped up and  
handed the child to his wife.  
</p><p>"I've got to get up early in the morning, so I'll go to bed," and  
off he went, disappearing into the dark little bedroom off the hall,  
for the night.  
</p><p>"He works way down at the stock-yards," explained Minnie,  
</p><p>"What time do you get up to get breakfast?" asked Carrie. "so he's  
got to get up at half-past five."  
</p><p>"At about twenty minutes of five."  
</p><p>Together they finished the labour of the day, Carrie washing the  
dishes while Minnie undressed the baby and put it to bed. Minnie's  
manner was one of trained industry, and Carrie could see that it was a  
steady round of toil with her.  
</p><p>She began to see that her relations with Drouet would have to be  
abandoned. He could not come here. She read from the manner of Hanson,  
in the subdued air of Minnie, and, indeed, the whole atmosphere of the  
flat, a settled opposition to anything save a conservative round of  
toil. If Hanson sat every evening in the front room and read his  
paper, if he went to bed at nine, and Minnie a little later, what  
would they expect of her? She saw that she would first need to get  
work and establish herself on a paying basis before she could think of  
having company of any sort. Her little flirtation with Drouet seemed  
now an extraordinary thing.  
</p><p>"No," she said to herself, "he can't come here."  
</p><p>She asked Minnie for ink and paper, which were upon the mantel in  
the dining-room, and when the latter had gone to bed at ten, got out  
Drouet's card and wrote him.  
</p><p>"I cannot have you call on me here. You will have to wait until  
you hear from me again. My sister's place is so small."  
</p><p>She troubled herself over what else to put in the letter. She wanted  
to make some reference to their relations upon the train, but was  
too timid. She concluded by thanking him for his kindness in a crude  
way, then puzzled over the formality of signing her name, and  
finally decided upon the severe, winding up with a "Very truly," which  
she subsequently changed to "Sincerely." She sealed and addressed  
the letter, and going in the front room, the alcove of which contained  
her bed, drew the one small rocking-chair up to the open window, and  
sat looking out upon the night and streets in silent wonder.  
Finally, wearied by her own reflections, she began to grow dull in her  
chair, and feeling the need of sleep, arranged her clothing for the  
night and went to bed.  
</p><p>When she awoke at eight the next morning, Hanson had gone. Her  
sister was busy in the dining-room, which was also the sitting-room,  
sewing. She worked, after dressing, to arrange a little breakfast  
for herself, and then advised with Minnie as to which way to look. The  
latter had changed considerably since Carrie had seen her. She was now  
a thin, though rugged, woman of twenty-seven, with ideas of life  
coloured by her husband's, and fast hardening into narrower  
conceptions of pleasure and duty than had ever been hers in a  
thoroughly circumscribed youth. She had invited Carrie, not because  
she longed for her presence, but because the latter was dissatisfied  
at home, and could probably get work and pay her board here. She was  
pleased to see her in a way, but reflected her husband's point of view  
in the matter of work. Anything was good enough so long as it paid--  
say, five dollars a week to begin with. A shop girl was the destiny  
prefigured for the newcomer. She would get in one of the great shops  
and do well enough until-- well, until something happened. Neither of  
them knew exactly what. They did not figure on promotion. They did not  
exactly count on marriage. Things would go on, though, in a dim kind  
of way until the better thing would eventuate, and Carrie would be  
rewarded for coming and toiling in the city. It was under such  
auspicious circumstances that she started out this morning to look for  
work.  
</p><p>Before following her in her round of seeking, let us look at the  
sphere in which her future was to lie. In 1889 Chicago had the  
peculiar qualifications of growth which made such adventuresome  
pilgrimages even on the part of young girls plausible. Its many and  
growing commercial opportunities gave it widespread fame, which made  
of it a giant magnet, drawing to itself, from all quarters, the  
hopeful and the hopeless-- those who had their fortune yet to make  
and those whose fortunes and affairs had reached a disastrous climax  
elsewhere. It was a city of over 500,000, with the ambition, the  
daring, the activity of a metropolis of a million. Its streets and  
houses were already scattered over an area of seventy-five square  
miles. Its population was not so much thriving upon established  
commerce as upon the industries which prepared for the arrival of  
others. The sound of the hammer engaged upon the erection of new  
structures was everywhere heard. Great industries were moving in.  
The huge railroad corporations which had long before recognised the  
prospects of the place had seized upon vast tracts of land for  
transfer and shipping purposes. Street-car lines had been extended far  
out into the open country in anticipation of rapid growth. The city  
had laid miles and miles of streets and sewers through regions  
where, perhaps, one solitary house stood out alone-- a pioneer of the  
populous ways to be. There were regions open to the sweeping winds and  
rain, which were yet lighted throughout the night with long,  
blinking lines of gas-lamps, fluttering in the wind. Narrow board  
walks extended out, passing here a house, and there a store, at far  
intervals, eventually ending on the open prairie.  
</p><p>In the central portion was the vast wholesale and shopping district,  
to which the uninformed seeker for work usually drifted. It was a  
characteristic of Chicago then, and one not generally shared by  
other cities, that individual firms of any pretension occupied  
individual buildings. The presence of ample ground made this possible.  
It gave an imposing appearance to most of the wholesale houses,  
whose offices were upon the ground floor and in plain view of the  
street. The large plates of window glass, now so common, were then  
rapidly coming into use, and gave to the ground floor offices a  
distinguished and prosperous look. The casual wanderer could see as he  
passed a polished array of office fixtures, much frosted glass, clerks  
hard at work, and genteel business men in "nobby" suits and clean  
linen lounging about or sitting in groups. Polished brass or nickel  
signs at the square stone entrances announced the firm and the  
nature of the business in rather neat and reserved terms. The entire  
metropolitan centre possessed a high and mighty air calculated to  
overawe and abash the common applicant, and to make the gulf between  
poverty and success seem both wide and deep.  
</p><p>Into this important commercial region the timid Carrie went. She  
walked east along Van Buren Street through a region of lessening  
importance, until it deteriorated into a mass of shanties and  
coal-yards, and finally verged upon the river. She walked bravely  
forward, led by an honest desire to find employment and delayed at  
every step by the interest of the unfolding scene, and a sense of  
helplessness amid so much evidence of power and force which she did  
not understand. These vast buildings, what were they? These strange  
energies and huge interests, for what purposes were they there? She  
could have understood the meaning of a little stone-cutter's yard at  
Columbia City, carving little pieces of marble for individual use, but  
when the yards of some huge stone corporation came into view, filled  
with spur tracks and flat cars, transpierced by docks from the river  
and traversed overhead by immense trundling cranes of wood and  
steel, it lost all significance in her little world.  
</p><p>It was so with the vast railroad yards, with the crowded array of  
vessels she saw at the river, and the huge factories over the way,  
lining the water's edge. Through the open windows she could see the  
figures of men and women in working aprons, moving busily about. The  
great streets were wall-lined mysteries to her; the vast offices,  
strange mazes which concerned far-off individuals of importance. She  
could only think of people connected with them as counting money,  
dressing magnificently, and riding in carriages. What they dealt in,  
how they laboured, to what end it all came, she had only the vaguest  
conception. It was all wonderful, all vast, all far removed, and she  
sank in spirit inwardly and fluttered feebly at the heart as she  
thought of entering any one of these mighty concerns and asking for  
something to do-- something that she could do-- anything.  
</p></div2><div2 type="chapter" n="3">   
<head>Chapter III.  
<lb>  WE QUESTION OF FORTUNE: FOUR-FIFTY A WEEK  
</head>  
<p>Once across the river and into the wholesale district, she glanced  
about her for some likely door at which to apply. As she  
contemplated the wide windows and imposing signs, she became conscious  
of being gazed upon and understood for what she was-- a wage-seeker.  
She had never done this thing before, and lacked courage. To avoid a  
certain indefinable shame she felt at being caught spying about for  
a position, she quickened her steps and assumed an air of indifference  
supposedly common to one upon an errand. In this way she passed many  
manufacturing and wholesale houses without once glancing in. At  
last, after several blocks of walking, she felt that this would not  
do, and began to look about again; though without relaxing her pace. A  
little way on she saw a great door which, for some reason, attracted  
her attention. It was ornamented by a small brass sign, and seemed  
to be the entrance to a vast hive of six or seven floors. "Perhaps,"  
she thought, "they may want some one," and crossed over to enter. When  
she came within a score of feet of the desired goal, she saw through  
the window a young man in a grey checked suit. That he had anything to  
do with the concern, she could not tell, but because he happened to be  
looking in her direction her weakening heart misgave her and she  
hurried by, too overcome with shame to enter. Over the way stood a  
great six-story structure, labelled Storm and King, which she viewed  
with rising hope. It was a wholesale dry goods concern and employed  
women. She could see them moving about now and then upon the upper  
floors. This place she decided to enter, no matter what. She crossed  
over and walked directly toward the entrance. As she did so, two men  
came out and paused in the door. A telegraph messenger in blue  
dashed past her and up the few steps that led to the entrance and  
disappeared. Several pedestrians out of the hurrying throng which  
filled the sidewalks passed about her as she paused, hesitating. She  
looked helplessly around, and then, seeing herself observed,  
retreated. It was too difficult a task. She could not go past them.  
</p><p>So severe a defeat told sadly upon her nerves. Her feet carried  
her mechanically forward, every foot of her progress being a  
satisfactory portion of a flight which she gladly made. Block after  
block passed by. Upon street-lamps at the various corners she read  
names such as Madison, Monroe, La Salle, Clark, Dearborn, State, and  
still she went, her feet beginning to tire upon the broad stone  
flagging. She was pleased in part that the streets were bright and  
clean. The morning sun, shining down with steadily increasing  
warmth, made the shady side of the streets pleasantly cool. She looked  
at the blue sky overhead with more realisation of its charm than had  
ever come to her before.  
</p><p>Her cowardice began to trouble her in a way. She turned back,  
resolving to bunt up Storm and King and enter. On the way she  
encountered a great wholesale shoe company, through the broad plate  
windows of which she saw an enclosed executive department, hidden by  
frosted glass. Without this enclosure, but just within the street  
entrance, sat a grey-haired gentleman at a small table, with a large  
open ledger before him. She walked by this institution several times  
hesitating, but, finding herself unobserved, faltered past the  
screen door and stood humbly waiting.  
</p><p>"Well, young lady," observed the old gentleman, looking at her  
somewhat kindly, "what is it you wish?"  
</p><p>"I am, that is, do you-- I mean, do you need any help?" she  
stammered.  
</p><p>"Not just at present," he answered smiling. "Not just at present.  
Come in some time next week. Occasionally we need some one."  
</p><p>She received the answer in silence and backed awkwardly out. The  
pleasant nature of her reception rather astonished her. She had  
expected that it would be more difficult, that something cold and  
harsh would be said-- she knew not what. That she had not been put to  
shame and made to feel her unfortunate position, seemed remarkable.  
</p><p>Somewhat encouraged, she ventured into another large structure. It  
was a clothing company, and more people were in evidence-- well-dressed  
men of forty and more, surrounded by brass railings.  
</p><p>An office boy approached her.  
</p><p>"Who is it you wish to see?" he asked.  
</p><p>"I want to see the manager," she said.  
</p><p>He ran away and spoke to one of a group of three men who were  
conferring together. One of these came towards her.  
</p><p>"Well?" he said coldly. The greeting drove all courage from her at  
once.  
</p><p>"Do you need any help?" she stammered.  
</p><p>"No," he replied abruptly, and turned upon his heel.  
</p><p>She went foolishly out, the office boy deferentially swinging the  
door for her, and gladly sank into the obscuring crowd. It was a  
severe setback to her recently pleased mental state.  
</p><p>Now she walked quite aimlessly for a time, turning here and there,  
seeing one great company after another, but finding no courage to  
prosecute her single inquiry. High noon came, and with it hunger.  
She hunted out an unassuming restaurant and entered, but was disturbed  
to find that the prices were exorbitant for the size of her purse. A  
bowl of soup was all that she could afford, and, with this quickly  
eaten, she went out again. It restored her strength somewhat and  
made her moderately bold to pursue the search.  
</p><p>In walking a few blocks to fix upon some probable place, she again  
encountered the firm of Storm and King, and this time managed to get  
in. Some gentlemen were conferring close at hand, but took no notice  
of her. She was left standing, gazing nervously upon the floor. When  
the limit of her distress had been nearly reached, she was beckoned to  
by a man at one of the many desks within the near-by railing.  
</p><p>"Who is it you wish to see?" he inquired.  
</p><p>"Why, any one, if you please," she answered. "I am looking for  
something to do."  
</p><p>"Oh, you want to see Mr. McManus," he returned. "Sit down," and he  
pointed to a chair against the neighbouring wall. He went on leisurely  
writing, until after a time a short, stout gentleman came in from  
the street.  
</p><p>"Mr. McManus," called the man at the desk, "this young woman wants  
to see you."  
</p><p>The short gentleman turned about towards Carrie, and she arose and  
came forward.  
</p><p>"What can I do for you, miss?" he inquired, surveying her curiously.  
</p><p>"I want to know if I can get a position," she inquired.  
</p><p>"As what?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Not as anything in particular," she faltered.  
</p><p>"Have you ever had any experience in the wholesale dry goods  
business?" he questioned.  
</p><p>"No, sir," she replied.  
</p><p>"Are you a stenographer or typewriter?"  
</p><p>"No, sir."  
</p><p>"Well, we haven't anything here," he said. "We employ only  
experienced help."  
</p><p>She began to step backward toward the door, when something about her  
plaintive face attracted him.  
</p><p>"Have you ever worked at anything before?" he inquired.  
</p><p>"No, sir," she said.  
</p><p>"Well, now, it's hardly possible that you would get anything to do  
in a wholesale house of this kind. Have you tried the department  
stores?"  
</p><p>She acknowledged that she had not.  
</p><p>"Well, if I were you," he said, looking at her rather genially "I  
would try the department stores. They often need young women as  
clerks."  
</p><p>"Thank you," she said, her whole nature relieved by this spark of  
friendly interest.  
</p><p>"Yes," he said, as she moved toward the door, "you try the  
department stores," and off he went.  
</p><p>At that time the department store was in its earliest form of  
successful operation, and there were not many. The first three in  
the United States, established about 1884, were in Chicago. Carrie was  
familiar with the names of several through the advertisements in the  
"Daily News," and now proceeded to seek them. The words of Mr. McManus  
had somehow managed to restore her courage, which had fallen low,  
and she dared to hope that this new line would offer her something.  
Some time she spent in wandering up and down, thinking to encounter  
the buildings by chance, so readily is the mind, bent upon prosecuting  
a hard but needful errand, eased by that self-deception which the  
semblance of search, without the reality, gives. At last she  
inquired of a police officer, and was directed to proceed "two  
blocks up," where she would find "The Fair."  
</p><p>The nature of these vast retail combinations, should they ever  
permanently disappear, will form an interesting chapter in the  
commercial history of our nation. Such a flowering out of a modest  
trade principle the world had never witnessed up to that time. They  
were along the line of the most effective retail organisation, with  
hundreds of stores coordinated into one and laid out upon the most  
imposing and economic basis. They were handsome, bustling,  
successful affairs, with a host of clerks and a swarm of patrons.  
Carrie passed along the busy aisles, much affected by the remarkable  
displays of trinkets, dress goods, stationery, and jewelry. Each  
separate counter was a show place of dazzling interest and attraction.  
She could not help feeling the claim of each trinket and valuable upon  
her personally, and yet she did not stop. There was nothing there  
which she could not have used-- nothing which she did not long to  
own. The dainty slippers and stockings, the delicately frilled  
skirts and petticoats, the laces, ribbons, hair-combs, purses, all  
touched her with individual desire, and she felt keenly the fact  
that not any of these things were in the range of her purchase. She  
was a work-seeker, an outcast without employment, one whom the average  
employee could tell at a glance was poor and in need of a situation.  
</p><p>It must not be thought that any one could have mistaken her for a  
nervous, sensitive, high-strung nature, cast unduly upon a cold,  
calculating, and unpoetic world. Such certainly she was not. But women  
are peculiarly sensitive to their adornment.  
</p><p>Not only did Carrie feel the drag of desire for all which was new  
and pleasing in apparel for women, but she noticed too, with a touch  
at the heart, the fine ladies who elbowed and ignored her, brushing  
past in utter disregard of her presence, themselves eagerly enlisted  
in the materials which the store contained. Carrie was not familiar  
with the appearance of her more fortunate sisters of the city. Neither  
had she before known the nature and appearance of the shop girls  
with whom she now compared poorly. They were pretty in the main,  
some even handsome, with an air of independence and indifference which  
added, in the case of the more favoured, a certain piquancy. Their  
clothes were neat, in many instances fine, and wherever she  
encountered the eye of one it was only to recognise in it a keen  
analysis of her own position-- her individual shortcomings of dress and  
that shadow of manner which she thought must hang about her and make  
clear to all who and what she was. A flame of envy lighted in her  
heart. She realised in a dim way how much the city held-- wealth,  
fashion, ease-- every adornment for women, and she longed for dress and  
beauty with a whole heart.  
</p><p>On the second floor were the managerial offices, to which, after  
some inquiry, she was now directed. There she found other girls  
ahead of her, applicants like herself, but with more of that  
self-satisfied and independent air which experience of the city lends;  
girls who scrutinised her in a painful manner. After a wait of perhaps  
three-quarters of an hour, she was called in turn.  
</p><p>"Now," said a sharp, quick-mannered Jew, who was sitting at a  
roll-top desk near the window, "have you ever worked in any other  
store?"  
</p><p>"No, sir," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Oh, you haven't," he said, eyeing her keenly.  
</p><p>"No, sir," she replied.  
</p><p>"Well, we prefer young women just now with some experience. I  
guess we can't use you."  
</p><p>Carrie stood waiting a moment, hardly certain whether the  
interview had terminated.  
</p><p>"Don't wait!" he exclaimed. "Remember we are very busy here."  
</p><p>Carrie began to move quickly to the door.  
</p><p>"Hold on," he said, calling her back. "Give me your name and  
address. We want girls occasionally."  
</p><p>When she had gotten safely into the street, she could scarcely  
restrain the tears. It was not so much the particular rebuff which she  
had just experienced, but the whole abashing trend of the day. She was  
tired and nervous. She abandoned the thought of appealing to the other  
department stores and now wandered on, feeling a certain safety and  
relief in mingling with the crowd.  
</p><p>In her indifferent wandering she turned into Jackson Street, not far  
from the river, and was keeping her way along the south side of that  
imposing thoroughfare, when a piece of wrapping paper, written on with  
marking ink and tacked up on the door, attracted her attention. It  
read, "Girls wanted-- wrappers & stitchers." She hesitated a moment,  
then entered.  
</p><p>The firm of Speigelheim & Co., makers of boys' caps, occupied one  
floor of the building, fifty feet in width and some eighty feet in  
depth. It was a place rather dingily lighted, the darkest portions  
having incandescent lights, filled with machines and work benches.  
At the latter laboured quite a company of girls and some men. The  
former were drabby-looking creatures, stained in face with oil and  
dust, clad in thin, shapeless, cotton dresses and shod with more or  
less worn shoes. Many of them had their sleeves rolled up, revealing  
bare arms, and in some cases, owing to the heat, their dresses were  
open at the neck. They were a fair type of nearly the lowest order  
of shop-girls-- careless, slouchy, and more or less pale from  
confinement. They were not timid, however; were rich in curiosity, and  
strong in daring and slang.  
</p><p>Carrie looked about her, very much disturbed and quite sure that she  
did not want to work here. Aside from making her uncomfortable by  
sidelong glances, no one paid her the least attention. She waited  
until the whole department was aware of her presence. Then some word  
was sent around, and a foreman, in an apron and shirt sleeves, the  
latter rolled up to his shoulders, approached.  
</p><p>"Do you want to see me?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Do you need any help?" said Carrie, already learning directness  
of address.  
</p><p>"Do you know how to stitch caps?" he returned.  
</p><p>"No, sir," she replied.  
</p><p>"Have you ever had any experience at this kind of work?" he  
inquired.  
</p><p>She answered that she had not.  
</p><p>"Well," said the foreman, scratching his ear meditatively, "we do  
need a stitcher. We like experienced help, though. We've hardly got  
time to break people in." He paused and looked away out of the window.  
"We might, though, put you at finishing," he concluded reflectively.  
</p><p>"How much do you pay a week?" ventured Carrie, emboldened by a  
certain softness in the man's manner and his simplicity of address.  
</p><p>"Three and a half," he answered.  
</p><p>"Oh," she was about to exclaim, but checked herself and allowed  
her thoughts to die without expression.  
</p><p>"We're not exactly in need of anybody," he went on vaguely,  
looking her over as one would a package. "You can come on Monday  
morning, though," he added, "and I'll put you to work."  
</p><p>"Thank you," said Carrie weakly.  
</p><p>"If you come, bring an apron," he added.  
</p><p>He walked away and left her standing by the elevator, never so  
much as inquiring her name.  
</p><p>While the appearance of the shop and the announcement of the price  
paid per week operated very much as a blow to Carrie's fancy, the fact  
that work of any kind was offered after so rude a round of  
experience was gratifying. She could not begin to believe that she  
would take the place, modest as her aspirations were. She had been  
used to better than that. Her mere experience and the free out-of-door  
life of the country caused her nature to revolt at such confinement.  
Dirt had never been her share. Her sister's flat was clean. This place  
was grimy and low, the girls were careless and hardened. They must  
be bad-minded and hearted, she imagined. Still, a place had been  
offered her. Surely Chicago was not so bad if she could find one place  
in one day. She might find another and better later.  
</p><p>Her subsequent experiences were not of a reassuring nature, however.  
From all the more pleasing or imposing places she was turned away  
abruptly with the most chilling formality. In others where she applied  
only the experienced were required. She met with painful rebuffs,  
the most trying of which had been in a manufacturing cloak house,  
where she had gone to the fourth floor to inquire.  
</p><p>"No, no," said the foreman, a rough, heavily built individual, who  
looked after a miserably lighted workshop, "we don't want any one.  
Don't come here."  
</p><p>With the wane of the afternoon went her hopes, her courage, and  
her strength. She had been astonishingly persistent. So earnest an  
effort was well deserving of a better reward. On every hand, to her  
fatigued senses, the great business portion grew larger, harder,  
more stolid in its indifference. It seemed as if it was all closed  
to her, that the struggle was too fierce for her to hope to do  
anything at all. Men and women hurried by in long, shifting lines. She  
felt the flow of the tide of effort and interest-- felt her own  
helplessness without quite realising the wisp on the tide that she  
was. She cast about vainly for some possible place to apply, but found  
no door which she had the courage to enter. It would be the same thing  
all over. The old humiliation of her plea, rewarded by curt denial.  
Sick at heart and in body, she turned to the west, the direction of  
Minnie's flat, which she had now fixed in mind, and began that  
wearisome, baffled retreat which the seeker for employment at  
nightfall too often makes. In passing through Fifth Avenue, south  
towards Van Buren Street, where she intended to take a car, she passed  
the door of a large wholesale shoe house, through the plate-glass  
window of which she could see a middle-aged gentleman sitting a a  
small desk. One of those forlorn impulses which often grow out of a  
fixed sense of defeat, the last sprouting of a baffled and uprooted  
growth of ideas, seized upon her. She walked deliberately through  
the door and up to the gentleman, who looked at her weary face with  
partially awakened interest.  
</p><p>"What is it?" he said.  
</p><p>"Can you give me something to do?" said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Now, I really don't know," he said kindly. "What kind of work is it  
you want-- you're not a typewriter, are you?"  
</p><p>"Oh, no," answered Carrie.  
</p><p>"Well, we only employ book-keepers and typewriters here. You might  
go around to the side and inquire upstairs. They did want some help  
upstairs a few days ago. Ask for Mr. Brown."  
</p><p>She hastened around to the side entrance and was taken up by the  
elevator to the fourth floor.  
</p><p>"Call Mr. Brown, Willie," said the elevator man to a boy near by.  
</p><p>Willie went off and presently returned with the information that Mr.  
Brown said she should sit down and that he would be around in a little  
while.  
</p><p>It was a portion of the stock room which gave no idea of the general  
character of the place, and Carrie could form no opinion of the nature  
of the work.  
</p><p>"So you want something to do," said Mr. Brown, after he inquired  
concerning the nature of her errand. "Have you ever been employed in a  
shoe factory before?"  
</p><p>"No, sir," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"What is your name?" he inquired, and being informed, "Well, I don't  
know as I have anything for you. Would you work for four and a half  
a week?"  
</p><p>Carrie was too worn by defeat not to feel that it was  
considerable. She had not expected that he would offer her less than  
six. She acquiesced, however, and he took her name and address.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, finally, "you report here at eight o'clock Monday  
morning. I think I can find something for you to do."  
</p><p>He left her revived by the possibilities, sure that she had found  
something at last. Instantly the blood crept warmly over her body. Her  
nervous tension relaxed. She walked out into the busy street and  
discovered a new atmosphere. Behold, the throng was moving with a  
lightsome step. She noticed that men and women were smiling. Scraps of  
conversation and notes of laughter floated to her. The air was  
light. People were already pouring out of the buildings, their  
labour ended for the day. She noticed that they were pleased, and  
thoughts of her sister's home and the meal that would be awaiting  
her quickened her steps. She hurried on, tired perhaps, but no  
longer weary of foot. What would not Minnie say! Ah, the long winter  
in Chicago-- the lights, the crowd, the amusement! This was a great,  
pleasing metropolis after all. Her new firm was a goodly  
institution. Its windows were of huge plate glass. She could  
probably do well there. Thoughts of Drouet returned-- of the things  
he had told her. She now felt that life was better, that it was  
livelier, sprightlier. She boarded a car in the best of spirits,  
feeling her blood still flowing pleasantly. She would live in Chicago,  
her mind kept saying to itself. She would have a better time than  
she had ever had before-- she would be happy.  
</p></div2><div2 type="chapter" n="4">   
<head>Chapter IV.  
<lb> THE SPENDINGS OF FANCY: FACTS ANSWER WITH SNEERS  
</head>  
<p>For the next two days Carrie indulged in the most high-flown  
speculations.  
</p><p>Her fancy plunged recklessly into privileges and amusements which  
would have been much more becoming had she been cradled a child of  
fortune. With ready will and quick mental selection she scattered  
her meagre four-fifty per week with a swift and graceful hand. Indeed,  
as she sat in her rocking-chair these several evenings before going to  
bed and looked out upon the pleasantly lighted street, this money  
cleared for its prospective possessor the way to every joy and every  
bauble which the heart of woman may desire. "I will have a fine time,"  
she thought.  
</p><p>Her sister Minnie knew nothing of these rather wild cerebrations,  
though they exhausted the markets of delight. She was too busy  
scrubbing the kitchen woodwork and calculating the purchasing power of  
eighty cents for Sunday's dinner. When Carrie had returned home,  
flushed with her first success and ready, for all her weariness, to  
discuss the now interesting events which led up to her achievement,  
the former had merely smiled approvingly and inquired whether she  
would have to spend any of it for car fare. This consideration had not  
entered in before, and it did not now for long affect the glow of  
Carrie's enthusiasm. Disposed as she then was to calculate upon that  
vague basis which allows the subtraction of one sum from another  
without any perceptible diminution, she was happy.  
</p><p>When Hanson came home at seven o'clock, he was inclined to be a  
little crusty-- his usual demeanour before supper. This never showed so  
much in anything he said as in a certain solemnity of countenance  
and the silent manner in which he slopped about. He had a pair of  
yellow carpet slippers which he enjoyed wearing, and these he would  
immediately substitute for his solid pair of shoes. This, and  
washing his face with the aid of common washing soap until it glowed a  
shiny red, constituted his only preparation for his evening meal. He  
would then get his evening paper and read in silence.  
</p><p>For a young man, this was rather a morbid turn of character, and  
so affected Carrie. Indeed, it affected the entire atmosphere of the  
flat, as such things are inclined to do, and gave to his wife's mind  
its subdued and tactful turn, anxious to avoid taciturn replies. Under  
the influence of Carrie's announcement he brightened up somewhat.  
</p><p>"You didn't lose any time, did you?" he remarked, smiling a little.  
</p><p>"No," returned Carrie with a touch of pride.  
</p><p>He asked her one or two more questions and then turned to play  
with the baby, leaving the subject until it was brought up again by  
Minnie at the table.  
</p><p>Carrie, however, was not to be reduced to the common level of  
observation which prevailed in the flat.  
</p><p>"It seems to be such a large company," she said at one place. "Great  
big plate-glass windows and lots of clerks. The man I saw said they  
hired ever so many people."  
</p><p>"It's not very hard to get work now," put in Hanson, "if you look  
right."  
</p><p>Minnie, under the warming influence of Carrie's good spirits and her  
husband's somewhat conversational mood, began to tell Carrie of some  
of the well-known things to see-- things the enjoyment of which cost  
nothing.  
</p><p>"You'd like to see Michigan Avenue. There are such fine houses. It  
is such a fine street."  
</p><p>"Where is 'H. R. Jacob's'?" interrupted Carrie, mentioning one of  
the theatres devoted to melodrama which went by that name at the time.  
</p><p>"Oh, it's not very far from here," answered Minnie. "It's in  
Halstead Street, right up here."  
</p><p>"How I'd like to go there. I crossed Halstead Street to-day,  
didn't I?"  
</p><p>At this there was a slight halt in the natural reply. Thoughts are a  
strangely permeating factor. At her suggestion of going to the  
theatre, the unspoken shade of disapproval to the doing of those  
things which involved the expenditure of money-- shades of feeling  
which arose in the mind of Hanson and then in Minnie-- slightly  
affected the atmosphere of the table. Minnie answered "yes," but  
Carrie could feel that going to the theatre was poorly advocated here.  
The subject was put off for a little while until Hanson, through  
with his meal, took his paper and went into the front room.  
</p><p>When they were alone, the two sisters began a somewhat freer  
conversation, Carrie interrupting it to hum a little, as they worked  
at the dishes.  
</p><p>"I should like to walk up and see Halstead Street, if it isn't too  
far," said Carrie, after a time. "Why don't we go to the theatre  
to-night?"  
</p><p>"Oh, I don't think Sven would want to go to-night," returned Minnie.  
"He has to get up so early."  
</p><p>"He wouldn't mind-- he'd enjoy it," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"No, he doesn't go very often," returned Minnie.  
</p><p>"Well, I'd like to go," rejoined Carrie. "Let's you and me go."  
</p><p>Minnie pondered a while, not upon whether she could or would go-- for  
that point was already negatively settled with her-- but upon some  
means of diverting the thoughts of her sister to some other topic.  
</p><p>"We'll go some other time," she said at last, finding no ready means  
of escape.  
</p><p>Carrie sensed the root of the opposition at once.  
</p><p>"I have some money," she said. "You go with me."  
</p><p>Minnie shook her head.  
</p><p>"He could go along," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"No," returned Minnie softly, and rattling the dishes to drown the  
conversation. "He wouldn't."  
</p><p>It had been several years since Minnie had seen Carrie, and in  
that time that latter's character had developed a few shades.  
Naturally timid in all things that related to her own advancement, and  
especially so when without power or resource, her craving for pleasure  
was so strong that it was the one stay of her nature. She would  
speak for that when silent on all else.  
</p><p>"Ask him," she pleaded softly.  
</p><p>Minnie was thinking of the resource which Carrie's board would  
add. It would pay the rent and would make the subject of expenditure a  
little less difficult to talk about with her husband. But if Carrie  
was going to think of running around in the beginning there would be a  
hitch somewhere. Unless Carrie submitted to a solemn round of industry  
and saw the need of hard work without longing for play, how was her  
coming to the city to profit them? These thoughts were not those of  
a cold, hard nature at all. They were the serious reflections of a  
mind which invariably adjusted itself, without much complaining, to  
such surroundings as its industry could make for it.  
</p><p>At last she yielded enough to ask Hanson. It was a half-hearted  
procedure without a shade of desire on her part.  
</p><p>"Carrie wants us to go to the theatre," she said, looking in upon  
her husband. Hanson looked up from his paper, and they exchanged a  
mild look, which said as plainly as anything: "This isn't what we  
expected."  
</p><p>"I don't care to go," he returned. "What does she want to see?"  
</p><p>"H. R. Jacob's," said Minnie.  
</p><p>He looked down at his paper and shook his head negatively.  
</p><p>When Carrie saw how they looked upon her proposition, she gained a  
still clearer feeling of their way of life. It weighed on her, but  
took no definite form of opposition.  
</p><p>"I think I'll go down and stand at the foot of the stairs," she  
said, after a time.  
</p><p>Minnie made no objection to this, and Carrie put on her hat and went  
below.  
</p><p>"Where has Carrie gone?" asked Hanson, coming back into the  
dining-room when he heard the door close.  
</p><p>"She said she was going down to the foot of the stairs," answered  
Minnie. "I guess she just wants to look out a while."  
</p><p>"She oughtn't to be thinking about spending her money on theatres  
already, do you think?" he said.  
</p><p>"She just feels a little curious, I guess," ventured Minnie.  
"Everything is so new."  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Hanson, and went over to the baby, his forehead  
slightly wrinkled.  
</p><p>He was thinking of a full career of vanity and wastefulness which  
a young girl might indulge in, and wondering how Carrie could  
contemplate such a course when she had so little, as yet, with which  
to do.  
</p><p>On Saturday Carrie went out by herself-- first toward the river,  
which interested her, and then back along Jackson Street, which was  
then lined by the pretty houses and fine lawns which subsequently  
caused it to be made into a boulevard. She was struck with the  
evidences of wealth, although there was, perhaps, not a person on  
the street worth more than a hundred thousand dollars. She was glad to  
be out of the flat, because already she felt that it was a narrow,  
humdrum place, and that interest and joy lay elsewhere. Her thoughts  
now were of a more liberal character, and she punctuated them with  
speculations as to the whereabouts of Drouet. She was not sure but  
that he might call anyhow Monday night, and, while she felt a little  
disturbed at the possibility, there was, nevertheless, just the  
shade of a wish that he would.  
</p><p>On Monday she arose early and prepared to go to work. She dressed  
herself in a worn shirt-waist of dotted blue percale, a skirt of  
light-brown serge rather faded, and a small straw hat which she had  
worn all summer at Columbia City. Her shoes were old, and her  
necktie was in that crumpled, flattened state which time and much  
wearing impart. She made a very average looking shop-girl with the  
exception of her features. These were slightly more even than  
common, and gave her a sweet, reserved, and pleasing appearance.  
</p><p>It is no easy thing to get up early in the morning when one is  
used to sleeping until seven and eight, as Carrie had been at home.  
She gained some inkling of the character of Hanson's life when, half  
asleep, she looked out into the dining-room at six o'clock and saw him  
silently finishing his breakfast. By the time she was dressed he was  
gone, and she, Minnie, and the baby ate together, the latter being  
just old enough to sit in a high chair and disturb the dishes with a  
spoon. Her spirits were greatly subdued now when the fact of  
entering upon strange and untried duties confronted her. Only the  
ashes of all her fine fancies were remaining-- ashes still  
concealing, nevertheless, a few red embers of hope. So subdued was she  
by her weakening nerves, that she ate quite in silence, going over  
imaginary conceptions of the character of the shoe company the  
nature of the work, her employer's attitude. She was vaguely feeling  
that she would come in contact with the great owners, that her work  
would be where grave, stylishly dressed men occasionally look on.  
</p><p>"Well, good luck," said Minnie, when she was ready to go. They had  
agreed it was best to walk, that morning at least, to see if she could  
do it every day-- sixty cents a week for car fare being quite an item  
under the circumstances.  
</p><p>"I'll tell you how it goes to-night," said Carrie.  
</p><p>Once in the sunlit street, with labourers tramping by in either  
direction, the horse-cars passing crowded to the rails with the  
small clerks and floor help in the great wholesale houses, and men and  
women generally coming out of doors and passing about the  
neighbourhood, Carrie felt slightly reassured. In the sunshine of  
the morning, beneath the wide, blue heavens, with a fresh wind  
astir, what fears, except the most desperate, can find a harbourage?  
In the night, or the gloomy chambers of the day, fears and  
misgivings wax strong, but out in the sunlight there is, for a time,  
cessation even of the terror of death.  
</p><p>Carrie went straight forward until she crossed the river, and then  
turned into Fifth Avenue. The thoroughfare, in this part, was like a  
walled canon of brown stone and dark red brick. The big windows looked  
shiny and clean. Trucks were rumbling in increasing numbers; men and  
women, girls and boys were moving onward in all directions. She met  
girls of her own age, who looked at her as if with contempt for her  
diffidence. She wondered at the magnitude of this life and at the  
importance of knowing much in order to do anything in it at all. Dread  
at her own inefficiency crept upon her. She would not know how, she  
would not be quick enough. Had not all the other places refused her  
because she did not know something or other? She would be scolded,  
abused, ignominiously discharged.  
</p><p>It was with weak knees and a slight catch in her breathing that  
she came up to the great shoe company at Adams and Fifth Avenue and  
entered the elevator. When she stepped out on the fourth floor there  
was no one at hand, only great aisles of boxes piled to the ceiling.  
She stood, very much frightened, awaiting some one.  
</p><p>Presently Mr. Brown came up. He did not seem to recognise her.  
</p><p>"What is it you want?" he inquired.  
</p><p>Carrie's heart sank.  
</p><p>"You said I should come this morning to see about work--"  
</p><p>"Oh," he interrupted. "Um-- yes. What is your name?"  
</p><p>"Carrie Meeber."  
</p><p>"Yes," said he. "You come with me."  
</p><p>He led the way through dark, box-lined aisles which had the smell of  
new shoes, until they came to an iron door which opened into the  
factory proper. There was a large, low-ceiled room, with clacking,  
rattling machines at which men in white shirt sleeves and blue gingham  
aprons were working. She followed him diffidently through the  
clattering automatons, keeping her eyes straight before her, and  
flushing slightly. They crossed to a far corner and took an elevator  
to the sixth floor. Out of the array of machines and benches, Mr.  
Brown signalled a foreman.  
</p><p>"This is the girl," he said, and turning to Carrie, "You go with  
him." He then returned, and Carrie followed her new superior to a  
little desk in a corner, which he used as a kind of official centre.  
</p><p>"You've never worked at anything like this before, have you?" he  
questioned, rather sternly.  
</p><p>"No, sir," she answered.  
</p><p>He seemed rather annoyed at having to bother with such help, but put  
down her name and then led her across to where a line of girls  
occupied stools in front of clacking machines. On the shoulder of  
one of the girls who was punching eye-holes in one piece of the upper,  
by the aid of the machine, he put his hand.  
</p><p>"You," he said, "show this girl how to do what you're doing. When  
you get through, come to me."  
</p><p>The girl so addressed rose promptly and gave Carrie her place.  
</p><p>"It isn't hard to do," she said, bending over. "You just take this  
so, fasten it with this clamp, and start the machine."  
</p><p>She suited action to word, fastened the piece of leather, which  
was eventually to form the right half of the upper of a man's shoe, by  
little adjustable clamps, and pushed a small steel rod at the side  
of the machine. The latter jumped to the task of punching, with sharp,  
snapping clicks, cutting circular bits of leather out of the side of  
the upper, leaving the holes which were to hold the laces. After  
observing a few times, the girl let her work at it alone. Seeing  
that it was fairly well done, she went away.  
</p><p>The pieces of leather came from the girl at the machine to her  
right, and were passed on to the girl at her left. Carrie saw at  
once that an average speed was necessary or the work would pile up  
on her and all those below would be delayed. She had no time to look  
about, and bent anxiously to her task. The girls at her left and right  
realised her predicament and feelings, and, in a way, tried to aid  
her, as much as they dared, by working slower.  
</p><p>At this task she laboured incessantly for some time, finding  
relief from her own nervous fears and imaginings in the humdrum,  
mechanical movement of the machine. She felt, as the minutes passed,  
that the room was not very light. It had a thick odour of fresh  
leather, but that did not worry her. She felt the eyes of the other  
help upon her, and troubled lest she was not working fast enough.  
</p><p>Once, when she was fumbling at the little clamp, having made a  
slight error in setting in the leather, a great hand appeared before  
her eyes and fastened the clamp for her. It was the foreman. Her heart  
thumped so that she could scarcely see to go on.  
</p><p>"Start your machine," he said, "start your machine. Don't keep the  
line waiting."  
</p><p>This recovered her sufficiently and she went excitedly on, hardly  
breathing until the shadow moved away from behind her. Then she heaved  
a great breath.  
</p><p>As the morning wore on the room became hotter. She felt the need  
of a breath of fresh air and a drink of water, but did not venture  
to stir. The stool she sat on was without a back or foot-rest, and she  
began to feel uncomfortable. She found, after a time, that her back  
was beginning to ache. She twisted and turned from one position to  
another slightly different, but it did not case her for long. She  
was beginning to weary.  
</p><p>"Stand up, why don't you?" said the girl at her right, without any  
form of introduction. "They won't care."  
</p><p>Carrie looked at her gratefully. "I guess I will," she said.  
</p><p>She stood up from her stool and worked that way for a while, but  
it was a more difficult position. Her neck and shoulders ached in  
bending over.  
</p><p>The spirit of the place impressed itself on her in a rough way.  
She did not venture to look around, but above the clack of the machine  
she could hear an occasional remark. She could also note a thing or  
two out of the side of her eye.  
</p><p>"Did you see Harry last night?" said the girl at her left,  
addressing her neighbour.  
</p><p>"No."  
</p><p>"You ought to have seen the tie he had on. Gee, but he was a mark."  
</p><p>"S-s-t," said the other girl, bending over her work. The first,  
silenced, instantly assumed a solemn face. The foreman passed slowly  
along, eyeing each worker distinctly. The moment he was gone, the  
conversation was resumed again.  
</p><p>"Say," began the girl at her left, "what jeh think he said?"  
</p><p>"I don't know."  
</p><p>"He said he saw us with Eddie Harris at Martin's last night."  
</p><p>"No!" They both giggled.  
</p><p>A youth with tan-coloured hair, that needed clipping very badly,  
came shuffling along between the machines, bearing a basket of leather  
findings under his left arm, and pressed against his stomach. When  
near Carrie, he stretched out his right hand and gripped one girl  
under the arm.  
</p><p>"Aw, let me go," she exclaimed angrily. "Duffer."  
</p><p>He only grinned broadly in return.  
</p><p>"Rubber!" he called back as she looked after him. There was  
nothing of the gallant in him.  
</p><p>Carrie at last could scarcely sit still. Her legs began to tire  
and she wanted to get up and stretch. Would noon never come? It seemed  
as if she had worked an entire day. She was not hungry at all, but  
weak, and her eyes were tired, straining at the one point where the  
eye-punch came down. The girl at the right noticed her squirmings  
and felt sorry for her. She was concentrating herself too  
thoroughly-- what she did really required less mental and physical  
strain. There was nothing to be done, however. The halves of the  
uppers came piling steadily down. Her hands began to ache at the  
wrists and then in the fingers, and towards the last she seemed one  
mass of dull, complaining muscles, fixed in an eternal position and  
performing a single mechanical movement which became more and more  
distasteful, until at last it was absolutely nauseating. When she  
was wondering whether the strain would ever cease, a dull-sounding  
bell clanged somewhere down an elevator shaft, and the end came. In an  
instant there was a buzz of action and conversation. All the girls  
instantly left their stools and hurried away in an adjoining room, men  
passed through, coming from some department which opened on the right.  
The whirling wheels began to sing in a steadily modifying key, until  
at last they died away in a low buzz. There was an audible  
stillness, in which the common voice sounded strange.  
</p><p>Carrie got up and sought her lunch box. She was stiff, a little  
dizzy, and very thirsty. On the way to the small space portioned off  
by wood, where all the wraps and lunches were kept, she encountered  
the foreman, who stared at her hard.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, "did you get along all right?"  
</p><p>"I think so," she replied, very respectfully.  
</p><p>"Um," he replied, for want of something better, and walked on.  
</p><p>Under better material conditions, this kind of work would not have  
been so bad, but the new socialism which involves pleasant working  
conditions for employees had not then taken hold upon manufacturing  
companies.  
</p><p>The place smelled of the oil of the machines and the new leather--  
a combination which, added to the stale odours of the building, was  
not pleasant even in cold weather. The floor, though regularly swept  
every evening, presented a littered surface. Not the slightest  
provision had been made for the comfort of the employees, the idea  
being that something was gained by giving them as little and making  
the work as hard and unremunerative as possible. What we know of  
foot-rests, swivel-back chairs, dining-rooms for the girls, clean  
aprons and curling irons supplied free, and a decent cloak room,  
were unthought of. The washrooms were disagreeable, crude, if not foul  
places, and the whole atmosphere was sordid.  
</p><p>Carrie looked about her, after she had drunk a tinful of water  
from a bucket in one corner, for a place to sit and eat. The other  
girls had ranged themselves about the windows or the work-benches of  
those of the men who had gone out. She saw no place which did not hold  
a couple or a group of girls, and being too timid to think of  
intruding herself, she sought out her machine and, seated upon her  
stool, opened her lunch on her lap. There she sat listening to the  
chatter and comment about her. It was, for the most part, silly and  
graced by the current slang. Several of the men in the room  
exchanged compliments with the girls at long range.  
</p><p>"Say, Kitty," called one to a girl who was doing a waltz step in a  
few feet of space near one of the windows, "are you going to the  
ball with me?"  
</p><p>"Look out, Kitty," called another, "you'll jar your back hair."  
</p><p>"Go on, Rubber," was her only comment.  
</p><p>As Carrie listened to this and much more of similar familiar  
badinage among the men and girls, she instinctively withdrew into  
herself. She was not used to this type, and felt that there was  
something hard and low about it all. She feared that the young boys  
about would address such remarks to her-- boys who, beside Drouet,  
seemed uncouth and ridiculous. She made the average feminine  
distinction between clothes, putting worth, goodness, and  
distinction in a dress suit, and leaving all the unlovely qualities  
and those beneath notice in overalls and jumper.  
</p><p>She was glad when the short half hour was over and the wheels  
began to whirr again. Though wearied, she would be inconspicuous. This  
illusion ended when another young man passed along the aisle and poked  
her indifferently in the ribs with his thumb. She turned about,  
indignation leaping to her eyes, but he had gone on and only once  
turned to grin. She found it difficult to conquer an inclination to  
cry.  
</p><p>The girl next her noticed her state of mind. "Don't you mind," she  
said. "He's too fresh."  
</p><p>Carrie said nothing, but bent over her work. She felt as though  
she could hardly endure such a life. Her idea of work had been so  
entirely different. All during the long afternoon she thought of the  
city outside and its imposing show, crowds, and fine buildings.  
Columbia City and the better side of her home life came back. By three  
o'clock she was sure it must be six, and by four it seemed as if  
they had forgotten to note the hour and were letting all work  
overtime. The foreman became a true ogre, prowling constantly about,  
keeping her tied down to her miserable task. What she heard of the  
conversation about her only made her feel sure that she did not want  
to make friends with any of these. When six o'clock came she hurried  
eagerly away, her arms aching and her limbs stiff from sitting in  
one position.  
</p><p>As she passed out along the hall after getting her hat, a young  
machine hand, attracted by her looks, made bold to jest with her.  
</p><p>"Say, Maggie," he called, "if you wait, I'll walk with you."  
</p><p>It was thrown so straight in her direction that she knew who was  
meant, but never turned to look.  
</p><p>In the crowded elevator, another dusty, toil-stained youth tried  
to make an impression on her by leering in her face.  
</p><p>One young man, waiting on the walk outside for the appearance of  
another, grinned at her as she passed.  
</p><p>"Ain't going my way, are you?" he called jocosely.  
</p><p>Carrie turned her face to the west with a subdued heart. As she  
turned the corner, she saw through the great shiny window the small  
desk at which she had applied. There were the crowds, hurrying with  
the same buzz and energy-yielding enthusiasm. She felt a slight  
relief, but it was only at her escape. She felt ashamed in the face of  
better dressed girls who went by. She felt as though she should be  
better served, and her heart revolted.  
</p></div2><div2 type="chapter" n="5">   
<head>Chapter V.  
<lb> A GLITTERING NIGHT FLOWER: THE USE OF A NAME  
</head>  
<p>Drouet did not call that evening. After receiving the letter, he had  
laid aside all thought of Carrie for the time being and was floating  
around having what he considered a gay time. On this particular  
evening he dined at "Rector's," a restaurant of some local fame, which  
occupied a basement at Clark and Monroe Streets. Thereafter he visited  
the resort of Fitzgerald and Moy's in Adams Street, opposite the  
imposing Federal Building. There he leaned over the splendid bar and  
swallowed a glass of plain whiskey and purchased a couple of cigars,  
one of which he lighted. This to him represented in part high life--  
a fair sample of what the whole must be.  
</p><p>Drouet was not a drinker in excess. He was not a moneyed man. He  
only craved the best, as his mind conceived it, and such doings seemed  
to him a part of the best. Rector's, with its polished marble walls  
and floor, its profusion of lights, its show of china and  
silverware, and, above all, its reputation as a resort for actors  
and professional men, seemed to him the proper place for a  
successful man to go. He loved fine clothes, good eating, and  
particularly the company and acquaintanceship of successful men.  
When dining, it was a source of keen satisfaction to him to know  
that Joseph Jefferson was wont to come to this same place, or that  
Henry E. Dixie, a well-known performer of the day, was then only a few  
tables off. At Rector's he could always obtain this satisfaction,  
for there one could encounter politicians, brokers, actors, some  
rich young "rounders" of the town, all eating and drinking amid a buzz  
of popular commonplace conversation.  
</p><p>"That's So-and-so over there," was a common remark of these  
gentlemen among themselves, particularly among those who had not yet  
reached, but hoped to do so, the dazzling height which money to dine  
here lavishly represented.  
</p><p>"You don't say so," would be the reply.  
</p><p>"Why, yes, didn't you know that? Why, he's manager of the Grand  
Opera House."  
</p><p>When these things would fall upon Drouet's ears, he would straighten  
himself a little more stiffly and eat with solid comfort. If he had  
any vanity, this augmented it, and if he had any ambition, this  
stirred it. He would be able to flash a roll of greenbacks too some  
day. As it was, he could eat where they did.  
</p><p>His preference for Fitzgerald and Moy's Adams Street place was  
another yard off the same cloth. This was really a gorgeous saloon  
from a Chicago standpoint. Like Rector's, it was also ornamented  
with a blaze of incandescent lights, held in handsome chandeliers. The  
floors were of brightly coloured tiles, the walls a composition of  
rich, dark, polished wood, which reflected the light, and coloured  
stucco-work, which gave the place a very sumptuous appearance. The  
long bar was a blaze of lights, polished wood-work, coloured and cut  
glassware, and many fancy bottles. It was a truly swell saloon, with  
rich screens, fancy wines, and a line of bar goods unsurpassed in  
the country.  
</p><p>At Rector's, Drouet had met Mr. G. W. Hurstwood, manager of  
Fitzgerald and Moy's. He had been pointed out as a very successful and  
well-known man about town. Hurstwood looked the part, for, besides  
being slightly under forty, he had a good, stout constitution, an  
active manner, and a solid, substantial air, which was composed in  
part of his fine clothes, his clean linen, his jewels, and, above all,  
his own sense of his importance. Drouet immediately conceived a notion  
of him as being some one worth knowing, and was glad not only to  
meet him, but to visit the Adams Street bar thereafter whenever he  
wanted a drink or a cigar.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was an interesting character after his kind. He was shrewd  
and clever in many little things, and capable of creating a good  
impression. His managerial position was fairly important-- a kind of  
stewardship which was imposing, but lacked financial control. He had  
risen by perseverance and industry, through long years of service,  
from the position of barkeeper in a commonplace saloon to his  
present altitude. He had a little office in the place, set off in  
polished cherry and grill-work, where he kept, in a roll-top desk, the  
rather simple accounts of the place-- supplies ordered and needed.  
The chief executive and financial functions devolved 'upon the owners--  
Messrs. Fitzgerald and Moy-- and upon a cashier who looked after the  
money taken in.  
</p><p>For the most part he lounged about, dressed in excellent tailored  
suits of imported goods, a solitaire ring, a fine blue diamond in  
his tie, a striking vest of some new pattern, and a watch-chain of  
solid gold, which held a charm of rich design, and a watch of the  
latest make and engraving. He knew by name, and could greet personally  
with a "Well, old fellow," hundreds of actors, merchants, politicians,  
and the general run of successful characters about town, and it was  
part of his success to do so. He had a finely graduated scale of  
informality and friendship, which improved from the "How do you do?"  
addressed to the fifteen-dollar-a-week clerks and office attaches,  
who, by long frequenting of the place, became aware of his position,  
to the "Why, old man, how are you?" which he addressed to those  
noted or rich individuals who knew him and were inclined to be  
friendly. There was a class, however, too rich, too famous, or too  
successful, with whom he could not attempt any familiarity of address,  
and with these he was professionally tactful, assuming a grave and  
dignified attitude, paying them the deference which would win their  
good feeling without in the least compromising his own bearing and  
opinions. There were, in the last place, a few good followers, neither  
rich nor poor, famous, nor yet remarkably successful, with whom he was  
friendly on the score of good-fellowship. These were the kind of men  
with whom he would converse longest and most seriously. He loved to go  
out and have a good time once in a while-- to go to the races, the  
theatres, the sporting entertainments at some of the clubs. He kept  
a horse and neat trap, had his wife and two children, who were well  
established in a neat house on the North Side near Lincoln Park, and  
was altogether a very acceptable individual of our great American  
upper class-- the first grade below the luxuriously rich.  
</p><p>Hurstwood liked Drouet. The latter's genial nature and dressy  
appearance pleased him. He knew that Drouet was only a travelling  
salesman-- and not one of many years at that-- but the firm of Bartlett,  
Caryoe & Company was a large and prosperous house, and Drouet stood  
well. Hurstwood knew Caryoe quite well, having drunk a glass now and  
then with him, in company with several others, when the conversation  
was general. Drouet had what was a help in his business, a moderate  
sense of humour, and could tell a good story when the occasion  
required. He could talk races with Hurstwood, tell interesting  
incidents concerning himself and his experiences with women, and  
report the state of trade in the cities which he visited, and so  
managed to make himself almost invariably agreeable. To-night he was  
particularly so, since his report to the company had been favourably  
commented upon, his new samples had been satisfactorily selected,  
and his trip marked out for the next six weeks.  
</p><p>"Why, hello, Charlie, old man," said Hurstwood, as Drouet came in  
that evening about eight o'clock. "How goes it?" The room was crowded.  
</p><p>Drouet shook hands, beaming good nature, and they strolled towards  
the bar.  
</p><p>"Oh, all right."  
</p><p>"I haven't seen you in six weeks. When did you get in?"  
</p><p>"Friday," said Drouet. "Had a fine trip."  
</p><p>"Glad of it," said Hurstwood, his black eyes lit with a warmth which  
half displaced the cold make-believe that usually dwelt in them. "What  
are you going to take?" he added, as the barkeeper, in snowy jacket  
and tie, leaned toward them from behind the bar. "Old Pepper," said  
Drouet.  
</p><p>"A little of the same for me," put in Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"How long are you in town this time?" inquired Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Only until Wednesday. I'm going up to St. Paul."  
</p><p>"George Evans was in here Saturday and said he saw you in  
Milwaukee last week."  
</p><p>"Yes, I saw George," returned Drouet. "Great old boy, isn't he? We  
had quite a time there together."  
</p><p>The barkeeper was setting out the glasses and bottle before them,  
and they now poured out the draught as they talked, Drouet filling his  
to within a third of full, as was considered proper, and Hurstwood  
taking the barest suggestion of whiskey and modifying it with seltzer.  
</p><p>"What's become of Caryoe?" remarked Hurstwood. "I haven't seen him  
around here in two weeks."  
</p><p>"Laid up, they say," exclaimed Drouet. "Say, he's a gouty old boy!"  
</p><p>"Made a lot of money in his time, though, hasn't he?"  
</p><p>"Yes, wads of it," returned Drouet. "He won't live much longer.  
Barely comes down to the office now."  
</p><p>"Just one boy, hasn't he?" asked Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Yes, and a swift-pacer," laughed Drouet.  
</p><p>"I guess he can't hurt the business very much, though, with the  
other members all there."  
</p><p>"No, he can't injure that any, I guess."  
</p><p>Hurstwood was standing, his coat open, his thumbs in his pockets,  
the light on his jewels and rings relieving them with agreeable  
distinctness. He was the picture of fastidious comfort.  
</p><p>To one not inclined to drink, and gifted with a more serious turn of  
mind, such a bubbling, chattering, glittering chamber must ever seem  
an anomaly, a strange commentary on nature and life. Here come the  
moths, in endless procession, to bask in the light of the flame.  
Such conversation as one may hear would not warrant a commendation  
of the scene upon intellectual grounds. It seems plain that schemers  
would choose more sequestered quarters to arrange their plans, that  
politicians would not gather here in company to discuss anything  
save formalities, where the sharp-eared may hear, and it would  
scarcely be justified on the score of thirst, (or the majority of  
those who frequent these more gorgeous places have no craving for  
liquor. Nevertheless, the fact that here men gather, here chatter,  
here love to pass and rub elbows, must be explained upon some grounds.  
It must be that a strange bundle of passions and vague desires give  
rise to such a curious social institution or it would not be.  
</p><p>Drouet, for one, was lured as much by his longing for pleasure as by  
his desire to shine among his betters. The many friends he met here  
dropped in because they craved, without, perhaps, consciously  
analysing it, the company, the glow, the atmosphere which they  
found. One might take it, after all, as an augur of the better  
social order, for the things which they satisfied here, though sensory  
were not evil. No evil could come out of the contemplation of an  
expensively decorated chamber. The worst effect of such a thing  
would be, perhaps, to stir up in the material-minded an ambition to  
arrange their lives upon a similarly splendid basis. In the last  
analysis, that would scarcely be called the fault of the  
decorations, but rather of the innate trend of the mind. That such a  
scene might stir the less expensively dressed to emulate the more  
expensively dressed could scarcely be laid at the door of anything  
save the false ambition of the minds of those so affected. Remove  
the element so thoroughly and solely complained of-- liquor-- and  
there would not be one to gainsay the qualities of beauty and  
enthusiasm which would remain. The pleased eye with which our modern  
restaurants of fashion are looked upon is proof of this assertion.  
</p><p>Yet, here is the fact of the lighted chamber, the dressy, greedy  
company, the small, self-interested palaver, the disorganized,  
aimless, wandering mental action which it represents-- the love of  
light and show and finery which, to one outside, under the serene  
light of the eternal stars, must seem a strange and shiny thing. Under  
the stars and sweeping night winds, what a lamp-flower it must  
bloom; a strange, glittering night-flower, odour-yielding,  
insect-drawing, insect-infested rose of pleasure.  
</p><p>"See that fellow coming in there?" said Hurstwood, glancing at a  
gentleman just entering, arrayed in a high hat and Prince Albert coat,  
his fat cheeks puffed and red as with good eating.  
</p><p>"No, where?" said Drouet.  
</p><p>"There," said Hurstwood, indicating the direction by a cast of his  
eye, "the man with the silk hat."  
</p><p>"Oh, yes," said Drouet, now affecting not to see. "Who is he?"  
</p><p>"That's Jules Wallace, the spiritualist."  
</p><p>Drouet followed him with his eyes, much interested.  
</p><p>"Doesn't look much like a man who sees spirits, does he?" said  
Drouet.  
</p><p>"Oh, I don't know," returned Hurstwood. "He's got the money, all  
right," and a little twinkle passed over his eyes.  
</p><p>"I don't go much on those things, do you?" asked Drouet.  
</p><p>"Well, you never can tell," said Hurstwood. "There may be  
something to it. I wouldn't bother about it myself, though. By the  
way," he added, "are you going anywhere to-night?"  
</p><p>"'The Hole in the Ground,'" said Drouet, mentioning the popular  
farce of the time.  
</p><p>"Well, you'd better be going. It's half after eight already," and he  
drew out his watch.  
</p><p>The crowd was already thinning out considerably-- some bound for  
the theatres, some to their clubs, and some to that most fascinating  
of all the pleasures-- for the type of man there represented, at least--  
the ladies.  
</p><p>"Yes, I will," said Drouet.  
</p><p>"Come around after the show. I have something I want to show you,"  
said Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Sure," said Drouet, elated.  
</p><p>"You haven't anything on hand for the night, have you?" added  
Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Not a thing."  
</p><p>"Well, come round, then."  
</p><p>"I struck a little peach coming in on the train Friday," remarked  
Drouet, by way of parting. "By George, that's so, I must go and call  
on her before I go away."  
</p><p>"Oh, never mind her," Hurstwood remarked.  
</p><p>"Say, she was a little dandy, I tell you," went on Drouet  
confidentially, and trying to impress his friend.  
</p><p>"Twelve o'clock," said Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"That's right," said Drouet, going out.  
</p><p>Thus was Carrie's name bandied about in the most frivolous and gay  
of places, and that also when the little toiler was bemoaning her  
narrow lot, which was almost inseparable from the early stages of  
this, her unfolding fate.  
</p></div2><div2 type="chapter" n="6">   
<head>Chapter VI.  
<lb>THE MACHINE AND THE MAIDEN: A KNIGHT OF TODAY  
</head>  
<p>At the flat that evening Carrie felt a new phase of its  
atmosphere. The fact that it was unchanged, while her feelings were  
different, increased her knowledge of its character. Minnie, after the  
good spirits Carrie manifested at first, expected a fair report.  
Hanson supposed that Carrie would be satisfied.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, as he came in from the hall in his working clothes,  
and looked at Carrie through the dining-room door, "how did you make  
out?"  
</p><p>"Oh," said Carrie, "it's pretty hard. I don't like it."  
</p><p>There was an air about her which showed plainer than any words  
that she was both weary and disappointed.  
</p><p>"What sort of work is it?" he asked, lingering a moment as he turned  
upon his heel to go into the bathroom.  
</p><p>"Running a machine," answered Carrie.  
</p><p>It was very evident that it did not concern him much, save from  
the side of the flat's success. He was irritated a shade because it  
could not have come about in the throw of fortune for Carrie to be  
pleased.  
</p><p>Minnie worked with less elation than she had just before Carrie  
arrived. The sizzle of the meat frying did not sound quite so pleasing  
now that Carrie had reported her discontent. To Carrie, the one relief  
of the whole day would have been a jolly home, a sympathetic  
reception, a bright supper table, and some one to say: "Oh, well,  
stand it a little while. You will get something better," but now  
this was ashes. She began to see that they looked upon her complaint  
as unwarranted, and that she was supposed to work on and say  
nothing. She knew that she was to pay four dollars for her board and  
room, and now she felt that it would be an exceedingly gloomy round,  
living with these people.  
</p><p>Minnie was no companion for her sister-- she was too old. Her  
thoughts were staid and solemnly adapted to a condition. If Hanson had  
any pleasant thoughts or happy feelings he concealed them. He seemed  
to do all his mental operations without the aid of physical  
expression. He was as still as a deserted chamber. Carrie, on the  
other hand, had the blood of youth and some imagination. Her day of  
love and the mysteries of courtship were still ahead. She could  
think of things she would like to do, of clothes she would like to  
wear, and of places she would like to visit. These were the things  
upon which her mind ran, and it was like meeting with opposition at  
every turn to find no one here to call forth or respond to her  
feelings.  
</p><p>She had forgotten, in considering and explaining the result of her  
day, that Drouet might come. Now, when she saw how unreceptive these  
two people were, she hoped he would not. She did not know exactly what  
she would do or how she would explain to Drouet, if he came. After  
supper she changed her clothes. When she was trimly dressed she was  
rather a sweet little being, with large eyes and a sad mouth. Her face  
expressed the mingled expectancy, dissatisfaction and depression she  
felt. She wandered about after the dishes were put away, talked a  
little with Minnie, and then decided to go down and stand in the  
door at the foot of the stairs. If Drouet came, she could meet him  
there. Her face took on the semblance of a look of happiness as she  
put on her hat to go below.  
</p><p>"Carrie doesn't seem to like her place very well," said Minnie to  
her husband when the latter came out, paper in hand, to sit in the  
dining-room a few minutes.  
</p><p>"She ought to keep it for a time, anyhow," said Hanson. "Has she  
gone downstairs?"  
</p><p>"Yes," said Minnie.  
</p><p>"I'd tell her to keep it if I were you. She might be here weeks  
without getting another one."  
</p><p>Minnie said she would, and Hanson read his paper.  
</p><p>"If I were you," he said a little later, "I wouldn't let her stand  
in the door down there. It don't look good."  
</p><p>"I'll tell her," said Minnie.  
</p><p>The life of the streets continued for a long time to interest  
Carrie. She never wearied of wondering where the people in the cars  
were going or what their enjoyments were. Her imagination trod a  
very narrow round, always winding up at points which concerned  
money, looks, clothes, or enjoyment. She would have a far-off  
thought of Columbia City now and then, or an irritating rush of  
feeling concerning her experiences of the present day, but, on the  
whole, the little world about her enlisted her whole attention.  
</p><p>The first floor of the building, of which Hanson's flat was the  
third, was occupied by a bakery, and to this, while she was standing  
there, Hanson came down to buy a loaf of bread. She was not aware of  
his presence until he was quite near her.  
</p><p>"I'm after bread," was all he said as he passed.  
</p><p>The contagion of thought here demonstrated itself. While Hanson  
really came for bread, the thought dwelt with him that now he would  
see what Carrie was doing. No sooner did he draw near her with that in  
mind than she felt it. Of course, she had no understanding of what put  
it into her head, but, nevertheless, it aroused in her the first shade  
of real antipathy to him. She knew now that she did not like him. He  
was suspicious.  
</p><p>A thought will colour a world for us. The flow of Carrie's  
meditations had been disturbed, and Hanson had not long gone  
upstairs before she followed. She had realised with the lapse of the  
quarter hours that Drouet was not coming, and somehow she felt a  
little resentful, a little as if she had been forsaken-- was not good  
enough. She went upstairs, where everything was silent. Minnie was  
sewing by a lamp at the table. Hanson had already turned in for the  
night. In her weariness and disappointment Carrie did no more than  
announce that she was going to bed.  
</p><p>"Yes you'd better," returned Minnie. "You've got to get up early,  
you know."  
</p><p>The morning was no better. Hanson was just going out the door as  
Carrie came from her room. Minnie tried to talk with her during  
breakfast, but there was not much of interest which they could  
mutually discuss. As on the previous morning, Carrie walked down town,  
for she began to realise now that her four-fifty would not even  
allow her car fare after she paid her board. This seemed a miserable  
arrangement. But the morning light swept away the first misgivings  
of the day, as morning light is ever wont to do.  
</p><p>At the shoe factory she put in a long day, scarcely so wearisome  
as the preceding, but considerably less novel. The head foreman, on  
his round, stopped by her machine.  
</p><p>"Where did you come from?" he inquired.  
</p><p>"Mr. Brown hired me," she replied.  
</p><p>"Oh, he did, eh!" and then, "See that you keep things going."  
</p><p>The machine girls impressed her even less favourably. They seemed  
satisfied with their lot, and were in a sense "common." Carrie had  
more imagination than they. She was not used to slang. Her instinct in  
the matter of dress was naturally better. She disliked to listen to  
the girl next to her, who was rather hardened by experience.  
</p><p>"I'm going to quit this," she heard her remark to her neighbour.  
"What with the stipend and being up late, it's too much for me  
health."  
</p><p>They were free with the fellows, young and old, about the place, and  
exchanged banter in rude phrases, which at first shocked her. She  
saw that she was taken to be of the same sort and addressed  
accordingly.  
</p><p>"Hello," remarked one of the stout-wristed sole-workers to her at  
noon. "You're a daisy." He really expected to hear the common "Aw!  
go chase yourself!" in return, and was sufficiently abashed, by  
Carrie's silently moving away, to retreat, awkwardly grinning.  
</p><p>That night at the flat she was even more lonely-- the dull  
situation was becoming harder to endure. She could see that the  
Hansons seldom or never had any company. Standing at the street door  
looking out, she ventured to walk out a little way. Her easy gait  
and idle manner attracted attention of an offensive but common sort.  
She was slightly taken back at the overtures of a well-dressed man  
of thirty, who in passing looked at her, reduced his pace, turned  
back, and said:  
</p><p>"Out for a little stroll, are you, this evening?"  
</p><p>Carrie looked at him in amazement, and then summoned sufficient  
thought to reply: "Why, I don't know you," backing away as she did so.  
</p><p>"Oh, that don't matter," said the other affably.  
</p><p>She bandied no more words with him, but hurried away, reaching her  
own door quite out of breath. There was something in the man's look  
which frightened her.  
</p><p>During the remainder of the week it was very much the same. One or  
two nights she found herself too tired to walk home and expended car  
fare. She was not very strong, and sitting all day affected her  
back. She went to bed one night before Hanson.  
</p><p>Transplantation is not always successful in the matter of flowers or  
maidens. It requires sometimes a richer soil, a better atmosphere to  
continue even a natural growth. It would have been better if her  
acclimatization had been more gradual-- less rigid. She would have done  
better if she had not secured a position so quickly, and had seen more  
of the city which she constantly troubled to know about.  
</p><p>On the first morning it rained she found that she had no umbrella.  
Minnie loaned her one of hers, which was worn and faded. There was the  
kind of vanity in Carrie that troubled at this. She went to one of the  
great department stores and bought herself one, using a dollar and a  
quarter of her small store to pay for it.  
</p><p>"What did you do that for, Carrie?" asked Minnie when she saw it.  
</p><p>"Oh, I need one," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"You foolish girl."  
</p><p>Carrie resented this, though she did not reply. She was not going to  
be a common shop-girl, she thought; they need not think it, either.  
</p><p>On the first Saturday night Carrie paid her board, four dollars.  
Minnie had a quaver of conscience as she took it, but did not know how  
to explain to Hanson if she took less. That worthy gave up just four  
dollars less toward the household expenses with a smile of  
satisfaction. He contemplated increasing his Building and Loan  
payments. As for Carrie, she studied over the problem of finding  
clothes and amusement on fifty cents a week, She brooded over this  
until she was in a state of mental rebellion.  
</p><p>"I'm going up the street for a walk," she said after supper.  
</p><p>"Not alone are you?" asked Hanson.  
</p><p>"Yes," returned Carrie.  
</p><p>"I wouldn't," said Minnie.  
</p><p>"I want to see something," said Carrie, and by the tone she put into  
the last word they realised for the first time she was not pleased  
with them.  
</p><p>"What's the matter with her?" asked Hanson, when she went into the  
front room to get her hat.  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Minnie.  
</p><p>"Well, she ought to know better than to want to go out alone."  
</p><p>Carrie did not go very far, after all. She returned and stood in the  
door. The next day they went out to Garfield Park, but it did not  
please her. She did not look well enough. In the shop next day she  
heard the highly coloured reports which girls give of their trivial  
amusements. They had been happy. On several days it rained and she  
used up car fare. One night she got thoroughly soaked, going to  
catch the car at Van Buren Street. All that evening she sat alone in  
the front room looking out upon the street, where the lights were  
reflected on the wet pavements, thinking. She had imagination enough  
to be moody.  
</p><p>On Saturday she paid another four dollars and pocketed her fifty  
cents in despair. The speaking acquaintanceship which she formed  
with some of the girls at the shop discovered to her the fact that  
they had more of their earnings to use for themselves than she did.  
They had young men of the kind whom she, since her experience with  
Drouet, felt above, who took them about. She came to thoroughly  
dislike the light-headed young fellows of the shop. Not one of them  
had a show of refinement. She saw only their workday side.  
</p><p>There came a day when the first premonitory blast of winter swept  
over the city. It scudded the fleecy clouds in the heavens, trailed  
long, thin streamers of smoke from the tall stacks, and raced about  
the streets and corners in sharp and sudden puffs. Carrie now felt the  
problem of winter clothes. What was she to do? She had no winter  
jacket, no hat, no shoes. It was difficult to speak to Minnie about  
this, but at last she summoned the courage.  
</p><p>"I don't know what I'm going to do about clothes," she said one  
evening when they were together. "I need a hat."  
</p><p>Minnie looked serious.  
</p><p>"Why don't you keep part of your money and buy yourself one?" she  
suggested, worried over the situation which the withholding of  
Carrie's money would create.  
</p><p>"I'd like to for a week or so, if you don't mind," ventured Carrie.  
</p><p>"Could you pay two dollars?" asked Minnie.  
</p><p>Carrie readily acquiesced, glad to escape the trying situation,  
and liberal now that she saw a way out. She was elated and began  
figuring at once. She needed a hat first of all. How Minnie  
explained to Hanson she never knew. He said nothing at all, but  
there were thoughts in the air which left disagreeable impressions.  
</p><p>The new arrangement might have worked if sickness had not  
intervened. It blew up cold after a rain one afternoon when Carrie was  
still without a jacket. She came out of the warm shop at six and  
shivered as the wind struck her. In the morning she was sneezing,  
and going down town made it worse. That day her bones ached and she  
felt light-headed. Towards evening she felt very ill, and when she  
reached home was not hungry. Minnie noticed her drooping actions and  
asked her about herself.  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Carrie. "I feel real bad."  
</p><p>She hung about the stove, suffered a chattering chill, and went to  
bed sick. The next morning she was thoroughly feverish.  
</p><p>Minnie was truly distressed at this, but maintained a kindly  
demeanour. Hanson said perhaps she had better go back home for a  
while. When she got up after three days, it was taken for granted that  
her position was lost. The winter was near at hand, she had no clothes  
and now she was out of work.  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Carrie; "I'll go down Monday and see if I can't  
get something."  
</p><p>If anything, her efforts were more poorly rewarded on this trial  
than the last. Her clothes were nothing suitable for fall wearing. Her  
last money she had spent for a hat. For three days she wandered about,  
utterly dispirited. The attitude of the flat was fast becoming  
unbearable. She hated to think of going back there each evening.  
Hanson was so cold. She knew it could not last much longer. Shortly  
she would have to give up and go home.  
</p><p>On the fourth day she was down town all day, having borrowed ten  
cents for lunch from Minnie. She had applied in the cheapest kind of  
places without success. She even answered for a waitress in a small  
restaurant where she saw a card in the window, but they wanted an  
experienced girl. She moved through the thick throng of strangers,  
utterly subdued in spirit. Suddenly a hand pulled her arm and turned  
her about.  
</p><p>"Well, well!" said a voice. In the first glance she beheld Drouet.  
He was not only rosy-cheeked, but radiant. He was the essence of  
sunshine and good-humour. "Why, how are you, Carrie?" he said. "You're  
a daisy. Where have you been?"  
</p><p>Carrie smiled under his irresistible flood of geniality.  
</p><p>"I've been out home," she said.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, "I saw you across the street there. I thought it  
was you. I was just coming out to your place. How are you, anyhow?"  
</p><p>"I'm all right," said Carrie, smiling.  
</p><p>Drouet looked her over and saw something different.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, "I want to talk to you. You're not going anywhere  
in particular, are you?"  
</p><p>"Not just now," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Let's go up here and have something to eat. George! but I'm glad to  
see you again."  
</p><p>She felt so relieved in his radiant presence, so much looked after  
and cared for, that she assented gladly, though with the slightest air  
of holding back.  
</p><p>"Well," he said as he took her arm-- and there was an exuberance of  
good-fellowship in the word which fairly warmed the cockles of her  
heart.  
</p><p>They went through Monroe Street to the old Windsor dining-room,  
which was then a large, comfortable place, with an excellent cuisine  
and substantial service. Drouet selected a table close by the  
window, where the busy rout of the street could be seen. He loved  
the changing panorama of the street-- to see and be seen as he dined.  
</p><p>"Now," he said, getting Carrie and himself comfortably settled, what  
will you have?"  
</p><p>Carrie looked over the large bill of fare which the waiter handed  
her without really considering it. She was very hungry, and the things  
she saw there awakened her desires, but the high prices held her  
attention. "Half broiled spring chicken-- seventy-five. Sirloin steak  
with mushrooms-- one twenty-five." She had dimly heard of these things,  
but it seemed strange to be called to order from the list.  
</p><p>"I'll fix this," exclaimed Drouet. "Sst! waiter."  
</p><p>That officer of the board, a full-chested, round-faced negro,  
approached, and inclined his ear.  
</p><p>"Sirloin with mushrooms," said Drouet. "Stuffed tomatoes."  
</p><p>"Yassah," assented the negro, nodding his head.  
</p><p>"Hashed brown potatoes."  
</p><p>"Yassah."  
</p><p>"Asparagus."  
</p><p>"Yassah."  
</p><p>"And a pot of coffee."  
</p><p>Drouet turned to Carrie. "I haven't had a thing since breakfast.  
Just got in from Rock Island. I was going off to dine when I saw you."  
</p><p>Carried smiled and smiled.  
</p><p>"What have you been doing?" he went on. "Tell me all about yourself.  
How is your sister?"  
</p><p>"She's well," returned Carrie, answering the last query.  
</p><p>He looked at her hard.  
</p><p>"Say," he said, "you haven't been sick, have you?"  
</p><p>Carrie nodded.  
</p><p>"Well, now, that's a blooming shame, isn't it? You don't look very  
well. I thought you looked a little pale. What have you been doing?"  
</p><p>"Working," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"You don't say so! At what?"  
</p><p>She told him.  
</p><p>"Rhodes, Morgenthau and Scott-- why, I know that house. Over here  
on Fifth Avenue, isn't it? They're a close-fisted concern. What made  
you go there?"  
</p><p>"I couldn't get anything else," said Carrie frankly.  
</p><p>"Well, that's an outrage," said Drouet. "You oughtn't to be  
working for those people. Have the factory right back of the store,  
don't they?"  
</p><p>"Yes," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"That isn't a good house," said Drouet. "You don't want to work at  
anything like that, anyhow."  
</p><p>He chattered on at a great rate, asking questions, explaining things  
about himself, telling her what a good restaurant it was, until the  
waiter returned with an immense tray, bearing the hot savoury dishes  
which had been ordered. Drouet fairly shone in the matter of  
serving. He appeared to great advantage behind the white napery and  
silver platters of the table and displaying his arms with a knife  
and fork. As he cut the meat his rings almost spoke. His new suit  
creaked as he stretched to reach the plates, break the bread, and pour  
the coffee. He helped Carrie to a rousing plateful and contributed the  
warmth of his spirit to her body until she was a new girl. He was a  
splendid fellow in the true popular understanding of the term, and  
captivated Carrie completely.  
</p><p>That little soldier of fortune took her good turn in an easy way.  
She felt a little out of place, but the great room soothed her and the  
view of the well-dressed throng outside seemed a splendid thing. Ah,  
what was it not to have money! What a thing it was to be able to  
come in here and dine! Drouet must be fortunate. He rode on trains,  
dressed in such nice clothes, was so strong, and ate in these fine  
places. He seemed quite a figure of a man, and she wondered at his  
friendship and regard for her.  
</p><p>"So you lost your place because you got sick, eh?" he said.  
</p><p>"What are you going to do now?"  
</p><p>"Look around," she said, a thought of the need that hung outside  
this fine restaurant like a hungry dog at her heels passing into her  
eyes.  
</p><p>"Oh, no," said Drouet, "that won't do. How long have you been  
looking?"  
</p><p>"Four days," she answered.  
</p><p>"Think of that!" he said, addressing some problematical  
individual. "You oughtn't to be doing anything like that. These  
girls," and he waved an inclusion of all shop and factory girls,  
"don't get anything. Why, you can't live on it, can you?"  
</p><p>He was a brotherly sort of creature in his demeanour. When he had  
scouted the idea of that kind of toil, he took another tack. Carrie  
was really very pretty. Even then, in her commonplace garb, her figure  
was evidently not bad, and her eyes were large and gentle. Drouet  
looked at her and his thoughts reached home. She felt his  
admiration. It was powerfully backed by his liberality and  
good-humour. She felt that she liked him-- that she could continue to  
like him ever so much. There was something even richer than that,  
running as a hidden strain, in her mind. Every little while her eyes  
would meet his, and by that means the interchanging current of feeling  
would be fully connected.  
</p><p>"Why don't you stay down town and go to the theatre with me?" he  
said, hitching his chair closer. The table was not very wide.  
</p><p>"Oh, I can't," she said.  
</p><p>"What are you going to do to-night?"  
</p><p>"Nothing," she answered, a little drearily.  
</p><p>"You don't like out there where you are, do you?"  
</p><p>"Oh, I don't know."  
</p><p>"What are you going to do if you don't get work?"  
</p><p>"Go back home, I guess."  
</p><p>There was the least quaver in her voice as she said this. Somehow,  
the influence he was exerting was powerful. They came to an  
understanding of each other without words-- he of her situation, she of  
the fact that he realised it.  
</p><p>"No," he said, "you can't make it!" genuine sympathy filling his  
mind for the time. "Let me help you. You take some of my money."  
</p><p>"Oh, no!" she said, leaning back.  
</p><p>"What are you going to do?" he said.  
</p><p>She sat meditating, merely shaking her head.  
</p><p>He looked at her quite tenderly for his kind. There were some  
loose bills in his vest pocket-- greenbacks. They were soft and  
noiseless, and he got his fingers about them and crumpled them up in  
his hand.  
</p><p>"Come on," he said, "I'll see you through all right. Get yourself  
some clothes."  
</p><p>It was the first reference he had made to that subject, and now  
she realised how bad off she was. In his crude way he had struck the  
key-note. Her lips trembled a little.  
</p><p>She had her hand out on the table before her. They were quite  
alone in their corner, and he put his larger, warmer hand over it.  
</p><p>"Aw, come, Carrie," he said, "what can you do alone? Let me help  
you."  
</p><p>He pressed her hand gently and she tried to withdraw it. At this  
he held it fast, and she no longer protested. Then he slipped the  
greenbacks he had into her palm, and when she began to protest, he  
whispered:  
</p><p>"I'll loan it to you-- that's all right. I'll loan it to you."  
</p><p>He made her take it. She felt bound to him by a strange tie of  
affection now. They went out, and he walked with her far out south  
toward Polk Street, talking.  
</p><p>"You don't want to live with those people?" he said in one place,  
abstractedly. Carrie heard it, but it made only a slight impression.  
</p><p>"Come down and meet me to-morrow," he said, "and we'll go to the  
matinee. Will you?"  
</p><p>Carrie protested a while, but acquiesced.  
</p><p>"You're not doing anything. Get yourself a nice pair of shoes and  
a jacket."  
</p><p>She scarcely gave a thought to the complication which would  
trouble her when he was gone. In his presence, she was of his own  
hopeful, easy-way-out mood.  
</p><p>"Don't you bother about those people out there," he said at parting.  
"I'll help you."  
</p><p>Carrie left him, feeling as though a great arm had slipped out  
before her to draw off trouble. The money she had accepted was two  
soft, green, handsome ten-dollar bills.  
</p></div2><div2 type="chapter" n="7">   
<head>Chapter VII.  
<lb>THE LURE OF THE MATERIAL: BEAUTY SPEAKS FOR ITSELF  
</head>  
<p>The true meaning of money yet remains to be popularly explained  
and comprehended. When each individual realises for himself that  
this thing primarily stands for and should only be accepted as a moral  
due-- that it should be paid out as honestly stored energy, and not  
as a usurped privilege-- many of our social, religious, and political  
troubles will have permanently passed. As for Carrie, her  
understanding of the moral significance of money was the popular  
understanding, nothing more. The old definition: "Money: something  
everybody else has and I must get," would have expressed her  
understanding of it thoroughly. Some of it she now held in her hand--  
two soft, green ten-dollar bills-- and she felt that she was  
immensely better off for the having of them. It was something that was  
power in itself. One of her order of mind would have been content to  
be cast away upon a desert island with a bundle of money, and only the  
long strain of starvation would have taught her that in some cases  
it could have no value. Even then she would have had no conception  
of the relative value of the thing; her one thought would,  
undoubtedly, have concerned the pity of having so much power and the  
inability to use it.  
</p><p>The poor girl thrilled as she walked away from Drouet. She felt  
ashamed in part because she had been weak enough to take it, but her  
need was so dire, she was still glad. Now she would have a nice new  
jacket! Now she would buy a nice pair of pretty button shoes. She  
would get stockings, too, and a skirt, and, and-- until already, as  
in the matter of her prospective salary, she had got beyond, in her  
desires, twice the purchasing power of her bills.  
</p><p>She conceived a true estimate of Drouet. To her, and indeed to all  
the world, he was a nice, good-hearted man. There was nothing evil  
in the fellow. He gave her the money out of a good heart-- out of a  
realisation of her want. He would not have given the same amount to  
a poor young man, but we must not forget that a poor young man could  
not, in the nature of things, have appealed to him like a poor young  
girl. Femininity affected his feelings. He was the creature of an  
inborn desire. Yet no beggar could have caught his eye and said, "My  
God, mister, I'm starving," but he would gladly have handed out what  
was considered the proper portion to give beggars and thought no  
more about it. There would have been no speculation, no  
philosophising. He had no mental process in him worthy the dignity  
of either of those terms. In his good clothes and fine health, he  
was a merry, unthinking moth of the lamp. Deprived of his position,  
and struck by a few of the involved and baffling forces which  
sometimes play upon man he would have been as helpless as Carrie-- as  
helpless, as non-understanding, as pitiable, if you will, as she.  
</p><p>Now, in regard to his pursuit of women, he meant them no harm,  
because he did not conceive of the relation which he hoped to hold  
with them as being harmful. He loved to make advances to women, to  
have them succumb to his charms, not because he was a cold-blooded,  
dark, scheming villain, but because his inborn desire urged him to  
that as a chief delight. He was vain, he was boastful, he was as  
deluded by fine clothes as any silly-headed girl. A truly deep-dyed  
villain could have hornswaggled him as readily as he could have  
flattered a pretty shop-girl. His fine success as a salesman lay in  
his geniality and the thoroughly reputable standing of his house. He  
bobbed about among men, a veritable bundle of enthusiasm-- no power  
worthy the name of intellect, no thoughts worthy the adjective  
noble, no feelings long continued in one strain. A Madame Sappho would  
have called him a pig; a Shakespeare would have said "my merry child;"  
old, drinking Caryoe thought him a clever, successful business man. In  
short, he was as good as his intellect conceived.  
</p><p>The best proof that there was something open and commendable about  
the man was the fact that Carrie took the money. No deep, sinister  
soul with ulterior motives could have given her fifteen cents under  
the guise of friendship. The unintellectual are not so helpless.  
Nature has taught the beasts of the field to fly when some  
unheralded danger threatens. She has put into the small, unwise head  
of the chipmunk the untutored fear of poisons. "He keepeth His  
creatures whole," was not, written of beasts alone. Carrie was unwise,  
and, therefore, like the sheep in its unwisdom, strong in feeling. The  
instinct of self-protection, strong in all such natures, was roused  
but feebly, if at all, by the overtures of Drouet.  
</p><p>When Carrie had gone, he felicitated himself upon her good  
opinion. By George, it was a shame young girls had to be knocked  
around like that. Cold weather coming on and no clothes. Tough. He  
would go around to Fitzgerald and Moy's and get a cigar. It made him  
feel light of foot as he thought about her.  
</p><p>Carrie reached home in high good spirits, which she could scarcely  
conceal. The possession of the money involved a number of points which  
perplexed her seriously. How should she buy any clothes when Minnie  
knew that she had no money? She had no sooner entered the flat than  
this point was settled for her. It could not be done. She could  
think of no way of explaining.  
</p><p>"How did you come out?" asked Minnie, referring to the day.  
</p><p>Carrie had none of the small deception which could feel one thing  
and say something directly opposed. She would prevaricate, but it  
would be in the line of her feelings at least. So; instead of  
complaining when she felt so good, she said:  
</p><p>"I have the promise of something."  
</p><p>"Where?"  
</p><p>"At the Boston Store."  
</p><p>"Is it sure promised?" questioned Minnie.  
</p><p>"Well, I'm to find out to-morrow," returned Carrie, disliking to  
draw out a lie any longer than was necessary.  
</p><p>Minnie felt the atmosphere of good feeling which Carrie brought with  
her. She felt now was the time to express to Carrie the state of  
Hanson's feeling about her entire Chicago venture.  
</p><p>"If you shouldn't get it-" she paused, troubled for an easy way.  
</p><p>"If I don't get something pretty soon, I think I'll go home."  
</p><p>Minnie saw her chance.  
</p><p>"Sven thinks it might be best for the winter, anyhow."  
</p><p>The situation flashed on Carrie at once. They were unwilling to keep  
her any longer, out of work. She did not blame Minnie, she did not  
blame Hanson very much. Now, as she sat there digesting the remark,  
she was glad she had Drouet's money.  
</p><p>"Yes," she said after a few moments, "I thought of doing that."  
</p><p>She did not explain that the thought, however, had aroused all the  
antagonism of her nature. Columbia City, what was there for her? She  
knew its dull, little round by heart. Here was the great, mysterious  
city which was still a magnet for her. What she had seen only  
suggested its possibilities. Now to turn back on it and live the  
little old life out there-- she almost exclaimed against the thought.  
</p><p>She had reached home early and went in the front room to think. What  
could she do? She could not buy new shoes and wear them here. She  
would need to save part of the twenty to pay her fare home. She did  
not want to borrow of Minnie for that. And yet, how could she  
explain where she even got that money? If she could only get enough to  
let her out easy.  
</p><p>She went over the tangle again and again. Here, in the morning,  
Drouet would expect to see her in a new jacket, and that couldn't  
be. The Hansons expected her to go home, and she wanted to get away,  
and yet she did not want to go home. In the light of the way they  
would look on her getting money without work, the taking of it now  
seemed dreadful. She began to be ashamed. The whole situation  
depressed her. It was all so clear when she was with Drouet. Now it  
was all so tangled, so hopeless-- much worse than it was before,  
because she had the semblance of aid in her hand which she could not  
use.  
</p><p>Her spirits sank so that at supper Minnie felt that she must have  
had another hard day. Carrie finally decided that she would give the  
money back. It was wrong to take it. She would go down in the  
morning and hunt for work. At noon she would meet Drouet as agreed and  
tell him. At this decision her heart sank, until she was the old  
Carrie of distress.  
</p><p>Curiously, she could not hold the money in her hand without  
feeling some relief. Even after all her depressing conclusions, she  
could sweep away all thought about the matter and then the twenty  
dollars seemed a wonderful and delightful thing. Ah, money, money,  
money! What a thing it was to have. How plenty of it would clear  
away all these troubles.  
</p><p>In the morning she got up and started out a little early. Her  
decision to hunt for work was moderately strong, but the money in  
her pocket, after all her troubling over it, made the work question  
the least shade less terrible. She walked into the wholesale district,  
but as the thought of applying came with each passing concern, her  
heart shrank. What a coward she was, she thought to herself. Yet she  
had applied so often. It would be the same old story. She walked on  
and on, and finally did go into one place, with the old result. She  
came out feeling that luck was against her. It was no use.  
</p><p>Without much thinking, she reached Dearborn Street. Here was the  
great Fair store with its multitude of delivery wagons about, its long  
window display, its crowd of shoppers. It readily changed her  
thoughts, she who was so weary of them. It was here that she had  
intended to come and get her new things. Now for relief from distress,  
she thought she would go in and see. She would look at the jackets.  
</p><p>There is nothing in this world more delightful than that middle  
state in which we mentally balance at times, possessed of the means,  
lured by desire, and yet deterred by conscience or want of decision.  
When Carrie began wandering around the store amid the fine displays  
she was in this mood. Her original experience in this same place had  
given her a high opinion of its merits. Now she paused at each  
individual bit of finery, where before she had hurried on. Her woman's  
heart was warm with desire for them. How would she look in this, how  
charming that would make her! She came upon the corset counter and  
paused in rich reverie as she noted the dainty concoctions of colour  
and lace there displayed. If she would only make up her mind, she  
could have one of those now. She lingered in the jewelry department.  
She saw the earrings, the bracelets, the pins, the chains. What  
would she not have given if she could have had them all! She would  
look fine too, if only she had some of these things.  
</p><p>The jackets were the greatest attraction. When she entered the  
store, she already had her heart fixed upon the peculiar little tan  
jacket with large mother-of-pearl buttons which was all the rage  
that fall. Still she delighted to convince herself that there was  
nothing she would like better. She went about among the glass cases  
and racks where these things were displayed, and satisfied herself  
that the one she thought of was the proper one. All the time she  
wavered in mind, now persuading herself that she could buy it right  
away if she chose, now recalling to herself the actual condition. At  
last the noon hour was dangerously near, and she had done nothing. She  
must go now and return the money.  
</p><p>Drouet was on the corner when she came up.  
</p><p>"Hello," he said, "where is the jacket and"-- looking down-- "the  
shoes?"  
</p><p>Carrie had thought to lead up to her decision in some intelligent  
way, but this swept the whole fore-schemed situation by the board.  
</p><p>"I came to tell you that-- that I can't take the money."  
</p><p>"Oh, that's it, is it?" he returned. "Well, you come on with me.  
Let's go over here to Partridge's."  
</p><p>Carrie walked with him. Behold, the whole fabric of doubt and  
impossibility had slipped from her mind. She could not get at the  
points that were so serious, the things she was going to make plain to  
him.  
</p><p>"Have you had lunch yet? Of course you haven't. Let's go in here,"  
and Drouet turned into one of the very nicely furnished restaurants  
off State Street, in Monroe.  
</p><p>"I mustn't take the money," said Carrie, after they were settled  
in a cosey corner, and Drouet had ordered the lunch. "I can't wear  
those things out there. They-- they wouldn't know where I got them."  
</p><p>"What do you want to do," he smiled, "go without them?"  
</p><p>"I think I'll go home," she said, wearily.  
</p><p>"Oh, come," he said, "you've been thinking it over too long. I'll  
tell you what you do. You say you can't wear them out there. Why don't  
you rent a furnished room and leave them in that for a week?"  
</p><p>Carrie shook her head. Like all women, she was there to object and  
be convinced. It was for him to brush the doubts away and clear the  
path if he could.  
</p><p>"Why are you going home?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Oh, I can't get anything here."  
</p><p>"They won't keep you?" he remarked, intuitively.  
</p><p>"They can't," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"I'll tell you what you do," he said. "You come with me. I'll take  
care of you."  
</p><p>Carrie heard this passively. The peculiar state which she was in  
made it sound like the welcome breath of an open door. Drouet seemed  
of her own spirit and pleasing. He was clean, handsome,  
well-dressed, and sympathetic. His voice was the voice of a friend.  
</p><p>"What can you do back at Columbia City?" he went on, rousing by  
the words in Carrie's mind a picture of the dull world she had left.  
"There isn't anything down there. Chicago's the place. You can get a  
nice room here and some clothes, and then you can do something."  
</p><p>Carrie looked out through the window into the busy street. There  
it was, the admirable, great city, so fine when you are not poor. An  
elegant coach, with a prancing pair of bays, passed by, carrying in  
its upholstered depths a young lady.  
</p><p>"What will you have if you go back?" asked Drouet. There was no  
subtle undercurrent to the question. He imagined that she would have  
nothing at all of the things he thought worth while.  
</p><p>Carrie sat still, looking out. She was wondering what she could  
do. They would be expecting her to go home this week.  
</p><p>Drouet turned to the subject of the clothes she was going to buy.  
</p><p>"Why not get yourself a nice little jacket? You've got to have it.  
I'll loan you the money. You needn't worry about taking it. You can  
get yourself a nice room by yourself. I won't hurt you."  
</p><p>Carrie saw the drift, but could not express her thoughts. She felt  
more than ever the helplessness of her case.  
</p><p>"If I could only get something to do," she said.  
</p><p>"Maybe you can," went on Drouet, "if you stay here. You can't if you  
go away. They won't let you stay out there. Now, why not let me get  
you a nice room? I won't bother you-- you needn't be afraid. Then, when  
you get fixed up, maybe you could get something."  
</p><p>He looked at her pretty face and it vivified his mental resources.  
She was a sweet little mortal to him-- there was no doubt of that.  
She seemed to have some power back of her actions. She was not like  
the common run of store-girls. She wasn't silly.  
</p><p>In reality, Carrie had more imagination than he-- more taste. It  
was a finer mental strain in her that made possible her depression and  
loneliness. Her poor clothes were neat, and she held her head  
unconsciously in a dainty way.  
</p><p>"Do you think I could get something?" she asked.  
</p><p>"Sure," he said, reaching over and filling her cup with tea. "I'll  
help you."  
</p><p>She looked at him, and he laughed reassuringly.  
</p><p>"Now I'll tell you what well do. We'll go over here to Partridge's  
and you pick out what you want. Then we'll look around for a room  
for you. You can leave the things there. Then we'll go to the show  
to-night."  
</p><p>Carrie shook her head.  
</p><p>"Well, you can go out to the flat then, that's all right. You  
don't need to stay in the room. Just take it and leave your things  
there."  
</p><p>She hung in doubt about this until the dinner was over.  
</p><p>"Let's go over and look at the jackets," he said.  
</p><p>Together they went. In the store they found that shine and rustle of  
new things which immediately laid hold of Carrie's heart. Under the  
influence of a good dinner and Drouet's radiating presence, the scheme  
proposed seemed feasible. She looked about and picked a jacket like  
the one which she had admired at The Fair. When she got it in her hand  
it seemed so much nicer. The saleswoman helped her on with it, and, by  
accident, it fitted perfectly. Drouet's face lightened as he saw the  
improvement. She looked quite smart.  
</p><p>"That's the thing," he said.  
</p><p>Carrie turned before the glass. She could not help feeling pleased  
as she looked at herself. A warm glow crept into her cheeks.  
</p><p>"That's the thing," said Drouet. "Now pay for it."  
</p><p>"It's nine dollars," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"That's all right-- take it," said Drouet.  
</p><p>She reached in her purse and took out one of the bills. The woman  
asked if she would wear the coat and went off. In a few minutes she  
was back and the purchase was closed.  
</p><p>From Partridge's they went to a shoe store, where Carrie was  
fitted for shoes. Drouet stood by, and when he saw how nice they  
looked, said, "Wear them." Carrie shook her head, however. She was  
thinking of returning to the flat. He bought her a purse for one  
thing, and a pair of gloves for another, and let her buy the  
stockings.  
</p><p>"To-morrow," he said, "you come down here and buy yourself a skirt."  
</p><p>In all of Carrie's actions there was a touch of misgiving. The  
deeper she sank into the entanglement, the more she imagined that  
the thing hung upon the few remaining things she had not done. Since  
she had not done these, there was a way out.  
</p><p>Drouet knew a place in Wabash Avenue where there were rooms. He  
showed Carrie the outside of these, and said: "Now, you're my sister."  
He carried the arrangement off with an easy hand when it came to the  
selection, looking around, criticising, opining. "Her trunk will be  
here in a day or so," he observed to the landlady, who was very  
pleased.  
</p><p>When they were alone, Drouet did not change in the least. He  
talked in the same general way as if they were out in the street.  
Carrie left her things.  
</p><p>"Now," said Drouet, "why don't you move to-night?"  
</p><p>"Oh, I can't," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Why not?"  
</p><p>"I don't want to leave them so."  
</p><p>He took that up as they walked along the avenue. It was a warm  
afternoon. The sun had come out and the wind had died down. As he  
talked with Carrie, he secured an accurate detail of the atmosphere of  
the flat.  
</p><p>"Come out of it," he said, "they won't care. I'll help you get  
along."  
</p><p>She listened until her misgivings vanished. He would show her  
about a little and then help her get something. He really imagined  
that he would. He would be out on the road and she could be working.  
</p><p>"Now, I'll tell you what you do," he said, "you go out there and get  
whatever you want and come away."  
</p><p>She thought a long time about this. Finally she agreed. He would  
come out as far as Peoria Street and wait for her. She was to meet him  
at half-past eight. At half-past five she reached home, and at six her  
determination was hardened.  
</p><p>"So you didn't get it?" said Minnie, referring to Carrie's story  
of the Boston Store.  
</p><p>Carrie looked at her out of the corner of her eye. "No," she  
answered.  
</p><p>"I don't think you'd better try any more this fall," said Minnie.  
</p><p>Carrie said nothing.  
</p><p>When Hanson came home he wore the same inscrutable demeanour. He  
washed in silence and went off to read his paper. At dinner Carrie  
felt a little nervous. The strain of her own plans was considerable,  
and the feeling that she was not welcome here was strong.  
</p><p>"Didn't find anything, eh?" said Hanson.  
</p><p>"No."  
</p><p>He turned to his eating again, the thought that it was a burden to  
have her here dwelling in his mind. She would have to go home, that  
was all. Once she was away, there would be no more coming back in  
the spring.  
</p><p>Carrie was afraid of what she was going to do, but she was  
relieved to know that this condition was ending. They would not  
care. Hanson particularly would be glad when she went. He would not  
care what became of her.  
</p><p>After dinner she went into the bathroom, where they could not  
disturb her, and wrote a little note.  
</p><p>"Good-bye, Minnie," it read. "I'm not going home. I'm going to  
stay in Chicago a little while and look for work. Don't worry. I'll be  
all right."  
</p><p>In the front room Hanson was reading his paper. As usual, she helped  
Minnie clear away the dishes and straighten up. Then she said:  
</p><p>"I guess I'll stand down at the door a little while." She could  
scarcely prevent her voice from trembling.  
</p><p>Minnie remembered Hanson's remonstrance.  
</p><p>"Sven doesn't think it looks good to stand down there," she said.  
</p><p>"Doesn't he?" said Carrie. "I won't do it any more after this."  
</p><p>She put on her hat and fidgeted around the table in the little  
bedroom, wondering where to slip the note. Finally she put it under  
Minnie's hair-brush.  
</p><p>When she had closed the hall-door, she paused a moment and  
wondered what they would think. Some thought of the queerness of her  
deed affected her. She went slowly down the stairs. She looked back up  
the lighted step, and then affected to stroll up the street. When  
she reached the corner she quickened her pace.  
</p><p>As she was hurrying away, Hanson came back to his wife.  
</p><p>"Is Carrie down at the door again?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Yes," said Minnie; "she said she wasn't going to do it any more."  
</p><p>He went over to the baby where it was playing on the floor and began  
to poke his finger at it.  
</p><p>Drouet was on the corner waiting, in good spirits.  
</p><p>"Hello, Carrie," he said, as a sprightly figure of a girl drew  
near him. "Got here safe, did you? Well, we'll take a car."  
</p></div2><div2 type="chapter" n="8">   
<head>Chapter VIII.  
<lb>INTIMATIONS BY WINTER: AN AMBASSADOR SUMMONED  
</head>  
<p>Among the forces which sweep and play throughout the universe,  
untutored man is but a wisp in the wind. Our civilisation is still  
in a middle stage, scarcely beast, in that it is no longer wholly  
guided by instinct; scarcely human, in that it is not yet wholly  
guided by reason. On the tiger no responsibility rests. We see him  
aligned by nature with the forces of life-- he is born into their  
keeping and without thought he is protected. We see man far removed  
from the lairs of the jungles, his innate instincts dulled by too near  
an approach to free-will, his free-will not sufficiently developed  
to replace his instincts and afford him perfect guidance. He is  
becoming too wise to hearken always to instincts and desires; he is  
still too weak to always prevail against them. As a beast, the  
forces of life aligned him with them; as a man, he has not yet  
wholly learned to align himself with the forces. In this  
intermediate stage he wavers-- neither drawn in harmony with nature  
by his instincts nor yet wisely putting himself into harmony by his  
own free-will. He is even as a wisp in the wind, moved by every breath  
of passion, acting now by his will and now by his instincts, erring  
with one, only to retrieve by the other, falling by one, only to  
rise by the other-- a creature of incalculable variability. We have the  
consolation of knowing that evolution is ever in action, that the  
ideal is a light that cannot fail. He will not forever balance thus  
between good and evil. When this jangle of free-will and instinct  
shall have been adjusted, when perfect understanding has given the  
former the power to replace the latter entirely, man will no longer  
vary. The needle of understanding will yet point steadfast and  
unwavering to the distant pole of truth.  
</p><p>In Carrie-- as in how many of our worldlings do they not?-- instinct  
and reason, desire and understanding, were at war for the mastery. She  
followed whither her craving led. She was as yet more drawn than she  
drew.  
</p><p>When Minnie found the note next morning, after a night of mingled  
wonder and anxiety, which was not exactly touched by yearning, sorrow,  
or love, she exclaimed: "Well, what do you think of that?"  
</p><p>"What?" said Hanson.  
</p><p>"Sister Carrie has gone to live somewhere else."  
</p><p>Hanson jumped out of bed with more celerity than he usually  
displayed and looked at the note. The only indication of his  
thoughts came in the form of a little clicking sound made by his  
tongue; the sound some people make when they wish to urge on a horse.  
</p><p>"Where do you suppose she's gone to?" said Minnie, thoroughly  
aroused.  
</p><p>"I don't know," a touch of cynicism lighting his eye. "Now she has  
gone and done it."  
</p><p>Minnie moved her head in a puzzled way.  
</p><p>"Oh, oh," she said, "she doesn't know what she has done."  
</p><p>"Well," said Hanson, after a while, sticking his hands out before  
him, "what can you do?"  
</p><p>Minnie's womanly nature was higher than this. She figured the  
possibilities in such cases.  
</p><p>"Oh," she said at last, "poor Sister Carrie!"  
</p><p>At the time of this particular conversation, which occurred at 5  
A.M., that little soldier of fortune was sleeping a rather troubled  
sleep in her new room, alone.  
</p><p>Carrie's new state was remarkable in that she saw possibilities in  
it. She was no sensualist, longing to drowse sleepily in the lap of  
luxury. She turned about, troubled by her daring, glad of her release,  
wondering whether she would get something to do, wondering what Drouet  
would do. That worthy had his future fixed for him beyond a  
peradventure. He could not help what he was going to do. He could  
not see clearly enough to wish to do differently. He was drawn by  
his innate desire to act the old pursuing part. He would need to  
delight himself with Carrie as surely as he would need to eat his  
heavy breakfast. He might suffer the least rudimentary twinge of  
conscience in whatever he did, and in just so far he was evil and  
sinning. But whatever twinges of conscience he might have would be  
rudimentary, you may be sure.  
</p><p>The next day he called upon Carrie, and she saw him in her  
chamber. He was the same jolly, enlivening soul.  
</p><p>"Aw," he said, "what are you looking so blue about? Come on out to  
breakfast. You want to get your other clothes to-day."  
</p><p>Carrie looked at him with the hue of shifting thought in her large  
eyes.  
</p><p>"I wish I could get something to do," she said.  
</p><p>"You'll get that all right," said Drouet. "What's the use worrying  
right now? Get yourself fixed up. See the city. I won't hurt you."  
</p><p>"I know you won't," she remarked, half truthfully.  
</p><p>"Got on the new shoes, haven't you? Stick 'em out. George, they look  
fine. Put on your jacket."  
</p><p>Carrie obeyed.  
</p><p>"Say, that fits like a T, don't it?" he remarked, feeling the set of  
it at the waist and eyeing it from a few paces with real pleasure.  
"What you need now is a new skirt. Let's go to breakfast."  
</p><p>Carrie put on her hat.  
</p><p>"Where are the gloves?" he inquired.  
</p><p>"Here," she said, taking them out of the bureau drawer.  
</p><p>"Now, come on," he said.  
</p><p>Thus the first hour of misgiving was swept away.  
</p><p>It went this way on every occasion. Drouet did not leave her much  
alone. She had time for some lone wanderings, but mostly he filled her  
hours with sight-seeing. At Carson, Pirie's he bought her a nice skirt  
and shirt waist. With his money she purchased the little necessaries  
of toilet, until at last she looked quite another maiden. The mirror  
convinced her of a few things which she had long believed. She was  
pretty, yes, indeed! How nice her hat set, and weren't her eyes  
pretty. She caught her little red lip with her teeth and felt her  
first thrill of power. Drouet was so good.  
</p><p>They went to see "The Mikado" one evening, an opera which was  
hilariously popular at that time. Before going, they made off for  
the Windsor dining-room, which was in Dearborn Street, a  
considerable distance from Carrie's room. It was blowing up cold,  
and out of her window Carrie could see the western sky, still pink  
with the fading light, but steely blue at the top where it met the  
darkness. A long, thin cloud of pink hung in midair, shaped like  
some island in a far-off sea. Somehow the swaying of some dead  
branches of trees across the way brought back the picture with which  
she was familiar when she looked from their front window in December  
days at home.  
</p><p>She paused and wrung her little hands.  
</p><p>"What's the matter?" said Drouet.  
</p><p>"Oh, I don't know," she said, her lip trembling.  
</p><p>He sensed something, and slipped his arm over her shoulder,  
patting her arm.  
</p><p>"Come on," he said gently, "you're all right."  
</p><p>She turned to slip on her jacket.  
</p><p>"Better wear that boa about your throat to-night."  
</p><p>They walked north on Wabash to Adams Street and then west. The  
lights in the stores were already shining out in gushes of golden hue.  
The arc lights were sputtering overhead, and high up were the  
lighted windows of the tall office buildings. The chill wind whipped  
in and out in gusty breaths. Homeward bound, the six o'clock throng  
bumped and jostled. Light overcoats were turned up about the ears,  
hats were pulled down. Little shop-girls went fluttering by in pairs  
and fours, chattering, laughing. It was a spectacle of warm-blooded  
humanity.  
</p><p>Suddenly a pair of eyes met Carrie's in recognition. They were  
looking out from a group of poorly dressed girls. Their clothes were  
faded and loose-hanging, their jackets old, their general make-up  
shabby.  
</p><p>Carrie recognised the glance and the girl. She was one of those  
who worked at the machines in the shoe factory. The latter looked, not  
quite sure, and then turned her head and looked. Carrie felt as if  
some great tide had rolled between them. The old dress and the old  
machine came back. She actually started. Drouet didn't notice until  
Carrie bumped into a pedestrian.  
</p><p>"You must be thinking," he said.  
</p><p>They dined and went to the theatre. That spectacle pleased Carrie  
immensely. The colour and grace of it caught her eye. She had vain  
imaginings about place and power, about far-off lands and  
magnificent people. When it was over, the clatter of coaches and the  
throng of fine ladies made her stare.  
</p><p>"Wait a minute," said Drouet, holding her back in the showy foyer  
where ladies and gentlemen were moving in a social crush, skirts  
rustling, lace-covered heads nodding, white teeth showing through  
parted lips. "Let's see."  
</p><p>"Sixty-seven," the coach-caller was saying, his voice lifted in a  
sort of euphonious cry. "Sixty-seven."  
</p><p>"Isn't it fine?" said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Great," said Drouet. He was as much affected by this show of finery  
and gayety as she. He pressed her arm warmly. Once she looked up,  
her even teeth glistening through her smiling lips, her eyes alight.  
As they were moving out he whispered down to her, "You look lovely!"  
They were right where the coach-caller was swinging open a  
coach-door and ushering in two ladies.  
</p><p>"You stick to me and we'll have a coach," laughed Drouet.  
</p><p>Carrie scarcely heard, her head was so full of the swirl of life.  
</p><p>They stopped in at a restaurant for a little after-theatre lunch.  
Just a shade of a thought of the hour entered Carrie's head, but there  
was no household law to govern her now. If any habits ever had time to  
fix upon her, they would have operated here. Habits are peculiar  
things. They will drive the really non-religious mind out of bed to  
say prayers that are only a custom and not a devotion. The victim of  
habit, when he has neglected the thing which it was his custom to  
do, feels a little scratching in the brain, a little irritating  
something which comes of being out of the rut, and imagines it to be  
the prick of conscience, the still, small voice that is urging him  
ever to righteousness. If the digression is unusual enough, the drag  
of habit will be heavy enough to cause the unreasoning victim to  
return and perform the perfunctory thing. "Now, bless me," says such a  
mind, "I have done my duty," when, as a matter of fact, it has  
merely done its old, unbreakable trick once again.  
</p><p>Carrie had no excellent home principles fixed upon her. If she  
had, she would have been more consciously distressed. Now the lunch  
went off with considerable warmth. Under the influence of the varied  
occurrences, the fine, invisible passion which was emanating from  
Drouet, the food, the still unusual luxury, she relaxed and heard with  
open ears. She was again the victim of the city's hypnotic influence.  
</p><p>"Well," said Drouet at last, "we had better be going."  
</p><p>They had been dawdling over the dishes, and their eyes had  
frequently met. Carrie could not help but feel the vibration of  
force which followed, which, indeed, was his gaze. He had a way of  
touching her hand in explanation, as if to impress a fact upon her. He  
touched it now as he spoke of going.  
</p><p>They arose and went out into the street. The downtown section was  
now bare, save for a few whistling strollers, a few owl cars, a few  
open resorts whose windows were still bright. Out Wabash Avenue they  
strolled, Drouet still pouring forth his volume of small  
information. He had Carrie's arm in his, and held it closely as he  
explained. Once in a while, after some witticism, he would look  
down, and his eyes would meet hers. At last they came to the steps,  
and Carrie stood up on the first one, her head now coming even with  
his own. He took her hand and held it genially. He looked steadily  
at her as she glanced about, warmly musing.  
</p><p>At about that hour, Minnie was soundly sleeping, after a long  
evening of troubled thought. She had her elbow in an awkward  
position under her side. The muscles so held irritated a few nerves,  
and now a vague scene floated in on the drowsy mind. She fancied she  
and Carrie were somewhere beside an old coal-mine. She could see the  
tall runway and the heap of earth and coal cast out. There was a  
deep pit, into which they were looking; they could see the curious wet  
stones far down where the wall disappeared in vague shadows. An old  
basket, used for descending, was hanging there, fastened by a worn  
rope.  
</p><p>"Let's get in," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Oh, no," said Minnie.  
</p><p>"Yes, come on," said Carrie.  
</p><p>She began to pull the basket over, and now, in spite of all protest,  
she had swung over and was going down.  
</p><p>"Carrie," she called, "Carrie, come back;" but Carrie was far down  
now and the shadow had swallowed her completely.  
</p><p>She moved her arm.  
</p><p>Now the mystic scenery merged queerly and the place was by waters  
she had never seen. They were upon some board or ground or something  
that reached far out, and at the end of this was Carrie. They looked  
about, and now the thing was sinking, and Minnie heard the low sip  
of the encroaching water.  
</p><p>"Come on, Carrie," she called, but Carrie was reaching farther  
out. She seemed to recede, and now it was difficult to call to her.  
</p><p>"Carrie," she called, "Carrie," but her own voice sounded far  
away, and the strange waters were blurring everything. She came away  
suffering as though she had lost something. She was more inexpressibly  
sad than she had even been in life.  
</p><p>It was this way through many shifts of the tired brain, those  
curious phantoms of the spirit slipping in, blurring strange scenes,  
one with the other. The last one made her cry out, for Carrie was  
slipping away somewhere over a rock, and her fingers had let loose and  
she had seen her falling.  
</p><p>"Minnie! What's the matter? Here, wake up," said Hanson,  
disturbed, and shaking her by the shoulder.  
</p><p>"Wha-- what's the matter?" said Minnie, drowsily.  
</p><p>"Wake up," he said, "and turn over. You're talking in your sleep."  
  
</p><p>A week or so later Drouet strolled into Fitzgerald and Moy's, spruce  
in dress and manner.  
</p><p>"Hello, Charley," said Hurstwood, looking out from his office door.  
</p><p>Drouet strolled over and looked in upon the manager at his desk.  
</p><p>"When do you go out on the road again?" he inquired.  
</p><p>"Pretty soon," said Drouet.  
</p><p>"Haven't seen much of you this trip," said Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Well, I've been busy," said Drouet.  
</p><p>They talked some few minutes on general topics.  
</p><p>"Say," said Drouet, as if struck by a sudden idea, "I want you to  
come out some evening."  
</p><p>"Out where?" inquired Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Out to my house, of course," said Drouet, smiling.  
</p><p>Hurstwood looked up quizzically, the least suggestion of a smile  
hovering about his lips. He studied the face of Drouet in his wise  
way, and then with the demeanour of a gentleman, said: "Certainly;  
glad to."  
</p><p>"We'll have a nice game of euchre."  
</p><p>"May I bring a nice little bottle of Sec?" asked Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Certainly," said Drouet. "I'll introduce you."  
</p></div2><div2 type="chapter" n="9">   
<head>Chapter IX.  
<lb>CONVENTION'S OWN TINDER-BOX: THE EYE THAT IS GREEN  
</head>  
<p>Hurstwood's residence on the North Side, near Lincoln Park, was a  
brick building of a very popular type then, a three-story affair  
with the first floor sunk a very little below the level of the street.  
It had a large bay window bulging out from the second floor, and was  
graced in front by a small grassy plot, twenty-five feet wide and  
ten feet deep. There was also a small rear yard, walled in by the  
fences of the neighbours and holding a stable where he kept his  
horse and trap.  
</p><p>The ten rooms of the house were occupied by himself, his wife Julia,  
and his son and daughter, George, Jr., and Jessica. There were besides  
these a maid-servant, represented from time to time by girls of  
various extraction, for Mrs. Hurstwood was not always easy to please.  
</p><p>"George, I let Mary go yesterday," was not an unfrequent  
salutation at the dinner table.  
</p><p>"All right," was his only reply. He had long since wearied of  
discussing the rancorous subject.  
</p><p>A lovely home atmosphere is one of the flowers of the world, than  
which there is nothing more tender, nothing more delicate, nothing  
more calculated to make strong and just the natures cradled and  
nourished within it. Those who have never experienced such a  
beneficent influence will not understand wherefore the tear springs  
glistening to the eyelids at some strange breath in lovely music.  
The mystic chords which bind and thrill the heart of the nation,  
they will never know.  
</p><p>Hurstwood's residence could scarcely be said to be infused with this  
home spirit. It lacked that toleration and regard without which the  
home is nothing. There was fine furniture, arranged as soothingly as  
the artistic perception of the occupants warranted. There were soft  
rugs, rich, upholstered chairs and divans, a grand piano, a marble  
carving of some unknown Venus by some unknown artist, and a number  
of small bronzes gathered from heaven knows where, but generally  
sold by the large furniture houses along with everything else which  
goes to make the "perfectly appointed house."  
</p><p>In the dining-room stood a sideboard laden with glistening decanters  
and other utilities and ornaments in glass, the arrangement of which  
could not be questioned. Here was something Hurstwood knew about. He  
had studied the subject for years in his business. He took no little  
satisfaction in telling each Mary, shortly after she arrived,  
something of what the art of the thing required. He was not  
garrulous by any means. On the contrary, there was a fine reserve in  
his manner toward the entire domestic economy of his life which was  
all that is comprehended by the popular term, gentlemanly. He would  
not argue, he would not talk freely. In his manner was something of  
the dogmatist. What he could not correct, he would ignore. There was a  
tendency in him to walk away from the impossible thing.  
</p><p>There was a time when he had been considerably enamoured of his  
Jessica, especially when he was younger and more confined in his  
success. Now, however, in her seventeenth year, Jessica had  
developed a certain amount of reserve and independence which was not  
inviting to the richest form of parental devotion. She was in the high  
school, and had notions of life which were decidedly those of a  
patrician. She liked nice clothes and urged for them constantly.  
Thoughts of love and elegant individual establishments were running in  
her head. She met girls at the high school whose parents were truly  
rich and whose fathers had standing locally as partners or owners of  
solid businesses. These girls gave themselves the airs befitting the  
thriving domestic establishments from whence they issued. They were  
the only ones of the school about whom Jessica concerned herself.  
</p><p>Young Hurstwood, Jr., was in his twentieth year, and was already  
connected in a promising capacity with a large real estate firm. He  
contributed nothing for the domestic expenses of the family, but was  
thought to be saving his money to invest in real estate. He had some  
ability, considerable vanity, and a love of pleasure that had not,  
as yet, infringed upon his duties, whatever they were. He came in  
and went out, pursuing his own plans and fancies, addressing a few  
words to his mother occasionally, relating some little incident to his  
father, but for the most part confining himself to those  
generalities with which most conversation concerns itself. He was  
not laying bare his desires for any one to see. He did not find any  
one in the house who particularly cared to see.  
</p><p>Mrs. Hurstwood was the type of the woman who has ever endeavoured to  
shine and has been more or less chagrined at the evidences of superior  
capability in this direction elsewhere. Her knowledge of life extended  
to that little conventional round of society of which she was not-- but  
longed to be-- a member. She was not without realisation already that  
this thing was impossible, so far as she was concerned. For her  
daughter, she hoped better things. Through Jessica she might rise a  
little. Through George, Jr.'s, possible success she might draw to  
herself the privilege of pointing proudly. Even Hurstwood was doing  
well enough, and she was anxious that his small real estate adventures  
should prosper. His property holdings, as yet, were rather small,  
but his income was pleasing and his position with Fitzgerald and Moy  
was fixed. Both those gentlemen were on pleasant and rather informal  
terms with him.  
</p><p>The atmosphere which such personalities would create must be  
apparent to all. It worked out in a thousand little conversations, all  
of which were of the same calibre.  
</p><p>"I'm going up to Fox Lake to-morrow," announced George. Jr., at  
the dinner table one Friday evening.  
</p><p>"What's going on up there?" queried Mrs. Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Eddie Fahrway's got a new steam launch, and he wants me to come  
up and see how it works."  
</p><p>"How much did it cost him?" asked his mother.  
</p><p>"Oh, over two thousand dollars. He says it's a dandy."  
</p><p>"Old Fahrway must be making money," put in Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"He is, I guess. Jack told me they were shipping Vega-cura to  
Australia now-- said they sent a whole box to Cape Town last week."  
</p><p>"Just think of that!" said Mrs. Hurstwood, "and only four years  
ago they had that basement in Madison Street."  
</p><p>"Jack told me they were going to put up a six-story building next  
spring in Robey Street."  
</p><p>"Just think of that!" said Jessica.  
</p><p>On this particular occasion Hurstwood wished to leave early.  
</p><p>"I guess I'll be going down town," he remarked, rising.  
</p><p>"Are we going to McVicker's Monday?" questioned Mrs. Hurstwood,  
without rising.  
</p><p>"Yes," he said indifferently.  
</p><p>They went on dining, while he went upstairs for his hat and coat.  
Presently the door clicked.  
</p><p>"I guess papa's gone," said Jessica.  
</p><p>The latter's school news was of a particular stripe.  
</p><p>"They're going to give a performance in the Lyceum, upstairs," she  
reported one day, "and I'm going to be in it."  
</p><p>"Are you?" said her mother.  
</p><p>"Yes, and I'll have to have a new dress. Some of the nicest girls in  
the school are going to be in it. Miss Palmer is going to take the  
part of Portia."  
</p><p>"Is she?" said Mrs. Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"They've got that Martha Griswold in it again. She thinks she can  
act."  
</p><p>"Her family doesn't amount to anything, does it?" said Mrs.  
Hurstwood sympathetically. "They haven't anything, have they?"  
</p><p>"No," returned Jessica, "they're poor as church mice."  
</p><p>She distinguished very carefully between the young boys of the  
school, many of whom were attracted by her beauty.  
</p><p>"What do you think?" she remarked to her mother one evening; "that  
Herbert Crane tried to make friends with me."  
</p><p>"Who is he, my dear?" inquired Mrs. Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Oh, no one," said Jessica, pursing her pretty lips. "He's just a  
student there. He hasn't anything."  
</p><p>The other half of this picture came when young Blyford, son of  
Blyford, the soap manufacturer, walked home with her. Mrs. Hurstwood  
was on the third floor, sitting in a rocking-chair reading, and  
happened to look out at the time.  
</p><p>"Who was that with you, Jessica?" she inquired, as Jessica came  
upstairs.  
</p><p>"It's Mr. Blyford, mamma," she replied.  
</p><p>"Is it?" said Mrs. Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Yes, and he wants me to stroll over into the park with him,"  
explained Jessica, a little flushed with running up the stairs.  
</p><p>"All right, my dear," said Mrs. Hurstwood. "Don't be gone long."  
</p><p>As the two went down the street, she glanced interestedly out of the  
window. It was a most satisfactory spectacle indeed, most  
satisfactory.  
</p><p>In this atmosphere Hurstwood had moved for a number of years, not  
thinking deeply concerning it. His was not the order of nature to  
trouble for something better, unless the better was immediately and  
sharply contrasted. As it was, he received and gave, irritated  
sometimes by the little displays of selfish indifference, pleased at  
times by some show of finery which supposedly made for dignity and  
social distinction. The life of the resort which he managed was his  
life. There he spent most of his time. When he went home evenings  
the house looked nice. With rare exceptions the meals were acceptable,  
being the kind that an ordinary servant can arrange. In part, he was  
interested in the talk of his son and daughter, who always looked  
well. The vanity of Mrs. Hurstwood caused her to keep her person  
rather showily arrayed, but to Hurstwood this was much better than  
plainness. There was no love lost between them. There was no great  
feeling of dissatisfaction. Her opinion on any subject was not  
startling. They did not talk enough together to come to the argument  
of any one point. In the accepted and popular phrase, she had her  
ideas and he had his. Once in a while he would meet a woman whose  
youth, sprightliness, and humour would make his wife seem rather  
deficient by contrast, but the temporary dissatisfaction which such an  
encounter might arouse would be counterbalanced by his social position  
and a certain matter of policy. He could not complicate his home life,  
because it might affect his relations with his employers. They  
wanted no scandals. A man, to hold his position, must have a dignified  
manner, a clean record, a respectable home anchorage. Therefore he was  
circumspect in all he did, and whenever he appeared in the public ways  
in the afternoon, or on Sunday, it was with his wife, and sometimes  
his children. He would visit the local resorts, or those near by in  
Wisconsin, and spend a few stiff, polished days strolling about  
conventional places doing conventional things. He knew the need of it.  
</p><p>When some one of the many middle-class individuals whom he knew, who  
had money, would get into trouble, he would shake his head. It  
didn't do to talk about those things. If it came up for discussion  
among such friends as with him passed for close, he would deprecate  
the folly of the thing. "It was all right to do it-- all men do those  
things-- but why wasn't he careful? A man can't be too careful." He  
lost sympathy for the man that made a mistake and was found out.  
</p><p>On this account he still devoted some time to showing his wife  
about-- time which would have been wearisome indeed if it had not  
been for the people he would meet and the little enjoyments which  
did not depend upon her presence or absence. He watched her with  
considerable curiosity at times, for she was still attractive in a way  
and men looked at her. She was affable, vain, subject to flattery, and  
this combination, he knew quite well, might produce a tragedy in a  
woman of her home position. Owing to his order of mind, his confidence  
in the sex was not great. His wife never possessed the virtues which  
would win the confidence and admiration of a man of his nature. As  
long as she loved him vigorously he could see how confidence could be,  
but when that was no longer the binding chain-- well, something might  
happen.  
</p><p>During the last year or two the expenses of the family seemed a  
large thing. Jessica wanted fine clothes, and Mrs. Hurstwood, not to  
be outshone by her daughter, also frequently enlivened her apparel.  
Hurstwood had said nothing in the past, but one day he murmured.  
</p><p>"Jessica must have a new dress this month," said Mrs. Hurstwood  
one morning.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was arraying himself in one of his perfection vests before  
the glass at the time.  
</p><p>"I thought she just bought one," he said.  
</p><p>"That was just something for evening wear," returned his wife  
complacently.  
</p><p>"It seems to me," returned Hurstwood, "that she's spending a good  
deal for dresses of late."  
</p><p>"Well, she's going out more," concluded his wife, but the tone of  
his voice impressed her as containing something she had not heard  
there before.  
</p><p>He was not a man who travelled much, but when he did, he had been  
accustomed to take her along. On one occasion recently a local  
aldermanic junket had been arranged to visit Philadelphia-- a junket  
that was to last ten days. Hurstwood had been invited.  
</p><p>"Nobody knows us down there," said one, a gentleman whose face was a  
slight improvement over gross ignorance and sensuality. He always wore  
a silk hat of most imposing proportions. "We can have a good time."  
His left eye moved with just the semblance of a wink. "You want to  
come along, George."  
</p><p>The next day Hurstwood announced his intention to his wife.  
</p><p>"I'm going away, Julia," he said, "for a few days."  
</p><p>"Where?" she asked, looking up.  
</p><p>"To Philadelphia, on business."  
</p><p>She looked at him consciously, expecting something else.  
</p><p>"I'll have to leave you behind this time."  
</p><p>"All right," she replied, but he could see that she was thinking  
that it was a curious thing. Before he went she asked him a few more  
questions, and that irritated him. He began to feel that she was a  
disagreeable attachment.  
</p><p>On this trip he enjoyed himself thoroughly, and when it was over  
he was sorry to get back. He was not willingly a prevaricator, and  
hated thoroughly to make explanations concerning it. The whole  
incident was glossed over with general remarks, but Mrs. Hurstwood  
gave the subject considerable thought. She drove out more, dressed  
better, and attended theatres freely to make up for it.  
</p><p>Such an atmosphere could hardly come under the category of home  
life. It ran along by force of habit, by force of conventional  
opinion. With the lapse of time it must necessarily become dryer and  
dryer-- must eventually be tinder, easily lighted and destroyed.  
</p></div2><div2 type="chapter" n="10">   
<head>Chapter X.  
<lb>THE COUNSEL OF WINTER: FORTUNE'S AMBASSADOR CALLS  
</head>  
<p>In the light of the world's attitude toward woman and her duties,  
the nature of Carrie's mental state deserves consideration. Actions  
such as hers are measured by an arbitrary scale. Society possesses a  
conventional standard whereby it judges all things. All men should  
be good, all women virtuous. Wherefore, villain, hast thou failed?  
</p><p>For all the liberal analysis of Spencer and our modern  
naturalistic philosophers, we have but an infantile perception of  
morals. There is more in the subject than mere conformity to a law  
of evolution. It is yet deeper than conformity to things of earth  
alone. It is more involved than we, as yet, perceive. Answer, first,  
why the heart thrills; explain wherefore some plaintive note goes  
wandering about the world, undying; make clear the rose's subtle  
alchemy evolving its ruddy lamp in light and rain. In the essence of  
these facts lie the first principles of morals.  
</p><p>"Oh," thought Drouet, "how delicious is my conquest."  
</p><p>"Ah," thought Carrie, with mournful misgivings, "what is it I have  
lost?"  
</p><p>Before this world-old proposition we stand, serious, interested,  
confused; endeavouring to evolve the true theory of morals-- the true  
answer to what is right.  
</p><p>In the view of a certain stratum of society, Carrie was  
comfortably established-- in the eyes of the starveling, beaten by  
every wind and gusty sheet of rain, she was safe in a halcyon harbour.  
Drouet had taken three rooms, furnished, in Ogden Place, facing  
Union Park, on the West Side. That was a little, green-carpeted  
breathing spot, than which, to-day, there is nothing more beautiful in  
Chicago. It afforded a vista pleasant to contemplate. The best room  
looked out upon the lawn of the park, now sear and brown, where a  
little lake lay sheltered. Over the bare limbs of the trees, which now  
swayed in the wintry wind, rose the steeple of the Union Park  
Congregational Church, and far off the towers of several others.  
</p><p>The rooms were comfortably enough furnished. There was a good  
Brussels carpet on the floor, rich in dull red and lemon shades, and  
representing large jardinieres filled with gorgeous, impossible  
flowers. There was a large pier-glass mirror between the two  
windows. A large, soft, green, plush-covered couch occupied one  
corner, and several rocking-chairs were set about. Some pictures,  
several rugs, a few small pieces of bric-a-brac, and the tale of  
contents is told.  
</p><p>In the bedroom, off the front room, was Carrie's trunk, bought by  
Drouet, and in the wardrobe built into the wall quite an array of  
clothing-- more than she had ever possessed before, and of very  
becoming designs. There was a third room for possible use as a  
kitchen, where Drouet had Carrie establish a little portable gas stove  
for the preparation of small lunches, oysters, Welsh rarebits, and the  
like, of which he was exceedingly fond; and, lastly, a bath. The whole  
place was cosey, in that it was lighted by gas and heated by furnace  
registers, possessing also a small grate, set with an asbestos back, a  
method of cheerful warming which was then first coming into use. By  
her industry and natural love of order, which now developed, the place  
maintained an air pleasing in the extreme.  
</p><p>Here, then, was Carrie, established in a pleasant fashion, free of  
certain difficulties which most ominously confronted her, laden with  
many new ones which were of a mental order, and altogether so turned  
about in all of her earthly relationships that she might well have  
been a new and different individual. She looked into her glass and saw  
a prettier Carrie than she had seen before; she looked into her  
mind, a mirror prepared of her own and the world's opinions, and saw a  
worse. Between these two images she wavered, hesitating which to  
believe.  
</p><p>"My, but you're a little beauty," Drouet was wont to exclaim to her.  
</p><p>She would look at him with large, pleased eyes.  
</p><p>"You know it, don't you?" he would continue.  
</p><p>"Oh, I don't know," she would reply, feeling delight in the fact  
that one should think so, hesitating to believe, though she really  
did, that she was vain enough to think so much of herself.  
</p><p>Her conscience, however, was not a Drouet, interested to praise.  
There she heard a different voice, with which she argued, pleaded,  
excused. It was no just and sapient counsellor, in its last  
analysis. It was only an average little conscience, a thing which  
represented the world, her past environment, habit, convention, in a  
confused way. With it, the voice of the people was truly the voice  
of God.  
</p><p>"Oh, thou failure!" said the voice.  
</p><p>"Why?" she questioned.  
</p><p>"Look at those about," came the whispered answer. "Look at those who  
are good. How would they scorn to do what you have done. Look at the  
good girls; how will they draw away from such as you when they know  
you have been weak. You had not tried before you failed."  
</p><p>It was when Carrie was alone, looking out across the park, that  
she would be listening to this. It would come infrequently-- when  
something else did not interfere, when the pleasant side was not too  
apparent, when Drouet was not there. It was somewhat clear in  
utterance at first, but never wholly convincing. There was always an  
answer, always the December days threatened. She was alone; she was  
desireful; she was fearful of the whistling wind. The voice of want  
made answer for her.  
</p><p>Once the bright days of summer pass by, a city takes on that  
sombre garb of grey, wrapt in which it goes about its labours during  
the long winter. Its endless buildings look grey, its sky and its  
streets assume a sombre hue; the scattered, leafless trees and  
wind-blown dust and paper but add to the general solemnity of  
colour. There seems to be something in the chill breezes which  
scurry through the long, narrow thoroughfares productive of rueful  
thoughts. Not poets alone, nor artists, nor that superior order of  
mind which arrogates to itself all refinement, feel this, but dogs and  
all men. These feel as much as the poet, though they have not the same  
power of expression. The sparrow upon the wire, the cat in the  
doorway, the dray horse tugging his weary load, feel the long, keen  
breaths of winter. It strikes to the heart of all life, animate and  
inanimate. If it were not for the artificial fires of merriment, the  
rush of profit-seeking trade, and pleasure-selling amusements; if  
the various merchants failed to make the customary display within  
and without their establishments; if our streets were not strung  
with signs of gorgeous hues and thronged with hurrying purchasers,  
we would quickly discover how firmly the chill hand of winter lays  
upon the heart; how dispiriting are the days during which the sun  
withholds a portion of our allowance of light and warmth. We are  
more dependent upon these things than is often thought. We are insects  
produced by heat, and pass without it.  
</p><p>In the drag of such a grey day the secret voice would reassert  
itself, feebly and more feebly.  
</p><p>Such mental conflict was not always uppermost. Carrie was not by any  
means a gloomy soul. More, she had not the mind to get firm hold  
upon a definite truth. When she could not find her way out of the  
labyrinth of ill-logic which thought upon the subject created, she  
would turn away entirely.  
</p><p>Drouet, all the time, was conducting himself in a model way for  
one of his sort. He took her about a great deal, spent money upon her,  
and when he travelled took her with him. There were times when she  
would be alone for two or three days, while he made the shorter  
circuits of his business, but, as a rule, she saw a great deal of him.  
</p><p>"Say, Carrie," he said one morning, shortly after they had so  
established themselves, "I've invited my friend Hurstwood to come  
out some day and spend the evening with us."  
</p><p>"Who is he?" asked Carrie, doubtfully.  
</p><p>"Oh, he's a nice man. He's manager of Fitzgerald and Moy's."  
</p><p>"What's that?" said Carrie.  
</p><p>"The finest resort in town. It's a way-up, swell place."  
</p><p>Carrie puzzled a moment. She was wondering what Drouet had told him,  
what her attitude would be.  
</p><p>"That's all right," said Drouet, feeling her thought. "He doesn't  
know anything. You're Mrs. Drouet now."  
</p><p>There was something about this which struck Carrie as slightly  
inconsiderate. She could see that Drouet did not have the keenest  
sensibilities.  
</p><p>"Why don't we get married?" she inquired, thinking of the voluble  
promises he had made.  
</p><p>"Well, we will," he said, "just as soon as I get this little deal of  
mine closed up."  
</p><p>He was referring to some property which he said he had, and which  
required so much attention, adjustment, and what not, that somehow  
or other it interfered with his free moral, personal actions.  
</p><p>"Just as soon as I get back from my Denver trip in January we'll  
do it."  
</p><p>Carrie accepted this as basis for hope-- it was a sort of salve to  
her conscience, a pleasant way out. Under the circumstances, things  
would be righted. Her actions would be justified.  
</p><p>She really was not enamoured of Drouet. She was more clever than he.  
In a dim way, she was beginning to see where he lacked. If it had  
not been for this, if she had not been able to measure and judge him  
in a way, she would have been worse off than she was. She would have  
adored him. She would have been utterly wretched in her fear of not  
gaining his affection, of losing his interest, of being swept away and  
left without an anchorage. As it was, she wavered a little, slightly  
anxious, at first, to gain him completely, but later feeling at ease  
in waiting. She was not exactly sure what she thought of him-- what she  
wanted to do.  
</p><p>When Hurstwood called, she met a man who was more clever than Drouet  
in a hundred ways. He paid that peculiar deference to women which  
every member of the sex appreciates. He was not overawed, he was not  
overbold. His great charm was attentiveness. Schooled in winning those  
birds of fine feather among his own sex, the merchants and  
professionals who visited his resort, he could use even greater tact  
when endeavouring to prove agreeable to some one who charmed him. In a  
pretty woman of any refinement of feeling whatsoever he found his  
greatest incentive. He was mild, placid, assured, giving the  
impression that he wished to be of service only-- to do something which  
would make the lady more pleased.  
</p><p>Drouet had ability in this line himself when the game was worth  
the candle, but he was too much the egotist to reach the polish  
which Hurstwood possessed. He was too buoyant, too full of ruddy life,  
too assured. He succeeded with many who were not quite schooled in the  
art of love. He failed dismally where the woman was slightly  
experienced and possessed innate refinement. In the case of Carrie  
he found a woman who was all of the latter, but none of the former. He  
was lucky in the fact that opportunity tumbled into his lap, as it  
were. A few years later, with a little more experience, the  
slightest tide of success, and he had not been able to approach Carrie  
at all.  
</p><p>"You ought to have a piano here, Drouet," said Hurstwood, smiling at  
Carrie, on the evening in question, "so that your wife could play."  
</p><p>Drouet had not thought of that.  
</p><p>"So we ought," he observed readily.  
</p><p>"Oh, I don't play," ventured Carrie.  
</p><p>"It isn't very difficult," returned Hurstwood. "You could do very  
well in a few weeks."  
</p><p>He was in the best form for entertaining this evening. His clothes  
were particularly new and rich in appearance. The coat lapels stood  
out with that medium stiffness which excellent cloth possesses. The  
vest was of a rich Scotch plaid, set with a double row of round  
mother-of-pearl buttons. His cravat was a shiny combination of  
silken threads, not loud, not inconspicuous. What he wore did not  
strike the eye so forcibly as that which Drouet had on, but Carrie  
could see the elegance of the material. Hurstwood's shoes were of  
soft, black calf, polished only to a dull shine. Drouet wore patent  
leather, but Carrie could not help feeling that there was a  
distinction in favour of the soft leather, where all else was so rich.  
She noticed these things almost unconsciously. They were things  
which would naturally flow from the situation. She was used to  
Drouet's appearance.  
</p><p>"Suppose we have a little game of euchre?" suggested Hurstwood,  
after a light round of conversation. He was rather dexterous in  
avoiding everything that would suggest that he knew anything of  
Carrie's past. He kept away from personalities altogether, and  
confined himself to those things which did not concern individuals  
at all. By his manner, he put Carrie at her ease, and by his deference  
and pleasantries he amused her. He pretended to be seriously  
interested in all she said.  
</p><p>"I don't know how to play," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Charlie, you are neglecting a part of your duty," he observed to  
Drouet most affably. "Between us, though," he went on, "we can show  
you."  
</p><p>By his tact he made Drouet feel that he admired his choice. There  
was something in his manner that showed that he was pleased to be  
there. Drouet felt really closer to him than ever before. It gave  
him more respect for Carrie. Her appearance came into a new light,  
under Hurstwood's appreciation. The situation livened considerably.  
</p><p>"Now, let me see," said Hurstwood, looking over Carrie's shoulder  
very deferentially. "What have you?" He studied for a moment.  
"That's rather good," he said.  
</p><p>"You're lucky. Now, I'll show you how to trounce your husband. You  
take my advice."  
</p><p>"Here," said Drouet, "if you two are going to scheme together, I  
won't stand a ghost of a show. Hurstwood's a regular sharp."  
</p><p>"No, it's your wife. She brings me luck. Why shouldn't she win?"  
</p><p>Carrie looked gratefully at Hurstwood, and smiled at Drouet. The  
former took the air of a mere friend. He was simply there to enjoy  
himself. Anything that Carrie did was pleasing to him, nothing more.  
</p><p>"There," he said, holding back one of his own good cards, and giving  
Carrie a chance to take a trick. "I count that clever playing for a  
beginner."  
</p><p>The latter laughed gleefully as she saw the hand coming her way.  
It was as if she were invincible when Hurstwood helped her.  
</p><p>He did not look at her often. When he did, it was with a mild  
light in his eye. Not a shade was there of anything save geniality and  
kindness. He took back the shifty, clever gleam, and replaced it  
with one of innocence. Carrie could not guess but that it was pleasure  
with him in the immediate thing. She felt that he considered she was  
doing a great deal.  
</p><p>"It's unfair to let such playing go without earning something," he  
said after a time, slipping his finger into the little coin pocket  
of his coat. "Let's play for dimes."  
</p><p>"All right," said Drouet, fishing for bills.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was quicker. His fingers were full of new ten-cent pieces.  
"Here we are," he said, supplying each one with a little stack.  
</p><p>"Oh, this is gambling," smiled Carrie. "It's bad."  
</p><p>"No," said Drouet, "only fun. If you never play for more than  
that, you will go to Heaven."  
</p><p>"Don't you moralise," said Hurstwood to Carrie gently, "until you  
see what becomes of the money."  
</p><p>Drouet smiled.  
</p><p>"If your husband gets them, he'll tell you how bad it is."  
</p><p>Drouet laughed loud.  
</p><p>There was such an ingratiating tone about Hurstwood's voice, the  
insinuation was so perceptible that even Carrie got the humour of it.  
</p><p>"When do you leave?" said Hurstwood to Drouet.  
</p><p>"On Wednesday," he replied.  
</p><p>"It's rather hard to have your husband running about like that,  
isn't it?" said Hurstwood, addressing Carrie.  
</p><p>"She's going along with me this time," said Drouet.  
</p><p>"You must both go with me to the theatre before you go."  
</p><p>"Certainly," said Drouet, "Eh, Carrie?"  
</p><p>"I'd like it ever so much," she replied.  
</p><p>Hurstwood did his best to see that Carrie won the money. He rejoiced  
in her success, kept counting her winnings, and finally gathered and  
put them in her extended hand. They spread a little lunch, at which he  
served the wine, and afterwards he used fine tact in going.  
</p><p>"Now," he said, addressing first Carrie and then Drouet with his  
eyes, "you must be ready at 7:30. I'll come and get you."  
</p><p>They went with him to the door and there was his cab waiting, its  
red lamps gleaming cheerfully in the shadow.  
</p><p>"Now," he observed to Drouet, with a tone of good-fellowship,  
"when you leave your wife alone, you must let me show her around a  
little. It will break up her loneliness."  
</p><p>"Sure," said Drouet, quite pleased at the attention shown.  
</p><p>"You're so kind," observed Carrie.  
</p><p>"Not at all," said Hurstwood, "I would want your husband to do as  
much for me."  
</p><p>He smiled and went lightly away. Carrie was thoroughly impressed.  
She had never come in contact with such grace. As for Drouet, he was  
equally pleased.  
</p><p>"There's a nice man," he remarked to Carrie, as they returned to  
their cosey chamber. "A good friend of mine, too."  
</p><p>"He seems to be," said Carrie.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="11">   
<head>Chapter XI.  
<lb>THE PERSUASION OF FASHION: FEELING GUARDS O'ER ITS OWN  
</head>  
<p>Carrie was an apt student of fortune's ways-- of fortune's  
superficialities. Seeing a thing, she would immediately set to  
inquiring how she would look, properly related to it. Be it known that  
this is not fine feeling, it is not wisdom. The greatest minds are not  
so afflicted; and, on the contrary the lowest order of mind is not  
so disturbed. Fine clothes to her were a vast persuasion; they spoke  
tenderly and Jesuitically for themselves. When she came within earshot  
of their pleading, desire in her bent a willing ear. The voice of  
the so-called inanimate! Who shall translate for us the language of  
the stones?  
</p><p>"My dear," said the lace collar she secured from Partridge's, "I fit  
you beautifully; don't give me up."  
</p><p>"Ah, such little feet," said the leather of the soft new shoes; "how  
effectively I cover them. What a pity they should ever want my aid."  
</p><p>Once these things were in her hand, on her person, she might dream  
of giving them up; the method by which they came might intrude  
itself so forcibly that she would ache to be rid of the thought of it,  
but she would not give them up. "Put on the old clothes-- that torn  
pair of shoes," was called to her by her conscience in vain. She could  
possibly have conquered the fear of hunger and gone back; the  
thought of hard work and a narrow round of suffering would, under  
the last pressure of conscience, have yielded, but spoil her  
appearance?-- be old-clothed and poor-appearing?-- never!  
</p><p>Drouet heightened her opinion on this and allied subjects in such  
a manner as to weaken her power of resisting their influence. It is so  
easy to do this when the thing opined is in the line of what we  
desire. In his hearty way, he insisted upon her good looks. He  
looked at her admiringly, and she took it at its full value. Under the  
circumstances, she did not need to carry herself as pretty women do.  
She picked that knowledge up fast enough for herself. Drouet had a  
habit, characteristic of his kind, of looking after stylishly  
dressed or pretty women on the street and remarking upon them. He  
had just enough of the feminine love of dress to be a good judge--  
not of intellect, but of clothes. He saw how they set their little  
feet, how they carried their chins, with what grace and sinuosity they  
swung their bodies. A dainty, self-conscious swaying of the hips by  
a woman was to him as alluring as the glint of rare wine to a toper.  
He would turn and follow the disappearing vision with his eyes. He  
would thrill as a child with the unhindered passion that was in him.  
He loved the thing that women love in themselves, grace. At this,  
their own shrine, he knelt with them, an ardent devotee.  
</p><p>"Did you see that woman who went by just now?" he said to Carrie  
on the first day they took a walk together. "Fine stepper, wasn't  
she?"  
</p><p>Carrie looked, and observed the grace commended.  
</p><p>"Yes, she is," she returned, cheerfully, a little suggestion of  
possible defect in herself awakening in her mind. If that was so fine,  
she must look at it more closely. Instinctively, she felt a desire  
to imitate it. Surely she could do that too.  
</p><p>When one of her mind sees many things emphasized and reemphasized  
and admired, she gathers the logic of it and applies accordingly.  
Drouet was not shrewd enough to see that this was not tactful. He  
could not see that it would be better to make her feel that she was  
competing with herself, not others better than herself. He would not  
have done it with an older, wiser woman, but in Carrie he saw only the  
novice. Less clever than she, he was naturally unable to comprehend  
her sensibility. He went on educating and wounding her, a thing rather  
foolish in one whose admiration for his pupil and victim was apt to  
grow.  
</p><p>Carrie took the instructions affably. She saw what Drouet liked;  
in a vague way she saw where he was weak. It lessens a woman's opinion  
of a man when she learns that his admiration is so pointedly and  
generously distributed. She sees but one object of supreme  
compliment in this world, and that is herself. If a man is to  
succeed with many women, he must be all in all to each.  
</p><p>In her own apartments Carrie saw things which were lessons in the  
same school.  
</p><p>In the same house with her lived an official of one of the theatres,  
Mr. Frank A. Hale, manager of the Standard, and his wife, a  
pleasing-looking brunette of thirty-five. They were people of a sort  
very common in America today, who live respectably from hand to mouth.  
Hale received a salary of forty-five dollars a week. His wife, quite  
attractive, affected the feeling of youth, and objected to that sort  
of home life which means the care of a house and the raising of a  
family. Like Drouet and Carrie, they also occupied three rooms on  
the floor above.  
</p><p>Not long after she arrived Mrs. Hale established social relations  
with her, and together they went about. For a long time this was her  
only companionship, and the gossip of the manager's wife formed the  
medium through which she saw the world. Such trivialities, such  
praises of wealth, such conventional expression of morals as sifted  
through this passive creature's mind, fell upon Carrie and for the  
while confused her.  
</p><p>On the other hand, her own feelings were a corrective influence. The  
constant drag to something better was not to be denied. By those  
things which address the heart was she steadily recalled. In the  
apartments across the hall were a young girl and her mother. They were  
from Evansville, Indiana, the wife and daughter of a railroad  
treasurer. The daughter was here to study music, the mother to keep  
her company.  
</p><p>Carrie did not make their acquaintance, but she saw the daughter  
coming in and going out. A few times she had seen her at the piano  
in the parlour, and not infrequently had heard her play. This young  
woman was particularly dressy for her station, and wore a jewelled  
ring or two which flashed upon her white fingers as she played.  
</p><p>Now Carrie was affected by music. Her nervous composition  
responded to certain strains, much as certain strings of a harp  
vibrate when a corresponding key of a piano is struck. She was  
delicately moulded in sentiment, and answered with vague ruminations  
to certain wistful chords. They awoke longings for those things  
which she did not have. They caused her to cling closer to things  
she possessed. One short song the young lady played in a most  
soulful and tender mood. Carrie heard it through the open door from  
the parlour below. It was at that hour between afternoon and night  
when, for the idle, the wanderer, things are apt to take on a  
wistful aspect. The mind wanders forth on far journeys and returns  
with sheaves of withered and departed joys. Carrie sat at her window  
looking out. Drouet had been away since ten in the morning. She had  
amused herself with a walk, a book by Bertha M. Clay which Drouet  
had left there, though she did not wholly enjoy the latter, and by  
changing her dress for the evening. Now she sat looking out across the  
park as wistful and depressed as the nature which craves variety and  
life can be under such circumstances. As she contemplated her new  
state, the strain from the parlour below stole upward. With it her  
thoughts became coloured and enmeshed. She reverted to the things  
which were best and saddest within the small limit of her  
experience. She became for the moment a repentant.  
</p><p>While she was in this mood Drouet came in, bringing with him an  
entirely different atmosphere. It was dusk and Carrie had neglected to  
light the lamp. The fire in the grate, too, had burned low.  
</p><p>"Where are you, Cad?" he said, using a pet name he had given her.  
</p><p>"Here," she answered.  
</p><p>There was something delicate and lonely in her voice, but he could  
not hear it. He had not the poetry in him that would seek a woman  
out under such circumstances and console her for the tragedy of  
life. Instead, he struck a match and lighted the gas.  
</p><p>"Hello," he exclaimed, "you've been crying."  
</p><p>Her eyes were still wet with a few vague tears.  
</p><p>"Pshaw," he said, "you don't want to do that."  
</p><p>He took her hand, feeling in his good-natured egotism that it was  
probably lack of his presence which had made her lonely.  
</p><p>"Come on, now," he went on; "it's all right. Let's waltz a little to  
that music."  
</p><p>He could not have introduced a more incongruous proposition. It made  
clear to Carrie that he could not sympathise with her. She could not  
have framed thoughts which would have expressed his defect or made  
clear the difference between them, but she felt it. It was his first  
great mistake.  
</p><p>What Drouet said about the girl's grace, as she tripped out evenings  
accompanied by her mother, caused Carrie to perceive the nature and  
value of those little modish ways which women adopt when they would  
presume to be something. She looked in the mirror and pursed up her  
lips, accompanying it with a little toss of the head, as she had  
seen the railroad treasurer's daughter do. She caught up her skirts  
with an easy swing, for had not Drouet remarked that in her and  
several others, and Carrie was naturally imitative. She began to get  
the hang of those little things which the pretty woman who has  
vanity invariably adopts. In short, her knowledge of grace doubled,  
and with it her appearance changed. She became a girl of  
considerable taste.  
</p><p>Drouet noticed this. He saw the new bow in her hair and the new  
way of arranging her locks which she affected one morning.  
</p><p>"You look fine that way, Cad," he said.  
</p><p>"Do I?" she replied, sweetly. It made her try for other effects that  
selfsame day.  
</p><p>She used her feet less heavily, a thing that was brought about by  
her attempting to imitate the treasurer's daughter's graceful  
carriage. How much influence the presence of that young woman in the  
same house had upon her it would be difficult to say. But, because  
of all these things, when Hurstwood called he had found a young  
woman who was much more than the Carrie to whom Drouet had first  
spoken. The primary defects of dress and manner had passed. She was  
pretty, graceful, rich in the timidity born of uncertainty, and with a  
something childlike in her large eyes which captured the fancy of this  
starched and conventional poser among men. It was the ancient  
attraction of the fresh for the stale. If there was a touch of  
appreciation left in him for the bloom and unsophistication which is  
the charm of youth, it rekindled now. He looked into her pretty face  
and felt the subtle waves of young life radiating therefrom. In that  
large clear eye he could see nothing that his blase nature could  
understand as guile. The little vanity, if he could have perceived  
it there, would have touched him as a pleasant thing.  
</p><p>"I wonder," he said, as he rode away in his cab, "how Drouet came to  
win her."  
</p><p>He gave her credit for feelings superior to Drouet at the first  
glance.  
</p><p>The cab plopped along between the far-receding lines of gas lamps on  
either hand. He folded his gloved hands and saw only the lighted  
chamber and Carrie's face. He was pondering over the delight of  
youthful beauty.  
</p><p>"I'll have a bouquet for her," he thought. "Drouet won't mind."  
</p><p>He never for a moment concealed the fact of her attraction for  
himself. He troubled himself not at all about Drouet's priority. He  
was merely floating those gossamer threads of thought which, like  
the spider's, he hoped would lay hold somewhere. He did not know, he  
could not guess, what the result would be.  
</p><p>A few weeks later Drouet, in his peregrinations, encountered one  
of his well-dressed lady acquaintances in Chicago on his return from a  
short trip to Omaha. He had intended to hurry out to Ogden Place and  
surprise Carrie, but now he fell into an interesting conversation  
and soon modified his original intention.  
</p><p>"Let's go to dinner," he said, little recking any chance meeting  
which might trouble his way.  
</p><p>"Certainly," said his companion.  
</p><p>They visited one of the better restaurants for a social chat. It was  
five in the afternoon when they met; it was seven-thirty before the  
last bone was picked.  
</p><p>Drouet was just finishing a little incident he was relating, and his  
face was expanding into a smile, when Hurstwood's eye caught his  
own. The latter had come in with several friends, and, seeing Drouet  
and some woman, not Carrie, drew his own conclusion.  
</p><p>"Ah, the rascal," he thought, and then, with a touch of righteous  
sympathy, "that's pretty hard on the little girl."  
</p><p>Drouet jumped from one easy thought to another as he caught  
Hurstwood's eye. He felt but very little misgiving, until he saw  
that Hurstwood was cautiously pretending not to see. Then some of  
the latter's impression forced itself upon him. He thought of Carrie  
and their last meeting. By George, he would have to explain this to  
Hurstwood. Such a chance half-hour with an old friend must not have  
anything more attached to it than it really warranted.  
</p><p>For the first time he was troubled. Here was a moral complication of  
which he could not possibly get the ends. Hurstwood would laugh at him  
for being a fickle boy. He would laugh with Hurstwood. Carrie would  
never hear, his present companion at table would never know, and yet  
he could not help feeling that he was getting the worst of it-- there  
was some faint stigma attached, and he was not guilty. He broke up the  
dinner by becoming dull, and saw his companion on her car. Then he  
went home.  
</p><p>"He hasn't talked to me about any of these later flames," thought  
Hurstwood to himself. "He thinks I think he cares for the girl out  
there."  
</p><p>"He ought not to think I'm knocking around, since I have just  
introduced him out there," thought Drouet.  
</p><p>"I saw you," Hurstwood said, genially, the next time Drouet  
drifted in to his polished resort, from which he could not stay  
away. He raised his forefinger indicatively, as parents do to  
children.  
</p><p>"An old acquaintance of mine that I ran into just as I was coming up  
from the station," explained Drouet. "She used to be quite a beauty."  
</p><p>"Still attracts a little, eh?" returned the other, affecting to  
jest.  
</p><p>"Oh, no," said Drouet, "just couldn't escape her this time."  
</p><p>"How long are you here?" asked Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Only a few days."  
</p><p>"You must bring the girl down and take dinner with me," he said.  
"I'm afraid you keep her cooped up out there. I'll get a box for Joe  
Jefferson."  
</p><p>"Not me," answered the drummer. "Sure I'll come."  
</p><p>This pleased Hurstwood immensely. He gave Drouet no credit for any  
feelings toward Carrie whatever. He envied him, and now, as he  
looked at the well-dressed, jolly salesman, whom he so much liked, the  
gleam of the rival glowed in his eye. He began to "size up" Drouet  
from the standpoints of wit and fascination. He began to look to see  
where he was weak. There was no disputing that, whatever he might  
think of him as a good fellow, he felt a certain amount of contempt  
for him as a lover. He could hood-wink him all right. Why, if he would  
just let Carrie see one such little incident as that of Thursday, it  
would settle the matter. He ran on in thought, almost exulting, the  
while he laughed and chatted, and Drouet felt nothing. He had no power  
of analysing the glance and the atmosphere of a man like Hurstwood. He  
stood and smiled and accepted the invitation while his friend examined  
him with the eye of a hawk.  
</p><p>The object of this peculiarly involved comedy was not thinking of  
either. She was busy adjusting her thoughts and feelings to newer  
conditions, and was not in danger of suffering disturbing pangs from  
either quarter.  
</p><p>One evening Drouet found her dressing herself before the glass.  
</p><p>"Cad," said he, catching her, "I believe you're getting vain."  
</p><p>"Nothing of the kind," she returned, smiling.  
</p><p>"Well, you're mighty pretty," he went on, slipping his arm around  
her. "Put on that navy-blue dress of yours and I'll take you to the  
show."  
</p><p>"Oh, I've promised Mrs. Hale to go with her to the Exposition  
to-night," she returned, apologetically.  
</p><p>"You did, eh?" he said, studying the situation abstractedly. "I  
wouldn't care to go to that myself."  
</p><p>"Well, I don't know," answered Carrie, puzzling, but not offering to  
break her promise in his favour.  
</p><p>Just then a knock came at their door and the maid-serveant handed  
a letter in.  
</p><p>"He says there's an answer expected," she explained.  
</p><p>"It's from Hurstwood," said Drouet, noting the superscription as  
he tore it open.  
</p><p>"You are to come down and see Joe Jefferson with me tonight," it ran  
in part. "It's my turn, as we agreed the other day. All other bets are  
off."  
</p><p>"Well, what do you say to this?" asked Drouet, innocently, while  
Carrie's mind bubbled with favourable replies.  
</p><p>"You had better decide, Charlie," she said, reservedly.  
</p><p>"I guess we had better go, if you can break that engagement  
upstairs," said Drouet.  
</p><p>"Oh, I can," returned Carrie without thinking.  
</p><p>Drouet selected writing paper while Carrie went to change her dress.  
She hardly explained to herself why this latest invitation appealed to  
her most.  
</p><p>"Shall I wear my hair as I did yesterday?" she asked, as she came  
out with several articles of apparel pending.  
</p><p>"Sure," he returned, pleasantly.  
</p><p>She was relieved to see that he felt nothing. She did not credit her  
willingness to go to any fascination Hurstwood held for her. It seemed  
that the combination of Hurstwood, Drouet, and herself was more  
agreeable than anything else that had been suggested. She arrayed  
herself most carefully and they started off, extending excuses  
upstairs.  
</p><p>"I say," said Hurstwood, as they came up the theatre lobby, "we  
are exceedingly charming this evening."  
</p><p>Carrie fluttered under his approving glance.  
</p><p>"Now, then," he said, leading the way up the foyer into the theatre.  
</p><p>If ever there was dressiness it was here. It was the personification  
of the old term spick and span.  
</p><p>"Did you ever see Jefferson?" he questioned, as he leaned toward  
Carrie in the box.  
</p><p>"I never did," she returned.  
</p><p>"He's delightful, delightful," he went on, giving the commonplace  
rendition of approval which such men know. He sent Drouet after a  
programme, and then discoursed to Carrie concerning Jefferson as he  
had heard of him. The former was pleased beyond expression, and was  
really hypnotised by the environment, the trappings of the box, the  
elegance of her companion. Several times their eyes accidentally  
met, and then there poured into hers such a flood of feeling as she  
had never before experienced. She could not for the moment explain it,  
for in the next glance or the next move of the hand there was  
seeming indifference, mingled only with the kindest attention.  
</p><p>Drouet shared in the conversation, but he was almost dull in  
comparison. Hurstwood entertained them both, and now it was driven  
into Carrie's mind that here was the superior man. She instinctively  
felt that he was stronger and higher, and yet withal so simple. By the  
end of the third act she was sure that Drouet was only a kindly  
soul, but otherwise defective. He sank every moment in her  
estimation by the strong comparison.  
</p><p>"I have had such a nice time," said Carrie, when it was all over and  
they were coming out.  
</p><p>"Yes, indeed," added Drouet, who was not in the least aware that a  
battle had been fought and his defences weakened. He was like the  
Emperor of China, who sat glorying in himself, unaware that his  
fairest provinces were being wrested from him.  
</p><p>"Well, you have saved me a dreary evening," returned Hurstwood.  
"Good-night."  
</p><p>He took Carrie's little hand, and a current of feeling swept from  
one to the other.  
</p><p>"I'm so tired," said Carrie, leaning back in the car when Drouet  
began to talk.  
</p><p>"Well, you rest a little while I smoke," he said, rising, and then  
he foolishly went to the forward platform of the car and left the game  
as it stood.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="12">   
<head>Chapter XII.  
<lb>OF THE LAMPS OF THE MANSIONS: THE AMBASSADOR'S PLEA  
</head>  
<p>Mrs. Hurstwood was not aware of any of her husband's moral  
defections, though she might readily have suspected his tendencies,  
which she well understood. She was a woman upon whose action under  
provocation you could never count. Hurstwood, for one, had not the  
slightest idea of what she would do under certain circumstances. He  
had never seen her thoroughly aroused. In fact, she was not a woman  
who would fly into a passion. She had too little faith in mankind  
not to know that they were erring. She was too calculating to  
jeopardise any advantage she might gain in the way of information by  
fruitless clamour. Her wrath would never wreak itself in one fell  
blow. She would wait and brood, studying the details and adding to  
them until her power might be commensurate with her desire for  
revenge. At the same time, she would not delay to inflict any  
injury, big or little, which would wound the object of her revenge and  
still leave him uncertain as to the source of the evil. She was a  
cold, self-centered woman, with many a thought of her own which  
never found expression, not even by so much as the glint of an eye.  
</p><p>Hurstwood felt some of this in her nature, though he did not  
actually perceive it. He dwelt with her in peace and some  
satisfaction. He did not fear her in the least-- there was no cause for  
it. She still took a faint pride in him, which was augmented by her  
desire to have her social integrity maintained. She was secretly  
somewhat pleased by the fact that much of her husband's property was  
in her name, a precaution which Hurstwood had taken when his home  
interests were somewhat more alluring than at present. His wife had  
not the slightest reason to feel that anything would ever go amiss  
with their household, and yet the shadows which run before gave her  
a thought of the good of it now and then. She was in a position to  
become refractory with considerable advantage, and Hurstwood conducted  
himself circumspectly because he felt that he could not be sure of  
anything once she became dissatisfied.  
</p><p>It so happened that on the night when Hurstwood, Carrie, and  
Drouet were in the box at McVickar's, George, Jr., was in the sixth  
row of the parquet with the daughter of H. B. Carmichael, the third  
partner of a wholesale drygoods house of that city. Hurstwood did  
not see his son, for he sat, as was his wont, as far back as possible,  
leaving himself just partially visible, when he bent forward, to those  
within the first six rows in question. It was his wont to sit this way  
in every theatre-- to make his personality as inconspicuous as possible  
where it would be no advantage to him to have it otherwise.  
</p><p>He never moved but what, if there was any danger of his conduct  
being misconstrued or ill-reported, he looked carefully about him  
and counted the cost of every inch of conspicuity.  
</p><p>The next morning at breakfast his son said:  
</p><p>"I saw you, Governor, last night."  
</p><p>"Were you at McVickar's?" said Hurstwood, with the best grace in the  
world.  
</p><p>"Yes," said young George.  
</p><p>"Who with?"  
</p><p>"Miss Carmichael."  
</p><p>Mrs. Hurstwood directed an inquiring glance at her husband, but  
could not judge from his appearance whether it was any more than a  
casual look into the theatre which was referred to.  
</p><p>"How was the play?" she inquired.  
</p><p>"Very good," returned Hurstwood, "only it's the same old thing, 'Rip  
Van Winkle'."  
</p><p>"Whom did you go with?" queried his wife, with assumed indifference.  
</p><p>"Charlie Drouet and his wife. They are friends of Moy's, visiting  
here."  
</p><p>Owing to the peculiar nature of his position, such a disclosure as  
this would ordinarily create no difficulty. His wife took it for  
granted that his situation called for certain social movements in  
which she might not be included. But of late he had pleaded office  
duty on several occasions when his wife asked for his company to any  
evening entertainment. He had done so in regard to the very evening in  
question only the morning before.  
</p><p>"I thought you were going to be busy," she remarked, very carefully.  
</p><p>"So I was," he exclaimed. "I couldn't help the interruption, but I  
made up for it afterward by working until two."  
</p><p>This settled the discussion for the time being, but there was a  
residue of opinion which was not satisfactory. There was no time at  
which the claims of his wife could have been more unsatisfactorily  
pushed. For years he had been steadily modifying his matrimonial  
devotion, and found her company dull. Now that a new light shone  
upon the horizon, this older luminary paled in the west. He was  
satisfied to turn his face away entirely, and any call to look back  
was irksome.  
</p><p>She, on the contrary, was not at all inclined to accept anything  
less than a complete fulfilment of the letter of their relationship,  
though the spirit might be wanting.  
</p><p>"We are coming down town this afternoon," she remarked, a few days  
later. "I want you to come over to Kinsley's and meet Mr. Phillips and  
his wife. They're stopping at the Tremont, and we're going to show  
them around a little."  
</p><p>After the occurrence of Wednesday, he could not refuse, though the  
Phillips were about as uninteresting as vanity and ignorance could  
make them. He agreed, but it was with short grace. He was angry when  
he left the house.  
</p><p>"I'll put a stop to this," he thought. "I'm not going to be bothered  
fooling around with visitors when I have work to do."  
</p><p>Not long after this Mrs. Hurstwood came with a similar  
proposition, only it was to a matinee this time.  
</p><p>"My dear," he returned, "I haven't time. I'm too busy."  
</p><p>"You find time to go with other people, though," she replied, with  
considerable irritation.  
</p><p>"Nothing of the kind," he answered. "I can't avoid business  
relations, and that's all there is to it."  
</p><p>"Well, never mind," she exclaimed. Her lips tightened. The feeling  
of mutual antagonism was increased.  
</p><p>On the other hand, his interest in Drouet's little shop-girl grew in  
an almost evenly balanced proportion. That young lady, under the  
stress of her situation and the tutelage of her new friend, changed  
effectively. She had the aptitude of the struggler who seeks  
emancipation. The glow of a more showy life was not lost upon her. She  
did not grow in knowledge so much as she awakened in the matter of  
desire. Mrs. Hale's extended harangues upon the subjects of wealth and  
position taught her to distinguish between degrees of wealth.  
</p><p>Mrs. Hale loved to drive in the afternoon in the sun when it was  
fine, and to satisfy her soul with a sight of those mansions and lawns  
which she could not afford. On the North Side had been erected a  
number of elegant mansions along what is now known as the North  
Shore Drive. The present lake wall of stone and granitoid was not then  
in place, but the road had been well laid out, the intermediate spaces  
of lawn were lovely to look upon, and the houses were thoroughly new  
and imposing. When the winter season had passed and the first fine  
days of the early spring appeared, Mrs. Hale secured a buggy for an  
afternoon and invited Carrie. They rode first through Lincoln Park and  
on far out towards Evanston, turning back at four and arriving at  
the north end of the Shore Drive at about five o'clock. At this time  
of year the days are still comparatively short, and the shadows of the  
evening were beginning to settle down upon the great city. Lamps  
were beginning to burn with that mellow radiance which seems almost  
watery and translucent to the eye. There was a softness in the air  
which speaks with an infinite delicacy of feeling to the flesh as well  
as to the soul. Carrie felt that it was a lovely day. She was  
ripened by it in spirit for many suggestions. As they drove along  
the smooth pavement an occasional carriage passed. She saw one stop  
and the footman dismount, opening the door for a gentleman who  
seemed to be leisurely returning from some afternoon pleasure.  
Across the broad lawns, now first freshening into green, she saw lamps  
faintly glowing upon rich interiors. Now it was but a chair, now a  
table, now an ornate corner, which met her eye, but it appealed to her  
as almost nothing else could. Such childish fancies as she had had  
of fairy palaces and kingly quarters now came back. She imagined  
that across these richly carved entrance-ways, where the globed and  
crystalled lamps shone upon panelled doors set with stained and  
designed panes of glass, was neither care nor unsatisfied desire.  
She was perfectly certain that here was happiness. If she could but  
stroll up yon broad walk, cross that rich entrance-way, which to her  
was of the beauty of a jewel, and sweep in grace and luxury to  
possession and command-- oh! how quickly would sadness flee; how, in an  
instant, would the heartache end. She gazed and gazed, wondering,  
delighting, longing, and all the while the siren voice of the  
unrestful was whispering in her ear.  
</p><p>"If we could have such a home as that," said Mrs. Hale sadly, "how  
delightful it would be."  
</p><p>"And yet they do say," said Carrie, "that no one is ever happy."  
</p><p>She had heard so much of the canting philosophy of the grapeless  
fox.  
</p><p>"I notice," said Mrs. Hale, "that they all try mighty hard,  
though, to take their misery in a mansion."  
</p><p>When she came to her own rooms, Carrie saw their comparative  
insignificance. She was not so dull but that she could perceive they  
were but three small rooms in a moderately well-furnished  
boarding-house. She was not contrasting it now with what she had  
had, but what she had so recently seen. The glow of the palatial doors  
was still in her eye, the roll of cushioned carriages still in her  
ears. What, after all, was Drouet? What was she? At her window, she  
thought it over, rocking to and fro, and gazing out across the  
lamp-lit park toward the lamp-lit houses on Warren and Ashland  
avenues. She was too wrought up to care to go down to eat, too pensive  
to do aught but rock and sing. Some old tunes crept to her lips,  
and, as she sang them, her heart sank. She longed and longed and  
longed. It was now for the old cottage room in Columbia City, now  
the mansion upon the Shore Drive, now the fine dress of some lady, now  
the elegance of some scene. She was sad beyond measure, and yet  
uncertain, wishing, fancying. Finally, it seemed as if all her state  
was one of loneliness and forsakenness, and she could scarce refrain  
from trembling at the lip. She hummed and hummed as the moments went  
by, sitting in the shadow by the window, and was therein as happy,  
though she did not perceive it, as she ever would be.  
</p><p>While Carrie was still in this frame of mind, the house-servant  
brought up the intelligence that Mr. Hurstwood was in the parlour  
asking to see Mr. and Mrs. Drouet.  
</p><p>"I guess he doesn't know that Charlie is out of town," thought  
Carrie.  
</p><p>She had seen comparatively little of the manager during the  
winter, but had been kept constantly in mind of him by one thing and  
another, principally by the strong impression he had made. She was  
quite disturbed for the moment as to her appearance, but soon  
satisfied herself by the aid of the mirror, and went below.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was in his best form, as usual. He hadn't heard that  
Drouet was out of town. He was but slightly affected by the  
intelligence, and devoted himself to the more general topics which  
would interest Carrie. It was surprising-- the ease with which he  
conducted a conversation. He was like every man who has had the  
advantage of practice and knows he has sympathy. He knew that Carrie  
listened to him pleasurably, and, without the least effort, he fell  
into a train of observation which absorbed her fancy. He drew up his  
chair and modulated his voice to such a degree that what he said  
seemed wholly confidential. He confined himself almost exclusively  
to his observation of men and pleasures. He had been here and there,  
he had seen this and that. Somehow he made Carrie wish to see  
similar things, and all the while kept her aware of himself. She could  
not shut out the consciousness of his individuality and presence for a  
moment. He would raise his eyes slowly in smiling emphasis of  
something, and she was fixed by their magnetism. He would draw out,  
with the easiest grace, her approval. Once he touched her hand for  
emphasis and she only smiled. He seemed to radiate an atmosphere which  
suffused her being. He was never dull for a minute, and seemed to make  
her clever. At least, she brightened under his influence until all her  
best side was exhibited. She felt that she was more clever with him  
than with others. At least, he seemed to find so much in her to  
applaud. There was not the slightest touch of patronage. Drouet was  
full of it.  
</p><p>There had been something so personal, so subtle, in each meeting  
between them, both when Drouet was present and when he was absent,  
that Carrie could not speak of it without feeling a sense of  
difficulty. She was no talker. She could never arrange her thoughts in  
fluent order. It was always a matter of feeling with her, strong and  
deep. Each time there had been no sentence of importance which she  
could relate, and as for the glances and sensations, what woman  
would reveal them? Such things had never been between her and  
Drouet. As a matter of fact, they could never be. She had been  
dominated by distress and the enthusiastic forces of relief which  
Drouet represented at an opportune moment when she yielded to him. Now  
she was persuaded by secret current feelings which Drouet had never  
understood. Hurstwood's glance was as effective as the spoken words of  
a lover, and more. They called for no immediate decision, and could  
not be answered.  
</p><p>People in general attach too much importance to words. They are  
under the illusion that talking effects great results. As a matter  
of fact, words are, as a rule, the shallowest portion of all the  
argument. They but dimly represent the great surging feelings and  
desires which lie behind. When the distraction of the tongue is  
removed, the heart listens.  
</p><p>In this conversation she heard, instead of his words, the voices  
of the things which he represented. How suave was the counsel of his  
appearance! How feelingly did his superior state speak for itself! The  
growing desire he felt for her lay upon her spirit as a gentle hand.  
She did not need to tremble at all, because it was invisible; she  
did not need to worry over what other people would say-- what she  
herself would say-- because it had no tangibility. She was being  
pleaded with, persuaded, led into denying old rights and assuming  
new ones, and yet there were no words to prove it. Such conversation  
as was indulged in held the same relationship to the actual mental  
enactments of the twain that the low music of the orchestra does to  
the dramatic incident which it is used to cover.  
</p><p>"Have you ever seen the houses along the Lake Shore on the North  
Side?" asked Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Why, I was just over there this afternoon-- Mrs. Hale and I.  
Aren't they beautiful?"  
</p><p>"They're very fine," he answered.  
</p><p>"Oh, me," said Carrie, pensively. "I wish I could live in such a  
place."  
</p><p>"You're not happy," said Hurstwood, slowly, after a slight pause.  
</p><p>He had raised his eyes solemnly and was looking into her own. He  
assumed that he had struck a deep chord. Now was a slight chance to  
say a word in his own behalf. He leaned over quietly and continued his  
steady gaze. He felt the critical character of the period. She  
endeavoured to stir, but it was useless. The whole strength of a man's  
nature was working. He had good cause to urge him on. He looked and  
looked, and the longer the situation lasted the more difficult it  
became. The little shop-girl was getting into deep water. She was  
letting her few supports float away from her.  
</p><p>"Oh," she said at last, "you mustn't look at me like that."  
</p><p>"I can't help it," he answered.  
</p><p>She relaxed a little and let the situation endure, giving him  
strength.  
</p><p>"You are not satisfied with life, are you?"  
</p><p>"No," she answered, weakly.  
</p><p>He saw he was the master of the situation-- he felt it. He reached  
over and touched her hand.  
</p><p>"You mustn't," she exclaimed, jumping up.  
</p><p>"I didn't intend to," he answered, easily.  
</p><p>She did not run away, as she might have done. She did not  
terminate the interview, but he drifted off into a pleasant field of  
thought with the readiest grace. Not long after he rose to go, and she  
felt that he was in power.  
</p><p>"You mustn't feel bad," he said, kindly; "things will straighten out  
in the course of time."  
</p><p>She made no answer, because she could think of nothing to say.  
</p><p>"We are good friends, aren't we?" he said, extending his hand.  
</p><p>"Yes," she answered.  
</p><p>"Not a word, then, until I see you again."  
</p><p>He retained a hold on her hand.  
</p><p>"I can't promise," she said, doubtfully.  
</p><p>"You must be more generous than that," he said, in such a simple way  
that she was touched.  
</p><p>"Let's not talk about it any more," she returned.  
</p><p>"All right," he said, brightening.  
</p><p>He went down the steps and into his cab. Carrie closed the door  
and ascended into her room. She undid her broad lace collar before the  
mirror and unfastened her pretty alligator belt which she had recently  
bought.  
</p><p>"I'm getting terrible," she said, honestly affected by a feeling  
of trouble and shame. "I don't seem to do anything right."  
</p><p>She unloosed her hair after a time, and let it hang in loose brown  
waves. Her mind was going over the events of the evening.  
</p><p>"I don't know," she murmured at last, "what I can do."  
</p><p>"Well," said Hurstwood as he rode away, "she likes me all right;  
that I know."  
</p><p>The aroused manager whistled merrily for a good four miles to his  
office an old melody that he had not recalled for fifteen years.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="13">   
<head>Chapter XIII.  
<lb>HIS CREDENTIALS ACCEPTED: A BABEL OF TONGUES  
</head>  
<p>It was not quite two days after the scene between Carrie and  
Hurstwood in the Ogden Place parlour before he again put in his  
appearance. He had been thinking almost uninterruptedly of her. Her  
leniency had, in a way, inflamed his regard. He felt that he must  
succeed with her, and that speedily.  
</p><p>The reason for his interest, not to say fascination, was deeper than  
mere desire. It was a flowering out of feelings which had been  
withering in dry and almost barren soil for many years. It is probable  
that Carrie represented a better order of woman than had ever  
attracted him before. He had had no love affair since that which  
culminated in his marriage, and since then time and the world had  
taught him how raw and erroneous was his original judgment. Whenever  
he thought of it, he told himself that, if he had it to do over again,  
he would never marry such a woman. At the same time, his experience  
with women in general had lessened his respect for the sex. He  
maintained a cynical attitude, well grounded on numerous  
experiences. Such women as he had known were of nearly one type,  
selfish, ignorant, flashy. The wives of his friends were not inspiring  
to look upon. His own wife had developed a cold, commonplace nature  
which to him was anything but pleasing. What he knew of that  
under-world where grovel the beast-men of society (and he knew a great  
deal) had hardened his nature. He looked upon most women with  
suspicion-- a single eye to the utility of beauty and dress. He  
followed them with a keen, suggestive glance. At the same time, he was  
not so dull but that a good woman commanded his respect. Personally,  
he did not attempt to analyse the marvel of a saintly woman. He  
would take off his hat, and would silence the light-tongued and the  
vicious in her presence-- much as the Irish keeper of a Bowery hall  
will humble himself before a Sister of Mercy, and pay toll to  
charity with a willing and reverent hand. But he would not think  
much upon the question of why he did so.  
</p><p>A man in his situation who comes, after a long round of worthless or  
hardening experiences, upon a young, unsophisticated, innocent soul,  
is apt either to hold aloof, out of a sense of his own remoteness,  
or to draw near and become fascinated and elated by his discovery.  
It is only by a roundabout process that such men ever do draw near  
such a girl. They have no method, no understanding of how to  
ingratiate themselves in youthful favour, save when they find virtue  
in the toils. If, unfortunately, the fly has got caught in the net,  
the spider can come forth and talk business upon its own terms. So  
when maidenhood has wandered into the moil of the city, when it is  
brought within the circle of the "rounder" and the roue, even though  
it be at the outermost rim, they can come forth and use their alluring  
arts.  
</p><p>Hurstwood had gone, at Drouet's invitation, to meet a new baggage of  
fine clothes and pretty features. He entered, expecting to indulge  
in an evening of lightsome frolic, and then lose track of the newcomer  
forever. Instead he found a woman whose youth and beauty attracted  
him. In the mild light of Carrie's eye was nothing of the  
calculation of the mistress. In the diffident manner was nothing of  
the art of the courtesan. He saw at once that a mistake had been made,  
that some difficult conditions had pushed this troubled creature  
into his presence, and his interest was enlisted. Here sympathy sprang  
to the rescue, but it was not unmixed with selfishness. He wanted to  
win Carrie because he thought her fate mingled with his was better  
than if it were united with Drouet's. He envied the drummer his  
conquest as he had never envied any man in all the course of his  
experience.  
</p><p>Carrie was certainly better than this man, as she was superior,  
mentally, to Drouet. She came fresh from the air of the village, the  
light of the country still in her eye. Here was neither guile nor  
rapacity. There were slight inherited traits of both in her, but  
they were rudimentary. She was too full of wonder and desire to be  
greedy. She still looked about her upon the great maze of the city  
without understanding. Hurstwood felt the bloom and the youth. He  
picked her as he would the fresh fruit of a tree. He felt as fresh  
in her presence as one who is taken out of the flash of summer to  
the first cool breath of spring.  
</p><p>Carrie, left alone since the scene in question, and having no one  
with whom to counsel, had at first wandered from one strange mental  
conclusion to another, until at last, tired out, she gave it up. She  
owed something to Drouet, she thought. It did not seem more than  
yesterday that he had aided her when she was worried and distressed.  
She had the kindliest feelings for him in every way. She gave him  
credit for his good looks, his generous feelings, and even, in fact,  
failed to recollect his egotism when he was absent; but she could  
not feel any binding influence keeping her for him as against all  
others. In fact, such a thought had never had any grounding, even in  
Drouet's desires.  
</p><p>The truth is, that this goodly drummer carried the doom of all  
enduring relationships in his own lightsome manner and unstable fancy.  
He went merrily on, assured that he was alluring all, that affection  
followed tenderly in his wake, that things would endure unchangingly  
for his pleasure. When he missed some old face, or found some door  
finally shut to him, it did not grieve him deeply. He was too young,  
too successful. He would remain thus young in spirit until he was  
dead.  
</p><p>As for Hurstwood, he was alive with thoughts and feelings concerning  
Carrie. He had no definite plans regarding her, but he was  
determined to make her confess an affection for him. He thought he saw  
in her drooping eye, her unstable glance, her wavering manner, the  
symptoms of a budding passion. He wanted to stand near her and make  
her lay her hand in his-- he wanted to find out what her next step  
would be-- what the next sign of feeling for him would be. Such anxiety  
and enthusiasm had not affected him for years. He was a youth again in  
feeling-- a cavalier in action.  
</p><p>In his position opportunity for taking his evenings out was  
excellent. He was a most faithful worker in general, and a man who  
commanded the confidence of his employers in so far as the  
distribution of his time was concerned. He could take such hours off  
as he chose, for it was well known that he fulfilled his managerial  
duties successfully, whatever time he might take. His grace, tact, and  
ornate appearance gave the place an air which was most essential,  
while at the same time his long experience made him a most excellent  
judge of its stock necessities. Bartenders and assistants might come  
and go, singly or in groups, but, so long as he was present, the  
host of old-time customers would barely notice the change. He gave the  
place the atmosphere to which they were used. Consequently, he  
arranged his hours very much to suit himself, taking now an afternoon,  
now an evening, but invariably returning between eleven and twelve  
to witness the last hour or two of the day's business and look after  
the closing details.  
</p><p>"You see that things are safe and all the employees are out when you  
go home, George," Moy had once remarked to him, and he never once,  
in all the period of his long service, neglected to do this. Neither  
of the owners had for years been in the resort after five in the  
afternoon, and yet their manager as faithfully fulfilled this  
request as if they had been there regularly to observe.  
</p><p>On this Friday afternoon, scarcely two days after his previous  
visit, he made up his mind to see Carrie. He could not stay away  
longer.  
</p><p>"Evans," he said, addressing the head barkeeper, "if any one  
calls, I will be back between four and five."  
</p><p>He hurried to Madison Street and boarded a horse-car, which  
carried him to Ogden Place in half an hour.  
</p><p>Carrie had thought of going for a walk, and had put on a light  
grey woollen dress with a jaunty double-breasted jacket. She had out  
her hat and gloves, and was fastening a white lace tie about her  
throat when the housemaid brought up the information that Mr.  
Hurstwood wished to see her.  
</p><p>She started slightly at the announcement, but told the girl to say  
that she would come down in a moment, and proceeded to hasten her  
dressing.  
</p><p>Carrie could not have told herself at this moment whether she was  
glad or sorry that the impressive manager was awaiting her presence.  
She was slightly flurried and tingling in the cheeks, but it was  
more nervousness than either fear or favour. She did not try to  
conjecture what the drift of the conversation would be. She only  
felt that she must be careful, and that Hurstwood had an indefinable  
fascination for her. Then she gave her tie its last touch with her  
fingers and went below.  
</p><p>The deep-feeling manager was himself a little strained in the nerves  
by the thorough consciousness of his mission. He felt that he must  
make a strong play on this occasion, but now that the hour was come,  
and he heard Carrie's feet upon the stair, his nerve failed him. He  
sank a little in determination, for he was not so sure, after all,  
what her opinion might be.  
</p><p>When she entered the room, however, her appearance gave him courage.  
She looked simple and charming enough to strengthen the daring of  
any lover. Her apparent nervousness dispelled his own.  
</p><p>"How are you?" he said, easily. "I could not resist the temptation  
to come out this afternoon, it was so pleasant."  
</p><p>"Yes," said Carrie, halting before him, "I was just preparing to  
go for a walk myself."  
</p><p>"Oh, were you?" he said. "Supposing, then, you get your hat and we  
both go?"  
</p><p>They crossed the park and went west along Washington Boulevard,  
beautiful with its broad macadamised road, and large frame houses  
set back from the sidewalks. It was a street where many of the more  
prosperous residents of the West Side lived, and Hurstwood could not  
help feeling nervous over the publicity of it. They had gone but a few  
blocks when a livery stable sign in one of the side streets solved the  
difficulty for him. He would take her to drive along the new  
Boulevard.  
</p><p>The Boulevard at that time was little more than a country road.  
The part he intended showing her was much farther out on this same  
West Side, where there was scarcely a house. It connected Douglas Park  
with Washington or South Park, and was nothing more than a neatly made  
road, running due south for some five miles over an open, grassy  
prairie, and then due east over the same kind of prairie for the  
same distance. There was not a house to be encountered anywhere  
along the larger part of the route, and any conversation would be  
pleasantly free of interruption.  
</p><p>At the stable he picked a gentle horse, and they were soon out of  
range of either public observation or hearing.  
</p><p>"Can you drive?" he said, after a time.  
</p><p>"I never tried," said Carrie.  
</p><p>He put the reins in her hand, and folded his arms.  
</p><p>"You see there's nothing to it much," he said, smilingly.  
</p><p>"Not when you have a gentle horse," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"You can handle a horse as well as any one, after a little  
practice," he added, encouragingly.  
</p><p>He had been looking for some time for a break in the conversation  
when he could give it a serious turn. Once or twice he had held his  
peace, hoping that in silence her thoughts would take the colour of  
his own, but she had lightly continued the subject. Presently,  
however, his silence controlled the situation. The drift of his  
thoughts began to tell. He gazed fixedly at nothing in particular,  
as if he were thinking of something which concerned her not at all.  
His thoughts, however, spoke for themselves. She was very much aware  
that a climax was pending.  
</p><p>"Do you know," he said, "I have spent the happiest evenings in years  
since I have known you?"  
</p><p>"Have you?" she said, with assumed airiness, but still excited by  
the conviction which the tone of his voice carried.  
</p><p>"I was going to tell you the other evening," he added, "but  
somehow the opportunity slipped away."  
</p><p>Carrie was listening without attempting to reply. She could think of  
nothing worth while to say. Despite all the ideas concerning right  
which had troubled her vaguely since she had last seen him, she was  
now influenced again strongly in his favour.  
</p><p>"I came out here to-day," he went on, solemnly, "to tell you just  
how I feel-- to see if you wouldn't listen to me."  
</p><p>Hurstwood was something of a romanticist after his kind. He was  
capable of strong feelings-- often poetic ones-- and under a stress of  
desire, such as the present, he waxed eloquent. That is, his  
feelings and his voice were coloured with that seeming repression  
and pathos which is the essence of eloquence.  
</p><p>"You know," he said, putting his hand on her arm, and keeping a  
strange silence while he formulated words, "that I love you?"  
</p><p>Carrie did not stir at the words. She was bound up completely in the  
man's atmosphere. He would have church-like silence in order to  
express his feelings, and she kept it. She did not move her eyes  
from the flat, open scene before her. Hurstwood waited for a few  
moments, and then repeated the words.  
</p><p>"You must not say that," she said, weakly.  
</p><p>Her words were not convincing at all. They were the result of a  
feeble thought that something ought to be said. He paid no attention  
to them whatever.  
</p><p>"Carrie," he said, using her first name with sympathetic  
familiarity, "I want you to love me. You don't know how much I need  
some one to waste a little affection on me. I am practically alone.  
There is nothing in my life that is pleasant or delightful. It's all  
work and worry with people who are nothing to me."  
</p><p>As he said this, Hurstwood really imagined that his state was  
pitiful. He had the ability to get off at a distance and view  
himself objectively-- of seeing what he wanted to see in the things  
which made up his existence. Now, as he spoke, his voice trembled with  
that peculiar vibration which is the result of tensity. It went  
ringing home to his companion's heart.  
</p><p>"Why, I should think," she said, turning upon him large eyes which  
were full of sympathy and feeling, "that you would be very happy.  
You know so much of the world."  
</p><p>"That is it," he said, his voice dropping to a soft minor, "I know  
too much of the world."  
</p><p>It was an important thing to her to hear one so well-positioned  
and powerful speaking in this manner. She could not help feeling the  
strangeness of her situation. How was it that, in so little a while,  
the narrow life of the country had fallen from her as a garment, and  
the city, with all its mystery, taken its place? Here was this  
greatest mystery, the man of money and affairs sitting beside her,  
appealing to her. Behold, he had ease and comfort, his strength was  
great, his position high, his clothing rich, and yet he was  
appealing to her. She could formulate no thought which would be just  
and right. She troubled herself no more upon the matter. She only  
basked in the warmth of his feeling, which was as a grateful blaze  
to one who is cold. Hurstwood glowed with his own intensity, and the  
heat of his passion was already melting the wax of his companion's  
scruples.  
</p><p>"You think," he said, "I am happy; that I ought not to complain?  
If you were to meet all day with people who care absolutely nothing  
about you, if you went day after day to a place where there was  
nothing but show and indifference, if there was not one person in  
all those you knew to whom you could appeal for sympathy or talk to  
with pleasure, perhaps you would be unhappy too."  
</p><p>He was striking a chord now which found sympathetic response in  
her own situation. She knew what it was to meet with people who were  
indifferent, to walk alone amid so many who cared absolutely nothing  
about you. Had not she? Was not she at this very moment quite alone?  
Who was there among all whom she knew to whom she could appeal for  
sympathy? Not one. She was left to herself to brood and wonder.  
</p><p>"I could be content," went on Hurstwood, "if I had you to love me.  
If I had you to go to; you for a companion. As it is, I simply move  
about from place to place without any satisfaction. Time hangs heavily  
on my hands. Before you came I did nothing but idle and drift into  
anything that offered itself. Since you came-- well, I've had you to  
think about."  
</p><p>The old illusion that here was some one who needed her aid began  
to grow in Carrie's mind. She truly pitied this sad, lonely figure. To  
think that all his fine state should be so barren for want of her;  
that he needed to make such an appeal when she herself was lonely  
and without anchor. Surely, this was too bad.  
</p><p>"I am not very bad," he said, apologetically, as if he owed it to  
her to explain on this score. "You think, probably, that I roam  
around, and get into all sorts of evil? I have been rather reckless,  
but I could easily come out of that. I need you to draw me back, if my  
life ever amounts to anything."  
</p><p>Carrie looked at him with the tenderness which virtue ever feels  
in its hope of reclaiming vice. How could such a man need  
reclaiming? His errors, what were they, that she could correct?  
Small they must be, where all was so fine. At worst, they were  
gilded affairs, and with what leniency are gilded errors viewed.  
</p><p>He put himself in such a lonely light that she was deeply moved.  
</p><p>"Is it that way?" she mused.  
</p><p>He slipped his arm about her waist, and she could not find the heart  
to draw away. With his free hand he seized upon her fingers. A  
breath of soft spring wind went bounding over the road, rolling some  
brown twigs of the previous autumn before it. The horse paced  
leisurely on, unguided.  
</p><p>"Tell me," he said, softly, "that you love me."  
</p><p>Her eyes fell consciously.  
</p><p>"Own to it, dear," he said, feelingly; "you do, don't you?"  
</p><p>She made no answer, but he felt his victory.  
</p><p>"Tell me," he said, richly, drawing her so close that their lips  
were near together. He pressed her hand warmly, and then released it  
to touch her cheek.  
</p><p>"You do?" he said, pressing his lips to her own.  
</p><p>For answer, her lips replied.  
</p><p>"Now," he said, joyously, his fine eyes ablaze, "you're my own girl,  
aren't you?"  
</p><p>By way of further conclusion, her head lay softly upon his shoulder.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="14">   
<head>Chapter XIV.  
<lb>WITH EYES AND NOT SEEING: ONE INFLUENCE WANES  
</head>  
<p>Carrie in her rooms that evening was in a fine glow, physically  
and mentally. She was deeply rejoicing in her affection for  
Hurstwood and his love, and looked forward with fine fancy to their  
next meeting Sunday night. They had agreed, without any feeling of  
enforced secrecy, that she should come down town and meet him, though,  
after all, the need of it was the cause.  
</p><p>Mrs. Hale, from her upper window, saw her come in.  
</p><p>"Um," she thought to herself, "she goes riding with another man when  
her husband is out of the city. He had better keep an eye on her."  
</p><p>The truth is that Mrs. Hale was not the only one who had a thought  
on this score. The house-maid who had welcomed Hurstwood had her  
opinion also. She had no particular regard for Carrie, whom she took  
to be cold and disagreeable. At the same time, she had a fancy for the  
merry and easy-mannered Drouet, who threw her a pleasant remark now  
and then, and in other ways extended her the evidence of that regard  
which he had for all members of the sex. Hurstwood was more reserved  
and critical in his manner. He did not appeal to this bodiced  
functionary in the same pleasant way. She wondered that he came so  
frequently, that Mrs. Drouet should go out with him this afternoon  
when Mr. Drouet was absent. She gave vent to her opinions in the  
kitchen where the cook was. As a result, a hum of gossip was set going  
which moved about the house in that secret manner common to gossip.  
</p><p>Carrie, now that she had yielded sufficiently to Hurstwood to  
confess her affection, no longer troubled about her attitude towards  
him. Temporarily she gave little thought to Drouet, thinking only of  
the dignity and grace of her lover and of his consuming affection  
for her. On the first evening, she did little but go over the  
details of the afternoon. It was the first time her sympathies had  
ever been thoroughly aroused, and they threw a new light on her  
character. She had some power of initiative, latent before, which  
now began to exert itself. She looked more practically upon her  
state and began to see glimmerings of a way out. Hurstwood seemed a  
drag in the direction of honour. Her feelings were exceedingly  
creditable, in that they constructed out of these recent  
developments something which conquered freedom from dishonour. She had  
no idea what Hurstwood's next word would be. She only took his  
affection to be a fine thing, and appended better, more generous  
results accordingly.  
</p><p>As yet, Hurstwood had only a thought of pleasure without  
responsibility. He did not feel that he was doing anything to  
complicate his life. His position was secure, his home-life, if not  
satisfactory, was at least undisturbed, his personal liberty rather  
untrammelled. Carrie's love represented only so much added pleasure.  
He would enjoy this new gift over and above his ordinary allowance  
of pleasure. He would be happy with her and his own affairs would go  
on as they had, undisturbed.  
</p><p>On Sunday evening Carrie dined with him at a place he had selected  
in East Adams Street, and thereafter they took a cab to what was  
then a pleasant evening resort out on Cottage Grove Avenue near 39th  
Street. In the process of his declaration he soon realised that Carrie  
took his love upon a higher basis than he had anticipated. She kept  
him at a distance in a rather earnest way, and submitted only to those  
tender tokens of affection which better become the inexperienced  
lover. Hurstwood saw that she was not to be possessed for the  
asking, and deferred pressing his suit too warmly.  
</p><p>Since he feigned to believe in her married state he found that he  
had to carry out the part. His triumph, he saw, was still at a  
little distance. How far he could not guess.  
</p><p>They were returning to Ogden Place in the cab, when he asked:  
</p><p>"When will I see you again?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," she answered, wondering herself.  
</p><p>"Why not come down to The Fair," he suggested, "next Tuesday?"  
</p><p>She shook her head.  
</p><p>"Not so soon," she answered.  
</p><p>"I'll tell you what I'll do," he added. "I'll write you, care of  
this West Side Post-office. Could you call next Tuesday?"  
</p><p>Carrie assented.  
</p><p>The cab stopped one door out of the way according to his call.  
</p><p>"Good-night," he whispered, as the cab rolled away.  
</p><p>Unfortunately for the smooth progression of this affair, Drouet  
returned. Hurstwood was sitting in his imposing little office the next  
afternoon when he saw Drouet enter.  
</p><p>"Why, hello, Charles," he called affably; "back again?"  
</p><p>"Yes," smiled Drouet, approaching and looking in at the door.  
</p><p>Hurstwood arose.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, looking the drummer over, "rosy as ever, eh?"  
</p><p>They began talking of the people they knew and things that had  
happened.  
</p><p>"Been home yet?" finally asked Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"No, I am going, though," said Drouet.  
</p><p>"I remembered the little girl out there," said Hurstwood, "and  
called once. Thought you wouldn't want her left quite alone."  
</p><p>"Right you are," agreed Drouet. "How is she?"  
</p><p>"Very well," said Hurstwood. "Rather anxious about you, though.  
You'd better go out now and cheer her up."  
</p><p>"I will," said Drouet, smilingly.  
</p><p>"Like to have you both come down and go to the show with me  
Wednesday," concluded Hurstwood at parting.  
</p><p>"Thanks, old man," said his friend, "I'll see what the girl says and  
let you know."  
</p><p>They separated in the most cordial manner.  
</p><p>"There's a nice fellow," Drouet thought to himself as he turned  
the corner towards Madison.  
</p><p>"Drouet is a good fellow," Hurstwood thought to himself as he went  
back into his office, "but he's no man for Carrie."  
</p><p>The thought of the latter turned his mind into a most pleasant vein,  
and he wondered how he would get ahead of the drummer.  
</p><p>When Drouet entered Carrie's presence, he caught her in his arms  
as usual, but she responded to his kiss with a tremour of opposition.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, "I had a great trip."  
</p><p>"Did you? How did you come out with that La Crosse man you were  
telling me about?"  
</p><p>"Oh, fine; sold him a complete line. There was another fellow there,  
representing Burnstein, a regular hook-nosed sheeny, but he wasn't  
in it. I made him look like nothing at all."  
</p><p>As he undid his collar and unfastened his studs, preparatory to  
washing his face and changing his clothes, he dilated upon his trip.  
Carrie could not help listening with amusement to his animated  
descriptions.  
</p><p>"I tell you," he said, "I surprised the people at the office. I've  
sold more goods this last quarter than any other man of our house on  
the road. I sold three thousand dollars' worth in La Crosse."  
</p><p>He plunged his face in a basin of water, and puffed and blew as he  
rubbed his neck and ears with his hands, while Carrie gazed upon him  
with mingled thoughts of recollection and present judgment. He was  
still wiping his face, when he continued:  
</p><p>"I'm going to strike for a raise in June. They can afford to pay it,  
as much business as I turn in. I'll get it too, don't you forget."  
</p><p>"I hope you do," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"And then if that little real estate deal I've got on goes  
through, we'll get married," he said with a great show of earnestness,  
the while he took his place before the mirror and began brushing his  
hair.  
</p><p>"I don't believe you ever intend to marry me, Charlie," Carrie  
said ruefully. The recent protestations of Hurstwood had given her  
courage to say this.  
</p><p>"Oh, yes I do-- course I do-- what put that into your head?"  
</p><p>He had stopped his trifling before the mirror now and crossed over  
to her. For the first time Carrie felt as if she must move away from  
him.  
</p><p>"But you've been saying that so long," she said, looking with her  
pretty face upturned into his.  
</p><p>"Well, and I mean it too, but it takes money to live as I want to.  
Now, when I get this increase, I can come pretty near fixing things  
all right, and I'll do it. Now, don't you worry, girlie."  
</p><p>He patted her reassuringly upon the shoulder, but Carrie felt how  
really futile had been her hopes. She could clearly see that this  
easy-going soul intended no move in her behalf. He was simply  
letting things drift because he preferred the free round of his  
present state to any legal trammellings.  
</p><p>In contrast, Hurstwood appeared strong and sincere. He had no easy  
manner of putting her off. He sympathised with her and showed her what  
her true value was. He needed her, while Drouet did not care.  
</p><p>"Oh, no," she said remorsefully, her tone reflecting some of her own  
success and more of her helplessness, "you never will."  
</p><p>"Well, you wait a little while and see," he concluded. "I'll marry  
you all right."  
</p><p>Carrie looked at him and felt justified. She was looking for  
something which would calm her conscience, and here it was, a light,  
airy disregard of her claims upon his justice. He had faithfully  
promised to marry her, and this was the way he fulfilled his promise.  
</p><p>"Say," he said, after he had, as he thought, pleasantly disposed  
of the marriage question, "I saw Hurstwood to-day, and he wants us  
to go to the theatre with him."  
</p><p>Carrie started at the name, but recovered quickly enough to avoid  
notice.  
</p><p>"When?" she asked, with assumed indifference.  
</p><p>"Wednesday. We'll go, won't we?"  
</p><p>"If you think so," she answered, her manner being so enforcedly  
reserved as to almost excite suspicion. Drouet noticed something,  
but he thought it was due to her feelings concerning their talk  
about marriage.  
</p><p>"He called once, he said."  
</p><p>"Yes," said Carrie, "he was out here Sunday evening."  
</p><p>"Was he?" said Drouet. "I thought from what he said that he had  
called a week or so ago."  
</p><p>"So he did," answered Carrie, who was wholly unaware of what  
conversation her lovers might have held. She was all at sea  
mentally, and fearful of some entanglement which might ensue from what  
she would answer.  
</p><p>"Oh, then he called twice?" said Drouet, the first shade of  
misunderstanding showing in his face.  
</p><p>"Yes," said Carrie innocently, feeling now that Hurstwood must  
have mentioned but one call.  
</p><p>Drouet imagined that he must have misunderstood his friend. He did  
not attach particular importance to the information, after all.  
</p><p>"What did he have to say?" he queried, with slightly increased  
curiosity.  
</p><p>"He said he came because he thought I might be lonely. You hadn't  
been in there so long he wondered what had become of you."  
</p><p>"George is a fine fellow," said Drouet, rather gratified by his  
conception of the manager's interest. "Come on and we'll go out to  
dinner."  
</p><p>When Hurstwood saw that Drouet was back he wrote at once to  
Carrie, saying:  
</p><p>"I told him I called on you, dearest, when he was away. I did not  
say how often, but he probably thought once. Let me know of anything  
you may have said. Answer by special messenger when you get this, and,  
darling, I must see you. Let me know if you can't meet me at Jackson  
and Throop Streets Wednesday afternoon at two o'clock. I want to speak  
with you before we meet at the theatre."  
</p><p>Carrie received this Tuesday morning when she called at the West  
Side branch of the post-office, and answered at once.  
</p><p>"I said you called twice," she wrote. "He didn't seem to mind. I  
will try and be at Throop Street if nothing interferes. I seem to be  
getting very bad. It's wrong to act as I do, I know."  
</p><p>Hurstwood, when he met her as agreed, reassured her on this score.  
</p><p>"You mustn't worry, sweetheart," he said. "Just as soon as he goes  
on the road again we will arrange something. We'll fix it so that  
you won't have to deceive any one."  
</p><p>Carrie imagined that he would marry her at once, though he had not  
directly said so, and her spirits rose. She proposed to make the  
best of the situation until Drouet left again.  
</p><p>"Don't show any more interest in me than you ever have," Hurstwood  
counselled concerning the evening at the theatre.  
</p><p>"You mustn't look at me steadily then," she answered, mindful of the  
power of his eyes.  
</p><p>"I won't," he said, squeezing her hand at parting and giving the  
glance she had just cautioned against.  
</p><p>"There," she said playfully, pointing a finger at him.  
</p><p>"The show hasn't begun yet," he returned.  
</p><p>He watched her walk from him with tender solicitation. Such youth  
and prettiness reacted upon him more subtly than wine.  
</p><p>At the theatre things passed as they had in Hurstwood's favour. If  
he had been pleasing to Carrie before, how much more so was he now.  
His grace was more permeating because it found a readier medium.  
Carrie watched his every movement with pleasure. She almost forgot  
poor Drouet, who babbled on as if he were the host.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was too clever to give the slightest indication of a  
change. He paid, if anything, more attention to his old friend than  
usual, and yet in no way held him up to that subtle ridicule which a  
lover in favour may so secretly practise before the mistress of his  
heart. If anything, he felt the injustice of the game as it stood, and  
was not cheap enough to add to it the slightest mental taunt.  
</p><p>Only the play produced an ironical situation, and this was due to  
Drouet alone.  
</p><p>The scene was one in "The Covenant," in which the wife listened to  
the seductive voice of a lover in the absence of her husband.  
</p><p>"Served him right," said Drouet afterward, even in view of her  
keen expiation of her error. "I haven't any pity for a man who would  
be such a chump as that."  
</p><p>"Well, you never can tell," returned Hurstwood gently. "He  
probably thought he was right."  
</p><p>"Well, a man ought to be more attentive than that to his wife if  
he wants to keep her."  
</p><p>They had come out of the lobby and made their way through the  
showy crush about the entrance way.  
</p><p>"Say, mister," said a voice at Hurstwood's side, "would you mind  
giving me the price of a bed?"  
</p><p>Hurstwood was interestedly remarking to Carrie.  
</p><p>"Honest to God, mister, I'm without a place to sleep."  
</p><p>The plea was that of a gaunt-faced man of about thirty, who looked  
the picture of privation and wretchedness. Drouet was the first to  
see. He handed over a dime with an upwelling feeling of pity in his  
heart. Hurstwood scarcely noticed the incident. Carrie quickly forgot.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="15">   
<head>Chapter XV.  
<lb> THE IRK OF THE OLD TIES: THE MAGIC OF YOUTH  
</head>  
<p>The complete ignoring by Hurstwood of his own home came with the  
growth of his affection for Carrie. His actions, in all that related  
to his family, were of the most perfunctory kind. He sat at  
breakfast with his wife and children, absorbed in his own fancies,  
which reached far without the realm of their interests. He read his  
paper, which was heightened in interest by the shallowness of the  
themes discussed by his son and daughter. Between himself and his wife  
ran a river of indifference.  
</p><p>Now that Carrie had come, he was in a fair way to be blissful again.  
There was delight in going down town evenings. When he walked forth in  
the short days, the street lamps had a merry twinkle. He began to  
experience the almost forgotten feeling which hastens the lover's  
feet. When he looked at his fine clothes, he saw them with her eyes--  
and her eyes were young.  
</p><p>When in the flush of such feelings he heard his wife's voice, when  
the insistent demands of matrimony recalled him from dreams to a stale  
practice, how it grated. He then knew that this was a chain which  
bound his feet.  
</p><p>"George," said Mrs. Hurstwood, in that tone of voice which had  
long since come to be associated in his mind with demands, "we want  
you to get us a season ticket to the races."  
</p><p>"Do you want to go to all of them?" he said with a rising  
inflection.  
</p><p>"Yes," she answered.  
</p><p>The races in question were soon to open at Washington Park, on the  
South Side, and were considered quite society affairs among those  
who did not affect religious rectitude and conservatism. Mrs.  
Hurstwood had never asked for a whole season ticket before, but this  
year certain considerations decided her to get a box. For one thing,  
one of her neighbours, a certain Mr. and Mrs. Ramsey, who were  
possessors of money, made out of the coal business, had done so. In  
the next place, her favourite physician, Dr. Beale, a gentleman  
inclined to horses and betting, had talked with her concerning his  
intention to enter a two-year-old in the Derby. In the third place,  
she wished to exhibit Jessica, who was gaining in maturity and beauty,  
and whom she hoped to marry to a man of means. Her own desire to be  
about in such things and parade among her acquaintances and the common  
throng was as much an incentive as anything.  
</p><p>Hurstwood thought over the proposition a few moments without  
answering. They were in the sitting-room on the second floor,  
waiting for supper. It was the evening of his engagement with Carrie  
and Drouet to see "The Covenant," which had brought him home to make  
some alterations in his dress.  
</p><p>"You're sure separate tickets wouldn't do as well?" he asked,  
hesitating to say anything more rugged.  
</p><p>"No," she replied impatiently.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, taking offence at her manner, "you needn't get  
mad about it. I'm just asking you."  
</p><p>"I'm not mad," she snapped. "I'm merely asking you for a season  
ticket."  
</p><p>"And I'm telling you," be returned, fixing a clear, steady eye on  
her, "that it's no easy thing to get. I'm not sure whether the manager  
will give it to me."  
</p><p>He had been thinking all the time of his "pull" with the  
race-track magnates.  
</p><p>"We can buy it then," she exclaimed sharply.  
</p><p>"You talk easy," he said. "A season family ticket costs one  
hundred and fifty dollars."  
</p><p>"I'll not argue with you," she replied with determination. "I want  
the ticket and that's all there is to it."  
</p><p>She had risen, and now walked angrily out of the room.  
</p><p>"Well, you get it then," he said grimly, though in a modified tone  
of voice.  
</p><p>As usual, the table was one short that evening.  
</p><p>The next morning he had cooled down considerably, and later the  
ticket was duly secured, though it did not heal matters. He did not  
mind giving his family a fair share of all that he earned, but he  
did not like to be forced to provide against his will.  
</p><p>"Did you know, mother," said Jessica another day, "the Spencers  
are getting ready to go away?"  
</p><p>"No. Where, I wonder?"  
</p><p>"Europe," said Jessica. "I met Georgine yesterday and she told me.  
She just put on more airs about it."  
</p><p>"Did she say when?"  
</p><p>"Monday, I think. They'll get a notice in the papers again-- they  
always do."  
</p><p>"Never mind," said Mrs. Hurstwood consolingly, "we'll go one of  
these days."  
</p><p>Hurstwood moved his eyes over the paper slowly, but said nothing.  
</p><p>"'We sail for Liverpool from New York,'" Jessica exclaimed,  
mocking her acquaintance. "'Expect to spend most of the "summah" in  
France,'-- vain thing. As if it was anything to go to Europe."  
</p><p>"It must be if you envy her so much," put in Hurstwood.  
</p><p>It grated upon him to see the feeling his daughter displayed.  
</p><p>"Don't worry over them, my dear," said Mrs. Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Did George get off?" asked Jessica of her mother another day,  
thus revealing something that Hurstwood had heard nothing about.  
</p><p>"Where has he gone?" he asked, looking up. He had never before  
been kept in ignorance concerning departures.  
</p><p>"He was going to Wheaton," said Jessica, not noticing the slight put  
upon her father.  
</p><p>"What's out there?" he asked, secretly irritated and chagrined to  
think that he should be made to pump for information in this manner.  
</p><p>"A tennis match," said Jessica.  
</p><p>"He didn't say anything to me," Hurstwood concluded, finding it  
difficult to refrain from a bitter tone.  
</p><p>"I guess he must have forgotten," exclaimed his wife blandly.  
</p><p>In the past he had always commanded a certain amount of respect,  
which was a compound of appreciation and awe. The familiarity which in  
part still existed between himself and his daughter he had courted. As  
it was, it did not go beyond the light assumption of words. The tone  
was always modest. Whatever had been, however, had lacked affection,  
and now he saw that he was losing track of their doings. His knowledge  
was no longer intimate. He sometimes saw them at table, and  
sometimes did not. He heard of their doings occasionally, more often  
not. Some days he found that he was all at sea as to what they were  
talking about-- things they had arranged to do or that they had done in  
his absence. More affecting was the feeling that there were little  
things going on of which he no longer heard. Jessica was beginning  
to feel that her affairs were her own. George, Jr., flourished about  
as if he were a man entirely and must needs have private matters.  
All this Hurstwood could see, and it left a trace of feeling, for he  
was used to being considered-- in his official position, at least--  
and felt that his importance should not begin to wane here. To  
darken it all, he saw the same indifference and independence growing  
in his wife, while he looked on and paid the bills.  
</p><p>He consoled himself with the thought, however, that, after all, he  
was not without affection. Things might go as they would at his house,  
but he had Carrie outside of it. With his mind's eye he looked into  
her comfortable room in Ogden Place, where he had spent several such  
delightful evenings, and thought how charming it would be when  
Drouet was disposed of entirely and she was waiting evenings in  
cosey little quarters for him. That no cause would come up whereby  
Drouet would be led to inform Carrie concerning his married state,  
he felt hopeful. Things were going so smoothly that he believed they  
would not change. Shortly now he would persuade Carrie and all would  
be satisfactory.  
</p><p>The day after their theatre visit he began writing her regularly--  
a letter every morning, and begging her to do as much for him. He  
was not literary by any means, but experience of the world and his  
growing affection gave him somewhat of a style. This he exercised at  
his office desk with perfect deliberation. He purchased a box of  
delicately coloured and scented writing paper in monogram, which he  
kept locked in one of the drawers. His friends now wondered at the  
cleric and very official-looking nature of his position. The five  
bartenders viewed with respect the duties which could call a man to do  
so much desk-work and penmanship.  
</p><p>Hurstwood surprised himself with his fluency. By the natural law  
which governs all effort, what he wrote reacted upon him. He began  
to feel those subtleties which he could find words to express. With  
every expression came increased conception. Those inmost breathings  
which there found words took bold upon him. He thought Carrie worthy  
of all the affection he could there express.  
</p><p>Carrie was indeed worth loving if ever youth and grace are to  
command that token of acknowledgment from life in their bloom.  
Experience had not yet taken away that freshness of the spirit which  
is the charm of the body. Her soft eyes contained in their liquid  
lustre no suggestion of the knowledge of disappointment. She had  
been troubled in a way by doubt and longing, but these had made no  
deeper impression than could be traced in a certain open wistfulness  
of glance and speech. The mouth had the expression at times, in  
talking and in repose, of one who might be upon the verge of tears. It  
was not that grief was thus ever present. The pronunciation of certain  
syllables gave to her lips this peculiarity of formation-- a  
formation as suggestive and moving as pathos itself.  
</p><p>There was nothing bold in her manner. Life had not taught her  
domination-- superciliousness of grace, which is the lordly power of  
some women. Her longing for consideration was not sufficiently  
powerful to move her to demand it. Even now she lacked self-assurance,  
but there was that in what she had already experienced which left  
her a little less than timid. She wanted pleasure, she wanted  
position, and yet she was confused as to what these things might be.  
Every hour the kaleidoscope of human affairs threw a new lustre upon  
something, and therewith it became for her the desired-- the all.  
Another shift of the box, and some other had become the beautiful, the  
perfect.  
</p><p>On her spiritual side, also, she was rich in feeling, as such a  
nature well might be. Sorrow in her was aroused by many a spectacle--  
an uncritical upwelling of grief for the weak and the helpless. She  
was constantly pained by the sight of the white-faced, ragged men  
who slopped desperately by her in a sort of wretched mental stupor.  
The poorly clad girls who went blowing by her window evenings,  
hurrying home from some of the shops of the West Side, she pitied from  
the depths of her heart. She would stand and bite her lips as they  
passed, shaking her little head and wondering. They had so little, she  
thought. It was so sad to be ragged and poor. The hang of faded  
clothes pained her eyes.  
</p><p>"And they have to work so hard!" was her only comment.  
</p><p>On the street sometimes she would see men working-- Irishmen with  
picks, coal-heavers with great loads to shovel, Americans busy about  
some work which was a mere matter of strength-- and they touched her  
fancy. Toil, now that she was free of it, seemed even a more  
desolate thing than when she was part of it. She saw it through a mist  
of fancy-- a pale, sombre half-light, which was the essence of poetic  
feeling. Her old father, in his flour-dusted miller's suit,  
sometimes returned to her in memory, revived by a face in a window.  
A shoemaker pegging at his last, a blastman seen through a narrow  
window in some basement where iron was being melted, a bench-worker  
seen high aloft in some window, his coat off, his sleeves rolled up;  
these took her back in fancy to the details of the mill. She felt,  
though she seldom expressed them, sad thoughts upon this score. Her  
sympathies were ever with that under-world of toil from which she  
had so recently sprung, and which she best understood.  
</p><p>Though Hurstwood did not know it, he was dealing with one whose  
feelings were as tender and as delicate as this. He did not know,  
but it was this in her, after all, which attracted him. He never  
attempted to analyse the nature of his affection. It was sufficient  
that there was tenderness in her eye, weakness in her manner,  
good-nature and hope, in her thoughts. He drew near this lily, which  
had sucked its waxen beauty and perfume from below a depth of waters  
which he had never penetrated, and out of ooze and mould which he  
could not understand. He drew near because it was waxen and fresh.  
It lightened his feelings for him. It made the morning worth while.  
</p><p>In a material way, she was considerably improved. Her awkwardness  
had all but passed, leaving, if anything, a quaint residue which was  
as pleasing as perfect grace. Her little shoes now fitted her  
smartly and had high heels. She had learned much about laces and those  
little neck-pieces which add so much to a woman's appearance. Her form  
had filled out until it was admirably plump and well-rounded.  
</p><p>Hurstwood wrote her one morning, asking her to meet him in Jefferson  
Park, Monroe Street. He did not consider it policy to call any more,  
even when Drouet was at home.  
</p><p>The next afternoon he was in the pretty little park by one, and  
had found a rustic bench beneath the green leaves of a lilac bush  
which bordered one of the paths. It was at that season of the year  
when the fulness of spring had not yet worn quite away. At a little  
pond near by some cleanly dressed children were sailing white canvas  
boats. In the shade of a green pagoda a bebuttoned officer of the  
law was resting, his arms folded, his club at rest in his belt. An old  
gardener was upon the lawn, with a pair of pruning shears, looking  
after some bushes. High overhead was the clear blue sky of the new  
summer, and in the thickness of the shiny green leaves of the trees  
hopped and twittered the busy sparrows.  
</p><p>Hurstwood had come out of his own home that morning feeling much  
of the same old annoyance. At his store he had idled, there being no  
need to write. He had come away to this place with the lightness of  
heart which characterises those who put weariness behind. Now, in  
the shade of this cool, green bush, he looked about him with the fancy  
of the lover. He heard the carts go lumbering by upon the neighbouring  
streets, but they were far off, and only buzzed upon his ear. The  
hum of the surrounding city was faint, the clang of an occasional bell  
was as music. He looked and dreamed a new dream of pleasure which  
concerned his present fixed condition not at all. He got back in fancy  
to the old Hurstwood, who was neither married nor fixed in a solid  
position for life. He remembered the light spirit in which he once  
looked after the girls-- how he had danced, escorted them home, hung  
over their gates. He almost wished he was back there again-- here in  
this pleasant scene he felt as if he were wholly free.  
</p><p>At two Carrie came tripping along the walk toward him, rosy and  
clean. She had just recently donned a sailor hat for the season with a  
hand of pretty white-dotted blue silk. Her skirt was of a rich blue  
material, and her shirt waist matched it, with a thin stripe of blue  
upon a snow-white ground-- stripes that were as fine as hairs. Her  
brown shoes peeped occasionally from beneath her skirt. She carried  
her gloves in her hand.  
</p><p>Hurstwood looked up at her with delight.  
</p><p>"You came, dearest," he said eagerly, standing to meet her and  
taking her hand.  
</p><p>"Of course," she said, smiling; "did you think I wouldn't?"  
</p><p>"I didn't know," he replied.  
</p><p>He looked at her forehead, which was moist from her brisk walk. Then  
he took out one of his own soft, scented silk handkerchiefs and  
touched her face here and there.  
</p><p>"Now," he said affectionately, "you're all right."  
</p><p>They were happy in being near one another-- in looking into each  
other's eyes. Finally, when the long flush of delight had subsided, he  
said:  
</p><p>"When is Charlie going away again?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," she answered. "He says he has some things to do  
for the house here now."  
</p><p>Hurstwood grew serious, and he lapsed into quiet thought. He  
looked up after a time to say:  
</p><p>"Come away and leave him."  
</p><p>He turned his eyes to the boys with the boats, as if the request  
were of little importance.  
</p><p>"Where would we go?" she asked in much the same manner, rolling  
her gloves, and looking into a neighbouring tree.  
</p><p>"Where do you want to go?" he enquired.  
</p><p>There was something in the tone in which he said this which made her  
feel as if she must record her feelings against any local habitation.  
</p><p>"We can't stay in Chicago," she replied.  
</p><p>He had no thought that this was in her mind-- that any removal  
would be suggested.  
</p><p>"Why not?" he asked softly.  
</p><p>"Oh, because," she said, "I wouldn't want to."  
</p><p>He listened to this, with but dull perception of what it meant. It  
had no serious ring to it. The question was not up for immediate  
decision.  
</p><p>"I would have to give up my position," he said.  
</p><p>The tone he used made it seem as if the matter deserved only  
slight consideration. Carrie thought a little, the while enjoying  
the pretty scene.  
</p><p>"I wouldn't like to live in Chicago and him here," she said,  
thinking of Drouet.  
</p><p>"It's a big town, dearest," Hurstwood answered. "It would be as good  
as moving to another part of the country to move to the South Side."  
</p><p>He had fixed upon that region as an objective point.  
</p><p>"Anyhow," said Carrie, "I shouldn't want to get married as long as  
he is here. I wouldn't want to run away."  
</p><p>The suggestion of marriage struck Hurstwood forcibly. He saw clearly  
that this was her idea-- he felt that it was not to be gotten over  
easily. Bigamy lightened the horizon of his shadowy thoughts for a  
moment. He wondered for the life of him how it would all come out.  
He could not see that he was making any progress save in her regard.  
When he looked at her now, he thought her beautiful. What a thing it  
was to have her love him, even if it be entangling! She increased  
in, value in his eyes because of her objection. She was something to  
struggle for, and that was everything. How different from the women  
who yielded willingly! He swept the thought of them from his mind.  
</p><p>"And you don't know when he'll go away?" asked Hurstwood, quietly.  
</p><p>She shook her head.  
</p><p>He sighed.  
</p><p>"You're a determined little miss, aren't you?" he said, after a  
few moments, looking up into her eyes.  
</p><p>She felt a wave of feeling sweep over her at this. It was pride at  
what seemed his admiration-- affection for the man who could feel  
this concerning her.  
</p><p>"No," she said coyly, "but what can I do?"  
</p><p>Again he folded his hands and looked away over the lawn into the  
street.  
</p><p>"I wish," he said pathetically, "you would come to me. I don't  
like to be away from you this way. What good is there in waiting?  
You're not any happier, are you?"  
</p><p>"Happier!" she exclaimed softly, "you know better than that."  
</p><p>"Here we are then," he went on in the same tone, "wasting our  
days. If you are not happy, do you think I am? I sit and write to  
you the biggest part of the time. I'll tell you what, Carrie," he  
exclaimed, throwing sudden force of expression into his voice and  
fixing her with his eyes, "I can't live without you, and that's all  
there is to it. Now," he concluded, showing the palm of one of his  
white hands in a sort of at-an-end, helpless expression, "what shall I  
do?"  
</p><p>This shifting of the burden to her appealed to Carrie. The semblance  
of the load without the weight touched the woman's heart.  
</p><p>"Can't you wait a little while yet?" she said tenderly. "I'll try  
and find out when he's going."  
</p><p>"What good will it do?" he asked, holding the same strain of  
feeling.  
</p><p>"Well, perhaps we can arrange to go somewhere."  
</p><p>She really did not see anything clearer than before, but she was  
getting into that frame of mind where, out of sympathy, a woman  
yields.  
</p><p>Hurstwood did not understand. He was wondering how she was to be  
persuaded-- what appeal would move her to forsake Drouet. He began to  
wonder how far her affection for him would carry her. He was  
thinking of some question which would make her tell.  
</p><p>Finally he hit upon one of those problematical propositions which  
often disguise our own desires while leading us to an understanding of  
the difficulties which others make for us, and so discover for us a  
way. It had not the slightest connection with anything intended on his  
part, and was spoken at random before he had given it a moment's  
serious thought.  
</p><p>"Carrie," he said, looking into her face and assuming a serious look  
which he did not feel, "suppose I were to come to you next week, or  
this week for that matter-- tonight say-- and tell you I had to go away--  
that I couldn't stay another minute and wasn't coming back any more--  
would you come with me?"  
</p><p>His sweetheart viewed him with the most affectionate glance, her  
answer ready before the words were out of his mouth.  
</p><p>"Yes," she said.  
</p><p>"You wouldn't stop to argue or arrange?"  
</p><p>"Not if you couldn't wait."  
</p><p>He smiled when he saw that she took him seriously, and he thought  
what a chance it would afford for a possible junket of a week or  
two. He had a notion to tell her that he was joking and so brush  
away her sweet seriousness, but the effect of it was too delightful.  
He let it stand.  
</p><p>"Suppose we didn't have time to get married here?" he added, an  
afterthought striking him.  
</p><p>"If we got married as soon as we got to the other end of the journey  
it would be all right."  
</p><p>"I meant that," he said.  
</p><p>"Yes."  
</p><p>The morning seemed peculiarly bright to him now. He wondered  
whatever could have put such a thought into his head. Impossible as it  
was, he could not help smiling at its cleverness. It showed how she  
loved him. There was no doubt in his mind now, and he would find a way  
to win her.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, jokingly, "I'll come and get you one of these  
evenings," and then he laughed.  
</p><p>"I wouldn't stay with you, though, if you didn't marry me," Carrie  
added reflectively.  
</p><p>"I don't want you to," he said tenderly, taking her hand.  
</p><p>She was extremely happy now that she understood. She loved him the  
more for thinking that he would rescue her so. As for him, the  
marriage clause did not dwell in his mind. He was thinking that with  
such affection there could be no bar to his eventual happiness.  
</p><p>"Let's stroll about," he said gayly, rising and surveying all the  
lovely park.  
</p><p>"All right," said Carrie.  
</p><p>They passed the young Irishman, who looked after them with envious  
eyes.  
</p><p>"'Tis a foine couple," he observed to himself. "They must be rich."  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="16">   
<head>Chapter XVI.  
<lb> A WITLESS ALADDIN: THE GATE TO THE WORLD  
</head>  
<p>In the course of his present stay in Chicago, Drouet paid some  
slight attention to the secret order to which he belonged. During  
his last trip he had received a new light on its importance.  
</p><p>"I tell you," said another drummer to him, "it's a great thing. Look  
at Hazenstab. He isn't so deuced clever. Of course he's got a good  
house behind him, but that won't do alone. I tell you it's his degree.  
He's a way-up Mason, and that goes a long way. He's got a secret  
sign that stands for something."  
</p><p>Drouet resolved then and there that he would take more interest in  
such matters. So when he got back to Chicago he repaired to his  
local lodge headquarters.  
</p><p>"I say, Drouet," said Mr. Harry Quincel, an individual who was  
very prominent in this local branch of the Elks, "you're the man  
that can help us out."  
</p><p>It was after the business meeting and things were going socially  
with a hum. Drouet was bobbing around chatting and joking with a score  
of individuals whom he knew.  
</p><p>"What are you up to?" he inquired genially, turning a smiling face  
upon his secret brother.  
</p><p>"We're trying to get up some theatricals for two weeks from  
to-day, and we want to know if you don't know some young lady who  
could take a part-- it's an easy part."  
</p><p>"Sure," said Drouet, "what is it?" He did not trouble to remember  
that he knew no one to whom he could appeal on this score. His  
innate good-nature, however, dictated a favourable reply.  
</p><p>"Well, now, I'll tell you what we are trying to do," went on Mr.  
Quincel. "We are trying to get a new set of furniture for the lodge.  
There isn't enough money in the treasury at the present time, and we  
thought we would raise it by a little entertainment."  
</p><p>"Sure," interrupted Drouet, "that's a good idea."  
</p><p>"Several of the boys around here have got talent. There's Harry  
Burbeck, he does a fine black-face turn. Mac Lewis is all right at  
heavy dramatics. Did you ever hear him recite 'Over the Hills'?"  
</p><p>"Never did."  
</p><p>"Well, I tell you, he does it fine."  
</p><p>"And you want me to get some woman to take a part?" questioned  
Drouet, anxious to terminate the subject and get on to something else.  
"What are you going to play?"  
</p><p>"'Under the Gaslight,'" said Mr. Quincel, mentioning Augustin Daly's  
famous production, which had worn from a great public success down  
to an amateur theatrical favourite, with many of the troublesome  
accessories cut out and the dramatis personae reduced to the  
smallest possible number.  
</p><p>Drouet had seen this play some time in the past.  
</p><p>"That's it," he said; "that's a fine play. It will go all right. You  
ought to make a lot of money out of that."  
</p><p>"We think we'll do very well," Mr. Quincel replied. "Don't you  
forget now," he concluded, Drouet showing signs of restlessness; "some  
young woman to take the part of Laura."  
</p><p>"Sure, I'll attend to it."  
</p><p>He moved away, forgetting almost all about it the moment Mr. Quincel  
had ceased talking. He had not even thought to ask the time or place.  
</p><p>Drouet was reminded of his promise a day or two later by the receipt  
of a letter announcing that the first rehearsal was set for the  
following Friday evening, and urging him to kindly forward the young  
lady's address at once, in order that the part might be delivered to  
her.  
</p><p>"Now, who the deuce do I know?" asked the drummer reflectively,  
scratching his rosy ear. "I don't know any one that knows anything  
about amateur theatricals."  
</p><p>He went over in memory the names of a number of women he knew, and  
finally fixed on one, largely because of the convenient location of  
her home on the West Side, and promised himself that as he came out  
that evening he would see her. When, however, he started west on the  
car he forgot, and was only reminded of his delinquency by an item  
in the "Evening News"-- a small three-line affair under the head of  
Secret Society Notes-- which stated the Custer Lodge of the Order of  
Elks would give a theatrical performance in Avery Hall on the 16th,  
when "Under the Gaslight" would be produced.  
</p><p>"George!" exclaimed Drouet, "I forgot that."  
</p><p>"What?" inquired Carrie.  
</p><p>They were at their little table in the room which might have been  
used for a kitchen, where Carrie occasionally served a meal.  
To-night the fancy had caught her, and the little table was spread  
with a pleasing repast.  
</p><p>"Why, my lodge entertainment. They're going to give a play, and they  
wanted me to get them some young lady to take a part."  
</p><p>"What is it they're going to play?"  
</p><p>"'Under the Gaslight.'"  
</p><p>"When?"  
</p><p>"On the 16th."  
</p><p>"Well, why don't you?" asked Carrie.  
</p><p>"I don't know any one," he replied.  
</p><p>Suddenly he looked up.  
</p><p>"Say," he said, "how would you like to take the part?"  
</p><p>"Me?" said Carrie. "I can't act."  
</p><p>"How do you know?" questioned Drouet reflectively.  
</p><p>"Because," answered Carrie, "I never did."  
</p><p>Nevertheless, she was pleased to think he would ask. Her eyes  
brightened, for if there was anything that enlisted her sympathies  
it was the art of the stage.  
</p><p>True to his nature, Drouet clung to this idea as an easy way out.  
</p><p>"That's nothing. You can act all you have to down there."  
</p><p>"No, I can't," said Carrie weakly, very much drawn toward the  
proposition and yet fearful.  
</p><p>"Yes, you can. Now, why don't you do it? They need some one, and  
it will be lots of fun for you."  
</p><p>"Oh, no, it won't," said Carrie seriously.  
</p><p>"You'd like that. I know you would. I've seen you dancing around  
here and giving imitations and that's why I asked you. You're clever  
enough, all right."  
</p><p>"No, I'm not," said Carrie shyly.  
</p><p>"Now, I'll tell you what you do. You go down and see about it. It'll  
be fun for you. The rest of the company isn't going to be any good.  
They haven't any experience. What do they know about theatricals?"  
</p><p>He frowned as he thought of their ignorance.  
</p><p>"Hand me the coffee," he added.  
</p><p>"I don't believe I could act, Charlie," Carrie went on pettishly.  
"You don't think I could, do you?"  
</p><p>"Sure. Out o' sight. I bet you make a hit. Now you want to go, I  
know you do. I knew it when I came home. That's why I asked you."  
</p><p>"What is the play, did you say?"  
</p><p>"'Under the Gaslight.'"  
</p><p>"What part would they want me to take?"  
</p><p>"Oh, one of the heroines-- I don't know."  
</p><p>"What sort of a play is it?"  
</p><p>"Well," said Drouet, whose memory for such things was not the  
best, "it's about a girl who gets kidnapped by a couple of crooks-- a  
man and a woman that live in the slums. She had some money or  
something and they wanted to get it. I don't know now how it did go  
exactly."  
</p><p>"Don't you know what part I would have to take?"  
</p><p>"No, I don't, to tell the truth." He thought a moment. "Yes, I do,  
too. Laura, that's the thing-- you're to be Laura."  
</p><p>"And you can't remember what the part is like?"  
</p><p>"To save me, Cad, I can't," he answered. "I ought to, too; I've seen  
the play enough. There's a girl in it that was stolen when she was  
an infant-- was picked off the street or something-- and she's the one  
that's hounded by the two old criminals I was telling you about." He  
stopped with a mouthful of pie poised on a fork before his face.  
"She comes very near getting drowned-- no, that's not it. I'll tell you  
what I'll do," he concluded hopelessly, "I'll get you the book. I  
can't remember now for the life of me."  
</p><p>"Well, I don't know," said Carrie, when he had concluded, her  
interest and desire to shine dramatically struggling with her timidity  
for the mastery. "I might go if you thought I'd do all right."  
</p><p>"Of course, you'll do," said Drouet, who, in his efforts to  
enthuse Carrie, had interested himself. "Do you think I'd come home  
here and urge you to do something that I didn't think you would make a  
success of? You can act all right. It'll be good for you."  
</p><p>"When must I go?" said Carrie, reflectively.  
</p><p>"The first rehearsal is Friday night. I'll get the part for you  
to-night."  
</p><p>"All right," said Carrie resignedly, "I'll do it, but if I make a  
failure now it's your fault."  
</p><p>"You won't fail," assured Drouet. "Just act as you do around here.  
Be natural. You're all right. I've often thought you'd make a  
corking good actress."  
</p><p>"Did you really?" asked Carrie.  
</p><p>"That's right," said the drummer.  
</p><p>He little knew as he went out of the door that night what a secret  
flame he had kindled in the bosom of the girl he left behind. Carrie  
was possessed of that sympathetic, impressionable nature which, ever  
in the most developed form, has been the glory of the drama. She was  
created with that passivity of soul which is always the mirror of  
the active world. She possessed an innate taste for imitation and no  
small ability. Even without practice, she could sometimes restore  
dramatic situations she had witnessed by re-creating, before her  
mirror, the expressions of the various faces taking part in the scene.  
She loved to modulate her voice after the conventional manner of the  
distressed heroine, and repeat such pathetic fragments as appealed  
most to her sympathies. Of late, seeing the airy grace of the  
ingenue in several well-constructed plays, she had been moved to  
secretly imitate it, and many were the little movements and  
expressions of the body in which she indulged from time to time in the  
privacy of her chamber. On several occasions, when Drouet had caught  
her admiring herself, as he imagined, in the mirror, she was doing  
nothing more than recalling some little grace of the mouth or the eyes  
which she had witnessed in another. Under his airy accusation she  
mistook this for vanity and accepted the blame with a faint sense of  
error, though, as a matter of fact, it was nothing more than the first  
subtle outcroppings of an artistic nature, endeavouring to re-create  
the perfect likeness of some phase of beauty which appealed to her. In  
such feeble tendencies, be it known, such outworking of desire to  
reproduce life, lies the basis of all dramatic art.  
</p><p>Now, when Carrie heard Drouet's laudatory opinion of her dramatic  
ability, her body tingled with satisfaction. Like the flame which  
welds the loosened particles into a solid mass, his words united those  
floating wisps of feeling which she had felt, but never believed,  
concerning her possible ability, and made them into a gaudy shred of  
hope. Like all human beings, she had a touch of vanity. She felt  
that she could do things if she only had a chance. How often had she  
looked at the well-dressed actresses on the stage and wondered how she  
would look, how delightful she would feel if only she were in their  
place. The glamour, the tense situation, the fine clothes, the  
applause, these had lured her until she felt that she, too, could act--  
that she, too, could compel acknowledgment of power. Now she was  
told that she really could-- that little things she had done about  
the house had made even him feel her power. It was a delightful  
sensation while it lasted.  
</p><p>When Drouet was gone, she sat down in her rocking-chair by the  
window to think about it. As usual, imagination exaggerated the  
possibilities for her. It was as if he had put fifty cents in her hand  
and she had exercised the thoughts of a thousand dollars. She saw  
herself in a score of pathetic situations in which she assumed a  
tremulous voice and suffering manner. Her mind delighted itself with  
scenes of luxury and refinement, situations in which she was the  
cynosure of all eyes, the arbiter of all fates. As she rocked to and  
fro she felt the tensity of woe in abandonment, the magnificence of  
wrath after deception, the languour of sorrow after defeat. Thoughts  
of all the charming women she had seen in plays-- every fancy, every  
illusion which she had concerning the stage-- now came back as a  
returning tide after the ebb. She built up feelings and a  
determination which the occasion did not warrant.  
</p><p>Drouet dropped in at the lodge when he went down town, and swashed  
around with a great air, as Quincel met him.  
</p><p>"Where is that young lady you were going to get for us?" asked the  
latter.  
</p><p>"I've got her," said Drouet.  
</p><p>"Have you?" said Quincel, rather surprised by his promptness;  
"that's good. What's her address?" and he pulled out his note-book  
in order to be able to send her part to her.  
</p><p>"You want to send her her part?" asked the drummer.  
</p><p>"Yes."  
</p><p>"Well, I'll take it. I'm going right by her house in the morning."  
</p><p>"What did you say her address was? We only want it in case we have  
any information to send her."  
</p><p>"Twenty-nine Ogden Place."  
</p><p>"And her name?"  
</p><p>"Carrie Madenda," said the drummer, firing at random. The lodge  
members knew him to be single.  
</p><p>"That sounds like somebody that can act, doesn't it?" said Quincel.  
</p><p>"Yes, it does."  
</p><p>He took the part home to Carrie and handed it to her with the manner  
of one who does a favour.  
</p><p>"He says that's the best part. Do you think you can do it?"  
</p><p>"I don't know until I look it over. You know I'm afraid, now that  
I've said I would."  
</p><p>"Oh, go on. What have you got to be afraid of? It's a cheap company.  
The rest of them aren't as good as you are."  
</p><p>"Well, I'll see," said Carrie, pleased to have the part, for all her  
misgivings.  
</p><p>He sidled around, dressing and fidgeting before he arranged to  
make his next remark.  
</p><p>"They were getting ready to print the programmes," he said, "and I  
gave them the name of Carrie Madenda. Was that all right?"  
</p><p>"Yes, I guess so," said his companion, looking up at him. She was  
thinking it was slightly strange.  
</p><p>"If you didn't make a hit, you know," he went on.  
</p><p>"Oh, yes," she answered, rather pleased now with his caution. It was  
clever for Drouet.  
</p><p>"I didn't want to introduce you as my wife, because you'd feel worse  
then if you didn't go. They all know me so well. But you'll go all  
right. Anyhow, you'll probably never meet any of them again."  
</p><p>"Oh, I don't care," said Carrie desperately. She was determined  
now to have a try at the fascinating game.  
</p><p>Drouet breathed a sigh of relief. He had been afraid that he was  
about to precipitate another conversation upon the marriage question.  
</p><p>The part of Laura, as Carrie found out when she began to examine it,  
was one of suffering and tears. As delineated by Mr. Daly, it was true  
to the most sacred traditions of melodrama as he found it when he  
began his career. The sorrowful demeanour, the tremolo music, the  
long, explanatory, cumulative addresses, all were there.  
</p><p>"Poor fellow," read Carrie, consulting the text and drawing her  
voice out pathetically. "Martin, be sure and give him a glass of  
wine before he goes."  
</p><p>She was surprised at the briefness of the entire part, not knowing  
that she must be on the stage while others were talking, and not  
only be there, but also keep herself in harmony with the dramatic  
movement of the scenes.  
</p><p>"I think I can do that, though," she concluded.  
</p><p>When Drouet came the next night, she was very much satisfied with  
her day's study.  
</p><p>"Well, how goes it, Caddie?" he said.  
</p><p>"All right," she laughed. "I think I have it memorised nearly."  
</p><p>"That's good," he said. "Let's hear some of it."  
</p><p>"Oh, I don't know whether I can get up and say it off here," she  
said bashfully.  
</p><p>"Well, I don't know why you shouldn't. It'll be easier here than  
it will there."  
</p><p>"I don't know about that," she answered.  
</p><p>Eventually she took off the ball-room episode with considerable  
feeling, forgetting, as she got deeper in the scene, all about Drouet,  
and letting herself rise to a fine state of feeling.  
</p><p>"Good," said Drouet; "fine; out o' sight! You're all right,  
Caddie, I tell you."  
</p><p>He was really moved by her excellent representation and the  
general appearance of the pathetic little figure as it swayed and  
finally fainted to the floor. He had bounded up to catch her, and  
now held her laughing in his arms.  
</p><p>"Ain't you afraid you'll hurt yourself?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Not a bit."  
</p><p>"Well, you're a wonder. Say, I never knew you could do anything like  
that."  
</p><p>"I never did, either," said Carrie merrily, her face flushed with  
delight.  
</p><p>"Well, you can bet that you're all right," said Drouet. "You can  
take my word for that. You won't fail."  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="17">   
<head>Chapter XVII.  
<lb>A GLIMPSE THROUGH THE GATEWAY: HOPE LIGHTENS THE EYE  
</head>  
<p>The, to Carrie, very important theatrical performance was to take  
place at the Avery on conditions which were to make it more noteworthy  
than was at first anticipated. The little dramatic student had written  
to Hurstwood the very morning her part was brought her that she was  
going to take part in a play.  
</p><p>"I really am," she wrote, feeling that he might take it as a jest;  
"I have my part now, honest, truly."  
</p><p>Hurstwood smiled in an indulgent way as he read this.  
</p><p>"I wonder what it is going to be? I must see that."  
</p><p>He answered at once, making a pleasant reference to her ability.  
"I haven't the slightest doubt you will make a success. You must  
come to the park to-morrow morning and tell me all about it."  
</p><p>Carrie gladly complied, and revealed all the details of the  
undertaking as she understood it.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, "that's fine. I'm glad to hear it. Of course, you  
will do well, you're so clever."  
</p><p>He had truly never seen so much spirit in the girl before. Her  
tendency to discover a touch of sadness had for the nonce disappeared.  
As she spoke her eyes were bright, her cheeks red. She radiated much  
of the pleasure which her undertakings gave her. For all her  
misgivings-- and they were as plentiful as the moments of the day--  
she was still happy. She could not repress her delight in doing this  
little thing which, to an ordinary observer, had no importance at all.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was charmed by the development of the fact that the girl  
had capabilities. There is nothing so inspiring in life as the sight  
of a legitimate ambition, no matter how incipient. It gives colour,  
force, and beauty to the possessor.  
</p><p>Carrie was now lightened by a touch of this divine afflatus. She  
drew to herself commendation from her two admirers which she had not  
earned. Their affection for her naturally heightened their  
perception of what she was trying to do and their approval of what she  
did. Her inexperience conserved her own exuberant fancy, which ran  
riot with every straw of opportunity, making of it a golden divining  
rod whereby the treasure of life was to be discovered.  
</p><p>"Let's see," said Hurstwood, "I ought to know some of the boys in  
the lodge. I'm an Elk myself."  
</p><p>"Oh, you mustn't let him know I told you."  
</p><p>"That's so," said the manager.  
</p><p>"I'd like for you to be there, if you want to come, but I don't  
see how you can unless he asks you."  
</p><p>"I'll be there," said Hurstwood affectionately. "I can fix it so  
he won't know you told me. You leave it to me."  
</p><p>This interest of the manager was a large thing in itself for the  
performance, for his standing among the Elks was something worth  
talking about. Already he was thinking of a box with some friends, and  
flowers for Carrie. He would make it a dress-suit affair and give  
the little girl a chance.  
</p><p>Within a day or two, Drouet dropped into the Adams Street resort,  
and he was at once spied by Hurstwood. It was at five in the afternoon  
and the place was crowded with merchants, actors, managers,  
politicians, a goodly company of rotund, rosy figures, silk-hatted,  
starchy-bosomed, beringed and bescarfpinned to the queen's taste. John  
L. Sullivan, the pugilist, was at one end of the glittering bar,  
surrounded by a company of loudly dressed sports, who were holding a  
most animated conversation. Drouet came across the floor with a  
festive stride, a new pair of tan shoes squeaking audibly at his  
progress.  
</p><p>"Well, sir," said Hurstwood, "I was wondering what had become of  
you. I thought you had gone out of town again."  
</p><p>Drouet laughed.  
</p><p>"If you don't report more regularly we'll have to cut you off the  
list."  
</p><p>"Couldn't help it," said the drummer, "I've been busy."  
</p><p>They strolled over toward the bar amid the noisy, shifting company  
of notables. The dressy manager was shaken by the hand three times  
in as many minutes.  
</p><p>"I hear your lodge is going to give a performance," observed  
Hurstwood, in the most offhand manner.  
</p><p>"Yes, who told you?"  
</p><p>"No one," said Hurstwood. "They just sent me a couple of tickets,  
which I can have for two dollars. Is it going to be any good?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," replied the drummer. "They've been trying to get  
me to get some woman to take a part."  
</p><p>"I wasn't intending to go," said the manager easily. "I'll  
subscribe, of course. How are things over there?"  
</p><p>"All right. They're going to fit things up out of the proceeds."  
</p><p>"Well," said the manager, "I hope they make a success of it. Have  
another?"  
</p><p>He did not intend to say any more. Now, if he should appear on the  
scene with a few friends, he could say that he had been urged to  
come along. Drouet had a desire to wipe out the possibility of  
confusion.  
</p><p>"I think the girl is going to take a part in it," he said  
abruptly, after thinking it over.  
</p><p>"You don't say so! How did that happen?"  
</p><p>"Well, they were short and wanted me to find them some one. I told  
Carrie, and she seems to want to try."  
</p><p>"Good for her," said the manager. "It'll be a real nice affair. Do  
her good, too. Has she ever had any experience?"  
</p><p>"Not a bit."  
</p><p>"Oh, well, it isn't anything very serious."  
</p><p>"She's clever, though," said Drouet, casting off any imputation  
against Carrie's ability. "She picks up her part quick enough."  
</p><p>"You don't say so!" said the manager.  
</p><p>"Yes, sir; she surprised me the other night. By George, if she  
didn't."  
</p><p>"We must give her a nice little send-off," said the manager. "I'll  
look after the flowers."  
</p><p>Drouet smiled at his good-nature.  
</p><p>"After the show you must come with me and we'll have a little  
supper."  
</p><p>"I think she'll do all right," said Drouet.  
</p><p>"I want to see her. She's got to do all right. We'll make her,"  
and the manager gave one of his quick, steely half-smiles, which was a  
compound of good-nature and shrewdness.  
</p><p>Carrie, meanwhile, attended the first rehearsal. At this performance  
Mr. Quincel presided, aided by Mr. Millice, a young man who had some  
qualifications of past experience, which were not exactly understood  
by any one. He was so experienced and so business-like, however,  
that he came very near being rude-- failing to remember, as he did,  
that the individuals he was trying to instruct were volunteer  
players and not salaried underlings.  
</p><p>"Now, Miss Madenda," he said, addressing Carrie, who stood in one  
part uncertain as to what move to make, "you don't want to stand  
like that. Put expression in your face. Remember, you are troubled  
over the intrusion of the stranger. Walk so," and he struck out across  
the Avery stage in a most drooping manner.  
</p><p>Carrie did not exactly fancy the suggestion, but the novelty of  
the situation, the presence of strangers, all more or less nervous,  
and the desire to do anything rather than make a failure, made her  
timid. She walked in imitation of her mentor as requested, inwardly  
feeling that there was something strangely lacking.  
</p><p>"Now, Mrs. Morgan," said the director to one young married woman who  
was to take the part of Pearl, "you sit here. Now, Mr. Bamberger,  
you stand here, so. Now, what is it you say?"  
</p><p>"Explain," said Mr. Bamberger feebly. He had the part of Ray,  
Laura's lover, the society individual who was to waver in his thoughts  
of marrying her, upon finding that she was a waif and a nobody by  
birth.  
</p><p>"How is that-- what does your text say?"  
</p><p>"Explain," repeated Mr. Bamberger, looking intently at his part.  
</p><p>"Yes, but it also says," the director remarked, "that you are to  
look shocked. Now, say it again, and see if you can't look shocked."  
</p><p>"Explain!" demanded Mr. Bamberger vigorously.  
</p><p>"No, no, that won't do! Say it this way-- explain."  
</p><p>"Explain," said Mr. Bamberger, giving a modified imitation.  
</p><p>"That's better. Now go on."  
</p><p>"One night," resumed Mrs. Morgan, whose lines came next, "father and  
mother were going to the opera. When they were crossing Broadway,  
the usual crowd of children accosted them for alms-"  
</p><p>"Hold on," said the director, rushing forward, his arm extended.  
"Put more feeling into what you are saying."  
</p><p>Mrs. Morgan looked at him as if she feared a personal assault. Her  
eye lightened with resentment.  
</p><p>"Remember, Mrs. Morgan," he added, ignoring the gleam, but modifying  
his manner, "that you're detailing a pathetic story. You are now  
supposed to be telling something that is a grief to you. It requires  
feeling, repression, thus: 'The usual crowd of children accosted  
them for alms.'"  
</p><p>"All right," said Mrs. Morgan.  
</p><p>"Now, go on."  
</p><p>"As mother felt in her pocket for some change, her fingers touched a  
cold and trembling hand which had clutched her purse."  
</p><p>"Very good," interrupted the director, nodding his head  
significantly.  
</p><p>"A pickpocket! Well!" exclaimed Mr. Bamberger, speaking the lines  
that here fell to him.  
</p><p>"No, no, Mr. Bamberger," said the director, approaching, "not that  
way. 'A pickpocket-- well?' so. That's the idea."  
</p><p>"Don't you think," said Carrie weakly, noticing that it had not been  
proved yet whether the members of the company knew their lines, let  
alone the details of expression, "that it would be better if we just  
went through our lines once to see if we know them? We might pick up  
some points."  
</p><p>"A very good idea, Miss Madenda," said Mr. Quincel, who sat at the  
side of the stage, looking serenely on and volunteering opinions which  
the director did not heed.  
</p><p>"All right," said the latter, somewhat abashed, "it might be well to  
do it." Then brightening, with a show of authority, "Suppose we run  
right through, putting in as much expression as we can."  
</p><p>"Good," said Mr. Quincel.  
</p><p>"This hand," resumed Mrs. Morgan, glancing up at Mr. Bamberger and  
down at her book, as the lines proceeded, "my mother grasped in her  
own, and so tight that a small, feeble voice uttered an exclamation of  
pain. Mother looked down, and there beside her was a little ragged  
girl."  
</p><p>"Very good," observed the director, now hopelessly idle.  
</p><p>"The thief!" exclaimed Mr. Bamberger.  
</p><p>"Louder," put in the director, finding it almost impossible to  
keep his hands off.  
</p><p>"The thief!" roared poor Bamberger.  
</p><p>"Yes, but a thief hardly six years old, with a face like an angel's.  
'Stop,' said my mother. 'What are you doing?'  
</p><p>"'Trying to steal,' said the child.  
</p><p>"'Don't you know that it is wicked to do so?' asked my father.  
</p><p>"'No,' said the girl, 'but it is dreadful to be hungry.'  
</p><p>"'Who told you to steal?' asked my mother.  
</p><p>"'She-- there,' said the child, pointing to a squalid woman in a  
doorway opposite, who fled suddenly down the street. 'That is old  
Judas,' said the girl."  
</p><p>Mrs. Morgan read this rather flatly, and the director was in  
despair. He fidgeted around, and then went over to Mr. Quincel.  
</p><p>"What do you think of them?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Oh, I guess we'll be able to whip them into shape," said the  
latter, with an air of strength under difficulties.  
</p><p>"I don't know," said the director. "That fellow Bamberger strikes me  
as being a pretty poor shift for a lover."  
</p><p>"He's all we've got," said! Quincel, rolling up his eyes.  
"Harrison went back on me at the last minute. Who else can we get?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," said the director. "I'm afraid he'll never pick up."  
</p><p>At this moment Bamberger was exclaiming, "Pearl, you are joking with  
me."  
</p><p>"Look at that now," said the director, whispering behind his hand.  
"My Lord! what can you do with a man who drawls out a sentence like  
that?"  
</p><p>"Do the best you can," said Quincel consolingly.  
</p><p>The rendition ran on in this wise until it came to where Carrie,  
as Laura, comes into the room to explain to Ray, who, after hearing  
Pearl's statement about her birth, had written the letter  
repudiating her, which, however, he did not deliver. Bamberger was  
just concluding the words of Ray, "I must go before she returns. Her  
step! Too late," and was cramming the letter in his pocket, when she  
began sweetly with:  
</p><p>"Ray!"  
</p><p>"Miss-- Miss Courtland," Bamberger faltered weakly.  
</p><p>Carrie looked at him a moment and forgot all about the company  
present. She began to feel the part, and summoned an indifferent smile  
to her lips, turning as the lines directed and going to a window, as  
if he were not present. She did it with a grace which was  
fascinating to look upon.  
</p><p>"Who is that woman?" asked the director, watching Carrie in her  
little scene with Bamberger.  
</p><p>"Miss Madenda," said Quincel.  
</p><p>"I know her name," said the director, "but what does she do?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Quincel. "She's a friend of one of our  
members."  
</p><p>"Well, she's got more gumption than any one I've seen here so far--  
seems to take an interest in what she's doing."  
</p><p>"Pretty, too, isn't she?" said Quincel.  
</p><p>The director strolled away without answering.  
</p><p>In the second scene, where she was supposed to face the company in  
the ball-room, she did even better, winning the smile of the director,  
who volunteered, because of her fascination for him, to come over  
and speak with her.  
</p><p>"Were you ever on the stage?" he asked insinuatingly.  
</p><p>"No," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"You do so well, I thought you might have had some experience."  
</p><p>Carrie only smiled consciously.  
</p><p>He walked away to listen to Bamberger, who was feebly spouting  
some ardent line.  
</p><p>Mrs. Morgan saw the drift of things and gleamed at Carrie with  
envious and snapping black eyes.  
</p><p>"She's some cheap professional," she gave herself the satisfaction  
of thinking, and scorned and hated her accordingly.  
</p><p>The rehearsal ended for one day, and Carrie went home feeling that  
she had acquitted herself satisfactorily. The words of the director  
were ringing in her ears, and she longed for an opportunity to tell  
Hurstwood. She wanted him to know just how well she was doing. Drouet,  
too, was an object for her confidences. She could hardly wait until he  
should ask her, and yet she did not have the vanity to bring it up.  
The drummer, however, had another line of thought to-night, and her  
little experience did not appeal to him as important. He let the  
conversation drop, save for what she chose to recite without  
solicitation, and Carrie was not good at that. He took it for  
granted that she was doing very well and he was relieved of further  
worry. Consequently he threw Carrie into repression, which was  
irritating. She felt his indifference keenly and longed to see  
Hurstwood. It was as if he were now the only friend she had on  
earth. The next morning Drouet was interested again, but the damage  
had been done.  
</p><p>She got a pretty letter from the manager, saying that by the time  
she got it he would be waiting for her in the park. When she came,  
he shone upon her as the morning sun.  
</p><p>"Well, my dear," he asked, "how did you come out?"  
</p><p>"Well enough," she said, still somewhat reduced after Drouet.  
</p><p>"Now, tell me just what you did. Was it pleasant?"  
</p><p>Carrie related the incidents of the rehearsal, warming up as she  
proceeded.  
</p><p>"Well, that's delightful," said Hurstwood. "I'm so glad. I must  
get over there to see you. When is the next rehearsal?"  
</p><p>"Tuesday," said Carrie, "but they don't allow visitors."  
</p><p>"I imagine I could get in," said Hurstwood significantly.  
</p><p>She was completely restored and delighted by his consideration,  
but she made him promise not to come around.  
</p><p>"Now you must do your best to please me," he said encouragingly.  
"Just remember that I want you to succeed. We will make the  
performance worth while. You do that now."  
</p><p>"I'll try," said Carrie, brimming with affection and enthusiasm.  
</p><p>"That's the girl," said Hurstwood fondly. "Now, remember," shaking  
an affectionate finger at her, "your best."  
</p><p>"I will," she answered, looking back.  
</p><p>The whole earth was brimming sunshine that morning. She tripped  
along, the clear sky pouring liquid blue into her soul. Oh, blessed  
are the children of endeavour in this, that they try and are  
hopeful. And blessed also are they who, knowing, smile and approve.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="18">   
<head>Chapter XVIII.  
<lb> JUST OVER THE BORDER: A HAIL AND FAREWELL  
</head>  
<p>By the evening of the 16th the subtle hand of Hurstwood had made  
itself apparent. He had given the word among his friends-- and they  
were many and influential-- that here was something which they ought to  
attend, and, as a consequence, the sale of tickets by Mr. Quincel,  
acting for the lodge, had been large. Small four-line notes had  
appeared in all of the daily newspapers. These he had arranged for  
by the aid of one of his newspaper friends on the "Times," Mr. Harry  
McGarren, the managing editor.  
</p><p>"Say, Harry," Hurstwood said to him one evening, as the latter stood  
at the bar drinking before wending his belated way homeward, "you  
can help the boys out, I guess."  
</p><p>"What is it?" said McGarren, pleased to be consulted by the  
opulent manager.  
</p><p>"The Custer Lodge is getting up a little entertainment for their own  
good, and they'd like a little newspaper notice. You know what I mean--  
a squib or two saying that it's going to take place."  
</p><p>"Certainly," said McGarren, "I can fix that for you, George."  
</p><p>At the same time Hurstwood kept himself wholly in the background.  
The members of Custer Lodge could scarcely understand why their little  
affair was taking so well. Mr. Harry Quincel was looked upon as  
quite a star for this sort of work.  
</p><p>By the time the 16th had arrived Hurstwood's friends had rallied  
like Romans to a senator's call. A well-dressed, good-natured,  
flatteringly-inclined audience was assured from the moment he  
thought of assisting Carrie.  
</p><p>That little student had mastered her part to her own satisfaction,  
much as she trembled for her fate when she should once face the  
gathered throng, behind the glare of the footlights. She tried to  
console herself with the thought that a score of other persons, men  
and women, were equally tremulous concerning the outcome of their  
efforts, but she could not disassociate the general danger from her  
own individual liability. She feared that she would forget her  
lines, that she might be unable to master the feeling which she now  
felt concerning her own movements in the play. At times she wished  
that she had never gone into the affair; at others, she trembled  
lest she should be paralysed with fear and stand white and gasping,  
not knowing what to say and spoiling the entire performance.  
</p><p>In the matter of the company, Mr. Bamberger had disappeared. That  
hopeless example had fallen under the lance of the director's  
criticism. Mrs. Morgan was still present, but envious and  
determined, if for nothing more than spite, to do as well as Carrie at  
least. A loafing professional had been called in to assume the role of  
Ray, and, while he was a poor stick of his kind, he was not troubled  
by any of those qualms which attack the spirit of those who have never  
faced an audience. He swashed about (cautioned though he was to  
maintain silence concerning his past theatrical relationships) in such  
a self-confident manner that he was like to convince every one of  
his identity by mere matter of circumstantial evidence.  
</p><p>"It is so easy," he said to Mrs. Morgan, in the usual affected stage  
voice. "An audience would be the last thing to trouble me. It's the  
spirit of the part, you know, that is difficult."  
</p><p>Carrie disliked his appearance, but she was too much the actress not  
to swallow his qualities with complaisance, seeing that she must  
suffer his fictitious love for the evening.  
</p><p>At six she was ready to go. Theatrical paraphernalia had been  
provided over and above her care. She had practised her make-up in the  
morning, had rehearsed and arranged her material for the evening by  
one o'clock, and had gone home to have a final look at her part,  
waiting for the evening to come.  
</p><p>On this occasion the lodge sent a carriage. Drouet rode with her  
as far as the door, and then went about the neighbouring stores,  
looking for some good cigars. The little actress marched nervously  
into her dressing-room and began that painfully anticipated matter  
of make-up which was to transform her, a simple maiden, to Laura,  
The Belle of Society.  
</p><p>The flare of the gas-jets, the open trunks, suggestive of travel and  
display, the scattered contents of the make-up box-- rouge, pearl  
powder, whiting, burnt cork, India ink, pencils for the eyelids, wigs,  
scissors, looking-glasses, drapery-- in short, all the nameless  
paraphernalia of disguise, have a remarkable atmosphere of their  
own. Since her arrival in the city many things had influenced her, but  
always in a far-removed manner. This new atmosphere was more friendly.  
It was wholly unlike the great brilliant mansions which waved her  
coldly away, permitting her only awe and distant wonder. This took her  
by the hand kindly, as one who says, "My dear, come in." It opened for  
her as if for its own. She had wondered at the greatness of the  
names upon the bill-boards, the marvel of the long notices in the  
papers, the beauty of the dresses upon the stage, the atmosphere of  
carriages, flowers, refinement. Here was no illusion. Here was an open  
door to see all of that. She had come upon it as one who stumbles upon  
a secret passage, and, behold, she was in the chamber of diamonds  
and delight!  
</p><p>As she dressed with a flutter, in her little stage room, hearing the  
voices outside, seeing Mr. Quincel hurrying here and there, noting  
Mrs. Morgan and Mrs. Hoagland at their nervous work of preparation,  
seeing all the twenty members of the cast moving about and worrying  
over what the result would be, she could not help thinking what a  
delight this would be if it would endure; how perfect a state, if  
she could only do well now, and then some time get a place as a real  
actress. The thought had taken a mighty hold upon her. It hummed in  
her ears as the melody of an old song.  
</p><p>Outside in the little lobby another scene was being enacted. Without  
the interest of Hurstwood, the little hall would probably have been  
comfortably filled, for the members of the lodge were moderately  
interested in its welfare. Hurstwood's word, however, had gone the  
rounds. It was to be a full-dress affair. The four boxes had been  
taken. Dr. Norman McNeill Hale and his wife were to occupy one. This  
was quite a card. C. R. Walker, drygoods merchant and possessor of  
at least two hundred thousand dollars, had taken another; a well-known  
coal merchant had been induced to take the third, and Hurstwood and  
his friends the fourth. Among the latter was Drouet. The people who  
were now pouring here were not celebrities, nor even local  
notabilities, in a general sense. They were the lights of a certain  
circle-- the circle of small fortunes and secret order distinctions.  
These gentlemen Elks knew the standing of one another. They had regard  
for the ability which could amass a small fortune, own a nice home,  
keep a barouche or carriage, perhaps, wear fine clothes, and  
maintain a good mercantile position. Naturally, Hurstwood, who was a  
little above the order of mind which accepted this standard as  
perfect, who had shrewdness and much assumption of dignity, who held  
an imposing and authoritative position, and commanded friendship by  
intuitive tact in handling people, was quite a figure. He was more  
generally known than most others in the same circle, and was looked  
upon as some one whose reserve covered a mine of influence and solid  
financial prosperity.  
</p><p>To-night he was in his element. He came with several friends  
directly from Rector's in a carriage. In the lobby he met Drouet,  
who was just returning from a trip for more cigars. All five now  
joined in an animated conversation concerning the company present  
and the general drift of lodge affairs.  
</p><p>"Who's here?" said Hurstwood, passing into the theatre proper, where  
the lights were turned up and a company of gentlemen were laughing and  
talking in the open space back of the seats.  
</p><p>"Why, how do you do, Mr. Hurstwood?" came from the first  
individual recognised.  
</p><p>"Glad to see you," said the latter, grasping his hand lightly.  
</p><p>"Looks quite an affair, doesn't it?"  
</p><p>"Yes, indeed," said the manager.  
</p><p>"Custer seems to have the backing of its members," observed the  
friend.  
</p><p>"So it should," said the knowing manager. "I'm glad to see it."  
</p><p>"Well, George," said another rotund citizen, whose avoirdupois  
made necessary an almost alarming display of starched shirt bosom,  
"how goes it with you?"  
</p><p>"Excellent," said the manager.  
</p><p>"What brings you over here? You're not a member of Custer."  
</p><p>"Good-nature," returned the manager. "Like to see the boys, you  
know."  
</p><p>"Wife here?"  
</p><p>"She couldn't come to-night. She's not well."  
</p><p>"Sorry to hear it-- nothing serious, I hope."  
</p><p>"No, just feeling a little ill."  
</p><p>"I remember Mrs. Hurstwood when she was travelling once with you  
over to St. Joe-" and here the newcomer launched off in a trivial  
recollection, which was terminated by the arrival of more friends.  
</p><p>"Why, George, how are you?" said another genial West Side politician  
and lodge member. "My, but I'm glad to see you again; how are  
things, anyhow?"  
</p><p>"Very well; I see you got that nomination for alderman."  
</p><p>"Yes, we whipped them out over there without much trouble."  
</p><p>"What do you suppose Hennessy will do now?"  
</p><p>"Oh, he'll go back to his brick business. He has a brick-yard, you  
know."  
</p><p>"I didn't know that," said the manager. "Felt pretty sore, I  
suppose, over his defeat."  
</p><p>"Perhaps," said the other, winking shrewdly.  
</p><p>Some of the more favoured of his friends whom he had invited began  
to roll up in carriages now. They came shuffling in with a great  
show of finery and much evident feeling of content and importance.  
</p><p>"Here we are," said Hurstwood, turning to one from a group with whom  
he was talking.  
</p><p>"That's right," returned the newcomer, a gentleman of about  
forty-five.  
</p><p>"And say," he whispered, jovially, pulling Hurstwood over by the  
shoulder so that he might whisper in his ear, "if this isn't a good  
show, I'll punch your head."  
</p><p>"You ought to pay for seeing your old friends. Bother the show!"  
</p><p>To another who inquired, "Is it something really good?" the  
manager replied:  
</p><p>"I don't know. I don't suppose so." Then, lifting his hand  
graciously, "For the lodge."  
</p><p>"Lots of boys out, eh?"  
</p><p>"Yes, look up Shanahan. He was just asking for you a moment ago."  
</p><p>It was thus that the little theatre resounded to a babble of  
successful voices, the creak of fine clothes, the commonplace of  
good-nature, and all largely because of this man's bidding. Look at  
him any time within the half hour before the curtain was up, he was  
a member of an eminent group-- a rounded company of five or more  
whose stout figures, large white bosoms, and shining pins bespoke  
the character of their success. The gentlemen who brought their  
wives called him out to shake hands. Seats clicked, ushers bowed while  
he looked blandly on. He was evidently a light among them,  
reflecting in his personality the ambitions of those who greeted  
him. He was acknowledged, fawned upon, in a way lionised. Through it  
all one could see the standing of the man. It was greatness in a  
way, small as it was.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="19">   
<head>Chapter XIX.  
<lb>   AN HOUR IN ELFLAND: A CLAMOUR HALF HEARD  
</head>  
<p>At last the curtain was ready to go up. All the details of the  
make-up had been completed, and the company settled down as the leader  
of the small, hired orchestra tapped significantly upon his music rack  
with his baton and began the soft curtain-raising strain. Hurstwood  
ceased talking, and went with Drouet and his friend Sagar Morrison  
around to the box.  
</p><p>"Now, we'll see how the little girl does," he said to Drouet, in a  
tone which no one else could hear.  
</p><p>On the stage, six of the characters had already appeared in the  
opening parlour scene. Drouet and Hurstwood saw at a glance that  
Carrie was not among them, and went on talking in a whisper. Mrs.  
Morgan, Mrs. Hoagland, and the actor who had taken Bamberger's part  
were representing the principal roles in this scene. The professional,  
whose name was Patton, had little to recommend him outside of his  
assurance, but this at the present moment was most palpably needed.  
Mrs. Morgan, as Pearl, was stiff with fright. Mrs. Hoagland was  
husky in the throat. The whole company was so weak-kneed that the  
lines were merely spoken, and nothing more. It took all the hope and  
uncritical good-nature of the audience to keep from manifesting pity  
by that unrest which is the agony of failure.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was perfectly indifferent. He took it for granted that  
it would be worthless. All he cared for was to have it endurable  
enough to allow for pretension and congratulation afterward.  
</p><p>After the first rush of fright, however, the players got over the  
danger of collapse. They rambled weakly forward, losing nearly all the  
expression which was intended, and making the thing dull in the  
extreme, when Carrie came in.  
</p><p>One glance at her, and both Hurstwood and Drouet saw plainly that  
she also was weak-kneed. She came faintly across the stage, saying:  
</p><p>"And you, sir; we have been looking for you since eight o'clock,"  
but with so little colour and in such a feeble voice that it was  
positively painful.  
</p><p>"She's frightened," whispered Drouet to Hurstwood.  
</p><p>The manager made no answer.  
</p><p>She had a line presently which was supposed to be funny.  
</p><p>"Well, that's as much as to say that I'm a sort of life pill."  
</p><p>It came out so flat, however, that it was a deathly thing. Drouet  
fidgeted. Hurstwood moved his toe the least bit.  
</p><p>There was another place in which Laura was to rise and, with a sense  
of impending disaster, say, sadly:  
</p><p>"I wish you hadn't said that, Pearl. You know the old proverb, 'Call  
a maid by a married name.'"  
</p><p>The lack of feeling in the thing was ridiculous. Carrie did not  
get it at all. She seemed to be talking in her sleep. It looked as  
if she were certain to be a wretched failure. She was more hopeless  
than Mrs. Morgan, who had recovered somewhat, and was now saying her  
lines clearly at least. Drouet looked away from the stage at the  
audience. The latter held out silently, hoping for a general change,  
of course. Hurstwood fixed his eye on Carrie, as if to hypnotise her  
into doing better. He was pouring determination of his own in her  
direction. He felt sorry for her.  
</p><p>In a few more minutes it fell to her to read the letter sent in by  
the strange villain. The audience had been slightly diverted by a  
conversation between the professional actor and a character called  
Snorky, impersonated by a short little American, who really  
developed some humour as a half-crazed, one-armed soldier, turned  
messenger for a living. He bawled his lines out with such defiance  
that, while they really did not partake of the humour intended, they  
were funny. Now he was off, however, and it was back to pathos, with  
Carrie as the chief figure. She did not recover. She wandered  
through the whole scene between herself and the intruding villain,  
straining the patience of the audience, and finally exiting, much to  
their relief.  
</p><p>"She's too nervous," said Drouet, feeling in the mildness of the  
remark that he was lying for once.  
</p><p>"Better go back and say a word to her."  
</p><p>Drouet was glad to do anything for relief. He fairly hustled  
around to the side entrance, and was let in by the friendly  
door-keeper. Carrie was standing in the wings, weakly waiting her next  
cue, all the snap and nerve gone out of her.  
</p><p>"Say, Cad," he said, looking at her, "you mustn't be nervous. Wake  
up. Those guys out there don't amount to anything. What are you afraid  
of?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Carrie. "I just don't seem to be able to do  
it."  
</p><p>She was grateful for the drummer's presence, though. She had found  
the company so nervous that her own strength had gone.  
</p><p>"Come on," said Drouet. "Brace up. What are you afraid of? Go on out  
there now, and do the trick. What do you care?"  
</p><p>Carrie revived a little under the drummer's electrical, nervous  
condition.  
</p><p>"Did I do so very bad?"  
</p><p>"Not a bit. All you need is a little more ginger. Do it as you  
showed me. Get that toss of your head you had the other night."  
</p><p>Carrie remembered her triumph in the room. She tried to think she  
could do it.  
</p><p>"What's next?" he said, looking at her part, which she had been  
studying.  
</p><p>"Why, the scene between Ray and me when I refuse him."  
</p><p>"Well, now you do that lively," said the drummer. "Put in snap,  
that's the thing. Act as if you didn't care."  
</p><p>"Your turn next, Miss Madenda," said the prompter.  
</p><p>"Oh, dear," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Well, you're a chump for being afraid," said Drouet. "Come on  
now, brace up. I'll watch you from right here."  
</p><p>"Will you?" said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Yes, now go on. Don't be afraid."  
</p><p>The prompter signalled her.  
</p><p>She started out, weak as ever, but suddenly her nerve partially  
returned. She thought of Drouet looking.  
</p><p>"Ray," she said, gently, using a tone of voice much more calm than  
when she had last appeared. It was the scene which had pleased the  
director at the rehearsal.  
</p><p>"She's easier," thought Hurstwood to himself.  
</p><p>She did not do the part as she had at rehearsal, but she was better.  
The audience was at least not irritated. The improvement of the work  
of the entire company took away direct observation from her. They were  
making very fair progress, and now it looked as if the play would be  
passable, in the less trying parts at least.  
</p><p>Carrie came off warm and nervous.  
</p><p>"Well," she said, looking at him, "was it any better?"  
</p><p>"Well, I should say so. That's the way. Put life into it. You did  
that about a thousand per cent. better than you did the other scene.  
Now go on and fire up. You can do it. Knock 'em."  
</p><p>"Was it really better?"  
</p><p>"Better, I should say so. What comes next?"  
</p><p>"That ballroom scene."  
</p><p>"Well, you can do that all right," he said.  
</p><p>"I don't know," answered Carrie.  
</p><p>"Why, woman," he exclaimed, "you did it for me! Now you go out there  
and do it. It'll be fun for you. Just do as you did in the room. If  
you'll reel it off that way, I'll bet you make a hit. Now, what'll you  
bet? You do it."  
</p><p>The drummer usually allowed his ardent good-nature to get the better  
of his speech. He really did think that Carrie had acted this  
particular scene very well, and he wanted her to repeat it in  
public. His enthusiasm was due to the mere spirit of the occasion.  
</p><p>When the time came, he buoyed Carrie up most effectually. He began  
to make her feel as if she had done very well. The old melancholy of  
desire began to come back as he talked at her, and by the time the  
situation rolled around she was running high in feeling.  
</p><p>"I think I can do this."  
</p><p>"Sure you can. Now you go ahead and see."  
</p><p>On the stage, Mrs. Van Dam was making her cruel insinuation  
against Laura.  
</p><p>Carrie listened, and caught the infection of something-- she did  
not know what. Her nostrils sniffed thinly.  
</p><p>"It means," the professional actor began, speaking as Ray, "that  
society is a terrible avenger of insult. Have you ever heard of the  
Siberian wolves? When one of the pack falls through weakness, the  
others devour him. It is not an elegant comparison, but there is  
something wolfish in society. Laura has mocked it with a pretence, and  
society, which is made up of pretence, will bitterly resent the  
mockery."  
</p><p>At the sound of her stage name Carrie started. She began to feel the  
bitterness of the situation. The feelings of the outcast descended  
upon her. She hung at the wing's edge, wrapt in her own mounting  
thoughts. She hardly heard anything more, save her own rumbling blood.  
</p><p>"Come, girls," said Mrs. Van Dam, solemnly, "let us look after our  
things. They are no longer safe when such an accomplished thief  
enters."  
</p><p>"Cue," said the prompter, close to her side, but she did not hear.  
Already she was moving forward with a steady grace, born of  
inspiration. She dawned upon the audience, handsome and proud,  
shifting, with the necessity of the situation, to a cold, white,  
helpless object, as the social pack moved away from her scornfully.  
</p><p>Hurstwood blinked his eyes and caught the infection. The radiating  
waves of feeling and sincerity were already breaking against the  
farthest walls of the chamber. The magic of passion, which will yet  
dissolve the world, was here at work.  
</p><p>There was a drawing, too, of attention, a riveting of feeling,  
heretofore wandering.  
</p><p>"Ray! Ray! Why do you not come back to her?" was the cry of Pearl.  
</p><p>Every eye was fixed on Carrie, still proud and scornful. They  
moved as she moved. Their eyes were with her eyes.  
</p><p>Mrs. Morgan, as Pearl, approached her.  
</p><p>"Let us go home," she said.  
</p><p>"No," answered Carrie, her voice assuming for the first time a  
penetrating quality which it had never known. "Stay with him!"  
</p><p>She pointed an almost accusing hand toward her lover. Then, with a  
pathos which struck home because of its utter simplicity, "He shall  
not suffer long."  
</p><p>Hurstwood realised that he was seeing something extraordinarily  
good. It was heightened for him by the applause of the audience as the  
curtain descended and the fact that it was Carrie. He thought now that  
she was beautiful. She had done something which was above his  
sphere. He felt a keen delight in realising that she was his.  
</p><p>"Fine," he said, and then, seized by a sudden impulse, arose and  
went about to the stage door.  
</p><p>When he came in upon Carrie she was still with Drouet. His  
feelings for her were most exuberant. He was almost swept away by  
the strength and feeling she exhibited. His desire was to pour forth  
his praise with the unbounded feelings of a lover, but here was  
Drouet, whose affection was also rapidly reviving. The latter was more  
fascinated, if anything, than Hurstwood. At least, in the nature of  
things, it took a more ruddy form.  
</p><p>"Well, well," said Drouet, "you did out of sight. That was simply  
great. I knew you could do it. Oh, but you're a little daisy!"  
</p><p>Carrie's eyes flamed with the light of achievement.  
</p><p>"Did I do all right?"  
</p><p>"Did you? Well, I guess. Didn't you hear the applause?"  
</p><p>There was some faint sound of clapping yet.  
</p><p>"I thought I got it something like-- I felt it."  
</p><p>Just then Hurstwood came in. Instinctively he felt the change in  
Drouet. He saw that the drummer was near to Carrie, and jealousy  
leaped alight in his bosom. In a flash of thought, he reproached  
himself for having sent him back. Also, he hated him as an intruder.  
He could scarcely pull himself down to the level where he would have  
to congratulate Carrie as a friend. Nevertheless, the man mastered  
himself, and it was a triumph. He almost jerked the old subtle light  
to his eyes.  
</p><p>"I thought," he said, looking at Carrie, "I would come around and  
tell you how well you did, Mrs. Drouet. It was delightful."  
</p><p>Carrie took the cue, and replied:  
</p><p>"Oh, thank you."  
</p><p>"I was just telling her," put in Drouet, now delighted with his  
possession, "that I thought she did fine."  
</p><p>"Indeed you did," said Hurstwood, turning upon Carrie eyes in  
which she read more than the words.  
</p><p>Carrie laughed luxuriantly.  
</p><p>"If you do as well in the rest of the play, you will make us all  
think you are a born actress."  
</p><p>Carrie smiled again. She felt the acuteness of Hurstwood's position,  
and wished deeply that she could be alone with him, but she did not  
understand the change in Drouet. Hurstwood found that he could not  
talk, repressed as he was, and grudging Drouet every moment of his  
presence, he bowed himself out with the elegance of a Faust. Outside  
he set his teeth with envy.  
</p><p>"Damn it!" he said, "is he always going to be in the way?" He was  
moody when he got back to the box, and could not talk for thinking  
of his wretched situation.  
</p><p>As the curtain for the next act arose, Drouet came back. He was very  
much enlivened in temper and inclined to whisper, but Hurstwood  
pretended interest. He fixed his eyes on the stage, although Carrie  
was not there, a short bit of melodramatic comedy preceding her  
entrance. He did not see what was going on, however. He was thinking  
his own thoughts, and they were wretched.  
</p><p>The progress of the play did not improve matters for him. Carrie,  
from now on, was easily the centre of interest. The audience, which  
had been inclined to feel that nothing could be good after the first  
gloomy impression, now went to the other extreme and saw power where  
it was not. The general feeling reacted on Carrie. She presented her  
part with some felicity, though nothing like the intensity which had  
aroused the feeling at the end of the long first act.  
</p><p>Both Hurstwood and Drouet viewed her pretty figure with rising  
feelings. The fact that such ability should reveal itself in her, that  
they should see it set forth under such effective circumstances,  
framed almost in massy gold and shone upon by the appropriate lights  
of sentiment and personality, heightened her charm for them. She was  
more than the old Carrie to Drouet. He longed to be at home with her  
until he could tell her. He awaited impatiently the end, when they  
should go home alone.  
</p><p>Hurstwood, on the contrary, saw in the strength of her new  
attractiveness his miserable predicament. He could have cursed the man  
beside him. By the Lord, he could not even applaud feelingly as he  
would. For once he must simulate when it left a taste in his mouth.  
</p><p>It was in the last act that Carrie's fascination for her lovers  
assumed its most effective character.  
</p><p>Hurstwood listened to its progress, wondering when Carrie would come  
on. He had not long to wait. The author had used the artifice of  
sending all the merry company for a drive, and now Carrie came in  
alone. It was the first time that Hurstwood had had a chance to see  
her facing the audience quite alone, for nowhere else had she been  
without a foil of some sort. He suddenly felt, as she entered, that  
her old strength-- the power that had grasped him at the end of the  
first act-- had come back. She seemed to be gaining feeling, now that  
the play was drawing to a close and the opportunity for great action  
was passing.  
</p><p>"Poor Pearl," she said, speaking with natural pathos. "It is a sad  
thing to want for happiness, but it is a terrible thing to see another  
groping about blindly for it, when it is almost within the grasp."  
</p><p>She was gazing now sadly out upon the open sea, her arm resting  
listlessly upon the polished door-post.  
</p><p>Hurstwood began to feel a deep sympathy for her and for himself.  
He could almost feel that she was talking to him. He was, by a  
combination of feelings and entanglements, almost deluded by that  
quality of voice and manner which, like a pathetic strain of music,  
seems ever a personal and intimate thing. Pathos has this quality,  
that it seems ever addressed to one alone.  
</p><p>"And yet, she can be very happy with him," went on the little  
actress. "Her sunny temper, her joyous face will brighten any home."  
</p><p>She turned slowly toward the audience without seeing. There was so  
much simplicity in her movements that she seemed wholly alone. Then  
she found a seat by a table, and turned over some books, devoting a  
thought to them.  
</p><p>"With no longings for what I may not have," she breathed in  
conclusion-- and it was almost a sigh-- "my existence hidden from all  
save two in the wide world, and making my joy out of the joy of that  
innocent girl who will soon be his wife."  
</p><p>Hurstwood was sorry when a character, known as Peach Blossom,  
interrupted her. He stirred irritably, for he wished her to go on.  
He was charmed by the pale face, the lissome figure, draped in pearl  
grey, with a coiled string of pearls at the throat. Carrie had the air  
of one who was weary and in need of protection, and, under the  
fascinating make-believe of the moment, he rose in feeling until he  
was ready in spirit to go to her and ease her out of her misery by  
adding to his own delight.  
</p><p>In a moment Carrie was alone again, and was saying, with animation:  
</p><p>"I must return to the city, no matter what dangers may lurk here.  
I must go, secretly if I can; openly, if I must."  
</p><p>There was a sound of horses' hoofs outside, and then Ray's voice  
saying:  
</p><p>"No, I shall not ride again. Put him up."  
</p><p>He entered, and then began a scene which had as much to do with  
the creation of the tragedy of affection in Hurstwood as anything in  
his peculiar and involved career. For Carrie had resolved to make  
something of this scene, and, now that the cue had come, it began to  
take a feeling hold upon her. Both Hurstwood and Drouet noted the  
rising sentiment as she proceeded.  
</p><p>"I thought you had gone with Pearl," she said to her lover.  
</p><p>"I did go part of the way, but I left the party a mile down the  
road."  
</p><p>"You and Pearl had no disagreement?"  
</p><p>"No-- yes; that is, we always have. Our social barometers always  
stand at 'cloudy' and 'overcast.'  
</p><p>"And whose fault is that?" she said, easily.  
</p><p>"Not mine," he answered, pettishly. "I know I do all I can-- I say  
all I can-- but she-"  
</p><p>This was rather awkwardly put by Patton, but Carrie redeemed it with  
a grace which was inspiring.  
</p><p>"But she is your wife," she said, fixing her whole attention upon  
the stilled actor, and softening the quality of her voice until it was  
again low and musical. "Ray, my friend, courtship is the text from  
which the whole sermon of married life takes its theme. Do not let  
yours be discontented and unhappy."  
</p><p>She put her two little hands together and pressed them appealingly.  
</p><p>Hurstwood gazed with slightly parted lips. Drouet was fidgeting with  
satisfaction.  
</p><p>"To be my wife, yes," went on the actor in a manner which was weak  
by comparison, but which could not now spoil the tender atmosphere  
which Carrie had created and maintained. She did not seem to feel that  
he was wretched. She would have done nearly as well with a block of  
wood. The accessories she needed were within her own imagination.  
The acting of others could not affect them.  
</p><p>"And you repent already?" she said, slowly.  
</p><p>"I lost you," he said, seizing her little hand, "and I was at the  
mercy of any flirt who chose to give me an inviting look. It was  
your fault-- you know it was-- why did you leave me?"  
</p><p>Carrie turned slowly away, and seemed to be mastering some impulse  
in silence. Then she turned back.  
</p><p>"Ray," she said, "the greatest happiness I have ever felt has been  
the thought that all your affection was forever bestowed upon a  
virtuous woman, your equal in family, fortune, and accomplishments.  
What a revelation do you make to me now! What is it makes you  
continually war with your happiness?"  
</p><p>The last question was asked so simply that it came to the audience  
and the lover as a personal thing.  
</p><p>At last it came to the part where the lover exclaimed, "Be to me  
as you used to be."  
</p><p>Carrie answered, with affecting sweetness, "I cannot be that to you,  
but I can speak in the spirit of the Laura who is dead to you  
forever."  
</p><p>"Be it as you will," said Patton.  
</p><p>Hurstwood leaned forward. The whole audience was silent and intent.  
</p><p>"Let the woman you look upon be wise or vain," said Carrie, her eyes  
bent sadly upon the lover, who had sunk into a seat, "beautiful or  
homely, rich or poor, she has but one thing she can really give or  
refuse-- her heart,"  
</p><p>Drouet felt a scratch in his throat.  
</p><p>"Her beauty, her wit, her accomplishments, she may sell to you;  
but her love is the treasure without money and without price."  
</p><p>The manager suffered this as a personal appeal. It came to him as if  
they were alone, and he could hardly restrain the tears for sorrow  
over the hopeless, pathetic, and yet dainty and appealing woman whom  
he loved. Drouet also was beside himself. He was resolving that he  
would be to Carrie what he had never been before. He would marry  
her, by George! She was worth it.  
</p><p>"She asks only in return," said Carrie, scarcely hearing the  
small, scheduled reply of her lover, and putting herself even more  
in harmony with the plaintive melody now issuing from the orchestra,  
"that when you look upon her your eyes shall speak devotion; that when  
you address her your voice shall be gentle, loving, and kind; that you  
shall not despise her because she cannot understand all at once your  
vigorous thoughts and ambitious designs; for, when misfortune and evil  
have defeated your greatest purposes, her love remains to console you.  
You look to the trees," she continued, while Hurstwood restrained  
his feelings only by the grimmest repression, "for strength and  
grandeur; do not despise the flowers because their fragrance is all  
they have to give. Remember," she concluded, tenderly, "love is all  
a woman has to give," and she laid a strange, sweet accent on the all,  
"but it is the only thing which God permits us to carry beyond the  
grave."  
</p><p>The two men were in the most harrowed state of affection. They  
scarcely heard the few remaining words with which the scene concluded.  
They only saw their idol, moving about with appealing grace,  
continuing a power which to them was a revelation.  
</p><p>Hurstwood resolved a thousand things, Drouet as well. They joined  
equally in the burst of applause which called Carrie out. Drouet  
pounded his hands until they ached. Then he jumped up again and  
started out. As he went, Carrie came out, and, seeing an immense  
basket of flowers being hurried down the aisle toward her, she waited.  
They were Hurstwood's. She looked toward the manager's box for a  
moment, caught his eye, and smiled. He could have leaped out of the  
box to enfold her. He forgot the need of circumspectness which his  
married state enforced. He almost forgot that he had with him in the  
box those who knew him. By the Lord, he would have that lovely girl if  
it took his all. He would act at once. This should be the end of  
Drouet, and don't you forget it. He would not wait another day. The  
drummer should not have her.  
</p><p>He was so excited that he could not stay in the box. He went into  
the lobby, and then into the street, thinking. Drouet did not  
return. In a few minutes the last act was over, and he was crazy to  
have Carrie alone. He cursed the luck that could keep him smiling,  
bowing, shamming, when he wanted to tell her that he loved her, when  
he wanted to whisper to her alone. He groaned as he saw that his hopes  
were futile. He must even take her to supper, shamming. He finally  
went about and asked how she was getting along. The actors were all  
dressing, talking, hurrying about. Drouet was palavering himself  
with the looseness of excitement and passion. The manager mastered  
himself only by a great effort.  
</p><p>"We are going to supper, of course," he said, with a voice that  
was a mockery of his heart.  
</p><p>"Oh, yes," said Carrie, smiling.  
</p><p>The little actress was in fine feather. She was realising now what  
it was to be petted. For once she was the admired, the sought-for. The  
independence of success now made its first faint showing. With the  
tables turned, she was looking down, rather than up, to her lover. She  
did not fully realise that this was so, but there was something in  
condescension coming from her which was infinitely sweet. When she was  
ready they climbed into the waiting coach and drove down town; once,  
only, did she find an opportunity to express her feeling, and that was  
when the manager preceded Drouet in the coach and sat beside her.  
Before Drouet was fully in she had squeezed Hurstwood's hand in a  
gentle, impulsive manner. The manager was beside himself with  
affection. He could have sold his soul to be with her alone. "Ah,"  
he thought, "the agony of it."  
</p><p>Drouet hung on, thinking he was all in all. The dinner was spoiled  
by his enthusiasm. Hurstwood went home feeling as if he should die  
if he did not find affectionate relief. He whispered "to-morrow"  
passionately to Carrie, and she understood. He walked away from the  
drummer and his prize at parting feeling as if he could slay him and  
not regret. Carrie also felt the misery of it.  
</p><p>"Good-night," he said, simulating an easy friendliness.  
</p><p>"Good-night," said the little actress, tenderly.  
</p><p>"The fool!" he said, now hating Drouet. "The idiot! I'll do him yet,  
and that quick! We'll see to-morrow."  
</p><p>"Well, if you aren't a wonder," Drouet was saying, complacently,  
squeezing Carrie's arm. "You are the dandiest little girl on earth."  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="20">   
<head>Chapter XX.  
<lb> THE LURE OF THE SPIRIT: THE FLESH IN PURSUIT  
</head>  
<p>Passion in a man of Hurstwood's nature takes a vigorous form. It  
is no musing, dreamy thing. There is none of the tendency to sing  
outside of my lady's window-- to languish and repine in the face of  
difficulties. In the night he was long getting to sleep because of too  
much thinking, and in the morning he was early awake, seizing with  
alacrity upon the same dear subject and pursuing it with vigour. He  
was out of sorts physically, as well as disordered mentally, for did  
he not delight in a new manner in his Carrie, and was not Drouet in  
the way? Never was man more harassed than he by the thoughts of his  
love being held by the elated, flush-mannered drummer. He would have  
given anything, it seemed to him, to have the complication ended-- to  
have Carrie acquiesce to an arrangement which would dispose of  
Drouet effectually and forever.  
</p><p>What to do. He dressed thinking. He moved about in the same  
chamber with his wife, unmindful of her presence.  
</p><p>At breakfast he found himself without an appetite. The meat to which  
he helped himself remained on his plate untouched. His coffee grew  
cold, while he scanned the paper indifferently. Here and there he read  
a little thing, but remembered nothing. Jessica had not yet come down.  
His wife sat at one end of the table revolving thoughts of her own  
in silence. A new servant had been recently installed and had forgot  
the napkins. On this account the silence was irritably broken by a  
reproof.  
</p><p>"I've told you about this before, Maggie," said Mrs. Hurstwood. "I'm  
not going to tell you again."  
</p><p>Hurstwood took a glance at his wife. She was frowning. Just now  
her manner irritated him excessively. Her next remark was addressed to  
him.  
</p><p>"Have you made up your mind, George, when you will take your  
vacation?"  
</p><p>It was customary for them to discuss the regular summer outing at  
this season of the year.  
</p><p>"Not yet," he said, "I'm very busy just now."  
</p><p>"Well, you'll want to make up your mind pretty soon, won't you, if  
we're going?" she returned.  
</p><p>"I guess we have a few days yet," he said.  
</p><p>"Hmff," she returned. "Don't wait until the season's over."  
</p><p>She stirred in aggravation as she said this.  
</p><p>"There you go again," he observed. "One would think I never did  
anything, the way you begin."  
</p><p>"Well, I want to know about it," she reiterated.  
</p><p>"You've got a few days yet," he insisted. "You'll not want to  
start before the races are over."  
</p><p>He was irritated to think that this should come up when he wished to  
have his thoughts for other purposes.  
</p><p>"Well, we may. Jessica doesn't want to stay until the end of the  
races."  
</p><p>"What did you want with a season ticket, then?"  
</p><p>"Uh!" she said, using the sound as an exclamation of disgust,  
"I'll not argue with you," and therewith arose to leave the table.  
</p><p>"Say," he said, rising, putting a note of determination in his voice  
which caused her to delay her departure, "what's the matter with you  
of late? Can't I talk with you any more?"  
</p><p>"Certainly, you can talk with me," she replied, laying emphasis on  
the word.  
</p><p>"Well, you wouldn't think so by the way you act. Now, you want to  
know when I'll be ready-- not for a month yet. Maybe not then."  
</p><p>"We'll go without you."  
</p><p>"You will, eh?" he sneered.  
</p><p>"Yes, we will."  
</p><p>He was astonished at the woman's determination, but it only  
irritated him the more.  
</p><p>"Well, we'll see about that. It seems to me you're trying to run  
things with a pretty high hand of late. You talk as though you settled  
my affairs for me. Well, you don't. You don't regulate anything that's  
connected with me. If you want to go, go, but you won't hurry me by  
any such talk as that."  
</p><p>He was thoroughly aroused now. His dark eyes snapped, and he  
crunched his paper as he laid it down. Mrs. Hurstwood said nothing  
more. He was just finishing when she turned on her heel and went out  
into the hall and upstairs. He paused for a moment, as if  
hesitating, then sat down and drank a little coffee, and thereafter  
arose and went for his hat and gloves upon the main floor.  
</p><p>His wife had really not anticipated a row of this character. She had  
come down to the breakfast table feeling a little out of sorts with  
herself and revolving a scheme which she had in her mind. Jessica  
had called her attention to the fact that the races were not what they  
were supposed to be. The social opportunities were not what they had  
thought they would be this year. The beautiful girl found going  
every day a dull thing. There was an earlier exodus this year of  
people who were anybody to the watering places and Europe. In her  
own circle of acquaintances several young men in whom she was  
interested had gone to Waukesha. She began to feel that she would like  
to go too, and her mother agreed with her.  
</p><p>Accordingly, Mrs. Hurstwood decided to broach the subject. She was  
thinking this over when she came down to the table, but for some  
reason the atmosphere was wrong. She was not sure, after it was all  
over, just how the trouble had begun. She was determined now, however,  
that her husband was a brute, and that, under no circumstances,  
would she let this go by unsettled. She would have more lady-like  
treatment or she would know why.  
</p><p>For his part, the manager was loaded with the care of this new  
argument until he reached his office and started from there to meet  
Carrie. Then the other complications of love, desire, and opposition  
possessed him. His thoughts fled on before him upon eagles' wings.  
He could hardly wait until he should meet Carrie face to face. What  
was the night, after all, without her-- what the day? She must and  
should be his.  
</p><p>For her part, Carrie had experienced a world of fancy and feeling  
since she had left him, the night before. She had listened to Drouet's  
enthusiastic maunderings with much regard for that part which  
concerned herself, with very little for that which affected his own  
gain. She kept him at such lengths as she could, because her  
thoughts were with her own triumph. She felt Hurstwood's passion as  
a delightful background to her own achievement, and she wondered  
what he would have to say. She was sorry for him, too, with that  
peculiar sorrow which finds something complimentary to itself in the  
misery of another. She was now experiencing the first shades of  
feeling of that subtle change which removes one out of the ranks of  
the suppliants into the lines of the dispensers of charity. She was,  
all in all, exceedingly happy.  
</p><p>On the morrow, however, there was nothing in the papers concerning  
the event, and, in view of the flow of common, everyday things  
about, it now lost a shade of the glow of the previous evening. Drouet  
himself was not talking so much of as for her. He felt instinctively  
that, for some reason or other, he needed reconstruction in her  
regard.  
</p><p>"I think," he said, as he spruced around their chambers the next  
morning, preparatory to going down town, "that I'll straighten out  
that little deal of mine this month and then we'll get married. I  
was talking with Mosher about that yesterday."  
</p><p>"No, you won't," said Carrie, who was coming to feel a certain faint  
power to jest with the drummer.  
</p><p>"Yes, I will," he exclaimed, more feelingly than usual, adding, with  
the tone of one who pleads, "Don't you believe what I've told you?"  
</p><p>Carrie laughed a little.  
</p><p>"Of course I do," she answered.  
</p><p>Drouet's assurance now misgave him. Shallow as was his mental  
observation, there was that in the things which had happened which  
made his little power of analysis useless. Carrie was still with  
him, but not helpless and pleading. There was a lilt in her voice  
which was new. She did not study him with eyes expressive of  
dependence. The drummer was feeling the shadow of something which  
was coming. It coloured his feelings and made him develop those little  
attentions and say those little words which were mere forefendations  
against danger.  
</p><p>Shortly afterward he departed, and Carrie prepared for her meeting  
with Hurstwood. She hurried at her toilet, which was soon made, and  
hastened down the stairs. At the corner she passed Drouet, but they  
did not see each other.  
</p><p>The drummer had forgotten some bills which he wished to turn into  
his house. He hastened up the stairs and burst into the room, but  
found only the chambermaid, who was cleaning up.  
</p><p>"Hello," he exclaimed, half to himself, "has Carrie gone?"  
</p><p>"Your wife? Yes, she went out just a few minutes ago."  
</p><p>"That's strange," thought Drouet. "She didn't say a word to me. I  
wonder where she went?"  
</p><p>He hastened about, rummaging in his valise for what he wanted, and  
finally pocketing it. Then he turned his attention to his fair  
neighbour, who was good-looking and kindly disposed towards him.  
</p><p>"What are you up to?" he said, smiling.  
</p><p>"Just cleaning," she replied, stopping and winding a dusting towel  
about her hand.  
</p><p>"Tired of it?"  
</p><p>"Not so very."  
</p><p>"Let me show you something," he said, affably, coming over and  
taking out of his pocket a little lithographed card which had been  
issued by a wholesale tobacco company. On this was printed a picture  
of a pretty girl, holding a striped parasol, the colours of which  
could be changed by means of a revolving disk in the back, which  
showed red, yellow, green, and blue through little interstices made in  
the ground occupied by the umbrella top.  
</p><p>"Isn't that clever?" he said, handing it to her and showing her  
how it worked. "You never saw anything like that before."  
</p><p>"Isn't it nice?" she answered.  
</p><p>"You can have it if you want it," he remarked.  
</p><p>"That's a pretty ring you have," he said, touching a commonplace  
setting which adorned the hand holding the card he had given her.  
</p><p>"Do you think so?"  
</p><p>"That's right," he answered, making use of a pretence at examination  
to secure her finger. "That's fine."  
</p><p>The ice being thus broken, he launched into further observation,  
pretending to forget that her fingers were still retained by his.  
She soon withdrew them, however, and retreated a few feet to rest  
against the window-sill.  
</p><p>"I didn't see you for a long time," she said, coquettishly,  
repulsing one of his exuberant approaches. "You must have been away."  
</p><p>"I was," said Drouet.  
</p><p>"Do you travel far?"  
</p><p>"Pretty far-- yes."  
</p><p>"Do you like it?"  
</p><p>"Oh, not very well. You get tired of it after a while."  
</p><p>"I wish I could travel," said the girl, gazing idly out of the  
window.  
</p><p>"What has become of your friend, Hurstwood?" she suddenly asked,  
bethinking herself of the manager, who, from her own observation,  
seemed to contain promising material.  
</p><p>"He's here in town. What makes you ask about him?"  
</p><p>"Oh, nothing, only he hasn't been here since you got back."  
</p><p>"How did you come to know him?"  
</p><p>"Didn't I take up his name a dozen times in the last month?"  
</p><p>"Get out," said the drummer, lightly. "He hasn't called more than  
half a dozen times since we've been here."  
</p><p>"He hasn't, eh?" said the girl, smiling. "That's all you know  
about it."  
</p><p>Drouet took on a slightly more serious tone. He was uncertain as  
to whether she was joking or not.  
</p><p>"Tease," he said, "what makes you smile that way?"  
</p><p>"Oh, nothing."  
</p><p>"Have you seen him recently?"  
</p><p>"Not since you came back," she laughed.  
</p><p>"Before?"  
</p><p>"Certainly."  
</p><p>"How often?"  
</p><p>"Why, nearly every day."  
</p><p>She was a mischievous newsmonger, and was keenly wondering what  
the effect of her words would be.  
</p><p>"Who did he come to see?" asked the drummer, incredulously.  
</p><p>"Mrs. Drouet."  
</p><p>He looked rather foolish at this answer, and then attempted to  
correct himself so as not to appear a dupe.  
</p><p>"Well," he said, "what of it?"  
</p><p>"Nothing," replied the girl, her head cocked coquettishly on one  
side.  
</p><p>"He's an old friend," he went on, getting deeper into the mire.  
</p><p>He would have gone on further with his little flirtation, but the  
taste for it was temporarily removed. He was quite relieved when the  
girl's name was called from below.  
</p><p>"I've got to go," she said, moving away from him airily.  
</p><p>"I'll see you later," he said, with a pretence of disturbance at  
being interrupted.  
</p><p>When she was gone, he gave freer play to his feelings. His face,  
never easily controlled by him, expressed all the perplexity and  
disturbance which he felt. Could it be that Carrie had received so  
many visits and yet said nothing about them? Was Hurstwood lying? What  
did the chambermaid mean by it, anyway? He had thought there was  
something odd about Carrie's manner at the time. Why did she look so  
disturbed when he had asked her how many times Hurstwood had called?  
By George! he remembered now. There was something strange about the  
whole thing.  
</p><p>He sat down in a rocking-chair to think the better, drawing up one  
leg on his knee and frowning mightily. His mind ran on at a great  
rate.  
</p><p>And yet Carrie hadn't acted out of the ordinary. It couldn't be,  
by George, that she was deceiving him. She hadn't acted that way. Why,  
even last night she had been as friendly toward him as could be, and  
Hurstwood too. Look how they acted! He could hardly believe they would  
try to deceive him.  
</p><p>His thoughts burst into words.  
</p><p>"She did act sort of funny at times. Here she had dressed and gone  
out this morning and never said a word."  
</p><p>He scratched his head and prepared to go down town. He was still  
frowning. As he came into the hall he encountered the girl, who was  
now looking after another chamber. She had on a white dusting cap,  
beneath which her chubby face shone good-naturedly. Drouet almost  
forgot his worry in the fact that she was smiling on him. He put his  
hand familiarly on her shoulder, as if only to greet her in passing.  
</p><p>"Got over being mad?" she said, still mischievously inclined.  
</p><p>"I'm not mad," he answered.  
</p><p>"I thought you were," she said, smiling.  
</p><p>"Quit your fooling about that," he said, in an offhand way. "Were  
you serious?"  
</p><p>"Certainly," she answered. Then, with an air of one who did not  
intentionally mean to create trouble, "He came lots of times. I  
thought you knew."  
</p><p>The game of deception was up with Drouet. He did not try to simulate  
indifference further.  
</p><p>"Did he spend the evenings here?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Sometimes. Sometimes they went out."  
</p><p>"In the evening?"  
</p><p>"Yes. You mustn't look so mad, though."  
</p><p>"I'm not," he said. "Did any one else see him?"  
</p><p>"Of course," said the girl, as if, after all, it were nothing in  
particular.  
</p><p>"How long ago was this?"  
</p><p>"Just before you came back."  
</p><p>The drummer pinched his lip nervously.  
</p><p>"Don't say anything, will you?" he asked, giving the girl's arm a  
gentle squeeze.  
</p><p>"Certainly not," she returned. "I wouldn't worry over it."  
</p><p>"All right," he said, passing on, seriously brooding for once, and  
yet not wholly unconscious of the fact that he was making a most  
excellent impression upon the chambermaid.  
</p><p>"I'll see her about that," he said to himself, passionately, feeling  
that he had been unduly wronged. "I'll find out, b'George, whether  
she'll act that way or not."  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="21">   
<head>Chapter XXI.  
<lb>THE LURE OF THE SPIRIT: THE FLESH IN PURSUIT  
</head>  
<p>When Carrie came Hurstwood had been waiting many minutes. His  
blood was warm; his nerves wrought up. He was anxious to see the woman  
who had stirred him so profoundly the night before.  
</p><p>"Here you are," he said, repressedly, feeling a spring in his  
limbs and an elation which was tragic in itself.  
</p><p>"Yes," said Carrie.  
</p><p>They walked on as if bound for some objective point, while Hurstwood  
drank in the radiance of her presence. The rustle of her pretty  
skirt was like music to him.  
</p><p>"Are you satisfied?" he asked, thinking of how well she did the  
night before.  
</p><p>"Are you?"  
</p><p>He tightened his fingers as he saw the smile she gave him.  
</p><p>"It was wonderful."  
</p><p>Carrie laughed ecstatically.  
</p><p>"That was one of the best things I've seen in a long time," he  
added.  
</p><p>He was dwelling on her attractiveness as he had felt it the evening  
before, and mingling it with the feeling her presence inspired now.  
</p><p>Carrie was dwelling in the atmosphere which this man created for  
her. Already she was enlivened and suffused with a glow. She felt  
his drawing toward her in every sound of his voice.  
</p><p>"Those were such nice flowers you sent me," she said, after a moment  
or two. "They were beautiful."  
</p><p>"Glad you liked them," he answered, simply.  
</p><p>He was thinking all the time that the subject of his desire was  
being delayed. He was anxious to turn the talk to his own feelings.  
All was ripe for it. His Carrie was beside him. He wanted to plunge in  
and expostulate with her, and yet he found himself fishing for words  
and feeling for a way.  
</p><p>"You got home all right," he said, gloomily, of a sudden, his tone  
modifying itself to one of self-commiseration.  
</p><p>"Yes," said Carrie, easily.  
</p><p>He looked at her steadily for a moment, slowing his pace and  
fixing her with his eye.  
</p><p>She felt the flood of feeling.  
</p><p>"How about me?" he asked.  
</p><p>This confused Carrie considerably, for she realised the floodgates  
were open. She didn't know exactly what to answer.  
</p><p>"I don't know," she answered.  
</p><p>He took his lower lip between his teeth for a moment, and then let  
it go. He stopped by the walk side and kicked the grass with his  
toe. He searched her face with a tender, appealing glance.  
</p><p>"Won't you come away from him?" he asked, intensely.  
</p><p>"I don't know," returned Carrie, still illogically drifting and  
finding nothing at which to catch.  
</p><p>As a matter of fact, she was in a most hopeless quandary. Here was a  
man whom she thoroughly liked, who exercised an influence over her,  
sufficient almost to delude her into the belief that she was possessed  
of a lively passion for him. She was still the victim of his keen  
eyes, his suave manners, his fine clothes. She looked and saw before  
her a man who was most gracious and sympathetic, who leaned toward her  
with a feeling that was a delight to observe. She could not resist the  
glow of his temperament, the light of his eye. She could hardly keep  
from feeling what he felt.  
</p><p>And yet she was not without thoughts which were disturbing. What did  
he know? What had Drouet told him? Was she a wife in his eyes, or  
what? Would he marry her? Even while he talked, and she softened,  
and her eyes were lighted with a tender glow, she was asking herself  
if Drouet had told him they were not married. There was never anything  
at all convincing about what Drouet said.  
</p><p>And yet she was not grieved at Hurstwood's love. No strain of  
bitterness was in it for her, whatever he knew. He was evidently  
sincere. His passion was real and warm. There was power in what he  
said. What should she do? She went on thinking this, answering  
vaguely, languishing affectionately, and altogether drifting, until  
she was on a borderless sea of speculation.  
</p><p>"Why don't you come away?" he said, tenderly. "I will arrange for  
you whatever-"  
</p><p>"Oh, don't," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Don't what?" he asked. "What do you mean?"  
</p><p>There was a look of confusion and pain in her face. She was  
wondering why that miserable thought must be brought in. She was  
struck as by a blade with the miserable provision which was outside  
the pale of marriage.  
</p><p>He himself realised that it was a wretched thing to have dragged in.  
He wanted to weigh the effects of it, and yet he could not see. He  
went beating on, flushed by her presence, clearly awakened,  
intensely enlisted in his plan.  
</p><p>"Won't you come?" he said, beginning over and with a more reverent  
feeling. "You know I can't do without you-- you know it-- it can't go on  
this way-- can it?"  
</p><p>"I know," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"I wouldn't ask if I-- I wouldn't argue with you if I could help  
it. Look at me, Carrie. Put yourself in my place. You don't want to  
stay away from me, do you?"  
</p><p>She shook her head as if in deep thought.  
</p><p>"Then why not settle the whole thing, once and for all?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Don't know! Ah, Carrie, what makes you say that? Don't torment  
me. Be serious."  
</p><p>"I am," said Carrie, softly.  
</p><p>"You can't be, dearest, and say that. Not when you know how I love  
you. Look at last night."  
</p><p>His manner as he said this was the most quiet imaginable. His face  
and body retained utter composure. Only his eyes moved, and they  
flashed a subtle, dissolving fire. In them the whole intensity of  
the man's nature was distilling itself.  
</p><p>Carrie made no answer.  
</p><p>"How can you act this way, dearest?" he inquired, after a time. "You  
love me, don't you?"  
</p><p>He turned on her such a storm of feeling that she was overwhelmed.  
For the moment all doubts were cleared away.  
</p><p>"Yes," she answered, frankly and tenderly.  
</p><p>"Well, then you'll come, won't you-- come to-night?"  
</p><p>Carrie shook her head in spite of her distress.  
</p><p>"I can't wait any longer," urged Hurstwood. "If that is too soon,  
come Saturday."  
</p><p>"When will we be married?" she asked, diffidently, forgetting in her  
difficult situation that she had hoped he took her to be Drouet's  
wife.  
</p><p>The manager started, hit as he was by a problem which was more  
difficult than hers. He gave no sign of the thoughts that flashed like  
messages to his mind.  
</p><p>"Any time you say," he said, with ease, refusing to discolour his  
present delight with this miserable problem.  
</p><p>"Saturday?" asked Carrie.  
</p><p>He nodded his head.  
</p><p>"Well, if you will marry me then," she said, "I'll go."  
</p><p>The manager looked at his lovely prize, so beautiful, so winsome, so  
difficult to be won, and made strange resolutions. His passion had  
gotten to that stage now where it was no longer coloured with  
reason. He did not trouble over little barriers of this sort in the  
face of so much loveliness. He would accept the situation with all its  
difficulties; he would not try to answer the objections which cold  
truth thrust upon him. He would promise anything, everything, and  
trust to fortune to disentangle him. He would make a try for Paradise,  
whatever might be the result. He would be happy, by the Lord, if it  
cost all honesty of statement, all abandonment of truth.  
</p><p>Carrie looked at him tenderly. She could have laid her head upon his  
shoulder, so delightful did it all seem.  
</p><p>"Well," she said, "I'll try and get ready then."  
</p><p>Hurstwood looked into her pretty face, crossed with little shadows  
of wonder and misgiving, and thought he had never seen anything more  
lovely.  
</p><p>"I'll see you again to-morrow," he said, joyously, "and we'll talk  
over the plans."  
</p><p>He walked on with her, elated beyond words, so delightful had been  
the result. He impressed a long story of joy and affection upon her,  
though there was but here and there a word. After a half-hour he began  
to realise that the meeting must come to an end, so exacting is the  
world.  
</p><p>"To-morrow," he said at parting, a gayety of manner adding  
wonderfully to his brave demeanour.  
</p><p>"Yes," said Carrie, tripping elatedly away.  
</p><p>There had been so much enthusiasm engendered that she was  
believing herself deeply in love. She sighed as she thought of her  
handsome adorer. Yes, she would get ready by Saturday. She would go,  
and they would be happy.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="22">   
<head>Chapter XXII.  
<lb>THE BLAZE OF THE TINDER: FLESH WARS WITH THE FLESH  
</head>  
<p>The misfortune of the Hurstwood household was due to the fact that  
jealousy, having been born of love, did not perish with it. Mrs.  
Hurstwood retained this in such form that subsequent influences  
could transform it into hate. Hurstwood was still worthy, in a  
physical sense, of the affection his wife had once bestowed upon  
him, but in a social sense he fell short. With his regard died his  
power to be attentive to her, and this, to a woman, is much greater  
than outright crime toward another. Our self-love dictates our  
appreciation of the good or evil in another. In Mrs. Hurstwood it  
discoloured the very hue of her husband's indifferent nature. She  
saw design in deeds and phrases which sprung only from a faded  
appreciation of her presence.  
</p><p>As a consequence, she was resentful and suspicious. The jealousy  
that prompted her to observe every falling away from the little  
amenities of the married relation on his part served to give her  
notice of the airy grace with which he still took the world. She could  
see from the scrupulous care which he exercised in the matter of his  
personal appearance that his interest in life had abated not a jot.  
Every motion, every glance had something in it of the pleasure he felt  
in Carrie, of the zest this new pursuit of pleasure lent to his  
days. Mrs. Hurstwood felt something, sniffing change, as animals do  
danger, afar off.  
</p><p>This feeling was strengthened by actions of a direct and more potent  
nature on the part of Hurstwood. We have seen with what irritation  
he shirked those little duties which no longer contained any amusement  
or satisfaction for him, and the open snarls with which, more  
recently, he resented her irritating goads. These little rows were  
really precipitated by an atmosphere which was surcharged with  
dissension. That it would shower, with a sky so full of blackening  
thunder-clouds, would scarcely be thought worthy of comment. Thus,  
after leaving the breakfast table this morning, raging inwardly at his  
blank declaration of indifference at her plans, Mrs. Hurstwood  
encountered Jessica in her dressing-room, very leisurely arranging her  
hair. Hurstwood had already left the house.  
</p><p>"I wish you wouldn't be so late coming down to breakfast," she said,  
addressing Jessica, while making for her crochet basket. "Now here the  
things are quite cold, and you haven't eaten."  
</p><p>Her natural composure was sadly ruffled, and Jessica was doomed to  
feel the fag end of the storm.  
</p><p>"I'm not hungry," she answered.  
</p><p>"Then why don't you say so, and let the girl put away the things,  
instead of keeping her waiting all morning?"  
</p><p>"She doesn't mind," answered Jessica, coolly.  
</p><p>"Well, I do, if she doesn't," returned the mother, "and, anyhow, I  
don't like you to talk that way to me. You're too young to put on such  
an air with your mother."  
</p><p>"Oh, mamma, don't row," answered Jessica. "What's the matter this  
morning, anyway?"  
</p><p>"Nothing's the matter, and I'm not rowing. You mustn't think because  
I indulge you in some things that you can keep everybody waiting. I  
won't have it."  
</p><p>"I'm not keeping anybody waiting," returned Jessica, sharply,  
stirred out of a cynical indifference to a sharp defence. "I said I  
wasn't hungry. I don't want any breakfast."  
</p><p>"Mind how you address me, missy. I'll not have it. Hear me now; I'll  
not have it!"  
</p><p>Jessica heard this last while walking out of the room, with a toss  
of her head and a flick of her pretty skirts indicative of the  
independence and indifference she felt. She did not propose to be  
quarrelled with.  
</p><p>Such little arguments were all too frequent, the result of a  
growth of natures which were largely independent and selfish.  
George, Jr., manifested even greater touchiness and exaggeration in  
the matter of his individual rights, and attempted to make all feel  
that he was a man with a man's privileges-- an assumption which, of all  
things, is most groundless and pointless in a youth of nineteen.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was a man of authority and some fine feeling, and it  
irritated him excessively to find himself surrounded more and more  
by a world upon which he had no hold, and of which he had a  
lessening understanding.  
</p><p>Now, when such little things, such as the proposed earlier start  
to Waukesha, came up, they made clear to him his position. He was  
being made to follow, was not leading. When, in addition, a sharp  
temper was manifested, and to the process of shouldering him out of  
his authority was added a rousing intellectual kick, such as a sneer  
or a cynical laugh, he was unable to keep his temper. He flew into  
hardly repressed passion, and wished himself clear of the whole  
household. It seemed a most irritating drag upon all his desires and  
opportunities.  
</p><p>For all this, he still retained the semblance of leadership and  
control, even though his wife was straining to revolt. Her display  
of temper and open assertion of opposition were based upon nothing  
more than the feeling that she could do it. She had no special  
evidence wherewith to justify herself-- the knowledge of something  
which would give her both authority and excuse. The latter was all  
that was lacking, however, to give a solid foundation to what, in a  
way, seemed groundless discontent. The clear proof of one overt deed  
was the cold breath needed to convert the lowering clouds of suspicion  
into a rain of wrath.  
</p><p>An inkling of untoward deeds on the part of Hurstwood had come.  
Doctor Beale, the handsome resident physician of the neighbourhood,  
met Mrs. Hurstwood at her own doorstep some days after Hurstwood and  
Carrie had taken the drive west on Washington Boulevard. Dr. Beale,  
coming east on the same drive, had recognised Hurstwood, but not  
before he was quite past him. He was not so sure of Carrie-- did not  
know whether it was Hurstwood's wife or daughter.  
</p><p>"You don't speak to your friends when you meet them out driving,  
do you?" he said, jocosely, to Mrs. Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"If I see them, I do. Where was I?"  
</p><p>"On Washington Boulevard," he answered, expecting her eye to light  
with immediate remembrance.  
</p><p>She shook her head.  
</p><p>"Yes, out near Hoyne Avenue. You were with your husband."  
</p><p>"I guess you're mistaken," she answered. Then, remembering her  
husband's part in the affair, she immediately fell a prey to a host of  
young suspicions, of which, however, she gave no sign.  
</p><p>"I know I saw your husband," he went on. "I wasn't so sure about  
you. Perhaps it was your daughter."  
</p><p>"Perhaps it was," said Mrs. Hurstwood, knowing full well that such  
was not the case, as Jessica had been her companion for weeks. She had  
recovered herself sufficiently to wish to know more of the details.  
</p><p>"Was it in the afternoon?" she asked, artfully, assuming an air of  
acquaintanceship with the matter.  
</p><p>"Yes, about two or three."  
</p><p>"It must have been Jessica," said Mrs. Hurstwood, not wishing to  
seem to attach any importance to the incident.  
</p><p>The physician had a thought or two of his own, but dismissed the  
matter as worthy of no further discussion on his part at least.  
</p><p>Mrs. Hurstwood gave this bit of information considerable thought  
during the next few hours, and even days. She took it for granted that  
the doctor had really seen her husband, and that he had been riding,  
most likely, with some other woman, after announcing himself as busy  
to her. As a consequence, she recalled, with rising feeling, how often  
he had refused to go to places with her, to share in little visits,  
or, indeed, take part in any of the social amenities which furnished  
the diversion of her existence. He had been seen at the theatre with  
people whom he called Moy's friends; now he was seen driving, and,  
most likely, would have an excuse for that. Perhaps there were  
others of whom she did not hear, or why should he be so busy, so  
indifferent, of late? In the last six weeks he had become strangely  
irritable-- strangely satisfied to pick up and go out, whether things  
were right or wrong in the house. Why?  
</p><p>She recalled, with more subtle emotions, that he did not look at her  
now with any of the old light of satisfaction or approval in his  
eye. Evidently, along with other things, he was taking her to be  
getting old and uninteresting. He saw her wrinkles, perhaps. She was  
fading, while he was still preening himself in his elegance and youth.  
He was still an interested factor in the merry-makings of the world,  
while she-- but she did not pursue the thought. She only found the  
whole situation bitter, and hated him for it thoroughly.  
</p><p>Nothing came of this incident at the time, for the truth is it did  
not seem conclusive enough to warrant any discussion. Only the  
atmosphere of distrust and ill-feeling was strengthened, precipitating  
every now and then little sprinklings of irritable conversation,  
enlivened by flashes of wrath. The matter of the Waukesha outing was  
merely a continuation of other things of the same nature.  
</p><p>The day after Carrie's appearance on the Avery stage, Mrs. Hurstwood  
visited the races with Jessica and a youth of her acquaintance, Mr.  
Bart Taylor, the son of the owner of a local house-furnishing  
establishment. They had driven out early, and, as it chanced,  
encountered several friends of Hurstwood, all Elks, and two of whom  
had attended the performance the evening before. A thousand chances  
the subject of the performance had never been brought up had Jessica  
not been so engaged by the attentions of her young companion, who  
usurped as much time as possible. This left Mrs. Hurstwood in the mood  
to extend the perfunctory greetings of some who knew her into short  
conversations, and the short conversations of friends into long  
ones. It was from one who meant but to greet her perfunctorily that  
this interesting intelligence came.  
</p><p>"I see," said this individual, who wore sporting clothes of the most  
attractive pattern, and had a field-glass strung over his shoulder,  
"that you did not get over to our little entertainment last evening."  
</p><p>"No?" said Mrs. Hurstwood, inquiringly, and wondering why he  
should be using the tone he did in noting the fact that she had not  
been to something she knew nothing about. It was on her lips to say,  
"What was it?" when he added, "I saw your husband."  
</p><p>Her wonder was at once replaced by the more subtle quality of  
suspicion.  
</p><p>"Yes," she said, cautiously, "was it pleasant? He did not tell me  
much about it."  
</p><p>"Very. Really one of the best private theatricals I ever attended.  
There was one actress who surprised us all."  
</p><p>"Indeed," said Mrs. Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"It's too bad you couldn't have been there, really. I was sorry to  
hear you weren't feeling well."  
</p><p>Feeling well! Mrs. Hurstwood could have echoed the words after him  
open-mouthed. As it was, she extricated herself from her mingled  
impulse to deny and question, and said, almost raspingly:  
</p><p>"Yes, it is too bad."  
</p><p>"Looks like there will be quite a crowd here to-day, doesn't it?"  
the acquaintance observed, drifting off upon another topic.  
</p><p>The manager's wife would have questioned farther, but she saw no  
opportunity. She was for the moment wholly at sea, anxious to think  
for herself, and wondering what new deception was this which caused  
him to give out that she was ill when she was not. Another case of her  
company not wanted, and excuses being made. She resolved to find out  
more.  
</p><p>"Were you at the performance last evening?" she asked of the next of  
Hurstwood's friends who greeted her, as she sat in her box.  
</p><p>"Yes. You didn't get around."  
</p><p>"No," she answered, "I was not feeling very well."  
</p><p>"So your husband told me," he answered. "Well, it was really very  
enjoyable. Turned out much better than I expected."  
</p><p>"Were there many there?"  
</p><p>"The house was full. It was quite an Elk night. I saw quite a number  
of your friends-- Mrs. Harrison, Mrs. Barnes, Mrs. Collins."  
</p><p>"Quite a social gathering."  
</p><p>"Indeed it was. My wife enjoyed it very much."  
</p><p>Mrs. Hurstwood bit her lip.  
</p><p>"So," she thought, "that's the way he does. Tells my friends I am  
sick and cannot come."  
</p><p>She wondered what could induce him to go alone. There was  
something back of this. She rummaged her brain for a reason.  
</p><p>By evening, when Hurstwood reached home, she had brooded herself  
into a state of sullen desire for explanation and revenge. She  
wanted to know what this peculiar action of his imported. She was  
certain there was more behind it all than what she had heard, and evil  
curiosity mingled well with distrust and the remnants of her wrath  
of the morning. She, impending disaster itself, walked about with  
gathered shadow at the eyes and the rudimentary muscles of savagery  
fixing the hard lines of her mouth.  
</p><p>On the other hand, as we may well believe, the manager came home  
in the sunniest mood. His conversation and agreement with Carrie had  
raised his spirits until he was in the frame of mind of one who  
sings joyously. He was proud of himself, proud of his success, proud  
of Carrie. He could have been genial to all the world, and he bore  
no grudge against his wife. He meant to be pleasant, to forget her  
presence, to live in the atmosphere of youth and pleasure which had  
been restored to him.  
</p><p>So now, the house, to his mind, had a most pleasing and  
comfortable appearance. In the hall he found an evening paper, laid  
there by the maid and forgotten by Mrs. Hurstwood. In the  
dining-room the table was clean laid with linen and napery and shiny  
with glasses and decorated china. Through an open door he saw into the  
kitchen, where the fire was crackling in the stove and the evening  
meal already well under way. Out in the small back yard was George,  
Jr., frolicking with a young dog he had recently purchased, and in the  
parlour Jessica was playing at the piano, the sound of a merry waltz  
filling every nook and corner of the comfortable home. Every one, like  
himself, seemed to have regained his good spirits, to be in sympathy  
with youth and beauty, to be inclined to joy and merry-making. He felt  
as if he could say a good word all around himself, and took a most  
genial glance at the spread table and polished sideboard before  
going upstairs to read his paper in the comfortable arm-chair of the  
sitting-room which looked through the open windows into the street.  
When he entered there, however, he found his wife brushing her hair  
and musing to herself the while.  
</p><p>He came lightly in, thinking to smooth over any feeling that might  
still exist by a kindly word and a ready promise, but Mrs. Hurstwood  
said nothing. He seated himself in the large chair, stirred lightly in  
making himself comfortable, opened his paper, and began to read. In  
a few moments he was smiling merrily over a very comical account of  
a baseball game which had taken place between the Chicago and  
Detroit teams.  
</p><p>The while he was doing this Mrs. Hurstwood was observing him  
casually though the medium of the mirror which was before her. She  
noticed his pleasant and contented manner, his airy grace and  
smiling humour, and it merely aggravated her the more. She wondered  
how he could think to carry himself so in her presence after the  
cynicism, indifference, and neglect he had heretofore manifested and  
would continue to manifest so long as she would endure it. She thought  
how she should like to tell him-- what stress and emphasis she would  
lend her assertions, how she could drive over this whole affair  
until satisfaction should be rendered her. Indeed, the shining sword  
of her wrath was but weakly suspended by a thread of thought.  
</p><p>In the meanwhile Hurstwood encountered a humorous item concerning  
a stranger who had arrived in the city and became entangled with a  
bunco-steerer. It amused him immensely, and at last he stirred and  
chuckled to himself. He wished that he might enlist his wife's  
attention and read it to her.  
</p><p>"Ha, ha," he exclaimed softly, as if to himself, "that's funny."  
</p><p>Mrs. Hurstwood kept on arranging her hair, not so much as deigning a  
glance.  
</p><p>He stirred again and went on to another subject. At last he felt  
as if his good-humour must find some outlet. Julia was probably  
still out of humour over that affair of this morning, but that could  
easily be straightened. As a matter of fact, she was in the wrong, but  
he didn't care. She could go to Waukesha right away if she wanted  
to. The sooner the better. He would tell her that as soon as he got  
a chance, and the whole thing would blow over.  
</p><p>"Did you notice," he said, at last, breaking forth concerning  
another item which he had found, "that they have entered suit to  
compel the Illinois Central to get off the lake front, Julia?" he  
asked.  
</p><p>She could scarcely force herself to answer, but managed to say "No,"  
sharply.  
</p><p>Hurstwood pricked up his ears. There was a note in her voice which  
vibrated keenly.  
</p><p>"It would be a good thing if they did," he went on, half to himself,  
half to her, though he felt that something was amiss in that  
quarter. He withdrew his attention to his paper very circumspectly,  
listening mentally for the little sounds which should show him what  
was on foot.  
</p><p>As a matter of fact, no man as clever as Hurstwood-- as observant and  
sensitive to atmospheres of many sorts, particularly upon his own  
plane of thought-- would have made the mistake which he did in regard  
to his wife, wrought up as she was, had he not been occupied  
mentally with a very different train of thought. Had not the influence  
of Carrie's regard for him, the elation which her promise aroused in  
him, lasted over, he would not have seen the house in so pleasant a  
mood. It was not extraordinarily bright and merry this evening. He was  
merely very much mistaken, and would have been much more fitted to  
cope with it had he come home in his normal state.  
</p><p>After he had studied his paper a few moments longer, he felt that he  
ought to modify matters in some way or other. Evidently his wife was  
not going to patch up peace at a word. So he said:  
</p><p>"Where did George get the dog he has there in the yard?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," she snapped.  
</p><p>He put his paper down on his knees and gazed idly out of the window.  
He did not propose to lose his temper, but merely to be persistent and  
agreeable, and by a few questions bring around a mild understanding of  
some sort.  
</p><p>"Why do you feel so bad about that affair of this morning?" he said,  
at last. "We needn't quarrel about that. You know you can go to  
Waukesha if you want to."  
</p><p>"So you can stay here and trifle around with some one else?" she  
exclaimed, turning to him a determined countenance upon which was  
drawn a sharp and wrathful sneer.  
</p><p>He stopped as if slapped in the face. In an instant his  
persuasive, conciliatory manner fled. He was on the defensive at a  
wink and puzzled for a word to reply.  
</p><p>"What do you mean?" he said at last, straightening himself and  
gazing at the cold, determined figure before him, who paid no  
attention, but went on arranging herself before the mirror.  
</p><p>"You know what I mean," she said, finally, as if there were a  
world of information which she held in reserve-- which she did not need  
to tell.  
</p><p>"Well, I don't," he said, stubbornly, yet nervous and alert for what  
should come next. The finality of the woman's manner took away his  
feeling of superiority in battle.  
</p><p>She made no answer.  
</p><p>"Hmph!" he murmured, with a movement of his head to one side. It was  
the weakest thing he had ever done. It was totally unassured.  
</p><p>Mrs. Hurstwood noticed the lack of colour in it. She turned upon  
him, animal-like, able to strike an effectual second blow.  
</p><p>"I want the Waukesha money to-morrow morning," she said.  
</p><p>He looked at her in amazement. Never before had he seen such a cold,  
steely determination in her eye-- such a cruel look of indifference.  
She seemed a thorough master of her mood-- thoroughly confident and  
determined to wrest all control from him. He felt that all his  
resources could not defend him. He must attack.  
</p><p>"What do you mean?" he said, jumping up. "You want! I'd like to know  
what's got into you to-night."  
</p><p>"Nothing's got into me," she said, flaming. "I want that money.  
You can do your swaggering afterwards."  
</p><p>"Swaggering, eh! What! You'll get nothing from me. What do you  
mean by your insinuations, anyhow?"  
</p><p>"Where were you last night?" she answered. The words were hot as  
they came. "Who were you driving with on Washington Boulevard? Who  
were you with at the theatre when George saw you? Do you think I'm a  
fool to be duped by you? Do you think I'll sit at home here and take  
your 'too busys' and 'can't come,' while you parade around and make  
out that I'm unable to come? I want you to know that lordly airs  
have come to an end so far as I am concerned. You can't dictate to  
me nor my children. I'm through with you entirely."  
</p><p>"It's a lie," he said, driven to a corner and knowing no other  
excuse.  
</p><p>"Lie, eh!" she said, fiercely, but with returning reserve; "you  
may call it a lie if you want to, but I know."  
</p><p>"It's a lie, I tell you," he said, in a low, sharp voice. "You've  
been searching around for some cheap accusation for months, and now  
you think you have it. You think you'll spring something and get the  
upper hand. Well, I tell you, you can't. As long as I'm in this  
house I'm master of it, and you or any one else won't dictate to me--  
do you hear?"  
</p><p>He crept toward her with a light in his eye that was ominous.  
Something in the woman's cool, cynical, upper-handish manner, as if  
she were already master, caused him to feel for the moment as if he  
could strangle her.  
</p><p>She gazed at him-- a pythoness in humour.  
</p><p>"I'm not dictating to you," she returned; "I'm telling you what I  
want."  
</p><p>The answer was so cool, so rich in bravado, that somehow it took the  
wind out of his sails. He could not attack her, he could not ask her  
for proofs. Somehow he felt evidence, law, the remembrance of all  
his property which she held in her name, to be shining in her  
glance. He was like a vessel, powerful and dangerous, but rolling  
and floundering without sail.  
</p><p>"And I'm telling you," he said in the end, slightly recovering  
himself, "what you'll not get."  
</p><p>"We'll see about it," she said. "I'll find out what my rights are.  
Perhaps you'll talk to a lawyer, if you won't to me."  
</p><p>It was a magnificent play, and had its effect. Hurstwood fell back  
beaten. He knew now that he had more than mere bluff to contend  
with. He felt that he was face to face with a dull proposition. What  
to say he hardly knew. All the merriment had gone out of the day. He  
was disturbed, wretched, resentful. What should he do?  
</p><p>"Do as you please," he said, at last. "I'll have nothing more to  
do with you," and out he strode.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="23">   
<head>Chapter XXIII.  
<lb>  A SPIRIT IN TRAVAIL: ONE RUNG PUT BEHIND  
</head>  
<p>When Carrie reached her own room she had already fallen a prey to  
those doubts and misgivings which are ever the result of a lack of  
decision. She could not persuade herself as to the advisability of her  
promise, or that now, having given her word, she ought to keep it. She  
went over the whole ground in Hurstwood's absence, and discovered  
little objections that had not occurred to her in the warmth of the  
manager's argument. She saw where she had put herself in a peculiar  
light, namely, that of agreeing to marry when she was already  
supposedly married. She remembered a few things Drouet had done, and  
now that it came to walking away from him without a word, she felt  
as if she were doing wrong. Now, she was comfortably situated, and  
to one who is more or less afraid of the world, this is an urgent  
matter, and one which puts up strange, uncanny arguments. "You do  
not know what will come. There are miserable things outside. People go  
a-begging. Women are wretched. You never can tell what will happen.  
Remember the time you were hungry. Stick to what you have."  
</p><p>Curiously, for all her leaning towards Hurstwood, he had not taken a  
firm hold on her understanding. She was listening, smiling, approving,  
and yet not finally agreeing. This was due to a lack of power on his  
part, a lack of that majesty of passion that sweeps the mind from  
its seat, fuses and melts all arguments and theories into a tangled  
mass, and destroys for the time being the reasoning power. This  
majesty of passion is possessed by nearly every man once in his  
life, but it is usually an attribute of youth and conduces to the  
first successful mating.  
</p><p>Hurstwood, being an older man, could scarcely be said to retain  
the fire of youth, though he did possess a passion warm and  
unreasoning. It was strong enough to induce the leaning toward him  
which, on Carrie's part, we have seen. She might have been said to  
be imagining herself in love, when she was not. Women frequently do  
this. It flows from the fact that in each exists a bias towards  
affection, a craving for the pleasure of being loved. The longing to  
be shielded, bettered, sympathised with, is one of the attributes of  
the sex. This, coupled with sentiment and a natural tendency to  
emotion, often makes refusing difficult. It persuades them that they  
are in love.  
</p><p>Once at home, she changed her clothes and straightened the rooms for  
herself. In the matter of the arrangement of the furniture she never  
took the house-maid's opinion. That young woman invariably put one  
of the rocking-chairs in the corner, and Carrie as regularly moved  
it out. To-day she hardly noticed that it was in the wrong place, so  
absorbed was she in her own thoughts. She worked about the room  
until Drouet put in appearance at five o'clock. The drummer was  
flushed and excited and full of determination to know all about her  
relations with Hurstwood. Nevertheless, after going over the subject  
in his mind the livelong day, he was rather weary of it and wished  
it over with. He did not foresee serious consequences of any sort, and  
yet he rather hesitated to begin. Carrie was sitting by the window  
when he came in, rocking and looking out.  
</p><p>"Well," she said innocently, weary of her own mental discussion  
and wondering at his haste and ill-concealed excitement, "what makes  
you hurry so?"  
</p><p>Drouet hesitated, now that he was in her presence, uncertain as to  
what course to pursue. He was no diplomat. He could neither read nor  
see.  
</p><p>"When did you get home?" he asked foolishly.  
</p><p>"Oh, an hour or so ago. What makes you ask that?"  
</p><p>"You weren't here," he said, "when I came back this morning, and I  
thought you had gone out."  
</p><p>"So I did," said Carrie simply. "I went for a walk."  
</p><p>Drouet looked at her wonderingly. For all his lack of dignity in  
such matters he did not know how to begin. He stared at her in the  
most flagrant manner until at last she said:  
</p><p>"What makes you stare at me so? What's the matter?"  
</p><p>"Nothing," he answered. "I was just thinking."  
</p><p>"Just thinking what?" she returned smilingly, puzzled by his  
attitude.  
</p><p>"Oh, nothing-- nothing much."  
</p><p>"Well, then, what makes you look so?"  
</p><p>Drouet was standing by the dresser, gazing at her in a comic manner.  
He had laid off his hat and gloves and was now fidgeting with the  
little toilet pieces which were nearest him. He hesitated to believe  
that the pretty woman before him was involved in anything so  
unsatisfactory to himself. He was very much inclined to feel that it  
was all right, after all. Yet the knowledge imparted to him by the  
chambermaid was rankling in his mind. He wanted to plunge in with a  
straight remark of some sort, but he knew not what.  
</p><p>"Where did you go this morning?" he finally asked weakly.  
</p><p>"Why, I went for a walk," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Sure you did?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Yes, what makes you ask?"  
</p><p>She was beginning to see now that he knew something. Instantly she  
drew herself into a more reserved position. Her cheeks blanched  
slightly.  
</p><p>"I thought maybe you didn't," he said, beating about the bush in the  
most useless manner.  
</p><p>Carrie gazed at him, and as she did so her ebbing courage halted.  
She saw that he himself was hesitating, and with a woman's intuition  
realised that there was no occasion for great alarm.  
</p><p>"What makes you talk like that?" she asked, wrinkling her pretty  
forehead. "You act so funny to-night."  
</p><p>"I feel funny," he answered.  
</p><p>They looked at one another for a moment, and then Drouet plunged  
desperately into his subject.  
</p><p>"What's this about you and Hurstwood?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Me and Hurstwood-- what do you mean?"  
</p><p>"Didn't he come here a dozen times while I was away?"  
</p><p>"A dozen times," repeated Carrie, guiltily. "No, but what do you  
mean?"  
</p><p>"Somebody said that you went out riding with him and that he came  
here every night."  
</p><p>"No such thing," answered Carrie. "It isn't true. Who told you  
that?"  
</p><p>She was flushing scarlet to the roots of her hair, but Drouet did  
not catch the full hue of her face, owing to the modified light of the  
room. He was regaining much confidence as Carrie defended herself with  
denials.  
</p><p>"Well, some one," he said. "You're sure you didn't?"  
</p><p>"Certainly," said Carrie. "You know how often he came."  
</p><p>Drouet paused for a moment and thought.  
</p><p>"I know what you told me," he said finally.  
</p><p>He moved nervously about, while Carrie looked at him confusedly.  
</p><p>"Well, I know that I didn't tell you any such thing as that," said  
Carrie, recovering herself.  
</p><p>"If I were you," went on Drouet, ignoring her last remark, "I  
wouldn't have anything to do with him. He's a married man, you know."  
</p><p>"Who-- who is?" said Carrie, stumbling at the word.  
</p><p>"Why, Hurstwood," said Drouet, noting the effect and feeling that he  
was delivering a telling blow.  
</p><p>"Hurstwood!" exclaimed Carrie, rising. Her face had changed  
several shades since this announcement was made. She looked within and  
without herself in a half-dazed way.  
</p><p>"Who told you this?" she asked, forgetting that her interest was out  
of order and exceedingly incriminating.  
</p><p>"Why, I know it. I've always known it," said Drouet.  
</p><p>Carrie was feeling about for a right thought. She was making a  
most miserable showing, and yet feelings were generating within her  
which were anything but crumbling cowardice.  
</p><p>"I thought I told you," he added.  
</p><p>"No, you didn't," she contradicted, suddenly recovering her voice.  
"You didn't do anything of the kind."  
</p><p>Drouet listened to her in astonishment. This was something new.  
</p><p>"I thought I did," he said.  
</p><p>Carrie looked around her very solemnly and then went over to the  
window.  
</p><p>"You oughtn't to have had anything to do with him," said Drouet in  
an injured tone, "after all I've done for you."  
</p><p>"You," said Carrie, "you! What have you done for me?"  
</p><p>Her little brain had been surging with contradictory feelings-- shame  
at exposure, shame at Hurstwood's perfidy, anger at Drouet's  
deception, the mockery he had made of her. Now one clear idea came  
into her head. He was at fault. There was no doubt about it. Why did  
he bring Hurstwood out-- Hurstwood, a married man, and never say a word  
to her? Never mind now about Hurstwood's perfidy-- why had he done  
this? Why hadn't he warned her? There he stood now, guilty of this  
miserable breach of confidence and talking about what he had done  
for her!  
</p><p>"Well, I like that," exclaimed Drouet, little realising the fire his  
remark had generated. "I think I've done a good deal."  
</p><p>"You have, eh?" she answered. "You've deceived me-- that's what  
you've done. You've brought your friends out here under false  
pretences. You've made me out to be-- Oh," and with this her voice  
broke and she pressed her two little hands together tragically.  
</p><p>"I don't see what that's got to do with it," said the drummer  
quaintly.  
</p><p>"No," she answered, recovering herself and shutting her teeth.  
"No, of course you don't see. There isn't anything you see. You  
couldn't have told me in the first place, could you? You had to make  
me out wrong until it was too late. Now you come sneaking around  
with your information and your talk about what you have done."  
</p><p>Drouet had never suspected this side of Carrie's nature. She was  
alive with feeling, her eyes snapping, her lips quivering, her whole  
body sensible of the injury she felt, and partaking of her wrath.  
</p><p>"Who's sneaking?" he asked, mildly conscious of error on his part,  
but certain that he was wronged.  
</p><p>"You are," stamped Carrie. "You're a horrid, conceited coward,  
that's what you are. If you had any sense of manhood in you, you  
wouldn't have thought of doing any such thing."  
</p><p>The drummer stared.  
</p><p>"I'm not a coward," he said. "What do you mean by going with other  
men, anyway?"  
</p><p>"Other men!" exclaimed Carrie. "Other men-- you know better than  
that. I did go with Mr. Hurstwood, but whose fault was it? Didn't  
you bring him here? You told him yourself that he should come out here  
and take me out. Now, after it's all over, you come and tell me that I  
oughtn't to go with him and that he's a married man."  
</p><p>She paused at the sound of the last two words and wrung her hands.  
The knowledge of Hurstwood's perfidy wounded her like a knife.  
</p><p>"Oh," she sobbed, repressing herself wonderfully and keeping her  
eyes dry. "Oh, oh!"  
</p><p>"Well, I didn't think you'd be running around with him when I was  
away," insisted Drouet.  
</p><p>"Didn't think!" said Carrie, now angered to the core by the man's  
peculiar attitude. "Of course not. You thought only of what would be  
to your satisfaction. You thought you'd make a toy of me-- a plaything.  
Well, I'll show you that you won't. I'll have nothing more to do  
with you at all. You can take your old things and keep them," and  
unfastening a little pin he had given her, she flung it vigorously  
upon the floor and began to move about as if to gather up the things  
which belonged to her.  
</p><p>By this Drouet was not only irritated but fascinated the more. He  
looked at her in amazement, and finally said:  
</p><p>"I don't see where your wrath comes in. I've got the right of this  
thing. You oughtn't to have done anything that wasn't right after  
all I did for you."  
</p><p>"What have you done for me?" asked Carrie blazing, her head thrown  
back and her lips parted.  
</p><p>"I think I've done a good deal," said the drummer, looking around.  
"I've given you all the clothes you wanted, haven't I? I've taken  
you everywhere you wanted to go. You've had as much as I've had, and  
more too."  
</p><p>Carrie was not ungrateful, whatever else might be said of her. In so  
far as her mind could construe, she acknowledged benefits received.  
She hardly knew how to answer this, and yet her wrath was not  
placated. She felt that the drummer had injured her irreparably.  
</p><p>"Did I ask you to?" she returned.  
</p><p>"Well, I did it," said Drouet, "and you took it."  
</p><p>"You talk as though I had persuaded you," answered Carrie. "You  
stand there and throw up what you've done. I don't want your old  
things. I'll not have them. You take them to-night and do what you  
please with them. I'll not stay here another minute."  
</p><p>"That's nice!" he answered, becoming angered now at the sense of his  
own approaching loss. "Use everything and abuse me and then walk  
off. That's just like a woman. I take you when you haven't got  
anything, and then when some one else comes along, why I'm no good.  
I always thought it'd come out that way."  
</p><p>He felt really hurt as he thought of his treatment, and looked as if  
he saw no way of obtaining justice.  
</p><p>"It's not so," said Carrie, "and I'm not going with anybody else.  
You have been as miserable and inconsiderate as you can be. I hate  
you, I tell you, and I wouldn't live with you another minute. You're a  
big, insulting"-- here she hesitated and used no word at all-- "or you  
wouldn't talk that way."  
</p><p>She had secured her hat and jacket and slipped the latter on over  
her little evening dress. Some wisps of wavy hair had loosened from  
the bands at the side of her head and were straggling over her hot,  
red cheeks. She was angry, mortified, grief-stricken. Her large eyes  
were full of the anguish of tears, but her lids were not yet wet.  
She was distracted and uncertain, deciding and doing things without an  
aim or conclusion, and she had not the slightest conception of how the  
whole difficulty would end.  
</p><p>"Well, that's a fine finish," said Drouet. "Pack up and pull out,  
eh? You take the cake. I bet you were knocking around with Hurstwood  
or you wouldn't act like that. I don't want the old rooms. You needn't  
pull out for me. You can have them for all I care, but b'George, you  
haven't done me right."  
</p><p>"I'll not live with you," said Carrie. "I don't want to live with  
you. You've done nothing but brag around ever since you've been here."  
</p><p>"Aw, I haven't anything of the kind," he answered.  
</p><p>Carrie walked over to the door.  
</p><p>"Where are you going?" he said, stepping over and heading her off.  
</p><p>"Let me out," she said.  
</p><p>"Where are you going?" he repeated.  
</p><p>He was, above all, sympathetic, and the sight of Carrie wandering  
out, he knew not where, affected him, despite his grievance.  
</p><p>Carrie merely pulled at the door.  
</p><p>The strain of the situation was too much for her, however. She  
made one more vain effort and then burst into tears.  
</p><p>"Now, be reasonable, Cad," said Drouet gently. "What do you want  
to rush out for this way? You haven't any place to go. Why not stay  
here now and be quiet? I'll not bother you. I don't want to stay  
here any longer."  
</p><p>Carrie had gone sobbing from the door to the window. She was so  
overcome she could not speak.  
</p><p>"Be reasonable now," he said. "I don't want to hold you. You can  
go if you want to, but why don't you think it over? Lord knows, I  
don't want to stop you."  
</p><p>He received no answer. Carrie was quieting, however, under the  
influence of his plea.  
</p><p>"You stay here now, and I'll go," he added at last.  
</p><p>Carrie listened to this with mingled feelings. Her mind was shaken  
loose from the little mooring of logic that it had. She was stirred by  
this thought, angered by that-- her own injustice, Hurstwood's,  
Drouet's, their respective qualities of kindness and favour, the  
threat of the world outside, in which she had failed once before,  
the impossibility of this state inside, where the chambers were no  
longer justly hers, the effect of the argument upon her nerves, all  
combined to make her a mass of jangling fibres-- an anchorless,  
storm-beaten little craft which could do absolutely nothing but drift.  
</p><p>"Say," said Drouet, coming over to her after a few moments, with a  
new idea, and putting his hand upon her.  
</p><p>"Don't!" said Carrie, drawing away, but not removing her  
handkerchief from her eyes.  
</p><p>"Never mind about this quarrel now. Let it go. You stay here until  
the month's out, anyhow, and then you can tell better what you want to  
do. Eh?"  
</p><p>Carrie made no answer.  
</p><p>"You'd better do that," he said. "There's no use your packing up  
now. You can't go anywhere."  
</p><p>Still he got nothing for his words.  
</p><p>"If you'll do that, we'll call it off for the present and I'll get  
out."  
</p><p>Carrie lowered her handkerchief slightly and looked out of the  
window.  
</p><p>"Will you do that?" he asked.  
</p><p>Still no answer.  
</p><p>"Will you?" he repeated.  
</p><p>She only looked vaguely into the street.  
</p><p>"Aw! come on," he said, "tell me. Will you?"  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Carrie softly, forced to answer.  
</p><p>"Promise me you'll do that," he said, "and we'll quit talking  
about it. It'll be the best thing for you."  
</p><p>Carrie heard him, but she could not bring herself to answer  
reasonably. She felt that the man was gentle, and that his interest in  
her had not abated, and it made her suffer a pang of regret. She was  
in a most helpless plight.  
</p><p>As for Drouet, his attitude had been that of the jealous lover.  
Now his feelings were a mixture of anger at deception, sorrow at  
losing Carrie, misery at being defeated. He wanted his rights in  
some way or other, and yet his rights included the retaining of  
Carrie, the making her feel her error.  
</p><p>"Will you?" he urged.  
</p><p>"Well, I'll see," said Carrie.  
</p><p>This left the matter as open as before, but it was something. It  
looked as if the quarrel would blow over, if they could only get  
some way of talking to one another. Carrie was ashamed, and Drouet  
aggrieved. He pretended to take up the task of packing some things  
in a valise.  
</p><p>Now, as Carrie watched him out of the corner of her eye, certain  
sound thoughts came into her head. He had erred, true, but what had  
she done? He was kindly and good-natured for all his egotism.  
Throughout this argument he had said nothing very harsh. On the  
other hand there was Hurstwood-- a greater deceiver than he. He had  
pretended all this affection, all this passion, and he was lying to  
her all the while. Oh, the perfidy of men! And she had loved him.  
There could be nothing more in that quarter. She would see Hurstwood  
no more. She would write him and let him know what she thought.  
Thereupon what would she do? Here were these rooms. Here was Drouet,  
pleading for her to remain. Evidently things could go on here somewhat  
as before, if all were arranged. It would be better than the street,  
without a place to lay her head.  
</p><p>All this she thought of as Drouet rummaged the drawers for collars  
and laboured long and painstakingly at finding a shirt-stud. He was in  
no hurry to rush this matter. He felt an attraction to Carrie which  
would not down. He could not think that the thing would end by his  
walking out of the room. There must be some way round, some way to  
make her own up that he was right and she was wrong-- to patch up a  
peace and shut out Hurstwood for ever. Mercy how he turned at the  
man's shameless duplicity.  
</p><p>"Do you think," he said, after a few moments' silence, "that  
you'll try and get on the stage?"  
</p><p>He was wondering what she was intending.  
</p><p>"I don't know what I'll do yet," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"If you do, maybe I can help you. I've got a lot of friends in  
that line."  
</p><p>She made no answer to this.  
</p><p>"Don't go and try to knock around now without any money. Let me help  
you," he said. "It's no easy thing to go on your own hook here."  
</p><p>Carrie only rocked back and forth in her chair.  
</p><p>"I don't want you to go up against a hard game that way."  
</p><p>He bestirred himself about some other details and Carrie rocked on.  
</p><p>"Why don't you tell me all about this thing," he said, after a time,  
"and let's call it off? You don't really care for Hurstwood, do you?"  
</p><p>"Why do you want to start on that again?" said Carrie. "You were  
to blame."  
</p><p>"No, I wasn't," he answered.  
</p><p>"Yes, you were, too," said Carrie. "You shouldn't have ever told  
me such a story as that."  
</p><p>"But you didn't have much to do with him, did you?" went on  
Drouet, anxious for his own peace of mind to get some direct denial  
from her.  
</p><p>"I won't talk about it," said Carrie, pained at the quizzical turn  
the peace arrangement had taken.  
</p><p>"What's the use of acting like that now, Cad?" insisted the drummer,  
stopping in his work and putting up a hand expressively. "You might  
let me know where I stand, at least."  
</p><p>"I won't," said Carrie, feeling no refuge but in anger. "Whatever  
has happened is your own fault."  
</p><p>"Then you do care for him?" said Drouet, stopping completely and  
experiencing a rush of feeling.  
</p><p>"Oh, stop!" said Carrie.  
</p><p>"Well, I'll not be made a fool of," exclaimed Drouet. "You may  
trifle around with him if you want to, but you can't lead me. You  
can tell me or not, just as you want to, but I won't fool any longer!"  
</p><p>He shoved the last few remaining things. he had laid out into his  
valise and snapped it with a vengeance. Then he grabbed his coat,  
which he had laid off to work, picked up his gloves, and started out.  
</p><p>"You can go to the deuce as far as I am concerned," he said, as he  
reached the door. "I'm no sucker," and with that he opened it with a  
jerk and closed it equally vigorously.  
</p><p>Carrie listened at her window view, more astonished than anything  
else at this sudden rise of passion in the drummer. She could hardly  
believe her senses-- so good-natured and tractable had he invariably  
been. It was not for her to see the wellspring of human passion. A  
real flame of love is a subtle thing. It burns as a  
will-o'-the-wisp, dancing onward to fairy lands of delight. It roars  
as a furnace. Too often jealousy is the quality upon which it feeds.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="24">   
<head>Chapter XXIV.  
<lb>     ASHES OF TINDER: A FACE AT THE WINDOW  
</head>  
<p>That night Hurstwood remained down town entirely, going to the  
Palmer House for a bed after his work was through. He was in a fevered  
state of mind, owing to the blight his wife's action threatened to  
cast upon his entire future. While he was not sure how much  
significance might be attached to the threat she had made, he was sure  
that her attitude, if long continued, would cause him no end of  
trouble. She was determined, and had worsted him in a very important  
contest. How would it be from now on? He walked the floor of his  
little office, and later that of his room, putting one thing and  
another together to no avail.  
</p><p>Mrs. Hurstwood, on the contrary, had decided not to lose her  
advantage by inaction. Now that she had practically cowed him, she  
would follow up her work with demands, the acknowledgment of which  
would make her word law in the future. He would have to pay her the  
money which she would now regularly demand or there would be  
trouble. It did not matter what he did. She really did not care  
whether he came home any more or not. The household would move along  
much more pleasantly without him, and she could do as she wished  
without consulting any one. Now she proposed to consult a lawyer and  
hire a detective. She would find out at once just what advantages  
she could gain.  
</p><p>Hurstwood walked the floor, mentally arranging the chief points of  
his situation. "She has that property in her name," he kept saying  
to himself. "What a fool trick that was. Curse it! What a fool move  
that was."  
</p><p>He also thought of his managerial position. "If she raises a row now  
I'll lose this thing. They won't have me around if my name gets in the  
papers. My friends, too!" He grew more angry as he thought of the talk  
any action on her part would create. How would the papers talk about  
it? Every man he knew would be wondering. He would have to explain and  
deny and make a general mark of himself. Then Moy would come and  
confer with him and there would be the devil to pay.  
</p><p>Many little wrinkles gathered between his eyes as he contemplated  
this, and his brow moistened. He saw no solution of anything-- not a  
loophole left.  
</p><p>Through all this thoughts of Carrie flashed upon him, and the  
approaching affair of Saturday. Tangled as all his matters were, he  
did not worry over that. It was the one pleasing thing in this whole  
rout of trouble. He could arrange that satisfactorily, for Carrie  
would be glad to wait, if necessary. He would see how things turned  
out to-morrow, and then he would talk to her. They were going to  
meet as usual. He saw only her pretty face and neat figure and  
wondered why life was not arranged so that such joy as he found with  
her could be steadily maintained. How much more pleasant it would  
be. Then he would take up his wife's threat again, and the wrinkles  
and moisture would return.  
</p><p>In the morning he came over from the hotel and opened his mail,  
but there was nothing in it outside the ordinary run. For some  
reason he felt as if something might come that way, and was relieved  
when all the envelopes had been scanned and nothing suspicious  
noticed. He began to feel the appetite that had been wanting before he  
had reached the office, and decided before going out to the park to  
meet Carrie to drop in at the Grand Pacific and have a pot of coffee  
and some rolls. While the danger had not lessened, it had not as yet  
materialised, and with him no news was good news. If he could only get  
plenty of time to think, perhaps something would turn up. Surely,  
surely, this thing would not drift along to catastrophe and he not  
find a way out.  
</p><p>His spirits fell, however, when, upon reaching the park, he waited  
and waited and Carrie did not come. He held his favourite post for  
an hour or more, then arose and began to walk about restlessly.  
Could something have happened out there to keep her away? Could she  
have been reached by his wife? Surely not. So little did he consider  
Drouet that it never once occurred to him to worry about his finding  
out. He grew restless as he ruminated, and then decided that perhaps  
it was nothing. She had not been able to get away this morning. That  
was why no letter notifying him had come. He would get one today. It  
would probably be on his desk when he got back. He would look for it  
at once.  
</p><p>After a time he gave up waiting and drearily headed for the  
Madison car. To add to his distress, the bright blue sky became  
overcast with little fleecy clouds which shut out the sun. The wind  
veered to the east, and by the time he reached his office it was  
threatening to drizzle all afternoon.  
</p><p>He went in and examined his letters, but there was nothing from  
Carrie. Fortunately, there was nothing from his wife either. He  
thanked his stars that he did not have to confront that proposition  
just now when he needed to think so much. He walked the floor again,  
pretending to be in an ordinary mood, but secretly troubled beyond the  
expression of words.  
</p><p>At one-thirty he went to Rector's for lunch, and when he returned  
a messenger was waiting for him. He looked at the little chap with a  
feeling of doubt.  
</p><p>"I'm to bring an answer," said the boy.  
</p><p>Hurstwood recognised his wife's writing. He tore it open and read  
without a show of feeling. It began in the most formal manner and  
was sharply and coldly worded throughout.  
</p><p>"I want you to send the money I asked for at once. I need it to  
carry out my plans. You can stay away if you want to. It doesn't  
matter in the least. I must have some money. So don't delay, but  
send it by the boy."  
</p><p>When he had finished it, he stood holding it in his hands. The  
audacity of the thing took his breath. It roused his ire also-- the  
deepest element of revolt in him. His first impulse was to write but  
four words in reply-- "Go to the devil!"-- but he compromised by telling  
the boy that there would be no reply. Then he sat down in his chair  
and gazed without seeing, contemplating the result of his work. What  
would she do about that? The confounded wretch! Was she going to try  
to bulldoze him into submission? He would go up there and have it  
out with her, that's what he would do. She was carrying things with  
too high a hand. These were his first thoughts.  
</p><p>Later, however, his old discretion asserted itself. Something had to  
be done. A climax was near and she would not sit idle. He knew her  
well enough to know that when she had decided upon a plan she would  
follow it up. Possibly matters would go into a lawyer's hands at once.  
</p><p>"Damn her!" he said softly, with his teeth firmly set, "I'll make it  
hot for her if she causes me trouble. I'll make her change her tone if  
I have to use force to do it!"  
</p><p>He arose from his chair and went and looked out into the street. The  
long drizzle had begun. Pedestrians had turned up collars, and  
trousers at the bottom. Hands were hidden in the pockets of the  
umbrellaless; umbrellas were up. The street looked like a sea of round  
black cloth roofs, twisting, bobbing, moving. Trucks and vans were  
rattling in a noisy line and everywhere men were shielding  
themselves as best they could. He scarcely noticed the picture. He was  
forever confronting his wife, demanding of her to change her  
attitude toward him before he worked her bodily harm.  
</p><p>At four o'clock another note came, which simply said that if the  
money was not forthcoming that evening the matter would be laid before  
Fitzgerald and Moy on the morrow, and other steps would be taken to  
get it.  
</p><p>Hurstwood almost exclaimed out loud at the insistency of this thing.  
Yes, he would send her the money. He'd take it to her-- he would go  
up there and have a talk with her, and that at once.  
</p><p>He put on his hat and looked around for his umbrella. He would  
have some arrangement of this thing.  
</p><p>He called a cab and was driven through the dreary rain to the  
North Side. On the way his temper cooled as he thought of the  
details of the case. What did she know? What had she done? Maybe she'd  
got hold of Carrie, who knows-- or Drouet. Perhaps she really had  
evidence, and was prepared to fell him as a man does another from  
secret ambush. She was shrewd. Why should she taunt him this way  
unless she had good grounds?  
</p><p>He began to wish that he had compromised in some way or other--  
that he had sent the money. Perhaps he could do it up here. He would  
go in and see, anyhow. He would have no row.  
</p><p>By the time he reached his own street he was keenly alive to the  
difficulties of his situation and wished over and over that some  
solution would offer itself, that he could see his way out. He  
alighted and went up the steps to the front door, but it was with a  
nervous palpitation of the heart. He pulled out his key and tried to  
insert it, but another key was on the inside. He shook at the knob,  
but the door was locked. Then he rang the bell. No answer. He rang  
again-- this time harder. Still no answer. He jangled it fiercely  
several times in succession, but without avail. Then he went below.  
</p><p>There was a door which opened under the steps into the kitchen,  
protected by an iron grating, intended as a safeguard against  
burglars. When he reached this he noticed that it also was bolted  
and that the kitchen windows were down. What could it mean? He rang  
the bell and then waited. Finally, seeing that no one was coming, he  
turned and went back to his cab.  
</p><p>"I guess they've gone out," he said apologetically to the individual  
who was hiding his red face in a loose tarpaulin rain-coat.  
</p><p>"I saw a young girl up in that winder," returned the cabby.  
</p><p>Hurstwood looked, but there was no face there now. He climbed  
moodily into the cab, relieved and distressed.  
</p><p>So this was the game, was it? Shut him out and make him pay. Well,  
by the Lord, that did beat all!  
</p>  
</div2> 
<div2 type="chapter" n="25">   
<head>Chapter XXV.  
<lb>   ASHES OF TINDER: THE LOOSING OF STAYS  
</head>  
<div3 type="section"> 
<p>When Hurstwood got back to his office again he was in a greater  
quandary than ever. Lord, Lord, he thought, what had he got into?  
How could things have taken such a violent turn, and so quickly? He  
could hardly realise how it had all come about. It seemed a monstrous,  
unnatural, unwarranted condition which had suddenly descended upon him  
without his let or hindrance.  
</p><p>Meanwhile he gave a thought now and then to Carrie. What could be  
the trouble in that quarter? No letter had come, no word of any  
kind, and yet here it was late in the evening and she had agreed to  
meet him that morning. To-morrow they were to have met and gone off--  
where? He saw that in the excitement of recent events he had not  
formulated a plan upon that score. He was desperately in love, and  
would have taken great chances to win her under ordinary  
circumstances, but now-- now what? Supposing she had found out  
something? Supposing she, too, wrote him and told him that she knew  
all-- that she would have nothing more to do with him? It would be just  
like this to happen as things were going now. Meanwhile he had not  
sent the money.  
</p><p>He strolled up and down the polished floor of the resort, his  
hands in his pockets, his brow wrinkled, his mouth set. He was getting  
some vague comfort out of a good cigar, but it was no panacea for  
the ill which affected him. Every once in a while he would clinch  
his fingers and tap his foot-- signs of the stirring mental process  
he was undergoing. His whole nature was vigorously and powerfully  
shaken up, and he was finding what limits the mind has to endurance.  
He drank more brandy and soda than he had any evening in months. He  
was altogether a fine example of great mental perturbation.  
</p><p>For all his study nothing came of the evening except this-- he sent  
the money. It was with great opposition, after two or three hours of  
the most urgent mental affirmation and denial, that at last he got  
an envelope, placed in it the requested amount, and slowly sealed it  
up.  
</p><p>Then he called Harry, the boy of all work around the place.  
</p><p>"You take this to this address," he said, handing him the  
envelope, "and give it to Mrs. Hurstwood."  
</p><p>"Yes, sir," said the boy.  
</p><p>"If she isn't there bring it back."  
</p><p>"Yes, sir."  
</p><p>"You've seen my wife?" he asked as a precautionary measure as the  
boy turned to go.  
</p><p>"Oh, yes, sir. I know her."  
</p><p>"All right, now. Hurry right back."  
</p><p>"Any answer?"  
</p><p>"I guess not."  
</p><p>The boy hastened away and the manager fell to his musings. Now he  
had done it. There was no use speculating over that. He was beaten for  
to-night and he might just as well make the best of it. But, oh, the  
wretchedness of being forced this way! He could see her meeting the  
boy at the door and smiling sardonically. She would take the  
envelope and know that she had triumphed. If he only had that letter  
back he wouldn't send it. He breathed heavily and wiped the moisture  
from his face.  
</p><p>For relief, he arose and joined in conversation with a few friends  
who were drinking. He tried to get the interest of things about him,  
but it was not to be. All the time his thoughts would run out to his  
home and see the scene being therein enacted. All the time he was  
wondering what she would say when the boy handed her the envelope.  
</p><p>In about an hour and three-quarters the boy returned. He had  
evidently delivered the package, for, as he came up, he made no sign  
of taking anything out of his pocket.  
</p><p>"Well?" said Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"I gave it to her."  
</p><p>"My wife?"  
</p><p>"Yes, sir."  
</p><p>"Any answer?"  
</p><p>"She said it was high time."  
</p><p>Hurstwood scowled fiercely.  
</p><p>There was no more to be done upon that score that night. He went  
on brooding over his situation until midnight, when he repaired  
again to the Palmer House. He wondered what the morning would bring  
forth, and slept anything but soundly upon it.  
</p><p>Next day he went again to the office and opened his mail, suspicious  
and hopeful of its contents. No word from Carrie. Nothing from his  
wife, which was pleasant.  
</p><p>The fact that he had sent the money and that she had received it  
worked to the ease of his mind, for, as the thought that he had done  
it receded, his chagrin at it grew less and his hope of peace more. He  
fancied, as he sat at his desk, that nothing would be done for a  
week or two. Meanwhile, he would have time to think.  
</p><p>This process of thinking began by a reversion to Carrie and the  
arrangement by which he was to get her away from Drouet. How about  
that now? His pain at her failure to meet or write him rapidly  
increased as he devoted himself to this subject. He decided to write  
her care of the West Side Post-office and ask for an explanation, as  
well as to have her meet him. The thought that this letter would  
probably not reach her until Monday chafed him exceedingly. He must  
get some speedier method-- but how?  
</p><p>He thought upon it for a half-hour, not contemplating a messenger or  
a cab direct to the house, owing to the exposure of it, but finding  
that time was slipping away to no purpose, he wrote the letter and  
then began to think again.  
</p><p>The hours slipped by, and with them the possibility of the union  
he had contemplated. He had thought to be joyously aiding Carrie by  
now in the task of joining her interests to his, and here it was  
afternoon and nothing done. Three o'clock came, four, five, six, and  
no letter. The helpless manager paced the floor and grimly endured the  
gloom of defeat. He saw a busy Saturday ushered out, the Sabbath in,  
and nothing done. All day, the bar being closed, he brooded alone,  
shut out from home, from the excitement of his resort, from Carrie,  
and without the ability to alter his condition one iota. It was the  
worst Sunday he had spent in his life.  
</p><p>In Monday's second mail he encountered a very legal-looking letter  
which held his interest for some time. It bore the imprint of the  
law offices of McGregor, James and Hay, and with a very formal "Dear  
Sir," and "We beg to state," went on to inform him briefly that they  
had been retained by Mrs. Julia Hurstwood to adjust certain matters  
which related to her sustenance and property rights, and would he  
kindly call and see them about the matter at once.  
</p><p>He read it through carefully several times, and then merely shook  
his head. It seemed as if his family troubles were just beginning.  
</p><p>"Well!" he said after a time, quite audibly, "I don't know."  
</p><p>Then he folded it up and put it in his pocket.  
</p><p>To add to his misery there was no word from Carrie. He was quite  
certain now that she knew he was married and was angered at his  
perfidy. His loss seemed all the more bitter now that he needed her  
most. He thought he would go out and insist on seeing her if she did  
not send him word of some sort soon. He was really affected most  
miserably of all by this desertion. He had loved her earnestly enough,  
but now that the possibility of losing her stared him in the face  
she seemed much more attractive. He really pined for a word, and  
looked out upon her with his mind's eye in the most wistful manner. He  
did not propose to lose her, whatever she might think. Come what  
might, he would adjust this matter, and soon. He would go to her and  
tell her all his family complications. He would explain to her just  
where he stood and how much he needed her. Surely she couldn't go back  
on him now? It wasn't possible. He would plead until her anger would  
melt-- until she would forgive him.  
</p><p>Suddenly he thought: "Supposing she isn't out there-- suppose she has  
gone?"  
</p><p>He was forced to take his feet. It was too much to think of and  
sit still.  
</p><p>Nevertheless, his rousing availed him nothing.  
</p><p>On Tuesday it was the same way. He did manage to bring himself  
into the mood to go out to Carrie, but when he got in Ogden Place he  
thought he saw a man watching him and went away. He did not go  
within a block of the house.  
</p><p>One of the galling incidents of this visit was that he came back  
on a Randolph Street car, and without noticing arrived almost opposite  
the building of the concern with which his son was connected. This  
sent a pang through his heart. He had called on his boy there  
several times. Now the lad had not sent him a word. His absence did  
not seem to be noticed by either of his children. Well, well,  
fortune plays a man queer tricks. He got back to his office and joined  
in a conversation with friends. It was as if idle chatter deadened the  
sense of misery.  
</p><p>That night he dined at Rector's and returned at once to his  
office. In the bustle and show of the latter was his only relief. He  
troubled over many little details and talked perfunctorily to  
everybody. He stayed at his desk long after all others had gone, and  
only quitted it when the night watchman on his round pulled at the  
front door to see if it was safely locked.  
</p><p>On Wednesday, he received another polite note from McGregor, James  
and Hay. It read:  
</p> </div3> 
<div3 type="letter">  
<opener><salute>Dear Sir:  
</salute></opener>  
<p>We beg to inform you that we are instructed to wait until tomorrow  
(Thursday) at one o'clock, before filing suit against you, on behalf  
of Mrs. Julia Hurstwood, for divorce and alimony. If we do not hear  
from you before that time we shall consider that you do not wish to  
compromise the matter in any way and act accordingly.  
</p>  
<closer>  
<salute>Very truly yours, etc.  
</salute>  
</closer>  
</div3>  
<div3 type="section"> 
<p>"Compromise!" exclaimed Hurstwood bitterly. "Compromise!" Again he  
shook his head.  
</p><p>So here it was spread out clear before him, and now he knew what  
to expect. If he didn't go and see them they would sue him promptly.  
If he did, he would be offered terms that would make his blood boil.  
He folded the letter and put it with the other one. Then he put on his  
hat and went for a turn about the block.  
</p>  
</div3> 
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="26">   
<head>Chapter XXVI.  
<lb>THE AMBASSADOR FALLEN: A SEARCH FOR THE GATE  
</head>  
<p>Carrie, left alone by Drouet, listened to his retreating steps,  
scarcely realising what had happened. She knew that he had stormed  
out. It was some moments before she questioned whether he would  
return, not now exactly, but ever. She looked around her upon the  
rooms, out of which the evening light was dying, and wondered why  
she did not feel quite the same towards them. She went over to the  
dresser and struck a match, lighting the gas. Then she went back to  
the rocker to think.  
</p><p>It was some time before she could collect her thoughts, but when she  
did, this truth began to take on importance. She was quite alone.  
Suppose Drouet did not come back? Suppose she should never hear  
anything more of him? This fine arrangement of chambers would not last  
long. She would have to quit them.  
</p><p>To her credit, be it said, she never once counted on Hurstwood.  
She could only approach that subject with a pang of sorrow and regret.  
For a truth, she was rather shocked and frightened by this evidence of  
human depravity. He would have tricked her without turning an eyelash.  
She would have been led into a newer and worse situation. And yet  
she could not keep out the pictures of his looks and manners. Only  
this one deed seemed strange and miserable. It contrasted sharply with  
all she felt and knew concerning the man.  
</p><p>But she was alone. That was the greater thought just at present. How  
about that? Would she go out to work again? Would she begin to look  
around in the business district? The stage! Oh, yes. Drouet had spoken  
about that. Was there any hope there? She moved to and fro, in deep  
and varied thoughts, while the minutes slipped away and night fell  
completely. She had had nothing to eat, and yet there she sat,  
thinking it over.  
</p><p>She remembered that she was hungry and went to the little cupboard  
in the rear room where were the remains of one of their breakfasts.  
She looked at these things with certain misgivings. The  
contemplation of food had more significance than usual.  
</p><p>While she was eating she began to wonder how much money she had.  
It struck her as exceedingly important, and without ado she went to  
look for her purse. It was on the dresser, and in it were seven  
dollars in bills and some change. She quailed as she thought of the  
insignificance of the amount and rejoiced because the rent was paid  
until the end of the month. She began also to think what she would  
have done if she had gone out into the street when she first  
started. By the side of that situation, as she looked at it now, the  
present seemed agreeable. She had a little time at least, and then,  
perhaps, everything would come out all right, after all.  
</p><p>Drouet had gone, but what of it? He did not seem seriously angry. He  
only acted as if he were hurry. He would come back-- of course he  
would. There was his cane in the corner. Here was one of his  
collars. He had left his light overcoat in the wardrobe. She looked  
about and tried to assure herself with the sight of a dozen such  
details, but, alas, the secondary thought arrived. Supposing he did  
come back. Then what?  
</p><p>Here was another proposition nearly, if not quite, as disturbing.  
She would have to talk with and explain to him. He would want her to  
admit that he was right. It would be impossible for her to live with  
him.  
</p><p>On Friday Carrie remembered her appointment with Hurstwood, and  
the passing of the hour when she should, by all right of promise, have  
been in his company served to keep the calamity which had befallen her  
exceedingly fresh and clear. In her nervousness and stress of mind she  
felt it necessary to act, and consequently put on a brown street  
dress, and at eleven o'clock started to visit the business portion  
once again. She must look for work.  
</p><p>The rain, which threatened at twelve and began at one, served  
equally well to cause her to retrace her steps and remain within doors  
as it did to reduce Hurstwood's spirits and give him a wretched day.  
</p><p>The morrow was Saturday, a half-holiday in many business quarters,  
and besides it was a balmy, radiant day, with the trees and grass  
shining exceedingly green after the rain of the night before. When she  
went out the sparrows were twittering merrily in joyous choruses.  
She could not help feeling, as she looked across the lovely park, that  
life was a joyous thing for those who did not need to worry, and she  
wished over and over that something might interfere now to preserve  
for her the comfortable state which she had occupied. She did not want  
Drouet or his money when she thought of it, nor anything more to do  
with Hurstwood, but only the content and ease of mind she had  
experienced, for, after all, she had been happy-- happier, at least,  
than she was now when confronted by the necessity of making her way  
alone.  
</p><p>When she arrived in the business part it was quite eleven o'clock,  
and the business had little longer to run. She did not realise this at  
first, being affected by some of the old distress which was a result  
of her earlier adventure into this strenuous and exacting quarter. She  
wandered about, assuring herself that she was making up her mind to  
look for something, and at the same time feeling that perhaps it was  
not necessary to be in such haste about it. The thing was difficult to  
encounter, and she had a few days. Besides, she was not sure that  
she was really face to face again with the bitter problem of  
self-sustenance. Anyhow, there was one change for the better. She knew  
that she had improved in appearance. Her manner had vastly changed.  
Her clothes were becoming, and men-- well-dressed men, some of the kind  
who before had gazed at her indifferently from behind their polished  
railings and imposing office partitions-- now gazed into her face  
with a soft light in their eyes. In a way, she felt the power and  
satisfaction of the thing, but it did not wholly reassure her. She  
looked for nothing save what might come legitimately and without the  
appearance of special favour. She wanted something, but no man  
should buy her by false protestations or favour. She proposed to  
earn her living honestly.  
</p><p>"This store closes at one on Saturdays," was a pleasing and  
satisfactory legend to see upon doors which she felt she ought to  
enter and inquire for work. It gave her an excuse, and after  
encountering quite a number of them, and noting that the clock  
registered 12.15, she decided that it would be no use to seek  
further to-day, so she got on a car and went to Lincoln Park. There  
was always something to see there-- the flowers, the animals, the lake--  
and she flattered herself that on Monday she would be up betimes and  
searching. Besides, many things might happen between now and Monday.  
</p><p>Sunday passed with equal doubts, worries, assurances, and heaven  
knows what vagaries of mind and spirit. Every half-hour in the day the  
thought would come to her most sharply, like the tail of a swishing  
whip, that action-- immediate action-- was imperative. At other times  
she would look about her and assure herself that things were not so  
bad-- that certainly she would come out safe and sound. At such times  
she would think of Drouet's advice about going on the stage, and saw  
some chance for herself in that quarter. She decided to take up that  
opportunity on the morrow.  
</p><p>Accordingly, she arose early Monday morning and dressed herself  
carefully. She did not know just how such applications were made,  
but she took it to be a matter which related more directly to the  
theatre buildings. All you had to do was to inquire of some one  
about the theatre for the manager and ask for a position. If there was  
anything, you might get it, or, at least, he could tell you how.  
</p><p>She had had no experience with this class of individuals whatsoever,  
and did not know the salacity and humour of the theatrical tribe.  
She only knew of the position which Mr. Hale occupied, but, of all  
things, she did not wish to encounter that personage, on account of  
her intimacy with his wife.  
</p><p>There was, however, at this time, one theatre, the Chicago Opera  
House, which was considerably in the public eye, and its manager,  
David A. Henderson, had a fair local reputation. Carrie had seen one  
or two elaborate performances there and had heard of several others.  
She knew nothing of Henderson nor of the methods of applying, but  
she instinctively felt that this would be a likely place, and  
accordingly strolled about in that neighbourhood. She came bravely  
enough to the showy entrance way, with the polished and begilded  
lobby, set with framed pictures out of the current attraction, leading  
up to the quiet box-office, but she could get no further. A noted  
comic opera comedian was holding forth that week, and the air of  
distinction and prosperity overawed her. She could not imagine that  
there would be anything in such a lofty sphere for her. She almost  
trembled at the audacity which might have carried her on to a terrible  
rebuff. She could find heart only to look at the pictures which were  
showy and then walk out. It seemed to her as if she had made a  
splendid escape and that it would be foolhardy to think of applying in  
that quarter again.  
</p><p>This little experience settled her hunting for one day. She looked  
around elsewhere, but it was from the outside. She got the location of  
several playhouses fixed in her mind-- notably the Grand Opera House  
and McVickar's, both of which were leading in attractions-- and then  
came away. Her spirits were materially reduced, owing to the newly  
restored sense of magnitude of the great interests and the  
insignificance of her claims upon society, such as she understood them  
to be.  
</p><p>That night she was visited by Mrs. Hale, whose chatter and  
protracted stay made it impossible to dwell upon her predicament or  
the fortune of the day. Before retiring, however, she sat down to  
think, and gave herself up to the most gloomy forebodings. Drouet  
had not put in an appearance. She had had no word from any quarter,  
she had spent a dollar of her precious sum in procuring food and  
paying car fare. It was evident that she would not endure long.  
Besides, she had discovered no resource.  
</p><p>In this situation her thoughts went out to her sister in Van Buren  
Street, whom she had not seen since the night of her flight, and to  
her home at Columbia City, which seemed now a part of something that  
could not be again. She looked for no refuge in that direction.  
Nothing but sorrow was brought her by thoughts of Hurstwood, which  
would return. That he could have chosen to dupe her in so ready a  
manner seemed a cruel thing.  
</p><p>Tuesday came, and with it appropriate indecision and speculation.  
She was in no mood, after her failure of the day before, to hasten  
forth upon her work-seeking errand, and yet she rebuked herself for  
what she considered her weakness the day before. Accordingly she  
started out to revisit the Chicago Opera House, but possessed scarcely  
enough courage to approach.  
</p><p>She did manage to inquire at the box-office, however.  
</p><p>"Manager of the company or the house?" asked the smartly dressed  
individual who took care of the tickets. He was favourably impressed  
by Carrie's looks.  
</p><p>"I don't know," said Carrie, taken back by the question.  
</p><p>"You couldn't see the manager of the house to-day, anyhow,"  
volunteered the young man. "He's out of town."  
</p><p>He noted her puzzled look, and then added: "What is it you wish to  
see about?"  
</p><p>"I want to see about getting a position," she answered.  
</p><p>"You'd better see the manager of the company," he returned, "but  
he isn't here now."  
</p><p>"When will he be in?" asked Carrie, somewhat relieved by this  
information.  
</p><p>"Well, you might find him in between eleven and twelve. He's here  
after two o'clock."  
</p><p>Carrie thanked him and walked briskly out, while the young man gazed  
after her through one of the side windows of his gilded coop.  
</p><p>"Good-looking," he said to himself, and proceeded to visions of  
condescensions on her part which were exceedingly flattering to  
himself.  
</p><p>One of the principal comedy companies of the day was playing an  
engagement at the Grand opera House. Here Carrie asked to see the  
manager of the company. She little knew the trivial authority of  
this individual, or that had there been a vacancy an actor would  
have been sent on from New York to fill it.  
</p><p>"His office is upstairs," said a man in the box-office.  
</p><p>Several persons were in the manager's office, two lounging near a  
window, another talking to an individual sitting at a roll-top desk--  
the manager. Carrie glanced nervously about, and began to fear that  
she should have to make her appeal before the assembled company, two  
of whom-- the occupants of the window-- were already observing her  
carefully.  
</p><p>"I can't do it," the manager was saying; "it's a rule of Mr.  
Frohman's never to allow visitors back of the stage. No, no!"  
</p><p>Carrie timidly waited, standing. There were chairs, but no one  
motioned her to be seated. The individual to whom the manager had been  
talking went away quite crest-fallen. That luminary gazed earnestly at  
some papers before him, as if they were of the greatest concern.  
</p><p>"Did you see that in the 'Herald' this morning about Nat Goodwin,  
Harris?"  
</p><p>"No," said the person addressed. "What was it?"  
</p><p>"Made quite a curtain address at Hooley's last night. Better look it  
up."  
</p><p>Harris reached over to a table and began to look for the "Herald."  
</p><p>"What is it?" said the manager to Carrie, apparently noticing her  
for the first time. He thought he was going to be held up for free  
tickets.  
</p><p>Carrie summoned up all her courage, which was little at best. She  
realised that she was a novice, and felt as if a rebuff were  
certain. Of this she was so sure that she only wished now to pretend  
she had called for advice.  
</p><p>"Can you tell me how to go about getting on the stage?"  
</p><p>It was the best way after all to have gone about the matter. She was  
interesting, in a manner, to the occupant of the chair, and the  
simplicity of her request and attitude took his fancy. He smiled, as  
did the others in the room, who, however, made some slight effort to  
conceal their humour.  
</p><p>"I don't know," he answered, looking her brazenly over. "Have you  
ever had any experience upon the stage?"  
</p><p>"A little," answered Carrie. "I have taken part in amateur  
performances."  
</p><p>She thought she had to make some sort of showing in order to  
retain his interest.  
</p><p>"Never studied for the stage?" he said, putting on an air intended  
as much to impress his friends with his discretion as Carrie.  
</p><p>"No, sir."  
</p><p>"Well, I don't know," he answered, tipping lazily back in his  
chair while she stood before him. "What makes you want to get on the  
stage?"  
</p><p>She felt abashed at the man's daring, but could only smile in answer  
to his engaging smirk, and say:  
</p><p>"I need to make a living."  
</p><p>"Oh," he answered, rather taken by her trim appearance, and  
feeling as if he might scrape up an acquaintance with her. "That's a  
good reason, isn't it? Well, Chicago is not a good place for what  
you want to do. You ought to be in New York. There's more chance  
there. You could hardly expect to get started out here."  
</p><p>Carrie smiled genially, grateful that he should condescend to advise  
her even so much. He noticed the smile, and put a slightly different  
construction on it. He thought he saw an easy chance for a little  
flirtation.  
</p><p>"Sit down," he said, pulling a chair forward from the side of his  
desk and dropping his voice so that the two men in the room should not  
hear. Those two gave each other the suggestion of a wink.  
</p><p>"Well, I'll be going, Barney," said one, breaking away and so  
addressing the manager. "See you this afternoon."  
</p><p>"All right," said the manager.  
</p><p>The remaining individual took up a paper as if to read.  
</p><p>"Did you have any idea what sort of part you would like to get?"  
asked the manager softly.  
</p><p>"Oh, no," said Carrie. "I would take anything to begin with."  
</p><p>"I see," he said. "Do you live here in the city?"  
</p><p>"Yes, sir."  
</p><p>The manager smiled most blandly.  
</p><p>"Have you ever tried to get in as a chorus girl?" he asked, assuming  
a more confidential air.  
</p><p>Carrie began to feel that there was something exuberant and  
unnatural in his manner.  
</p><p>"No," she said.  
</p><p>"That's the way most girls begin," he went on, "who go on the stage.  
It's a good way to get experience."  
</p><p>He was turning on her a glance of the companionable and persuasive  
manner.  
</p><p>"I didn't know that," said Carrie.  
</p><p>"It's a difficult thing," he went on, "but there's always a  
chance, you know." Then, as if he suddenly remembered, he pulled out  
his watch and consulted it. "I've an appointment at two," he said,  
"and I've got to go to lunch now. Would you care to come and dine with  
me? We can talk it over there."  
</p><p>"Oh, no," said Carrie, the whole motive of the man flashing on her  
at once. "I have an engagement myself."  
</p><p>"That's too bad," he said, realising that he had been a little  
beforehand in his offer and that Carrie was about to go away. "Come in  
later. I may know of something."  
</p><p>"Thank you," she answered, with some trepidation, and went out.  
</p><p>"She was good-looking, wasn't she?" said the manager's companion,  
who had not caught all the details of the game he had played.  
</p><p>"Yes, in a way," said the other, sore to think the game had been  
lost. "She'd never make an actress, though. Just another chorus  
girl-that's all."  
</p><p>This little experience nearly destroyed her ambition to call upon  
the manager at the Chicago Opera House, but she decided to do so after  
a time. He was of a more sedate turn of mind. He said at once that  
there was no opening of any sort, and seemed to consider her search  
foolish.  
</p><p>"Chicago is no place to get a start," he said. "You ought to be in  
New York."  
</p><p>Still she persisted, and went to McVickar's, where she could not  
find any one. "The Old Homestead" was running there, but the person to  
whom she was referred was not to be found.  
</p><p>These little expeditions took up her time until quite four  
o'clock, when she was weary enough to go home. She felt as if she  
ought to continue and inquire elsewhere, but the results so far were  
too dispiriting. She took the car and arrived at Ogden Place in  
three-quarters of an hour, but decided to ride on to the West Side  
branch of the Post-office, where she was accustomed to receive  
Hurstwood's letters. There was one there now, written Saturday,  
which she tore open and read with mingled feelings. There was so  
much warmth in it and such tense complaint at her having failed to  
meet him, and her subsequent silence, that she rather pitied the  
man. That he loved her was evident enough. That he had wished and  
dared to do so, married as he was, was the evil. She felt as if the  
thing deserved an answer, and consequently decided that she would  
write and let him know that she knew of his married state and was  
justly incensed at his deception. She would tell him that it was all  
over between them.  
</p><p>At her room, the wording of this missive occupied her for some time,  
for she fell to the task at once. It was most difficult.  
</p><p>"You do not need to have me explain why I did not meet you," she  
wrote in part. "How could you deceive me so? You cannot expect me to  
have anything more to do with you. I wouldn't under any circumstances.  
Oh, how could you act so?" she added in a burst of feeling. "You  
have caused me more misery than you can think. I hope you will get  
over your infatuation for me. We must not meet any more. Good-bye."  
</p><p>She took the letter the next morning, and at the corner dropped it  
reluctantly into the letter-box, still uncertain as to whether she  
should do so or not. Then she took the car and went down town.  
</p><p>This was the dull season with the department stores, but she was  
listened to with more consideration than was usually accorded to young  
women applicants, owing to her neat and attractive appearance. She was  
asked the same old questions with which she was already familiar.  
</p><p>"What can you do? Have you ever worked in a retail store before? Are  
you experienced?"  
</p><p>At The Fair, See and Company's, and all the great stores it was much  
the same. It was the dull season, she might come in a little later,  
possibly they would like to have her.  
</p><p>When she arrived at the house at the end of the day, weary and  
disheartened, she discovered that Drouet had been there. His  
umbrella and light overcoat were gone. She thought she missed other  
things, but could not be sure. Everything had not been taken.  
</p><p>So his going was crystallising into staying. What was she to do now?  
Evidently she would be facing the world in the same old way within a  
day or two. Her clothes would get poor. She put her two hands together  
in her customary expressive way and pressed her fingers. Large tears  
gathered in her eyes and broke hot across her cheeks. She was alone,  
very much alone.  
</p><p>Drouet really had called, but it was with a very different mind from  
that which Carrie had imagined. He expected to find her, to justify  
his return by claiming that he came to get the remaining portion of  
his wardrobe, and before he got away again to patch up a peace.  
</p><p>Accordingly, when he arrived, he was disappointed to find Carrie  
out. He trifled about, hoping that she was somewhere in the  
neighbourhood and would soon return. He constantly listened, expecting  
to hear her foot on the stair.  
</p><p>When he did so, it was his intention to make believe that he had  
just come in and was disturbed at being caught. Then he would  
explain his need of his clothes and find out how things stood.  
</p><p>Wait as he did, however, Carrie did not come. From pottering  
around among the drawers, in momentary expectation of her arrival,  
he changed to looking out of the window, and from that to resting  
himself in the rocking-chair. Still no Carrie. He began to grow  
restless and lit a cigar. After that he walked the floor. Then he  
looked out of the window and saw clouds gathering. He remembered an  
appointment at three. He began to think that it would be useless to  
wait, and got hold of his umbrella and light coat, intending to take  
these things, any way. It would scare her, he hoped. To-morrow he  
would come back for the others. He would find out how things stood.  
</p><p>As he started to go he felt truly sorry that he had missed her.  
There was a little picture of her on the wall, showing her arrayed  
in the little jacket he had first bought her-- her face a little more  
wistful than he had seen it lately. He was really touched by it, and  
looked into the eyes of it with a rather rare feeling for him.  
</p><p>"You didn't do me right, Cad," he said, as if he were addressing her  
in the flesh.  
</p><p>Then he went to the door, took a good look around, and went out.  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="27">   
<head>Chapter XXVII.  
<lb> WHEN WATERS ENGULF US WE REACH FOR A STAR  
</head>  
<p>It was when he returned from his disturbed stroll about the streets,  
after receiving the decisive note from McGregor, James and Hay, that  
Hurstwood found the letter Carrie had written him that morning. He  
thrilled intensely as he noted the handwriting, and rapidly tore it  
open.  
</p><p>"Then," he thought, "she loves me or she would not have written to  
me at all."  
</p><p>He was slightly depressed at the tenor of the note for the first few  
minutes, but soon recovered. "She wouldn't write at all if she  
didn't care for me."  
</p><p>This was his one resource against the depression which held him.  
He could extract little from the wording of the letter, but the spirit  
he thought he knew.  
</p><p>There was really something exceedingly human-- if not pathetic-- in  
his being thus relieved by a clearly worded reproof. He who had for so  
long remained satisfied with himself now looked outside of himself for  
comfort-- and to such a source. The mystic cords of affection! How they  
bind us all.  
</p><p>The colour came to his cheeks. For the moment he forgot the letter  
from McGregor, James and Hay. If he could only have Carrie, perhaps he  
could get out of the whole entanglement-- perhaps it would not  
matter. He wouldn't care what his wife did with herself if only he  
might not lose Carrie. He stood up and walked about, dreaming his  
delightful dream of a life continued with this lovely possessor of his  
heart.  
</p><p>It was not long, however, before the old worry was back for  
consideration, and with it what weariness! He thought of the morrow  
and the suit. He had done nothing, and here was the afternoon slipping  
away. It was now a quarter of four. At five the attorneys would have  
gone home. He still had the morrow until noon. Even as he thought, the  
last fifteen minutes passed away and it was five. Then he abandoned  
the thought of seeing them any more that day and turned to Carrie.  
</p><p>It is to be observed that the man did not justify himself to  
himself. He was not troubling about that. His whole thought was the  
possibility of persuading Carrie. Nothing was wrong in that. He  
loved her dearly. Their mutual happiness depended upon it. Would  
that Drouet were only away!  
</p><p>While he was thinking thus elatedly, he remembered that he wanted  
some clean linen in the morning.  
</p><p>This he purchased, together with a half-dozen ties, and went to  
the Palmer House. As he entered he thought he saw Drouet ascending the  
stairs with a key. Surely not Drouet! Then he thought, perhaps they  
had changed their abode temporarily. He went straight up to the desk.  
</p><p>"Is Mr. Drouet stopping here?" he asked of the clerk.  
</p><p>"I think he is," said the latter, consulting his private registry  
list. "Yes."  
</p><p>"Is that so?" exclaimed Hurstwood, otherwise concealing his  
astonishment. "Alone?" he added.  
</p><p>"Yes," said the clerk.  
</p><p>Hurstwood turned away and set his lips so as best to express and  
conceal his feelings.  
</p><p>"How's that?" he thought. "They've had a row."  
</p><p>He hastened to his room with rising spirits and changed his linen.  
As he did so, he made up his mind that if Carrie was alone, or if  
she had gone to another place, it behooved him to find out. He decided  
to call at once.  
</p><p>"I know what I'll do," he thought. "I'll go to the door and ask if  
Mr. Drouet is at home. That will bring out whether he is there or  
not and where Carrie is."  
</p><p>He was almost moved to some muscular display as he thought of it. He  
decided to go immediately after supper.  
</p><p>On coming down from his room at six, he looked carefully about to  
see if Drouet was present and then went out to lunch. He could  
scarcely eat, however, he was so anxious to be about his errand.  
Before starting he thought it well to discover where Drouet would  
be, and returned to his hotel.  
</p><p>"Has Mr. Drouet gone out?" he asked of the clerk.  
</p><p>"No," answered the latter, "he's in his room. Do you wish to send up  
a card?"  
</p><p>"No, I'll call around later," answered Hurstwood, and strolled out.  
</p><p>He took a Madison car and went direct to Ogden Place, this time  
walking boldly up to the door. The chambermaid answered his knock.  
</p><p>"Is Mr. Drouet in?" said Hurstwood blandly.  
</p><p>"He is out of the city," said the girl, who had heard Carrie tell  
this to Mrs. Hale.  
</p><p>"Is Mrs. Drouet in?"  
</p><p>"No, she has gone to the theatre."  
</p><p>"Is that so?" said Hurstwood, considerably taken back; then, as if  
burdened with something important, "You don't know to which theatre?"  
</p><p>The girl really had no idea where she had gone, but not liking  
Hurstwood, and wishing to cause him trouble, answered: "Yes,  
Hooley's."  
</p><p>"Thank you," returned the manager, and tipping his hat slightly,  
went away.  
</p><p>"I'll look in at Hooley's," thought he, but as a matter of fact he  
did not. Before he had reached the central portion of the city he  
thought the whole matter over and decided it would be useless. As much  
as he longed to see Carrie, he knew she would be with some one and did  
not wish to intrude with his plea there. A little later he might do  
so-- in the morning. Only in the morning he had the lawyer question  
before him.  
</p><p>This little pilgrimage threw quite a wet blanket upon his rising  
spirits. He was soon down again to his old worry, and reached the  
resort anxious to find relief. Quite a company of gentlemen were  
making the place lively with their conversation. A group of Cook  
County politicians were conferring about a round cherry-wood table  
in the rear portion of the room. Several young merry-makers were  
chattering at the bar before making a belated visit to the theatre.  
A shabbily-genteel individual, with a red nose and an old high hat,  
was sipping a quiet glass of ale alone at one end of the bar.  
Hurstwood nodded to the politicians and went into his office.  
</p><p>About ten o'clock a friend of his, Mr. Frank L. Taintor, a local  
sport and racing man, dropped in, and seeing Hurstwood alone in his  
office came to the door.  
</p><p>"Hello, George!" he exclaimed.  
</p><p>"How are you, Frank?" said Hurstwood, somewhat relieved by the sight  
of him. "Sit down," and he motioned him to one of the chairs in the  
little room.  
</p><p>"What's the matter, George?" asked Taintor. "You look a little glum.  
Haven't lost at the track, have you?"  
</p><p>"I'm not feeling very well to-night. I had a slight cold the other  
day."  
</p><p>"Take whiskey, George," said Taintor. "You ought to know that."  
</p><p>Hurstwood smiled.  
</p><p>While they were still conferring there, several other of Hurstwood's  
friends entered, and not long after eleven, the theatres being out,  
some actors began to drop in-- among them some notabilities.  
</p><p>Then began one of those pointless social conversations so common  
in America resorts where the would-be gilded attempt to rub off gilt  
from those who have it in abundance. If Hurstwood had one leaning,  
it was toward notabilities. He considered that, if anywhere, he  
belonged among them. He was too proud to toady, too keen not to  
strictly observe the plane he occupied when there were those present  
who did not appreciate him, but, in situations like the present, where  
he could shine as a gentleman and be received without equivocation  
as a friend and equal among men of known ability, he was most  
delighted. It was on such occasions, if ever, that he would "take  
something." When the social flavour was strong enough he would even  
unbend to the extent of drinking glass for glass with his  
associates, punctiliously observing his turn to pay as if he were an  
outsider like the others. If he ever approached intoxication-- or  
rather that ruddy warmth and comfortableness which precedes the more  
sloven state-- it was when individuals such as these were gathered  
about him, when he was one of a circle of chatting celebrities.  
To-night, disturbed as was his state, he was rather relieved to find  
company, and now that notabilities were gathered, he laid aside his  
troubles for the nonce, and joined in right heartily.  
</p><p>It was not long before the imbibing began to tell. Stories began  
to crop up-- those ever-enduring, droll stories which form the major  
portion of the conversation among American men under such  
circumstances.  
</p><p>Twelve o'clock arrived, the hour for closing, and with it the  
company took leave. Hurstwood shook hands with them most cordially. He  
was very roseate physically. He had arrived at that state where his  
mind, though clear, was, nevertheless, warm in its fancies. He felt as  
if his troubles were not very serious. Going into his office, he began  
to turn over certain accounts, awaiting the departure of the  
bartenders and the cashier, who soon left.  
</p><p>It was the manager's duty, as well as his custom, after all were  
gone to see that everything was safely closed up for the night. As a  
rule, no money except the cash taken in after banking hours was kept  
about the place, and that was locked in the safe by the cashier,  
who, with the owners, was joint keeper of the secret combination, but,  
nevertheless, Hurstwood nightly took the precaution to try the cash  
drawers and the safe in order to see that they were tightly closed.  
Then he would lock his own little office and set the proper light  
burning near the safe, after which he would take his departure.  
</p><p>Never in his experience had he found anything out of order, but  
to-night, after shutting down his desk, he came out and tried the  
safe. His way was to give a sharp pull. This time the door  
responded. He was slightly surprised at that, and looking in found the  
money cases as left for the day, apparently unprotected. His first  
thought was, of course, to inspect the drawers and shut the door.  
</p><p>"I'll speak to Mayhew about this to-morrow," he thought.  
</p><p>The latter had certainly imagined upon going out a half-hour  
before that he had turned the knob on the door so as to spring the  
lock. He had never failed to do so before. But to-night Mayhew had  
other thoughts. He had been revolving the problem of a business of his  
own.  
</p><p>"I'll look in here," thought the manager, pulling out the money  
drawers. He did not know why he wished to look in there. It was  
quite a superfluous action, which another time might not have happened  
at all.  
</p><p>As he did so, a layer of bills, in parcels of a thousand, such as  
banks issue, caught his eye. He could not tell how much they  
represented, but paused to view them. Then he pulled out the second of  
the cash drawers. In that were the receipts of the day.  
</p><p>"I didn't know Fitzgerald and Moy ever left any money this way," his  
mind said to itself. "They must have forgotten it."  
</p><p>He looked at the other drawer and paused again.  
</p><p>"Count them," said a voice in his ear.  
</p><p>He put his hand into the first of the boxes and lifted the stack,  
letting the separate parcels fall. They were bills of fifty and one  
hundred dollars done in packages of a thousand. He thought he  
counted ten such.  
</p><p>"Why don't I shut the safe?" his mind said to itself, lingering.  
"What makes me pause here?"  
</p><p>For answer there came the strangest words:  
</p><p>"Did you ever have ten thousand dollars in ready money?"  
</p><p>Lo, the manager remembered that he had never had so much. All his  
property had been slowly accumulated, and now his wife owned that.  
He was worth more than forty thousand, all told-- but she would get  
that.  
</p><p>He puzzled as he thought of these things, then pushed in the drawers  
and closed the door, pausing with his hand upon the knob, which  
might so easily lock it all beyond temptation. Still he paused.  
Finally he went to the windows and pulled down the curtains. Then he  
tried the door, which he had previously locked. What was this thing,  
making him suspicious? Why did he wish to move about so quietly. He  
came back to the end of the counter as if to rest his arm and think.  
Then he went and unlocked his little office door and turned on the  
light. He also opened his desk, sitting down before it, only to  
think strange thoughts.  
</p><p>"The safe is open," said a voice. "There is just the least little  
crack in it. The lock has not been sprung."  
</p><p>The manager floundered among a jumble of thoughts. Now all the  
entanglement of the day came back. Also the thought that here was a  
solution. That money would do it. If he had that and Carrie. He rose  
up and stood stock-still, looking at the floor.  
</p><p>"What about it?" his mind asked, and for answer he put his hand  
slowly up and scratched his head.  
</p><p>The manager was no fool to be led blindly away by such an errant  
proposition as this, but his situation was peculiar. Wine was in his  
veins. It had crept up into his head and given him a warm view of  
the situation. It also coloured the possibilities of ten thousand  
for him. He could see great opportunities with that. He could get  
Carrie. Oh, yes, he could! He could get rid of his wife. That  
letter, too, was waiting discussion to-morrow morning. He would not  
need to answer that. He went back to the safe and put his hand on  
the knob. Then he pulled the door open and took the drawer with the  
money quite out.  
</p><p>With it once out and before him, it seemed a foolish thing to  
think about leaving it. Certainly it would. Why, he could live quietly  
with Carrie for years.  
</p><p>Lord! what was that? For the first time he was tense, as if a  
stern hand had been laid upon his shoulder. He looked fearfully  
around. Not a soul was present. Not a sound. Some one was shuffling by  
on the sidewalk. He took the box and the money and put it back in  
the safe. Then he partly closed the door again.  
</p><p>To those who have never wavered in conscience, the predicament of  
the individual whose mind is less strongly constituted and who  
trembles in the balance between duty and desire is scarcely  
appreciable, unless graphically portrayed. Those who have never  
heard that solemn voice of the ghostly clock which ticks with awful  
distinctness, "thou shalt," "thou shalt not," "thou shalt," "thou  
shalt not," are in no position to judge. Not alone in sensitive,  
highly organised natures is such a mental conflict possible. The  
dullest specimen of humanity, when drawn by desire toward evil, is  
recalled by a sense of right, which is proportionate in power and  
strength to his evil tendency. We must remember that it may not be a  
knowledge of right, for no knowledge of right is predicated of the  
animal's instinctive recoil at evil. Men are still led by instinct  
before they are regulated by knowledge. It is instinct which recalls  
the criminal-- it is instinct (where highly organised reasoning is  
absent) which gives the criminal his feeling of danger, his fear of  
wrong.  
</p><p>At every first adventure, then, into some untried evil, the mind  
wavers. The clock of thought ticks out its wish and its denial. To  
those who have never experienced such a mental dilemma, the  
following will appeal on the simple ground of revelation.  
</p><p>When Hurstwood put the money back, his nature again resumed its ease  
and daring. No one had observed him. He was quite alone. No one  
could tell what he wished to do. He could work this thing out for  
himself.  
</p><p>The imbibation of the evening had not yet worn off. Moist as was his  
brow, tremble as did his hand once after the nameless fright, he was  
still flushed with the fumes of liquor. He scarcely noticed that the  
time was passing. He went over his situation once again, his eye  
always seeing the money in a lump, his mind always seeing what it  
would do. He strolled into his little room, then to the door, then  
to the safe again. He put his hand on the knob and opened it. There  
was the money! Surely no harm could come from looking at it!  
</p><p>He took out the drawer again and lifted the bills. They were so  
smooth, so compact, so portable. How little they made, after all. He  
decided he would take them. Yes, he would. He would put them in his  
pocket. Then he looked at that and saw they would not go there. His  
hand satchel! To be sure, his hand satchel. They would go in that-- all  
of it would. No one would think anything of it either. He went into  
the little office and took it from the shelf in the corner. Now he set  
it upon his desk and went out toward the safe. For some reason he  
did not want to fill it out in the big room.  
</p><p>First he brought the bills and then the loose receipts of the day.  
He would take it all. He put the empty drawers back and pushed the  
iron door almost to, then stood beside it meditating.  
</p><p>The wavering of a mind under such circumstances is an almost  
inexplicable thing, and yet it is absolutely true. Hurstwood could not  
bring himself to act definitely. He wanted to think about it-- to  
ponder over it, to decide whether it were best. He was drawn by such a  
keen desire for Carrie, driven by such a state of turmoil in his own  
affairs that he thought constantly it would be best, and yet he  
wavered. He did not know what evil might result from it to him-- how  
soon he might come to grief. The true ethics of the situation never  
once occurred to him, and never would have, under any circumstances.  
</p><p>After he had all the money in the hand bag, a revulsion of feeling  
seized him. He would not do it-- no! Think of what a scandal it would  
make. The police! They would be after him. He would have to fly, and  
where? Oh, the terror of being a fugitive from justice! He took out  
the two boxes and put all the money back. In his excitement he  
forgot what he was doing, and put the sums in the wrong boxes. As he  
pushed the door to, he thought he remembered doing it wrong and opened  
the door again. There were the two boxes mixed.  
</p><p>He took them out and straightened the matter, but now the terror had  
gone. Why be afraid?  
</p><p>While the money was in his hand the lock clicked. It had sprung! Did  
he do it? He grabbed at the knob and pulled vigorously. It had closed.  
Heavens! he was in for it now, sure enough.  
</p><p>The moment he realised that the safe was locked for a surety, the  
sweat burst out upon his brow and he trembled violently. He looked  
about him and decided instantly. There was no delaying now.  
</p><p>"Supposing I do lay it on the top," he said, "and go away, they'll  
know who took it. I'm the last to close up. Besides, other things will  
happen."  
</p><p>At once he became the man of action.  
</p><p>"I must get out of this," he thought.  
</p><p>He hurried into his little room, took down his light overcoat and  
hat, locked his desk, and grabbed the satchel. Then he turned out  
all but one light and opened the door. He tried to put on his old  
assured air, but it was almost gone. He was repenting rapidly.  
</p><p>"I wish I hadn't done that," he said. "That was a mistake."  
</p><p>He walked steadily down the street, greeting a night watchman whom  
he knew who was trying doors. He must get out of the city, and that  
quickly.  
</p><p>"I wonder how the trains run?" he thought.  
</p><p>Instantly he pulled out his watch and looked. It was nearly  
half-past one.  
</p><p>At the first drug store he stopped, seeing a long-distance telephone  
booth inside. It was a famous drug store, and contained one of the  
first private telephone booths ever erected.  
</p><p>"I want to use your 'phone a minute," he said to the night clerk.  
</p><p>The latter nodded.  
</p><p>"Give me 1643," he called to Central, after looking up the  
Michigan Central depot number. Soon he got the ticket agent.  
</p><p>"How do the trains leave here for Detroit?" he asked.  
</p><p>The man explained the hours.  
</p><p>"No more to-night?"  
</p><p>"Nothing with a sleeper. Yes, there is, too," he added. "There is  
a mail train out of here at three o'clock."  
</p><p>"All right," said Hurstwood. "What time does that get to Detroit?"  
</p><p>He was thinking if he could only get there and cross the river  
into Canada, he could take his time about getting to Montreal. He  
was relieved to learn that it would reach there by noon.  
</p><p>"Mayhew won't open the safe till nine," he thought. "They can't  
get on my track before noon."  
</p><p>Then he thought of Carrie. With what speed must he get her, if he  
got her at all. She would have to come along. He jumped into the  
nearest cab standing by.  
</p><p>"To Ogden Place," he said sharply. "I'll give you a dollar more if  
you make good time."  
</p><p>The cabby beat his horse into a sort of imitation gallop, which  
was fairly fast, however. On the way Hurstwood thought what to do.  
Reaching the number, he hurried up the steps and did not spare the  
bell in waking the servant.  
</p><p>"Is Mrs. Drouet in?" he asked.  
</p><p>"Yes," said the astonished girl.  
</p><p>"Tell her to dress and come to the door at once. Her husband is in  
the hospital, injured, and wants to see her."  
</p><p>The servant girl hurried upstairs, convinced by the man's strained  
and emphatic manner.  
</p><p>"What!" said Carrie, lighting the gas and searching for her clothes.  
</p><p>"Mr. Drouet is hurt and in the hospital. He wants to see you. The  
cab's downstairs."  
</p><p>Carrie dressed very rapidly, and soon appeared below, forgetting  
everything save the necessities.  
</p><p>"Drouet is hurt," said Hurstwood quickly. "He wants to see you. Come  
quickly."  
</p><p>Carrie was so bewildered that she swallowed the whole story.  
</p><p>"Get in," said Hurstwood, helping her and jumping after.  
</p><p>The cabby began to turn the horse around.  
</p><p>"Michigan Central depot," he said, standing up and speaking so low  
that Carrie could not hear, "as fast as you can go."  
</p>  
</div2>  
<div2 type="chapter" n="28">   
<head>Chapter XXVIII.  
<lb>  A PILGRIM, AN OUTLAW: THE SPIRIT DETAINED  
</head>  
<p>The cab had not travelled a short block before Carrie, settling  
herself and thoroughly waking in the night atmosphere, asked:  
</p><p>"What's the matter with him? Is he hurt badly?"  
</p><p>"It isn't anything very serious," Hurstwood said solemnly. He was  
very much disturbed over his own situation, and now that he had Carrie  
with him, he only wanted to get safely out of reach of the law.  
Therefore he was in no mood for anything save such words as would  
further his plans distinctly.  
</p><p>Carrie did not forget that there was something to be settled between  
her and Hurstwood, but the thought was ignored in her agitation. The  
one thing was to finish this strange pilgrimage.  
</p><p>"Where is he?"  
</p><p>"Way out on the South Side," said Hurstwood. "We'll have to take the  
train. It's the quickest way."  
</p><p>Carrie said nothing, and the horse gambolled on. The weirdness of  
the city by night held her attention. She looked at the long  
receding rows of lamps and studied the dark, silent houses.  
</p><p>"How did he hurt himself?" she asked-- meaning what was the nature of  
his injuries. Hurstwood understood. He hated to lie any more than  
necessary, and yet he wanted no protests until he was out of danger.  
</p><p>"I don't know exactly," he said. "They just called me up to go and  
get you and bring you out. They said there wasn't any need for  
alarm, but that I shouldn't fail to bring you."  
</p><p>The man's serious manner convinced Carrie, and she became silent,  
wondering.  
</p><p>Hurstwood examined his watch and urged the man to hurry. For one  
in so delicate a position he was exceedingly cool. He could only think  
of how needful it was to make the train and get quietly away. Carrie  
seemed quite tractable, and he congratulated himself.  
</p><p>In due time they reached the depot, and after helping her out he  
handed the man a five-dollar bill and hurried on.  
</p><p>"You wait here," he said to Carrie, when they reached the  
waiting-room, "while I get the tickets."  
</p><p>"Have I much time to catch the train for Detroit?" he asked of the  
agent.  
</p><p>"Four minutes," said the latter.  
</p><p>He paid for two tickets as circumspectly as possible.  
</p><p>"Is it far?" said Carrie, as he hurried back.  
</p><p>"Not very," he said. "We must get right in."  
</p><p>He pushed her before him at the gate, stood between her and the  
ticket man while the latter punched their tickets, so that she could  
not see, and then hurried after.  
</p><p>There was a long line of express and passenger cars and one or two  
common day coaches. As the train had only recently been made up and  
few passengers were expected, there were only one or two brakemen  
waiting. They entered the rear day coach and sat down. Almost  
immediately, "All aboard," resounded faintly from the outside, and the  
train started.  
</p><p>Carrie began to think it was a little bit curious-- this going to a  
depot-- but said nothing. The whole incident was so out of the  
natural that she did not attach too much weight to anything she  
imagined.  
</p><p>"How have you been?" asked Hurstwood gently, for he now breathed  
easier.  
</p><p>"Very well," said Carrie, who was so disturbed that she could not  
bring a proper attitude to bear in the matter. She was still nervous  
to reach Drouet and see what could be the matter. Hurstwood  
contemplated her and felt this. He was not disturbed that it should be  
so. He did not trouble because she was moved sympathetically in the  
matter. It was one of the qualities in her which pleased him  
exceedingly. He was only thinking how he should explain. Even this was  
not the most serious thing in his mind, however. His own deed and  
present flight were the great shadows which weighed upon him.  
</p><p>"What a fool I was to do that," he said over and over. "What a  
mistake!"  
</p><p>In his sober senses, he could scarcely realise that the thing had  
been done. He could not begin to feel that he was a fugitive from  
justice. He had often read of such things, and had thought they must  
be terrible, but now that the thing was upon him, he only sat and  
looked into the past. The future was a thing which concerned the  
Canadian line. He wanted to reach that. As for the rest, he surveyed  
his actions for the evening, and counted them parts of a great  
mistake.  
</p><p>"Still," he said, "what could I have done?"  
</p><p>Then he would decide to make the best of it, and would begin to do  
so by starting the whole inquiry over again. It was a fruitless,  
harassing round, and left him in a queer mood to deal with the  
proposition he had in the presence of Carrie.  
</p><p>The train clacked through the yards along the lake front, and ran  
rather slowly to Twenty-fourth Street. Brakes and signals were visible  
without. The engine gave short calls with its whistle, and  
frequently the bell rang. Several brakemen came through, bearing  
lanterns. They were locking the vestibules and putting the cars in  
order for a long run.  
</p><p>Presently it began to gain speed, and Carrie saw the silent  
streets flashing by in rapid succession. The engine also began its  
whistle-calls of four parts, with which it signalled danger to  
important crossings.  
</p><p>"Is it very far?" asked Carrie.  
</p><p>"Not so very," said Hurstwood. He could hardly repress a smile at  
her simplicity. He wanted to explain and conciliate her, but he also  
wanted to be well out of Chicago.  
</p><p>In the lapse of another half-hour it became apparent to Carrie  
that it was quite a run to wherever he was taking her, anyhow.  
</p><p>"Is it in Chicago?" she asked nervously. They were now far beyond  
the city limits, and the train was scudding across the Indiana line at  
a great rate.  
</p><p>"No," he said, "not where we are going."  
</p><p>There was something in the way he said this which aroused her in  
an instant.  
</p><p>Her pretty brow began to contract.  
</p><p>"We are going to see Charlie, aren't we?" she asked.  
</p><p>He felt that the time was up. An explanation might as well come  
now as later. Therefore, he shook his head in the most gentle  
negative.  
</p><p>"What?" said Carrie. She was nonplussed at the possibility of the  
errand being different from what she had thought.  
</p><p>He only looked at her in the most kindly and mollifying way.  
</p><p>"Well, where are you taking me, then?" she asked, her voice  
showing the quality of fright.  
</p><p>"I'll tell you, Carrie, if you'll be quiet. I want you to come along  
with me to another city."  
</p><p>"Oh," said Carrie, her voice rising into a weak cry. "Let me off.  
I don't want to go with you."  
</p><p>She was quite appalled at the man's audacity. This was something  
which had never for a moment entered her head. Her one thought now was  
to get off and away. If only the flying train could be stopped, the  
terrible trick would be amended.  
</p><p>She arose and tried to push out into the aisle-- anywhere. She knew  
she had to do something. Hurstwood laid a gentle hand on her.  
</p><p>"Sit still, Carrie," he said. "Sit still. It won't do you any good  
to get up here. Listen to me and I'll tell you what I'll do. Wait a  
moment."  
</p><p>She was pushing at his knees, but he only pulled her back. No one  
saw this little altercation, for very few persons were in the car, and  
they were attempting to doze.  
</p><p>"I won't," said Carrie, who was, nevertheless, complying against her  
will. "Let me go," she said. "How dare you?" and large tears began  
to gather in her eyes.  
</p><p>Hurstwood was now fully aroused to the immediate difficulty, and  
ceased to think of his own situation. He must do something with this  
girl, or she would cause him trouble. He tried the art of persuasion  
with all his powers aroused.  
</p><p>"Look here now, Carrie," he said, "you mustn't act this way. I  
didn't mean to hurt your feelings. I don't want to do anything to make  
you feel bad."  
</p><p>"Oh," sobbed Carrie, "oh, oh-- oo-- o!"  
</p><p>"There, there," he said, "you mustn't cry. Won't you listen to me?  
Listen to me a minute, and I'll tell you why I came to do this  
thing. I couldn't help it. I assure you I couldn't. Won't you listen?"  
</p><p>Her sobs disturbed him so that he was quite sure she did not hear  
a word he said.  
</p><p>"Won't you listen?" he asked.  
</p><p>"No, I won't," said Carrie, flashing up. "I want you to take me  
out of this, or I'll tell the conductor. I won't go with you. It's a  
shame," and again sobs of fright cut off her desire for expression.  
</p><p>Hurstwood listened with some astonishment. He felt that she had just  
cause for feeling as she did, and yet he wished that he could  
straighten this thing out quickly. Shortly the conductor would come  
through for the tickets. He wanted no noise, no trouble of any kind.  
Before everything he must make her quiet.  
</p><p>"You couldn't get out until the train stops again," said  
Hurstwood. "It won't be very long until we reach another station.  
You can get out then if you want to. I won't stop you. All I want  
you to do is to listen a moment. You'll let me tell you, won't you?"  
</p><p>Carrie seemed not to listen. She only turned her head toward the  
window, where outside all was black. The train was speeding with  
steady grace across the fields and through patches of wood. The long  
whistles came with sad, musical effect as the lonely woodland  
crossings were approached.  
</p><p>Now the conductor entered the car and took up the one or two fares  
that had been added at Chicago. He approached Hurstwood, who handed  
out the tickets. Poised as she was to act, Carrie made no move. She  
did not look about.  
</p><p>When the conductor had gone again Hurstwood felt relieved.  
</p><p>"You're angry at me because I deceived you," he said. "I didn't mean  
to, Carrie. As I live I didn't. I couldn't help it. I couldn't stay  
away from you after the first time I saw you."  
</p><p>He was ignoring the last deception as something that might go by the  
board. He wanted to convince her that his wife could no longer be a  
factor in their relationship. The money he had stolen he tried to shut  
out of his mind.  
</p><p>"Don't talk to me," said Carrie, "I hate you. I want you to go  
away from me. I am going to get out at the very next station."  
</p><p>She was in a tremble of excitement and opposition as she spoke.  
</p><p>"All right," he said, "but you'll hear me out, won't you? After  
all you have said about loving me, you might hear me. I don't want  
to do you any harm. I'll give you the money to go back with when you  
go. I merely want to tell you, Carrie. You can't stop me from loving  
you, whatever you may think."  
</p><p>He looked at her tenderly, but received no reply.  
</p><p>"You think I have deceived you badly, but I haven't. I didn't do  
it willingly. I'm through with my wife. She hasn't any claims on me.  
I'll never see her any more. That's why I'm here to-night. That's  
why I came and got you."  
</p><p>"You said Charlie was hurt," said Carrie, savagely. "You deceived  
me. You've been deceiving me all the time, and now you want to force  
me to run away with you."  
</p><p>She was so excited that she got up and tried to get by him again. He  
let her, and she took another seat. Then he followed.  
</p><p>"Don't run away from me, Carrie," he said gently. "Let me explain.  
If you will only hear me out you will see where I stand. I tell you my  
wife is nothing to me. She hasn't been anything for years or I  
wouldn't have ever come near you. I'm going to get a divorce just as  
soon as I can. I'll never see her again. I'm done with all that.  
You're the only person I want. If I can have you I won't ever think of  
another woman again."  
</p><p>Carrie heard all this in a very ruffled state. It sounded sincere  
enough, however, despite all he had done. There was a tenseness in  
Hurstwood's voice and manner which could but have some effect. She did  
not want anything to do with him. He was married, he had deceived  
her once, and now again, and she thought him terrible. Still there  
is something in such daring and power which is fascinating to a woman,  
especially if she can be made to feel that it is all prompted by  
love of her.  
</p><p>The progress of the train was having a great deal to do with the  
solution of this difficult situation. The speeding wheels and  
disappearing country put Chicago farther and farther behind. Carrie  
could feel that she was being borne a long distance off-- that the  
engine was making an almost through run to some distant city. She felt  
at times as if she could cry out and make such a row that some one  
would come to her aid; at other times it seemed an almost useless  
thing-- so far was she from any aid, no matter what she did. All the  
while Hurstwood was endeavouring to formulate his plea in such a way  
that it would strike home and bring her into sympathy with him.  
</p><p>"I was simply put where I didn't know what else to do."  
</p><p>Carrie deigned no suggestion of hearing this.  
</p><p>"When I saw you wouldn't come unless I could marry you, I decided to  
put everything else behind me and get you to come away with me. I'm  
going off now to another city. I want to go to Montreal for a while,  
and then anywhere you want to. We'll go and live in New York, if you  
say."  
</p><p>"I'll not have anything to do with you," said Carrie. "I want to get  
off this train. Where are we going?"  
</p><p>"To Detroit," said Hurstwood.  
</p><p>"Oh!" said Carrie, in a burst of anguish. So distant and definite  
a point seemed to increase the difficulty.  
</p><p>"Won't you come along with me?" he said, as if there was great  
danger that she would not. "You won't need to do anything but travel  
with me. I'll not trouble you in any way. You can see Montreal and New  
York, and then if you don't want to stay you can go back. It will be  
better than trying to go back to-night."  
</p><p>The first gleam of fairness shone in this proposition for Carrie. It  
seemed a plausible thing to do, much as she feared his opposition if  
she tried to carry it out. Montreal and New York! Even now she was  
speeding toward those great, strange lands, and could see them if  
she liked. She thought, but made no sign.  
</p><p>Hurstwood thought he saw a shade of compliance in this. He redoubled  
his ardour.  
</p><p>"Think," he said, "what I've given up. I can't go back to Chicago  
any more. I've got to stay away and live alone now, if you don't  
come with me. You won't go back on me entirely, will you, Carrie?"  
</p><p>"I don't want you to talk to me," she answered forcibly.  
</p><p>Hurstwood kept silent for a while.  
</p><p>Carrie felt the train to be slowing down. It was the moment to act  
if she was to act at all. She stirred uneasily.  
</p><p>"Don't think of going, Carrie," he said. "If you ever cared for me  
at all, come along and let's start right. I'll do whatever you say.  
I'll marry you, or I'll let you go back. Give yourself time to think  
it over. I wouldn't have wanted you to come if I hadn't loved you. I  
tell you, Carrie, before God, I can't live without you. I won't!"  
</p><p>There was the tensity of fierceness in the man's plea which appealed  
deeply to her sympathies. It was a dissolving fire which was actuating  
him now. He was loving her too intensely to think of giving her up  
in this, his hour of distress. He clutched her hand nervously and  
pressed it with all the force of an appeal.  
</p><p>The train was now all but stopped. It was running by some cars on  
a side track. Everything outside was dark and dreary. A few  
sprinkles on the window began to indicate that it was raining.  
Carrie hung in a quandary, balancing between decision and  
helplessness. Now the train stopped, and she was listening to his  
plea. The engine backed a few feet and all was still.  
</p><p>She wavered, totally unable to make a move. Minute after minute  
slipped by and still she hesitated, he pleading.  
</p><p>"Will you let me come back if I want to?" she asked, as if she now  
had the upper hand and her companion was utterly subdued.  
</p><p>"Of course," he answered, "you know I will."  
</p><p>Carrie only listened as one who has granted a temporary amnesty. She  
began to feel as if the matter were in her hands entirely.  
</p><p>The train was again in rapid motion. Hurstwood changed the subject.  
</p><p>"Aren't you very tired?" he said.  
</p><p>"No," she answered.  
</p><p>"Won't you let me get you a berth in the sleeper?"  
</p><p>She shook her head, though for all her distress and his trickery she  
was beginning to notice what she had always felt-- his thoughtfulness.  
</p><p>"Oh, yes," he said, "you will feel so much better."  
</p><p>She shook her head.  
</p><p>"Let me fix my coat for you, anyway," and he arose and arranged  
his light coat in a comfortable position to receive her head.  
</p><p>"There," he said tenderly, "now see if you can't rest a little."  
He could have kissed her for her compliance. He took his seat beside  
her and thought a moment.  
</p><p>"I believe we're in for a heavy rain," he said.  
</p><p>"So it looks," said Carrie, whose nerves were quieting under the  
sound of the rain drops, driven by a gusty wind, as the train swept on  
frantically through the shadow to a newer world.  
</p><p>The fact that he had in a measure mollified Carrie was a source of  
satisfaction to Hurstwood, but it furnished only the most temporary  
relief. Now that her opposition was out of the way, he had all of  
his time to devote to the consideration of his own error.  
</p><p>His condition was bitter in the extreme, for he did not want the  
miserable sum he had stolen. He did not want to be a thief. That sum  
or any other could never compensate for the state which he had thus  
foolishly doffed. It could not give him back his host of friends,  
his name, his house and family, nor Carrie, as he had meant to have  
her. He was shut out from Chicago-- from his easy, comfortable state.  
He had robbed himself of his dignity, his merry meetings, his pleasant  
evenings. And for what? The more he thought of it the more  
unbearable it became. He began to think that he would try and  
restore himself to his old state. He would return the miserable  
thievings of the night and explain. Perhaps Moy would understand.  
Perhaps they would forgive him and let him come back.  
</p><p>By noontime the train rolled into Detroit and he began to feel  
exceedingly nervous. The police must be on his track by now. They  
had probably notified all the police of the big cities, and detectives  
would be watching for him. He remembered instances in which defaulters  
had been captured. Consequently, he breathed heavily and paled  
somewhat. His hands felt as if they must have something to do. He  
simulated interest in several scenes without which he did not feel. He  
repeatedly beat his foot upon the floor.  
</p><p>Carrie notic